Never Expected Love

by S. M. Stryker

  "I've wanted you to do that all day long," she says as she pants for air. I grab her, lifting her up as she wraps her long slender legs around my waist and weaving her fingers through my hair, pulling it then massaging my scalp.

  Shit, that feels so good, my cock is instantly hard, straining against my jeans as we continue our pleasure of each other, and for the first time I slide one of my hands up her side to her breast as I slowly start to massage it. "Is this okay?" I quietly ask her. She just mewls back at me, her hips start to circle and rub against my erection. Holy shit that feels good. I place one of my hands against her lower back pushing her harder into me. I can feel the heat of her sex through my jeans, and the scent of her arousal lofts through the air and captures my senses. Fuck I need to stop this before I can't stop. I hesitantly pull away raking the air into my burning lungs. "We need to stop or I won't be able to," I say through my winded breath.

  "What if I don't want you to stop?" She looks up at me with her big blue eyes that are full of wonder.

  A smile spreads across my face. "Nicole, the first time I make love to you, I want it to just be us. I don't want to have to worry about anyone else in the house. I don't want to worry about having to get up in the morning to go to work, I want to worship your body, I want to lave kisses over every inch of you. I want to go slow to make sure you are enjoying every minute. I want to watch your beautiful face as you come for the first time, to feel your body writhe beneath me, taking every inch of me in. I want you to look into my eyes and know that I am the one that's making you feel that way." I kiss her on the forehead then rest mine against her. "God, Nicole, the things you do to me, I need to leave before I get into trouble." I turn to open the door. "Damn it. I was going to let you use the rover tomorrow."

  "Do you have another vehicle?"

  "Yes, I have and old Chevy truck I can use."

  She looks up through her thick lashes, "Then take me to your place," she says with a shy smile.

  I look at her and try to decide what I'm going to do, but God, I want her, and I want to show her just how good it can be between us. Okay so I'm just assuming I can still do what I used to. I've put that part of my life in the past, shit I can't even remember when the last time was. Shit, this isn't about me it's about Nicole.

  She places her hand on my cheek. "Please, Richard, I want you to show me. Give me five minutes." And like that she is off like a flash.

  She's back with her bag in her hand. "Are you sure about this? You know I will wait until you are ready."

  She takes my hand in hers and looks up at me. "Yes."

  I pull into the garage, exiting the car to help Nicole out as I take her hand in one of mine and her bag in the other. Shit, I can't believe how nervous I am. I look at Nicole and she smiles shyly at me as we walk into the house. I show her the basic part of the house that she might need to know, then lead her to my bedroom. I leave her standing in the bedroom as I walk into the bathroom and pull out a clean towel and a toothbrush just in case she forgot her own.

  "Nicole, I want you to be sure about what you are asking. I don't want you to feel like..."

  "You're not, I want this..."

  "I want this to be your decision, think about yourself not me."

  "So you're not making my decision for me?"

  I take her face in my hands, looking into her beautiful blue pools of sapphire. "Nicole, I will be fine with whatever you want to do. The last thing I want to do is choose for you. Would you like a glass of wine?"

  "That would be nice."

  "Let's sit in the living room."

  "Your house is lovely."

  "Thank you, I've done a little remodeling on it." I take her hand and lead her to the kitchen to get our wine.

  "Wow your kitchen is beautiful and huge."

  "That's what she said." We both start to laugh. I needed to do something to cut the tension. We take our wine to the living room and sit on the sofa.

  "How long have you lived here?"

  "This is my family home, I was raised here. So tell me what you want Nicole, you seem apprehensive."

  "I would do anything to get into bed with you." She looks up at me again and smiles that beautiful smile of hers as her eyes sparkle. "But when I think about it, as much as I want to, I don't know that I'm ready. I am nervous, you have experience and I have nothing." She looks down at our hands that are worrying in her lap and then slowly looks into my eyes. "I don't want to bore you."

  I take both of her hands in mine “Nicole, honey you would never bore me." I look deep into her eyes letting her know how I feel. "You forget that I would get to explore your body, get to know it intimately, learn what feels good to you, what makes you moan and writhe, and at the same time, you will get to know my body. We can play doctor." I smile and wiggle my eyebrows, and Nicole starts to laugh. "Nicole, as much as I long to be with you, this is something you have to be ready for. The last thing I want is for you to feel pressured into anything you don't want to do. So please don't consider me. I'll do whatever you want to do, and Nicole," my voice dips low as I run my finger down her cheek to lift her chin. "Remember, I'm not going anywhere."

  Suddenly she brings her hands to my face pulling me to her. Her tongue starts to explore my mouth twisting and teasing my tongue. A moan escapes her mouth and is swallowed by mine. She's ravenous, taking control. She bites my bottom lip as a deep moan from my chest escapes. My cock is hard and throbbing as she has her way with my mouth. She slides up onto my lap while still kissing me and straddles me. I don't think I'm breathing when I slowly pull away. Panting, I look into her deep blue eyes that are full of want and need.

  "I think I might have opened the doors to the little vixen that has been hiding inside you."

  She has a bashful smile on her face. "Can we do that again? I haven't ever felt those feelings before, and I definitely think it did something to you too." She reaches down slowly, and nonchalantly she runs her hand over my hard erection as I let out another growl. I close my eyes as my head falls back and the feeling of need rushes through me.

  "Have I unleashed the tigress in you?"

  "I don't know, this is all new to me, all I know is that I liked what it feels like, and I didn't want to stop."

  After several minutes, she slowly pulls away and slides off my lap taking my hand in hers as she stands up and turns toward the bedroom pulling me behind her.

  Fuck, this is going to happen.

  As she leads me to my room, I mentally prepare myself for everything I want her to experience and what I don't want her to remember. I let her take charge as to where she goes with it. She starts to unbutton my shirt, slowly sliding it off my shoulders as it pools on the floor.

  She then places her hands on my shoulders and caresses each line as she follows it down my arms. My cock twitches at her touch as she runs her hands up my abdomen to my chest where she rolls my nipples making them rock hard. Jesus Christ. She runs her fingers through the hair on my chest and I can hardly stand still. Then she leans over and licks my nipple, I think I'm going to pass out. No one has ever done that to me. A deep groan echoes through my chest. I want to touch her, feel her, explore her, but I know this is her time.

  She looks up at me through her long dark lashes as she continues to lick at my nipples. She then takes my other nipple between her thumb and index finger and rolls it making it hard too. My head falls back as I embrace the ecstasy I am feeling, moans escaping my lips as she continues.

  She removes her hand from my nipple as she starts to unbutton my jeans. She slowly glides my jeans down my legs as she places her hand on my cock through my boxers and starts to stroke me. "Is this okay?" she says as looks up at me with hooded eyes.

  I can barely speak, my words come out quietly. "Holy hell, Nicole, can't you see what you do to me?"

  She kneels to the ground and removes my sandals and I lift each foot for her to remove my jeans. She runs her hands up my legs to my abdomen. "God, Richard, you have such an amazing body. I can't stop
touching it." I look down at her as she licks her lips.

  "And I think you are overdressed," I say. "My turn." I take her lips in mine as I start to kiss her, I then move to her ear. "You have me so turned on I can hardly stand it." I start to unbutton her shirt, I run my hands up her collarbone and slowly slide it off as I reach behind her and unfasten her bra. "Is this okay?" I ask her, wanting to make sure she is all right with what I'm doing.

  "Oh God, yes."

  I slip her bra off and toss it on her shirt. I kiss and lick my way down to her breast as I lick and suck on it. Then I move to the other all while I feel every inch of her skin, massaging it, memorizing it as I listen for her moan and mewls that tell me what she likes. I then start kissing back up her chest to her neck to the indentation in her throat as my tongue swirls around and around in it. Then I trace her jaw line to the sensitive spot just below her earlobe, sucking and nibbling on it. God, how I've wanted to do this to her, I knew she would love it as she lets out a loud groan. I start to unbutton her jeans, sliding them down her beautifully long alabaster legs as the moonlight glimmers off them. "Are you okay with this?"

  "Oh don't stop, Richard." I smile as I kiss her plump wet lips. I kneel down and remove her sandals as she picks up each foot to remove her jeans. "I'm going to slide your panties down okay?"

  "Umm hum," she murmurs.

  I slowly look up at her as I slip my fingers under the waistband of her panties, watching her face for any indication of distress. Her mouth opens slightly and soft mewls are a constant. I slowly move them down her legs and she steps out of them. I leisurely run my hands up her legs to her thighs and start to massage them as she throws her head back releasing a loud growl. "Is this all right?"

  She doesn't say anything, she just moans. They are continuously escaping her mouth now. I reach around and squeeze her ass cheeks as I repeat rubbing her thighs then squeezing her ass again. I'm at the perfect height as I lean forward and smell her. "Fuck, Nicole, I need to taste you."

  "You what?" she asks in surprise.

  "I want to taste you."

  "I don't know that I will be able to stand for much longer, I feel my legs trembling."

  I stand and pick her up, placing her in my arms. I walk over to the bed and lay her down. "If I do anything you don't like, tell me, and I will stop. Okay?"

  "Okay."

  I crawl onto the bed and position myself between her legs, leaning down to take her mouth in mine. I gently lick her bottom lip and then suck it into my mouth. Nicole wraps her arms around me, threading her fingers through my hair. She pulls me closer taking over the kiss, it's passion, maybe pent up passion, and then she turns feral. Only one hand is in my hair as her other scratches up and down my back. Shit!

  I pull away from her. "Did I do something wrong?" she asks.

  "I want to savor you, Nicole. I want to find all the spots that make you go wild. I want to taste you, feel you and make you lose yourself, lose control."

  The look in her eyes is one of concern, but I also see the excitement in them. I slowly slide down her body, kissing, nibbling, and licking as I go. I draw a hardened pebble into my mouth as a moan escape her lips. Drawing my tongue across her sweat dampened skin down to her belly button then dip it inside. She quivers beneath me, tugging at my hair.

  I kneel on my knees and look at her. "Is this okay? Are you alright?" She doesn't utter a sound, she just nods her head and licks her lips. I feel the wet spot in my boxers getting wetter as my cock gets harder and longer than I ever remember it getting. But shit, it's been so long, and back then it was just to release tension. I start to massage her thighs as I lean into her sex. I groan at how good she smells and know her taste will be like honey on my lips. I slowly spread her legs apart and run my tongue the length of her folds, she's so wet. She lets out a loud moan as I continue licking and tasting her. "My God, Nicole." She's now writhing under me, and I take my finger and run it down between her folds, she growls as I slowly insert it into her. Her pussy is clenching down around my finger. Fuck. I never imagined this is what it would be like. There's a big difference in fucking and making love. I want to pour myself into her, show her what she's been missing all this time. Sounds are continually coming from her mouth and chest as I continue.

  As I taste and feel her, her legs start to tremble, and I know she is close. "Richard, please."

  Looking up I see longing in her eyes. "What do you want, Nicole? I was going to make you come with my tongue the first time."

  "The first time?"

  "Oh honey, we've only just started."

  "But?"

  "Do you want me to stop?"

  "God no, I just want to feel you inside of me."

  "We'll get there, I promise." I go back down on her, it doesn't take long before her legs are trembling again. Her moans get deeper, and I suck her clit into my mouth, holding it between my teeth, softly nibbling it. I then let go of it as I start to lick it hard.

  She grabs the sheets as if they will hold her down, and I look at her beautiful face as the orgasm rips through her. "Oh, oh, oh God yes, yes! Oh God, Richard Aw." I keep going until her climax subsides.

  I reach into my nightstand taking out some lube and a condom. "You know there is no reason for you to use that. I trust you, Richard."

  "Are you sure?"

  "Yes."

  I place a little lube on my hard throbbing cock then line up my cock to her small pussy. I look at her again and ask, "Are you sure?"

  "Yes, Richard, I have waited so long for this, yes I'm sure.

  I slowly start to push inside of her, fuck she's tight. Groans escape both of our lips as I pull her lips to mine and our tongues start to taste and dance, twisting and rubbing as our breathing is ragged. I want her closer, but I need to go slow. Her nails scratch at my back as I hold her face in my hand, and I inch in a little bit more. We're ravenous now. She grabs my ass and pulls me hard into her as she lets out a loud moan that is swallowed by my mouth. Neither of us can stop moving, her legs are wrapped around me, her heels digging into my ass to pull me deeper. We pull away from our kiss to gather what little breath we have when she latches onto my shoulder with her teeth. "Jesus Christ." She lets go, maybe thinking that she is hurting me. "No, don't stop that was amazing." This is carnal. She licks up my neck then latches onto my shoulder again.

  I feel her legs start to quiver again, and I know she is on the edge. I continue to thrust into her as her moans get deeper and deeper and her nails dig deep into my ass, spurring me further. "Oh, Nicole, oh yes, baby that's it." I thrust a couple more times, as she explodes around me, her pussy squeezing me so tight. My orgasm rips through me, and it last for what seems forever as Nicole's pussy continues to clench and pull me deeper inside her.

  "You are amazing!" I mutter breathlessly, resting my forehead on hers. I lift my head to look into her eyes, they're almost green now, and tears brim her eyes. "Nicole, I'm sorry, I'm sor..."

  "...No, Richard, you made me feel again. I never thought I would ever feel anything like this. I've been so afraid of being intimate with anyone or even being in a relationship because I didn't think anyone would want a woman that wasn't whole." I roll off her. "Richard, you've accepted me as I am. I never thought I would be this comfortable with a man after..."

  "Shhh." I put my index finger over her lips. "I'm glad I could be that man for you." I kiss her on the lips before leaving the bed. I walk into the bathroom getting a warm, wet washcloth and walk back into the room. I lean over the bed, and I think I startle her with what I am going to do.

  "What are you doing?"

  "Let me take care of you. I'm going to clean you so you can sleep more comfortably."

  "Oh."

  She sounds disappointed. After cleaning her, I cover her with a sheet so not to get cold. "Oh? You sound disappointed."

  "I just...I just thought we could do that again." She looks up at me with a shy smile.

  "You did huh? Well, I'm sure that can be arranged, I just didn't want to
assume that's what you wanted. This is where you are going to have to tell me what you are comfortable with and what you like. Okay?"

  "Okay. So...it was good for you then?" "God, Nicole, it couldn't have been more perfect. Your body is so responsive to my touch. I didn't feel like there was any part you didn't enjoy. Was there?"

  She looks down at her lap and nods her head. Hell, I thought if she didn't like something I could tell. Has it been that long that I'm just out of touch with a woman's reactions? "What is it? What did I do that you didn't like so I won't do it again."

  A shy smile breaks across her face as she looks up at me. "You stopped."

  A hard, deep chuckle releases from my stomach and then she joins in with me. "I may look like I'm in shape, but it's been awhile, and I need to build my stamina back up, there's a thing call recovery time."

  "So you weren't bored with me? I really don't know what to do."

  "Jesus Christ, Nicole, I could hardly restrain myself when you were touring my body. I wanted to show you just how good it could be, and as I told you before, I wanted to worship your body. You're so beautiful, and you have this sexy innocence that gets me all worked up. So no, there is nothing boring about you, and you did do something, your body moved and pivoted to everything I did, holy hell! The way you writhed under me...shit, look at me, you have me hard again, so boring isn't an issue." Not ever having been in a relationship, I don't know the protocol on them. But I know what I feel, and I love being with Nicole. I want this to be more than casual sex, and Nicole deserves more than that as well. I stand up pulling on my boxers wondering how I should discuss this. Holy hell man, just come out and ask her!

  "What's wrong, Richard? What are you thinking?"

  "Have you ever thought about the future? I mean really thought about what you want out of life. What are your dreams?"

  She sits up and leans against the headboard as I climb on the bed crossing my legs in front of me. "Things have changed so much for me recently, things have happened that I never expected. If a month ago someone would have told me that I would be in a man’s bed having had the most wonderful sex, I would have called them a liar." She looks up at me, her eyes big with speculation. "I want more, I want to see if I can grab the brass ring. You've shown me that there's so much more out there, and I want to see where we go; that's if that is what you want too." A big smile breaks across my face as she says those words to me. Holy hell do I ever want that. "That I can still have my career, but I can have a life outside of work too. I'm sure my manager won't like it, but I don't want to live for my job anymore."