The Heart of a Beast: A Phoenix Pack Urban Paranormal (Saved By a Beast Book 4)

by Jade Royal

  “These two hunters are one of the many we will find buying and selling female shifters. I took the I.D’s so we can search their homes to see if they have any more females locked away waiting to be sold.” Kellan took the cards.

  “We’ll plan this out. But please next time I don’t care how fast something is moving, I need to be updated. Especially, when it’s as serious as this.” Jaxson bowed his head to his alpha.

  “What happened with Kyra by the way?” Kellan asked.

  “Why you asking him what’s wrong and not just asking me?” Kyra interjected. She’d entered the dining area from the tunnels, wearing jeans and a t-shirt.

  “Okay fine; what’s wrong with you?” Kellan asked.

  “Your enforcer is a narcissistic punk who can’t live with the fact that someone did something before he got to do it and he can’t stomach that he’s not the best in the world.” She said that while looking directly at Jaxson. Jaxson didn’t take his eyes off her as well.

  “You think that’s why I snapped at you?” he asked.

  “I don’t see any other reason that you would.” Kellan looked between the both of them and backed off to give them space to talk it out.

  “You don’t see any other reason?” Jaxson gasped.

  “Of all the things we’ve been through you don’t see another reason as to why what you did pissed me off? You think I’m a shallow man for being mad that you freed that shifter and not me?”

  “Explain it to me then.”

  “I’m an enforcer Kyra. The purpose of my position is to protect my pack and enforce rules for safety. When there is no Alpha, and there is no Beta, and danger lurks then the enforcer is the one responsible for figuring out how the fuck to protect his pack members.”

  “But I had a plan!” She snapped.

  “A plan that worked!”

  “Open up your fucking brain Kyra. Don’t you think if you simply told me your plan I would have backed you up a hundred percent? You don’t just run the fuck off and do what you want leaving the rest of your pack trying to figure out what the hell you’re doing.” Kyra just looked at him.

  “What if your plan didn’t work Kyra? What if that hunter just shot you in the fucking face? I would have just been standing there fucking confused because I didn’t know what you had planned from the beginning! That’s what pissed me off. You can’t do that type of shit! Not only did you run off doing your own thing but I specifically told you that I was pulling rank and you just said to hell with that; fuck his rank.”

  “I did not say that!”

  “Yes, you did! Every member in this pack in ranking position has earned the right to be in that position! No one just made Jayce a beta, he earned it. Same thing for Kellan and same thing for Tristan. When we’re facing threats, I expect that my position as an enforcer will be respected by every pack member. Because I didn’t just waltz around or paid someone off to become an enforcer. I busted my ass and trained for years before I could even go toe to toe with the enforcer that I defeated to get my position.

  That muthafucka nearly killed me! So if I give an order regarding the safety of my pack members, then I expect it to be followed. If I tell you to run and hide; I expect you to do it. If I tell you to be a distraction so a target can be taken down, I expect you to do it. It’s not about being narcissistic. When shit goes wrong, and a pack member is hurt on my watch, then I have a fucking alpha to answer to. I’m not keen on being the enforcer to try and explain why someone was hurt or worse.

  I have love for every she-wolf in this pack Kyra. But you; I specifically told you that I wouldn’t know what to do with myself if I ever lost you. So you can’t run off on me without telling me what the fuck you have planned because I need to be ready to protect you at all costs Kyra. I CANNOT LOSE YOU!” Kyra gazed at him; feeling her eyes get misty with tears. She felt both stupid and embarrassed. How could she think Jaxson was being selfish in his anger. Unable to handle the stares, Kyra hurried off trying to hide her face.

  Jaxson watched Kyra runoff. He cursed and held his temples. He was pissed at her yes, but seeing her upset drove a knife through his heart. He looked at everyone surrounding them who seemed confused.

  “So she took off on her own?” Kellan asked.

  “Yeah. But she had a good plan. Everyone makes mistakes. That was her mistake. But she’s passionate and courageous and will never back down from a fight. I could go into battle with that woman and not feel as if I’m out there fighting alone.” Kellan took what his enforcer said to heart.

  “Thanks, I needed that information,” Kellan said.

  “I’m thinking that you should probably go talk to her.”

  “Yes, I will.” Jaxson turned to leave, but Mira’s scent caught his attention. He nearly tripped over his feet as he looked at Mira. His head was telling him to go to her, but her gut was trying to force him in the direction of the tunnels so he could get to Kyra.

  “What you want?” Jaxson asked Mira immediately.

  “You know what I want,” she replied pushing sexual images into his head. He felt his feet move in her direction not able to force himself to stop. He was being driven by lust and need, and all of that was directed to Mira.

  I’m sorry for what I did. Kyra’s voice was soft and gentle in his head. His feet stopped moving and the lust he was feeling burned out like someone threw water on him. Mira noticed the change immediately.

  “What are you-” He turned to the tunnels and headed straight in that direction instead of even sticking around to listen to her. She cursed angrily because she knew exactly who he was going to. Mira went to follow him, but Kellan whistled at her.

  “Don’t even think about it,” he told her. Mira rolled her eyes and decided just because she couldn’t get at him close up didn’t mean she couldn’t still affect him from afar. That’s just what she was going to do.

  “You know I don’t think I ever got to hold the pup,” Mira said trying to appease both Kellan and Bliss. Bliss looked her up and down and clutched Kingston close to her chest.

  “I don’t think so,” she said before getting up and walking out of the dining area. Kellan couldn’t help but snicker under his breath.

  “Kellan…I was wondering when I would become part of the pack?” Kellan paused to think about it.

  “Soon,” he answered.

  “I’m getting some things in order, but we will do a ceremony with you and Niles in due time.”

  “Oh,” Mira crossed her arms not satisfied with the answer. It was all because Jaxson hadn’t picked her as his woman. If he had then Kellan would have been ready to accept her no problem. It angered her that it was taking this long, to begin with, but the last time she pushed too hard he passed out. What the hell was she going to do differently next time?

  ***

  Jaxson stood outside of Kyra’s bedroom door. The lustful assault on his brain had returned, but he was standing firm. He wasn’t going anywhere until he spoke to Kyra. He needed to speak to her. He knocked on her door softly.

  “Come,” she answered quietly. Jaxson entered her bedroom and closed the door. She was sitting in the middle of her bed writing in a small journal with candles lit all around the room. Entering her oasis he felt a sense of peace even with those invading thoughts in his head.

  “Didn’t take you for a wolf who journals,” Jaxson said sitting at the edge of her bed.

  “Sometimes I have a lot on my mind,” she replied. Jaxson took her feet and rested them in his lap; rubbing them tenderly.

  “I’m sorry I raised my voice at you and snapped at you too,” he sighed.

  “You didn’t deserve it.”

  “Yes, I did,” she admitted.

  “You were right. I shouldn’t have just went off on my own without telling you the plan. I just get so caught up in this stupid idea that-” Kyra shook her head.

  “What?”

  “I have this stupid idea in my head that I need to find my place in the pack. That I need to prove I’m not worthless
.” Jaxson shimmied closer to her but kept her legs in his lap. He rubbed her legs before moving up to her thighs.

  “What if I told you that you’re worth something to me?” he asked her. Kyra smiled and scribbled something in her book. She flipped the book over when she was finished to show him the words you’re worth something to me too. Jaxson looked at her for a long while. His brain was hammering around in his head. Kyra noticed when he winced.

  “Are you alright?” she asked, pulling her legs from his lap and leaning into him. She held his face and looked into his eyes.

  “My head is fucking with me,” he grunted.

  “Telling me one thing when my gut tells me another thing.”

  “What does your brain tell you?”

  “That I should go and fuck the shit out of Mira.” Kyra forced herself not to recoil. She didn’t want to immediately shun him, so she dug for more answers.

  “And your gut? What does it tell you?”

  “That I should be fucking the shit out of you.”

  “You can’t have us both Jaxson,” Kyra whispered.

  “I don’t want you both,” he admitted. He looked into her coffee-colored eyes and felt himself get lost. The depths of them were so deep he felt like he could go swimming for days and never be tired. His eyes traveled down to her lips. They were just there in front of him; tantalizing him like a tasty treat. Unable to resist; Jaxson leaned forward and kissed her. Kyra gasped at the feel of his lips, but she did not pull away. How could she? Well, why would she? She let go of his face just as he held her under her cheeks and kissed her softly.

  Jaxson felt as if the air had been sucked out of the room. With his lips on hers; nothing else seemed to matter. His heart beat rapidly into his chest; fire danced through his veins sending heat through his body. For 30 plus years he lived on this earth. For the first time, right here in this moment and kissing this woman, he finally felt alive. The fight in his brain fell away. It popped like a balloon and fluttered lifelessly away. His mind; his body; hell even his spirit was filled with Kyra. The taste of her tongue, the feel of her lips, and the fragrance of her arousal thumped through his body. Still, he didn’t have the natural urge to claim her; yet he still wanted her.

  “Hey Kyra do you wanna-” Jaxson and Kyra jumped out of each other’s arms as Bliss entered the open room. Jaxson had forgotten to close the door when he had arrived. Kyra fell off the bed in her haste to move away from him. Jaxson grabbed her wrist to keep her from hitting the floor. He set her straight before moving away from her.

  “I’m really-really sorry,” Bliss explained.

  “I knew you were upset so I thought you’d want to spend some time with me and Kingston.”

  “It’s fine,” Kyra said.

  “I’d love to be with you and the pup.”

  “Oh no, you should stay here and finish up what you were doing.” Bliss quickly left the room and shut the door. Kyra and Jaxson laughed nervously as they looked at each other from where they stood.

  “Sorry about that, I couldn’t control myself,” Jaxson said.

  “It’s, it’s okay. I didn’t mind it whatsoever.”

  “I mean I already tasted your delicious pussy there’s no reason why I can’t taste your mouth.”

  “I shoved your dick down my throat. No reason I can’t accept your kisses.” They laughed nervously again before going silent. Jaxson noticed immediately that his head wasn’t buzzing with thoughts that weren’t his. He felt completely and utterly at peace in front of Kyra. For the first time, his brain and his gut were feeling the same thing. Want and need, for her.

  “Ask me again,” Jaxson told her.

  “Ask her what?”

  “What my brain is telling me.” Kyra twiddled her fingers; nervous that his answer was going to be bad. Did she kiss him horribly?

  “Um…what, what does your brain tell you?” she asked nervously.

  “It’s not telling me to fuck Mira anymore. Just like my gut, it’s telling me to fuck the shit out of you.” Kyra looked at him, her eyes getting warm with desire, her arousal leaking through her sheer panties. Jaxson sniffed the air, taking in her tantalizing scent. When his eyes flamed the color of his wolf he and Kyra connected. They rushed at each other, meeting in a rush of frantic kisses and imploded desire. With both their claws out, they ripped each other’s clothes to shreds; rushing to be skin to skin.

  They fell onto the bed, pulling the last of their clothing apart. The way they fell put him on top; exactly where he wanted to be.

  “I’m usually a little bit more patient,” he breathed, and he speared her legs apart. Kyra pushed her claws into his chest.

  “Shut up and fuck me,” she growled. Jaxson held her at the back of her knees and pressed her legs into her chest. He tapped his heavily aroused and aching shaft against her clit. Her breath left her in huffs as moisture coated her outer lips. Her pussy was so pretty, Jaxson could spend his time just looking at it. But she was raising her hips trying to slip his dick inside her. Jaxson kept teasing her, tapping his dick against her soft flesh. He was amazed as juices squirted out of her. She began to claw at his arms and chest.

  “Relax cocoa bean. I got you,” he whispered as he positioned his meaty flesh at her entrance. Kyra kept jerking her hips upward in her eagerness to feel him inside her. Her stomach was clenching with need to the point where it felt like she was about to go into heat. She gasped and watched with widened eyes as he slowly entered her. Her neck was craned down to look at him entering her body, but she didn’t give a damn. Her outer lips stretched at his girth. She just knew that he would fill her up and stretch her deliciously.

  Jaxson closed his eyes as he penetrated Kyra for the first time. Her walls stretched, and adjusted but kept him snuggled inside of her. When he opened his eyes and looked down at her; he had to hold himself back from ejaculating. Seeing his dick inside her and the pleasure on her face was enough to make him cum.

  “Damn, Kyra,” he whispered as he shook his head. He couldn’t believe she felt this damn good. He pulled out of her and surged back in slowly; stroking her like he never wanted their sex to end.

  Kyra felt her whole world shifting as he fucked her body in a slow and deliberate tempo. Her walls clutched at him every time he pulled out, trying to keep hm embedded in her. In this position with her legs against her chest and him hovering above her; she felt completely at his mercy, and she didn’t even care.

  “Oh my god,” Kyra moaned. Jaxson filled her completely; touching the back of her pussy before pulling all the way out until only his tip was left. He did that over and over again, hitting her g-spot but then pulling all the way out. Kyra began to whimper and moan, trying to thrust her hips upward to keep him inside her.

  “Please…” she begged.

  “Please what?” he grunted.

  “Stop teasing me! If you’re going to give it to me, then give me the whole thing!” He filled her once more, and Kyra clenched her muscles tight to keep him inside.

  “You’re not gonna make me come before you do,” he huffed. He began thrusting inside her forcefully without withdrawing from her body too far, slamming against her g-spot repeatedly. Juices began to splash out of her as he fucked her.

  Kyra felt his shaft deep in her stomach as he grinded inside her relentlessly. Her stomach clenched and began to quake. She felt her eyes begin to water as the force of the pleasure was giving her a full body response.

  “That’s it my cocoa bean. Let it all out,” he growled as she began to flood his dick with her orgasm. Her moans turned into screams as he pounded harder and deeper.

  “Jax I’m-I’m cuming!” She screamed.

  “Fuck, me too,” he growled. Her body trembled and shook as her orgasm reached its peak. It burst through Kyra’s body, sending her in a tailspin of pleasure. She pushed at Jaxson to get away from the pleasurable assault, but his hips kept swinging, and his dick kept piercing her insides.

  Jaxson felt her squirting, but he didn’t pull out. He couldn
’t pull out. Her pussy spasmed around his dick and he lost it. Cum spurted out of him uncontrollably and jetted deep into her guts. If they were humans, Jaxson would have probably knocked her up, that’s how much he came inside her. Kyra screamed, and her body continued to jolt with pleasure. It short-circuited her brain and next thing she knew, everything went dark.

  “Kyra?” Jaxson stared down at her limp body, concern dripping from his face. He could still hear her heartbeat, so he knew she wasn’t dead.

  “Kyra baby, wake up.” He shook her, but she didn’t wake. Decided on a different tactic, he smacked her on the face lightly. She jumped awake; breathing hard. She looked at him and rolled her eyes before flopping down onto the bed and covering her eyes.

  “Please, please tell me I didn’t pass out,” she begged. Jaxson laughed and slowly pulled his dick from her sanctuary.

  “When have I ever lied to you,” he smiled.

  “I can’t fucking believe this,” she sighed taking her hands away from her face and looking at him. He laughed softly before flopping down on the bed next to her.

  “It’s alright baby. You got a man that knows how to fuck. What can I say?”

  “Cocky fucker,” she teased.

  Chapter Thirteen

  It was about 6 in the morning when Jaxson rolled out of Kyra’s bed. She was asleep soundly next to him, or so he thought. The moment he got out of bed, she turned over and opened her pretty eyes. Jaxson smiled down at her, beaming with happiness. He wasn’t so sure what it was he was happy about, but he never felt more alive.

  “Sneaking out?” she asked him.

  “Didn’t want to disturb you,” he replied.

  “But now that you’re awake.” He sat down on the edge of the bed and leaned down to kiss her.

  “Morning kisses. I’ve never gotten those,” she said.

  “Really? Well, as long as I’m invited, I would love to give you morning kisses.”

  “You can give me something else too,” she said slyly. Jaxson didn’t miss her implication.