That Holiday Feeling

by Debbie Macomber, Sherryl Woods

  “Just another couple of hours,” he said, looking relieved. “Still want that ice cream?”

  “No, that was just a test.”

  He grinned. “I figured as much.”

  Savannah sighed. “I’m going back to strip wallpaper.”

  “Maybe you ought to take a break,” he suggested. “Maybe take a long, leisurely bubble bath or something.”

  “Who has time for that?” Savannah grumbled. “This place isn’t going to get fixed up by itself.”

  He tucked a finger under her chin. “When you start saying things like that, it’s exactly the time when you need a break the most.”

  “This from a workaholic like you?” she scoffed.

  “Actually that’s something your aunt used to say to me every time I protested that I couldn’t get away from the office to come visit. It got me up here every time,” he said, an unmistakable hint of nostalgia in his voice. “And she was always right. I always felt better after a few days with her. I even got so I barely cracked open my briefcase the whole time I was here.”

  “Did she talk you into taking a bubble bath, too?” Savannah teased.

  “Nope, but you probably could,” he retorted, then added in an undertone, “especially if you were joining me.”

  Heat and desire shot through Savannah like a bolt of lightning. “Any bubble bath I take, I’ll be taking alone,” she told him, keeping her own voice muted.

  “Too bad.”

  Before she made the fatal mistake of agreeing with him, she whirled around and went back upstairs. She started toward the room where she’d been about to work, then changed her mind and headed another floor up to her bathroom, where she poured some lavender-scented bubble bath into the tub and turned on the water, knowing that the sound would be enough to keep Trace’s imagination stirred up. He wasn’t the only one under this roof who had a wicked streak, she thought with satisfaction as she sank into the warm water. Hers had just been on hold for a while.

  Unfortunately the memory of his suggestion that he join her and the sensual feel of the water against her skin combined to make the bath far less relaxing than she’d envisioned. In fact, she concluded as she stepped from the tub and wrapped herself in a thick terry-cloth towel, it really was too bad that she wouldn’t find Trace waiting for her in her bed. Thank goodness they were going caroling in a couple of hours. It was definitely going to take a blast of icy air to cool off her wayward thoughts.

  “Quiet,” Trace admonished Hannah when they heard Savannah moving around upstairs. Since they were due to leave for the caroling in less than a half hour, he figured they had five minutes, maybe less, before she started down from the private quarters on the third floor. He squeezed Hannah’s hand. “Not a word till she gets all the way down and sees what we’ve done.”

  They’d only made a dent in the work that was needed to put Holiday Retreat back into shape for guests, but the outside of the front door and the exterior trim were now a bright red, the brass fixtures glistened and the foyer and living room floors were polished to a mellow sheen. Hannah had even fashioned some greens and ribbon into a decoration that had been hung from the brass knocker. In his opinion, with just a little effort, they had made a vast difference in the appearance of the inn. It looked as it had on his first few visits, before Mae had let some of the maintenance slip.

  Beside him, Hannah was practically bursting with excitement as they waited for her mother.

  “I should open the door,” she whispered. “Otherwise, how will she know about the paint and the decoration?”

  Trace grinned at her. “Good point. Why don’t you sneak out the back door, run around to the front and open it when I give the word that she’s almost down the steps. I’ll make sure it’s unlocked.”

  Hannah took off, thundering across the floor in her eagerness.

  “Don’t forget your coat,” Trace called after her just as he heard Savannah’s footsteps descending from the third floor to the second.

  Since he didn’t want Savannah to miss Hannah’s grand entrance, he stepped into view as she started down the last flight and blocked her way. She paused halfway down, regarding him warily.

  “I am not going back up,” she told him.

  “Never said you should.”

  “Then why are you standing in my way?”

  “Am I in your way?” he asked, still not budging.

  Savannah sighed heavily, just as Trace heard Hannah hit the porch running.

  “You look lovely,” he said in a voice meant to carry outside.

  Her gazed narrowed. “Announcing it to the world?”

  “Why not?” he said. “It’s worth announcing.”

  At that instant he heard Hannah turn the doorknob. He stepped aside as the door burst open.

  Clearly startled, Savannah looked straight at her daughter, then caught sight of the freshly painted door. Her eyes lit up.

  “Oh, my,” she said softly. “It’s beautiful.” She looked from Hannah to Trace. “Is that what you two were up to?”

  “Only part of it, Mom,” Hannah said. “Come down the rest of the way and look around some more.”

  As soon as Savannah stepped off the bottom stair, she glanced around, her expression puzzled.

  “Down,” Hannah said impatiently.

  Savannah’s gaze shifted to the floor with its brand-new shine. “What on earth?” There were tears in her eyes when she turned to Trace. “You did this? That’s what I heard down here? I couldn’t imagine the wood ever looking like this again. It’s beautiful.”

  Hannah beamed at her. “I helped, Mom. Trace and I did it together.”

  “It’s just a start,” Trace said. “We only had time to do the foyer and the living room. We’ll do the dining room tomorrow.”

  The tears in Savannah’s eyes spilled down her cheeks. “I don’t know how to thank you.”

  “You could start by not crying,” Trace said mildly, stepping closer to brush the dampness from her cheeks. “We wanted to do something to help. Hannah made the decoration for the door. She’s got a real knack for that sort of thing.”

  Savannah’s gaze shifted to the greens. “Trace is right, sweetie. It’s absolutely beautiful. Aunt Mae would be so pleased with all of this.”

  She turned to Trace. “I know you did it for her, but thank you.”

  It had started as something he wanted to do for Mae, but that wasn’t how it had ended up. Trace realized he had done it to put that sparkle into Savannah’s eyes, the sparkle that shimmered even through her tears.

  “It was the least I could do,” he said. “Now, do you want to admire our work some more, or shall we head into town for the caroling?”

  “Let’s go,” Hannah said at once. “Mom can look at this forever when we come home.”

  Savannah laughed. “So much for savoring the moment.”

  “I made you laugh,” Hannah gloated. “That’s a whole bunch of points for me and hardly any for Trace. Those sundaes are mine!”

  “Ah, well,” Trace said with an exaggerated air of resignation. “I suppose the art already on my office wall will have to do.”

  Savannah was quiet on the ride into town. Too quiet, in Trace’s opinion. When they’d finally found a parking place a few blocks from the town square and Savannah was exiting the car, he pulled her aside. “Everything okay?”

  “Of course,” she said brightly, though her smile was as phony as that too-chipper tone.

  “Tell me,” he persisted.

  She sighed. “I was just thinking about all the Christmases I missed with Aunt Mae, years when I could have had this, instead of…well, instead of what we had.”

  “You can’t go back and change things,” Trace reminded her. “You can only learn from your mistakes and look ahead.”

  She regarded him intently. “Are there things about your life that you’d change, mistakes you regret?”

  He hesitated over the answer. “I wish things had been easier for my mother,” he said slowly. “But I was a
boy. I had no control over that. She made her own choice to stay married to a dreamer who was very good at criticizing everything she did, but did nothing himself.”

  A half smile touched Savannah’s lips. “You say that, but you sound as if you still believe that you should have fixed it somehow.”

  “I suppose I do believe that,” he admitted. “But by the time I had the money to make a difference in her life, it was too late. She’d already died of pneumonia. She’d let a flu go untreated too long because my father thought she was making too much out of a little cold. Once she got to the hospital, there was nothing they could do. That was the beginning of the end for my dad. He was devastated. I finally saw that in his own way, he had felt my mother was everything to him. He died less than six months later.”

  “Oh, Trace, I’m so sorry,” Savannah said.

  He forced aside the guilt that the memory always brought. “Time to take my own advice. I can’t change the past. I have to let it go. We all do.” He managed a smile. “I think I hear a band warming up. It must be about time for the caroling to begin.”

  As if on cue, Hannah, who’d been hurrying ahead of them, bolted back. “Hurry up, you guys. The carols are starting. And I see Jolie. Can I go say hi to her?”

  “Of course,” Savannah said. “But then you come back to join us. Got it?”

  “Got it,” Hannah said, racing away from them.

  Left alone with Savannah, Trace reached for her hand and tucked it through his arm. “This is nice,” he said, looking into her shining eyes. “The stars are out. The air is crisp. I can smell the bonfire up ahead. It definitely feels as if Christmas is in the air. And there’s a beautiful woman on my arm.”

  In the glow of the gas lamps on the street, Trace could see Savannah blush. If a simple compliment rattled her so, it must have been years since she’d heard any. Which made her ex-husband even more of a fool than Trace had imagined.

  “You know, as much as I loved growing up in Florida,” Savannah said, “this is the only place it’s ever really felt like Christmas to me. Just look around. All the stores are decorated along Main Street. There’s a tree in the center of the green that’s all lit up, and snow underfoot. It’s like a Currier and Ives Christmas card. What could be more perfect?”

  She looked up into Trace’s eyes, and he felt his heart slam to a stop.

  “You,” he said softly.

  “What?”

  “You’re the only thing I can think of that’s more perfect than all of this.”

  For the second time that evening, she was blinking back tears.

  “Hey,” he protested. “I didn’t mean to make you cry again.”

  She gave him a watery smile. “It’s just that no one’s ever said anything so sweet to me before.”

  “Then you’ve been spending time with the wrong people,” he said emphatically.

  Suddenly she stood on tiptoe, and before he realized what she intended, she was pressing a kiss to his cheek. “Thank you. I’m really glad you’re spending Christmas with us.”

  Trace could have let it go at that. It was a tender gesture, not an invitation, but the night was cold and that kiss promised heat. He captured her chin and gazed into her eyes, then slowly lowered his head until his mouth covered hers.

  She tasted of mint and felt like satin. Then the anticipated heat began to work its way through his system, hinting of a simmering passion just waiting to be unleashed. He unzipped her jacket and slid his arms inside, pulling her close until their body heat mingled. She melted against him. They were a perfect fit, her curves soft and yielding, his body hard and demanding.

  Trace could have been content to stay right here, doing nothing more than learning the shape and texture and taste of Savannah’s mouth for hours on end, but sanity finally prevailed. This was a small town. Savannah was a newcomer. The last thing she needed was him stirring up gossip. Whatever happened between them—and there was little doubt that something would—he didn’t want there to be regrets. Not of any kind.

  With a sigh, he slowly released her. His gaze clung to hers as he slid the zipper of her jacket up, then tucked her scarf more securely around her neck.

  “Trace, what…?” She swallowed hard. “What was that about?”

  “New beginnings,” he suggested. He drew in a deep breath of the cold air, then added, “And speaking of that, I had an idea I thought I’d run by you.”

  “If it’s anything like that last one, the answer’s yes,” she replied, amusement threading through her voice.

  “Don’t agree until you’ve heard it,” he said. “What about holding an open house at the inn tomorrow before midnight church services? The downstairs rooms can be ready by then, and it would get people talking about the place.”

  She was staring at him, her expression dazed. “Are you crazy? I can’t be ready for an open house tomorrow night! Even if we could finish up with the downstairs rooms, what about food? We’d need wine and eggnog. All of the good dishes would have to be washed, the table decorated. I can think of a million reasons why it would never work.”

  He waited through the tirade, then asked, “Is that it? Any other objections?”

  “I think those are quite enough.”

  “Okay, your turn to listen to me. I can have a caterer here first thing in the morning. He’s already on standby. He’ll bring all the food, the drinks, the table decorations, linens, crystal and china. All you need to do is say yes and stay out of his way.” He pulled his cell phone out of his pocket. “What’s it going to be?”

  She regarded him with obvious astonishment. “You’ve already done all that?”

  “I put it into motion, checked to make sure the caterer I use for our big marketing events was available. I haven’t given the go-ahead. That’s up to you. I thought it might be the perfect way for you and Hannah to get to know your neighbors, a way to let them know that the inn is back in business.”

  She looked torn. “It’s a wonderful idea, but I can’t let you do it.”

  “Why?”

  “Because…” Her voice faltered. She frowned at him. “I don’t know why exactly. It’s just too much. Besides, how would we let people know?”

  He sensed that she was weakening and pressed his advantage. “I think we can count on Hannah and her friend to take care of that. Say the word, and we can send the two of them through this crowd. It’ll be faster than an instant-message e-mail.”

  “What if no one comes?” she asked worriedly. “It is Christmas Eve, after all. People have plans. Then you would’ve gone to all that expense for nothing.”

  “I’m not worried about that. I’m sure people are curious. Some are probably anxious to know if you intend to reopen the inn. It’s been a historic landmark in the town for years. I think they’ll be more than eager to take a little side trip on their way to church.” He waited while the wheels turned in her head. He could practically see the pros and cons warring in her brain, as her expression shifted from dismay to hope and back again.

  “You’re absolutely certain we can pull this off?” she said at last. “It won’t be the biggest mistake either of us has ever made?”

  “Darlin’, when it comes to business, I try really hard never to make mistakes.”

  “Okay, then,” she said decisively. “Make that call. Then let’s find Hannah and Jolie and put them to work.”

  Trace confirmed the plans with the caterer, who was eager to do anything for the bonus Trace had promised him. After that, finding the girls wasn’t all that difficult. They were right in front, singing at the top of their lungs. Trace pulled Hannah aside and told her the plan.

  “That is so awesome!” she said. “Jolie will help.”

  She pulled her friend over, introduced her to Trace and Savannah, then told her the plan.

  “Sure,” Jolie said at once. “I’ll tell my mom and dad to spread the word, too. They know everybody. And this will be way better than sitting around at home while my relatives say the same old things they sa
y every year.”

  “Tell them I’ll appreciate whatever they can do to let people know,” Savannah told her.

  The two girls were about to race off when Jolie turned back. “I was supposed to ask you if it would be okay for Hannah to spend the night at my house tonight. A couple of my other friends are coming over, and my mom said it would be okay. She’s right over there, if you want to meet her.”

  Trace saw the indecision on Savannah’s face, but he also saw the anticipation on Hannah’s. “Let’s go over and say hello,” he suggested. “You can discuss it with Jolie’s mother.”

  Five minutes later, Savannah had given her approval for Hannah to spend the night at Jolie’s. Donna Jones had been reassuring about the slumber party and enthusiastic about the open house at Holiday Retreat.

  “I can’t wait to see it,” she said. “And I know all my friends are dying to meet you. Mae Holiday was loved and respected, and everyone wants to let you know that. You’ll have a huge crowd. An open house on Christmas Eve is a lovely thing to do for the community.”

  Savannah looked relieved by her genuine excitement. “I’ll see you then. What time should I pick Hannah up tomorrow morning?”

  “Oh, don’t worry about that,” Donna said. “You’ll have enough to do. I’ll bring her by around noon, unless you’d like her there earlier to help out.”

  “Noon will be perfect,” Savannah said, just as the band began to play “Silent Night.” She slipped her hand into Trace’s and began to sing.

  A sensation that felt a whole lot like contentment stole through Trace. Not that he was familiar with the concept. For all of his success, for all of the people who filled his life day in and day out, he’d never experienced a moment quite like this. Maybe there was something magical about the holidays after all.

  Or maybe Mae had been even wiser than he’d realized. Maybe she’d known exactly how to grant wishes before they’d even been made.

  Eight

  The bright red front door closed softly behind Savannah, and she suddenly realized that she was all alone in the house with Trace. Her heart thundered in her chest as she met his gaze and saw the familiar heat slowly begin to stir.