Ash & Bone

by John Harvey

  'What did you do?' Karen said.

  They were sitting at a small table in the kitchen, more Nescafe, the radio turned low. Karen knew there was some reason, other than taste, she shouldn't be drinking anything made by Nestle, something to do with children in Africa, babies, but she couldn't remember exactly what.

  Tina shook a cigarette out from the pack and picked up a disposable lighter.

  'I waited, didn't I? Waited till I was doing the ironing. Oh, not when it was hot. Just, you know, handy. Caught him one on the back of his hand while he was sitting where you are now, reading the paper. Hollerin' and screamin' something dreadful, wasn't he? Swelled up like half-pound of sausage; couldn't work for a week. Lay that hand on me again, I told him, and I'll take the bread knife to it when you're asleep.'

  'He didn't try and get you back?'

  Tina laughed. 'Too busy sitting there feeling sorry for himself, wasn't he? "What the hell you have to do that for?" over and over.'

  'He has got a temper, though.'

  'Two of us, that is.'

  'He said you went through a bad patch some years ago, came close to breaking up.'

  'God! Confession time in there, was it? Some kind of therapy session.'

  Karen smiled. 'Maybe.'

  'He'd been seeing this woman, hadn't he? Some slag he'd met, God knows where. Pathetic. I told him if that was what he wanted he could piss off and get on with it. Soon come back with his tail between his legs, didn't he? Begging me to take him back.'

  'And you did.'

  Lifting a hand, Tina pushed her hair back off her face. 'Look at me, not exactly going to be mistaken for Miss Prestatyn, am I? Just some dumpy little tart with a fat arse and half a brain. Learn to take what you can get. And besides, he's not so bad, earns good money most of the time and not mean with it, like some.' She drew hard on her cigarette. 'You could do worse, believe me. A lot worse. I know.'

  Karen sipped at the lukewarm coffee to the faint strains of 'Rocket Man'.

  'Ooh, I love this,' Tina said, reaching towards the radio. 'You mind if I turn it up?'

  Karen always thought listening to Elton John was like a quick fuck in the dark, okay till you turned on the light.

  'Were you here,' Karen asked, 'when he heard about his ex-wife, what had happened?'

  'Both watching the news, weren't we? Half-watching, anyway. All of a sudden Terry's shouting out 'cause he's heard her name and then there's this picture of her on the screen. Someone saying how she'd been murdered. Terry, he sort of froze. Stunned, like. As if he couldn't believe it. Ages before I could get him to say a word. Really got to him, you know.' She stubbed out her cigarette. 'Made me think twice about going out at night, even round here, on your own. Always some bastard man, out there, waiting for you.'

  She turned the radio back down.

  'He wrote to her, you know. Maddy. More than a few times. I'm not supposed to know. Found one of the letters in his coat pocket. Steamed it open. All this bollocks about how she was the love of his life and that. Burned it, didn't I? Tore it into little pieces and set fucking light to it. Never said anything, soft sod must've thought he'd posted it.'

  She lit another cigarette.

  'Maybe she was, you know? Love of his life? Least someone thought that of her, eh?'

  12

  Elder had finished J. B. Priestley and gone back to Patrick O'Brian. Each morning he listened to the coastal reports on Radio Cornwall: NCI St Ives, NCI Gwennap Head, NCI Bass Point. One blustery day, returning from a tramp across the fields, a beast lay dead in the otherwise deserted farmyard along the lane, legs poking stiff from either side of its distended belly, plastic sheet flapping loose about its head. When he went out again towards dusk, it had disappeared, leaving just the trail through the mud where it had been dragged.

  Since returning from Nottingham, he had phoned Joanne with some regularity and asked after Katherine; every few days at first, then less often. Sometimes his daughter was there, sometimes not. She seems to have settled down, Joanne assured him. Stays home more. She's even talking about going to college, finishing her AS exams. Whoever Katherine was talking to, it wasn't him.

  Elder sent her a letter, drafted carefully beforehand, trying to explain how he felt, how he felt about her. Not expecting a reply, he still checked the postbox each day, still felt the same twinge of hurt. He thought of going up again to see her, but rationalised it would only serve to make things worse. Katherine might have settled down, as Joanne had suggested, but he had not.

  With the winds lashing more and more fiercely in from the Atlantic, Elder ordered another load of logs and stacked them in the lean-to at the side of the cottage, splitting some with an axe for kindling. The bottle of Jameson's in the kitchen went down a little more each evening, slow but steady.

  And then, on the first day of December, a Monday, he opened a three-day-old paper and read the news: the body of a police officer had been found near a disused railway line in north London, sexually assaulted and left for dead. As soon as he saw the name, he knew who she was.

  * * *

  It had been sixteen years. Elder had been based in Lincoln, CID, established, not so many months off forty. The big four-O. Katherine was barely two, a toddler, agile enough at night to infiltrate herself between Joanne and himself in their bed. He had noticed Maddy Birch around the station, the odd word exchanged in passing, nodded greetings in the canteen: enough to notice the colour of her eyes, the same shade as Joanne's, the absence of rings on her left hand. Late twenties, he supposed, maybe younger still.

  One evening, late, a leaving do for someone in Traffic neither of them really knew, they bumped up against each other in the crush at the bar, her hand resting for a moment on his arm as she steadied herself, the second time surely no mistake. When he'd smiled what was intended as an inviting smile, she'd looked away. Which of them had contrived that they leave together, he was never sure; maybe neither, maybe both. The cobbles on the street outside were slippery and wet, the street narrow and steep. Only natural to reach out a hand, steady her against a fall. Above and behind, lights picked out the west front of the cathedral, the stonework of the castle opposite. His fingers touched her cheek and neck. The doorway into which they half-stumbled, half-stepped was barely deep enough to hold them both. His mouth found hers, her mouth found his. She said his name. Clumsily unbuttoning her coat, his hand closed on her breast. She fumbled with the front of his clothes, gave up, gripped hard instead. The flesh of her neck was warm and soft and when he kissed her there, low in the dip between muscle and bone, she moaned and squeezed tighter and he came, standing there, came against her hand.

  Oh, Christ!

  She kissed him near the side of his mouth and, after a moment, when she stepped away, there was light enough to see the rueful smile upon her face.

  'I'm sorry,' he said.

  'Don't be.' Her finger to his lips. And then, 'Come on, let's walk,' linking her arm through his.

  At the foot of the hill, they went their separate ways, she a short walk to the place she'd recently bought, he in a taxi to the home where wife and child would doubtless be sleeping, somehow managing to take up, between them, most of the bed.

  The central heating had switched itself off automatically and, still wearing his coat, he sat in the kitchen with a glass of Scotch in both hands, taking his mind as slowly as he could through what had happened, moments that were already uncertain, half-imagined.

  Neither of them spoke of it again; nothing else happened.

  It was the only time, in all the years of his marriage, that Elder had strayed.

  Yet he found himself from time to time remembering, images appearing from nowhere, a kaleidoscope of touch and warmth and breath.

  And now she was dead.

  He read the report again.

  Maddy had been at a yoga class that evening and had left alone; it was assumed she'd been attacked shortly afterwards. As yet the police were uncertain as to the exact sequence of events. What was cer
tain was that at some point after finishing her class, getting changed and leaving the centre, Maddy Birch had been attacked, most probably raped, beaten, cut and left for dead.

  * * *

  Elder knew that Robert Framlingham was now based with the Murder Review Unit at Trenchard House; not so many months ago he had been in touch, eager to persuade Elder to join his team of recently retired detectives who were being increasingly used to re-examine cold cases or review investigations that had stalled. As he had with the earlier approach from Nottinghamshire, Elder had politely yet firmly declined.

  Framlingham's voice, as ever, was rich and full, unlike the man himself, who was whippet thin and tall enough to make Elder crane his neck when they ever met.

  'Frank, changed your mind, I'll be bound.'

  'Afraid not,' Elder said.

  Framlingham chuckled. 'Well, if it's about a loan…'

  'Don't worry, not that.'

  'Then shoot.'

  'The DS who was murdered at Crouch Hill, Maddy Birch…'

  'Not idle curiosity…'

  'Not really. I knew her. I mean, we worked together. A while back. Lincolnshire.'

  'Personal, then?'

  'If you like.'

  'What's your interest, Frank? I mean, exactly?'

  'I'm not sure. Just wondering who was handling the investigation, how it was going?'

  'Not my department, Frank. Not yet. Nothing breaks, they'll bring us in soon enough.'

  'There's no one I could talk to, just informally?'

  Framlingham seemed to hesitate. 'Let me have your number again, Frank, I'll get back to you.'

  When he did, Elder was raking out the ash from the wood-burning stove, prior to setting it for the evening. Not quite dark, the light towards the sea was rimmed with pinkish red. The temperature seemed to have dropped some five degrees.

  'I've spoken to the head of the Murder Squad,' Framlingham said. 'Explained the situation. He gave me the name of one of his DCIs. Shields. Karen Shields. Mean anything to you?'

  'Can't say that it does.'

  'Bumped up to chief inspector a year or so back. Usual bleating by a few, positive discrimination, you know how it goes.'

  'You mean because she's a woman?'

  'Because she's black.'

  'I see.'

  'You don't have a problem with that, Frank?'

  'God, no.'

  'Good.'

  'Just as long as she's doing the job.'

  'She is.'

  'You think it would be okay for me to give her a call?'

  'You could try. Say you've had a word with me first, if you think it'll help. If she thinks you might have something useful to throw into the pot, background, that sort of thing, she might be willing to talk.'

  'It was a long time ago, Robert.'

  'Well, you'll know best. But here's her office number anyhow.'

  Elder found a pen and wrote it on the back of his hand.

  'And Frank…'

  'Yes?'

  'You know what I'm going to say, don't you? Any time you do change your mind…'

  'Thanks for the number, Robert,' Elder said.

  * * *

  Karen could feel things slipping irrevocably away.

  What Vanessa had told them about Maddy's fears that she was being spied upon suggested strongly that her attacker was someone who knew her, knew her well. And Terry Patrick had seemed the obvious candidate. But Patrick's alibis for the night in question had proved near-perfect. Tina aside, five other witnesses were prepared to swear he was in North Wales and not in London.

  Stone wall: try again.

  So far Forensics had given them little or nothing. No skin beneath the victim's fingernails from where Maddy had sought to fight off her attacker, no saliva, no semen; what resembled a snail's slow trail across her body had proved to be exactly that. The only blood was Maddy's own. All the indications were that she had been raped, penetration had certainly taken place; a condom had presumably been used though one had not had been found, discarded, at or near the scene. Shoe prints and boot prints were too confused, too partial to be of any direct use. Of any possible weapon there was no sign.

  The other members of Maddy's yoga class had all been interviewed; Maddy had chatted to one or two of the class before the session started, a few more once it was over, nothing consequential. She had been among the last to leave. The cafe in the centre had closed at seven and there had been few other people still on the premises, all of them tracked down and spoken to. Occupants of the properties backing on to the centre had been canvassed; appeals made for anyone who might have been using the lane or the old railway line as a cut-through or to walk their dogs to come forward.

  The caretaker remembered seeing someone, almost certainly Maddy, heading off along the lane towards Crouch Hill, the opposite direction to the one she would have taken if she were going directly home. But then Crouch Hill would have quickly led her down to the Broadway and bars, restaurants and cafes aplenty, where she could either have been meeting someone by arrangement or meaning to have supper or a drink alone. Except that none of the waiters or bar staff recognised Maddy as having been amongst their customers that evening.

  So had she been attacked almost immediately after leaving the centre — risky, with others still presumably within earshot — or had she, indeed, walked down to the Broadway and later returned by the same route? And was her attacker some stalker, as yet unknown, someone waiting for her, out there amongst the shadows, waiting for his chance? Or had it been a random act, Maddy's misfortune to be in the wrong place at the wrong time?

  Too many questions still unanswered.

  'Phone, ma'am,' said one of the office staff, interrupting her train of thought. 'For you.'

  'Who is it?'

  'A Frank Elder? He's called several times before. Something about Maddy Birch, apparently.'

  Karen sighed. It was way past seven already. Staff pulling in overtime. What she wanted was to go home, open a bottle of red and drink the first glass while she soaked in a hot bath.

  'Okay.'

  Karen perched on the end of a desk, one foot resting on the seat of a chair. Across the room she could see Lee Furness slowly scrolling down through a list of names on the computer.

  'Hello, this is DCI Shields.'

  'Frank Elder.'

  'I believe you've got some information about Maddy Birch.'

  'Not information exactly.'

  'What then?'

  'I worked with her. Maddy. In Lincolnshire.'

  'How long ago?'

  A pause. 'Eighty-seven, eighty-eight.'

  'And you were what? Close? Close colleagues? What?'

  'Close, I don't know. Not really. We worked together, that's all. I was just wondering how things were going. The investigation.'

  'How things are going? What do you think this is? Crimewatch?'

  'I'm sorry, I was given your name…'

  'Look, maybe you should talk to the press office. If anyone. Just hold on and I'll get you transferred.'

  'No, it's okay. It doesn't matter. I'm sorry to have taken your time.'

  Karen heard a click as the phone was replaced.

  Just about the last thing she needed, some old geezer with too much time on his hands.

  13

  'Bloody shame,' Linda Mills had said, when she heard of Maddy's death.

  'Shocking,' Trevor Ashley agreed.

  'Now we'll never get the chance to talk to her again.'

  Ashley looked at her sharply, but kept his counsel.

  Things moved slowly on. It was the second week of December, some eight weeks since the inquiry into the Grant shooting had opened, three, give or take, since Maddy Birch's body had been found off Crouch Hill.

  Despite the often open hostility of many of those who were interviewed, the inquiry had kept, doggedly, to the rails. Linda, frustrated by their lack of progress, had become grimmer and more short-tempered even as her superior seemed to become more avuncular and benign. B
ut for all of their probing, questioning, reconstruction, after almost two months there was no proof of any wrongdoing, no reprimand, no charge.

  That Grant was a major villain was beyond doubt, the presumption that he was close to fleeing the country well-founded, as was the supposition that he would be armed. The logistics of the raid itself left something to be desired and a recommendation to review planning procedures would be attached as a codicil to the final report. At base, however, the facts spoke for themselves: Grant had fatally wounded one officer and if Mallory had not acted as he had there was every reason to believe he would have killed another.

  End of story.

  Wrap it up, dot the i's and cross the t's, sign your name and leave.

  Honour satisfied and justice seen to be done.

  When it came down to it, whatever her lingering doubts, Linda Mills would be glad to shake the dust of London off her feet. Ashley had warned her what it would be like, that she would feel isolated and embattled and regarded as the enemy, and he'd been right. The experience, though, had been something she wanted, something to add to her profile, broaden her CV.

  'I owe you both a vote of thanks,' the Assistant Commissioner said in his office. 'A difficult task professionally executed.'

  'I owe you a slap-up dinner,' Ashley said later, broad grin on his face. 'Prawn cocktail, steak and chips, black forest gateau, the whole bit.'

  'You owe me,' Linda told him, 'a sight more than that.'

  * * *

  The day after the final report had been delivered to the printer, the day before the bound copy was delivered to the Assistant Commissioner, she had been sitting on the low steps outside the Portakabin that had remained their temporary home, smoking a longed-for cigarette.

  She had scarcely heard Mallory as he crossed the car park, light of foot, only glancing up at the last moment and dropping her cigarette hastily down, like a fourth-former caught behind the legendary bike sheds.