His Obsession

by Rose Marie

“No it’s okay you’re tired and probably is feeling a little absent-minded.” I did my best to keep her there, but the other girl came back flushed face and… arousal? With Landen right on her heels. Seeing them, Angel bids me goodbye and jogs over to the girl. It takes everything in me not to howl at the jiggling of her ass in that tight skirt. Her working here will be a problem if she keeps wearing attire like that. As she and the other woman leave, Landen comes over to me panting.

  “Have you ever seen anything so beautiful? My God who knew plus sized women were my thing?” I turn to him and cock my head to the side and frown sensing his want.

  “For your sake I pray you’re referring to her friend?” He returned the favor eyeing me up and down.

  “I’m referring to the complete and utterly gorgeous woman who just left.” Never have I felt so aggressive and ready to rip someone’s head off, let alone my own little brother, yet right now I wanted to gut him and hang him out to dry.

  “Then we are talking about the same woman.” She’s MINE! Angrier than I’ve felt in my entire life I snarl at him but stop when the elevator dings. When I see my Angel step off and run over to grab her jacket apologizing, I turn to Landen to see he’s looking indifferent and unbothered. Oooooh so not my woman, he likes the other. When she leaves, I turn back to him.

  “Sorry about that. I see you like her friend. Well since they both passed the interview go have her paperwork ready for your girl to start. I need to… uhh do the same.” Landen didn’t seem to hear a word I said. He just walked off with a dreamy expression on his face. I opened my door and walked into my office, and I’m immediately engulfed in her intoxicating scent.

  Just as before I flip the switch, I’m locking my office door, and at my desk fighting with my belt. Breathing her lingering smell in I close my eyes imaging the fucked-up things I want to do to her. Shit, It’s not enough I want more. Squeezing my dick, I start aggressively start jerking at it until I feel my gut tighten. I want to cum with her, on her, in her. Still jerking I become frustrated when I can’t cum. Feeling frustrated, I get up cursing. This is not enough I want more. Like a moth to a flame my eyes were drawn to the address on her resume.

  FOLLOW HER!

  Shaking my head, feel like I’m going mad as I wonder where this voice came from? I’m going crazy.

  MATE!

  Scared for myself I fall back into my chair. My dad would always say my mom went crazy and killed herself because she heard voices in her head… is it happening to me too? I’m losing my mind. Looking over to the resume with her address on there I feel an unsettled as the need to follow her and be with her start to take over. Not wanting to succumb to this feeling I snatch my phone off the desk and call the only two people who can help me deal with this demon. My cousins Zane and Teagan. When we first met, I told them about how my mother died and they told me if we ever hear things like my mom did we can call them.

  “Hello?”

  “Teagan is Zane there with you?”

  “No he’s out with our ma- I mean… he’s outside with Unity.” The same thing that told me to follow Angel is the what told me to show respect when I hear my cousin’s voice. What the hell?

  “W-well can you help me? S-something is wrong with me.” I hear him sit up and the noise in the background is cut. There’s a snarl in his voice the next time he speaks.

  “What’s wrong?”

  “I think I’m developing what my mom had that made her kill herself… honestly Landen too. Something is off about him, I feel it. When we first met you told us to contact you if something like this happened. You said that it did you’ll help us. Well damnit h- FUCK MY HEAD HURTS!” Dropping the phone, I get a splitting headache and I hear Teagan calling for Zane. When the headache starts to fade away, I look over to the resume. FOLLOW HER! When I get back on the phone with a weak hello, I hear both Zane and Teagan this time.

  “What happened? Did something happen?”

  “The full moon is tonight, so-”

  “Full moon? What are you guys talking about? Please just tell me what my mom had, you guys said you’d tell us when the time is right. Well the time is now, I don’t want to suffer if I don’t have the money to deal with this while it’s just starting so tell me? Is it multiple personalities? It must be I keep hearing things. I… shit just tell me!” At this point I feel so powerless and so out of control that I want to start crying. What’s wrong with me?

  Was this the abnormal stuff he was talking about? We were just bat shit crazy? We hadn’t met our distant cousins until college when they came looking for us and said we were kin to them on their mom’s side. But the family resemblance was there and we all had the same birthmark. Teagan comes through and I do my best to listen but I’m out of it.

  “Hey calm down don’t psych yourself out thinking it’s something that’s it’s not. Where are you and Landen right now?”

  “At the new office building, why?”

  “Because we are headed straight there. Calm down and breathe, see you in two hours. Just work your normal workday, we’ll be there soon okay?” I swallow, eyes straying to my Angel. I feel the overwhelming need to leave.

  “O-okay, I’ll tell Landen.” When we get off the phone I make a quick call to my brother and tell him what’s happening. I didn’t expect for him to break down crying, telling me that he thought he was losing it and thought about committing suicide. I do my best to reassure him, telling him that Teagan and Zane said not to psych ourselves out which means that we could possibly be cured. Whatever this is that’s plaguing us won’t send us over the deep end like it did our mother.

  By the time they get here we are pacing the floor because they were late. It was a good thing because the workday was over but a bad thing because the wait was excruciating.

  “We’re sorry for the wait. Unity needed help putting the kids to sleep.” They always bring up Unity though we’ve never been allowed to meet her or know what her role is in their lives today, but I get a feeling it’s something deeper than what I could have dreamed of.

  “Yeah so let’s get down to business, tell us exactly what happened before you started feeling this way and tell us what you were doing when it started.” Landen was the first to speak up.

  “W-well I don’t know about Channing but before I was fine. I was dozing off because I was suddenly tired. We were getting ready to interview for some positions that needed to be filled when I opened my eyes at a… smell. I-I don’t know how to describe it other than it calmed me down and riled me up at the same time. I felt like my body just stopped working properly. Then when I looked up our eyes met and…” my eyes grow wide at hearing that his experience was exactly like mine, feeling overwhelmed I complete his sentence.

  “A voice came out saying-” he turned to me and we both point at each other and say at the same time.

  “MATE! YES!” We stare at each other mouth agape surprised then turn to Zane and Teagan waiting for an explanation. Zane cleared his throat and Teagan sat up. They looked at each other and nodded then turned to us.

  “Well we’re all adults here so there is no need for us to sugar coat things for you. I’m going to first start off by saying that nothing is mentally wrong with you.” The relief I felt at hearing that was next level.

  “Okay so if there is nothing mentally wrong with us then what exactly is the problem? What made my mom kill herself if it wasn’t a mental illness? I don’t remember her much, but I do remember her saying that she was tired of always hearing the voice and tired of wanting her… wait now that I think about it she would cry and say she wanted her mate. What does that mean? She would say the pain she felt being away from him was too much. I remember my dad being nice until she died. What the hell? How come I just now remembered this?”

  “The thing is, this is something way more serious and way more… unbelievable than you both think. We need you to have an open mind when we tell you what we have to say.” Feeling very conflicted we nod and listen to what they have to say. Though to s
ay we needed an open mind was an understatement.

  “Wait so you’re telling me we’re telling me we’re-” in disbelief I cut Landen off.

  “Part WOLF?” Zane and Teagan nod and Landen and I look at them as if they are crazy. “and you expect us to-” right before our eyes they change into two massive wolves. One black and one white standing proud as if they owned the place. Instinctively I go to back away but something in me tells me to lower myself and bare my neck. As soon as I do though they turn right back and I hear them shuffle around never moving from my kneeling position. When I feel a hand on my shoulder, I look up to see Zane in front of me and Teagan in front of Landen who was kneeling before him.

  “We would never lie about something like this. Everything we have told you is true. Your mother, my aunt was apart of our pack. She was a full wolf, but she was what we would call unchanging.” Zane knelt and held his hand out helping me up.

  “Yes, the time your mother left the pack was a rough time for wolves. Those who were unable to change were heavily discriminated against and treated extremely poorly. Our mom who was the Luna or to put in your terms the ‘Queen’ was told to turn her back on your mother and to have her killed. Little did we know your mother could escape with her life, because my mother couldn’t bare the thought of killing her own sister.” Teagan finished.

  “It’s our father’s fault that your mother endured such pain because he was at the time the Pack leader and your mother’s original’s mate. He rejected her and chose our mother for his mate which caused your mother even more pain, which is why your mother must have suffered tenfold.” Zane finished.

  “More than that, for a wolf to be rejected by their soul mate is the equivalent of a death sentence. Most wolves aren’t blessed to even meet their mate so no one in their right mind would reject them when they found them. Our father was different he didn’t care about blessings he only cared about power and our mother was as powerful as they came, so there was no way he’s tied himself to a woman who had yet to display any wolf traits.

  Fast forward to a couple of years later we were told by your father that when he met your mother while hunting with friends, it was love at first sight. He told us that something told him to ignore her but he was so drawn to her he disregarded his gut and helped her. Then you two were conceived some years later. Things were okay for them until my brother and I took the pack from our father and ultimately ended his life. Sadly, that’s when your mother killed herself at feeling her mate lose his life, and your father being deeply in love went off the deep end.” Teagan bowed his head in apology and Zane picked up where he left off.

  “We had no idea the repercussions of our actions because we thought your mother was dead and did find out about you until we had to help a friend and Ally of ours, Domi, get his mate back.”

  “Wait so Domi is a wolf too?” They shook their head in unison

  “Vampire.”

  “The Vampire King to be exact-” I go to open my mouth to ask more questions but Zane held up his hands. “We aren’t here to talk about that. Maybe some other time, right now we are her to tell you that the reason you brothers are experiencing the awakening of your wolf’s voice is because you encountered your soulmates. From the research we have gathered for unchangings that’s one of the few ways to awaken your wolf’s voice.”

  “S-so d-does that m-mean we are g-go t-to change in-” Teagan shakes his head patting Landen’s back to calm him down.

  “No there are no documented cases of unchangings forming the ability to transform, even after meeting their soulmate. Your biggest problem will be living with an unhealthy obsession for your mate and dealing with the sometimes constant and persistent voice in your head.”

  “No, that’s not all.” Zane looked at us and this time the air in the room turned extremely serious. “The most important part about this is knowing that even though you both have adapted the unchanging gene from your mother, there is no guarantee that your offspring will be the same.”

  “So, you’re saying that if we have children, they could possibly be like you two?” I ask bewildered. They both nod and continue the conversation, answering any and all questions we had. By the time they are done Landen and I sit there barely able to comprehend what we’d just heard. Still in utter disbelief we all sit in silence until Teagan’s phone ring and he excuses himself to answer. When he comes back, he whisper’s to Zane and he grabs his coat.

  “We have to go but we will be back tomorrow. Take tonight and mull over everything we talked about. I know it’s a lot to process but this is just the hand you were dealt so it’s no use crying over it now. When we come back, we will bring you some medication to calm down your wolves’ voices, desires and urges. Unfortunately, that’s all we can offer now since dealing with Unchangings is still something new to even us. The best advice we can give you for now is to minimize contact with your soulmates and don’t do anything stupid. We barely had time to get anything out edge wise before they were gone.

  When my own phone rings I check it seeing it’s Rebecca and my stomach drops with how much I don’t want it to be her. What’s up with my train of thought? When have I even not been excited to hear from my woman? Mate! Ugh, a headache emerged at the exact moment I picked up and when Rebecca’s voice came through, I went from feeling the love of a man who was going to propose to solely be thinking about the Goddess who’d just left my office.

  “Baby? Channing, when are you coming home? It’s kind of late don’t you think? Did something happen?” As she rattled off her questions my hand grazed the resume and just the thought of seeing her again turned my brain to mush.

  “I’ll be staying later tonight. Go to bed without me.” I could hear her calling out to me as I hung up. My need to see her, be with her, love on her was so overwhelming I could think of nothing else. Before I knew it, I was standing up and putting on my jacket.

  “You know they said not to do anything stupid right?” I jumped at seeing Landen still sitting in the same spot he was when Zane and Teagan were over.

  “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I snorted and stood up sighing.

  “Sure you don’t. I don’t know if it’s the connection that Zane and Teagan said we’d have since we’re blood brothers, but I can sense it from you. You’re going to do something you’re not supposed to.” I look him up and down with narrowed eyes and smirk.

  “Same, since that exact feeling is radiating off of you as well.” He shrugged and cocked his head to the side.

  “I guess you’re right, just be careful.”

  “Ditto.” He said nothing else, just walked out closing the door behind him. Looking down at the resume in my hands my eyes zero in on her address. Its pretty far from here. Before I knew it, I was in my car with her address locked in my GPS and following the directions. I want to see her one more time.

  ~*~

  As I sit in my car looking at her apartment building, I debate what the hell is wrong with me. Part of me didn’t care if what I was doing was wrong or illegal. I just want to be near her. Heart pounding, I see a couple heading for the building’s front door that was locked earlier. Now is my chance. I can get inside. Casually I get out of my car and follow behind them as if I’m supposed to be there. When they get up to the gate, they use their key to go inside and the woman sees me behind her and smiles holding the door for me.

  “Thank you.” I smile back.

  “Oh, no problem. Have a great day.” Walking over to her friend, they turn down a hallway and I pull out Angel’s resume. I look it over for her apartment number and follow the signs for the numbering of the apartments. When I find it, I look around seeing there is no one outside and there are no cameras. Thank God. I place my ear up to the thin door listening for any signs of life and to my surprise there is none. I wonder, where is she?

  Having grown up on the wrong side of the tracks I learned a thing or two from my cousin Big Mike when he was alive. I did odd jobs with him and the motorcycle gang.
I pull out my wallet taking out a card and swipe the lock. Piece of shit locks. I’ll build her a home with a state-of-the-art security system to keep her safe. Once I get inside, I listen again to make sure she isn’t just sleeping and see I was right she wasn’t home.

  Able to relax I take in a big breath and shudder at how wonderful she smells. More. Panting I walk through the house simply touching the things she touched and sitting where she sat, thinking that would be enough. That is until I get to her bedroom where her scent is ten times more powerful. Unable to help myself I walk over to her bed and stand there picturing her sleeping. Soon though I find myself lying in the spot that seemed slept on the most due to the creases in the sheets and lingering smell.

  The moment my head hit her pillow and her scent engulfs me, my body hardens, and I feel that delirious feeling again. Groaning at my throbbing cock I bite my lips and do something I never saw myself doing in a million years. I undo my belt and pants and pull out my cock whimpering at how much it was leaking precum. Good God I’m going to explode just from the smell of her.

  Shaking I urge myself not to go any further and leave but I close my eyes instead and breathe her in. I’ll leave after I cum only once. Grasping my cock, I pull at it and right away I can feel a euphoria I’ve never felt before. Is it because her smell? It must be. I’ve never felt this way with Rebecca. Jerking I do my best to hold in my whimpers and groans as I came quicker than I did when I lost my virginity.

  More, more, more. More, more, more. More, more, more. More, more, more. More, more, more. More, more, more. More, more, more. More, more, more. More, more, more. More, more, more. More, more, more.

  Growling I look for something to wipe my hands on and go to get out of the bed. When my feet touch the floor though I see something sticking from underneath her bed and pull it out. Instantly bells go off in my head as I see it is a pair of her panties, and a used pair at that. Shaking, I choke out a sob as I bring them to my nose inhaling. My eyes roll to the back of my head and cum shoots from me in thick globs one after the other onto her floor.