Lover Mine

by J. R. Ward

Chapter Seventeen

  The sounds of the bloody melee down below had carried up to Xhex's ears, and given the stench that now wafted through the bedroom's doorway, she could only guess what had been done to that little lesser who'd brought her food.

  Apparently some portion of the first floor had just been redecorated in slayer paisley.

  She was surprised that the Brothers had chosen to rip the bastard limb from limb in the house. From what she knew, Butch O'Neal usually inhaled the slayers to keep them from going back to the Omega. But downstairs? She'd be surprised if there was anything left you could pick up without a mop.

  Unless it was a message to Lash.

  Following the slaughter's loud chaos, there was an odd stretch of quiet and then lots of footfalls. They were leaving now that there was nothing left to kill.

  Panic rose again in her chest and the effort of pulling herself back together was nearly physical. . . but goddamn it, she was not going to come undone. All she had in this situation was herself. She was her weapon; her mind and her body were the only things that Lash couldn't take away from her.

  She lost them, she was as good as dead.

  Fuck that, she lost them and she couldn't take Lash with her when she went.

  The reality of the situation was where she found the strength to keep going, the weight on her grounding her emotions when they otherwise would have flown the coop and taken her logic with them. She locked away everything, shutting down anything she'd felt when she'd been beside John Matthew.

  Nothing got through. Nothing bubbled up.

  Snapping into war mode, she realized she hadn't heard a pop or seen the echo of a flash, so they hadn't stabbed the slayer. And the smell was so vivid, she was betting they were leaving the body behind.

  Lash was going to fucking lose it. She'd heard him interacting with the little Texan and although he'd have denied it, he was attached to the bastard. What she needed to do was exploit this weakness in him. Tee him up even further when he got scrambled. Maybe he'd crack in some fundamental way . . .

  Amid the silence and the sweet stench, she paced around and ended up at the window. Without thinking of the force field, she put both her hands up and leaned in against the jambs--

  Xhex leaped back, expecting a wave of pain.

  Instead. . . she just got a tingle.

  There was something different about her prison.

  Keeping a lid on her head, she came back at the barrier with her palms, pressing them against her containment. Complete and utter objectivity was what she needed to assess things--but it turned out, the change was so obvious that even distracted she would have registered it: There was weakness within the tensile weave of the spell. Unmistakable weakness.

  The question was why. And whether it was going to get even looser or this blip was something she needed to take advantage of right now.

  Her eyes rimmed the window. Visually, there was nothing out of the norm with her prison and she put her hand up to the glass, just to be sure-- yup, she'd been right.

  Had Lash died? Been wounded?

  At that moment, a big black Mercedes eased by the front of the house, and she sensed the sonofabitch inside. And whether it was because he'd been taking her vein or because the barrier was weakening, his emotional grid was crystal clear to her symphath side: He was feeling isolated. Anxious. And. . . weak.

  Well, well, well. . .

  Didn't that give credibility to the loosening she'd sensed. And an idea why he wasn't all Johnny-on-the-spot to come get her. If she were Lash, and she were not feeling particularly strong, she would wait for the dawn to come before going inside.

  Either that or she would head off and get some serious-ass reinforcements.

  But then, that's what they made cell phones for, right?

  When the Mercedes left the neighborhood and didn't show signs of returning, she took two steps back from the window. Tensing her thighs, she sank down into a fighter's stance, curling up her fists and angling her body slightly back on her hips. She breathed deep and focused and. . . Snapping out her right fist with all the strength in her shoulder, she punched the barrier hard enough so that if it had been the jaw of a male, she'd have cracked the fucker into pieces.

  The spell stung her back, but all around the room, ripples appeared, her prison cell shimmering as if recalibrating itself after an injury. Before there could be a complete regathering, she pitched another punch--

  The glass on the far side of the barrier shattered on impact.

  At first, she was struck stupid. . . even as she felt the breeze on her face, and looked down at her now-bleeding knuckles for confirmation there was no other reason why the window had broken.

  Holy. . . shit.

  Quickly considering her potential exit strategies, she looked over her shoulder at the door John and the Brothers had left open.

  The last thing she wanted to do was go out through the house, because she didn't know the layout and had no clue what she was going to run into along the way. But instinct told her she was probably too weak to dematerialize--so if she tried to bust out through the window, she didn't know if she'd be able to pull off a midair disappearance.

  In which case she'd yard-sale in the road down below.

  The open doorway was her best shot. She could use her own body as a fist, and with a running start, she'd have even more power behind her.

  Turning around, she put her shoulder blades against the wall, sucked in a deep breath. . . and sprinted across the room, the balls of her feet driving her weight over the floor, her arms pumping.

  She hit the barrier and the pain was incandescent, firing through every single cell in her body, lighting her up from the inside out. The agony blinded her at the same moment that the spell held her in place, trapping her inside its confines and rendering her as good as dead--

  Except then there was a tearing as her momentum won out over her prison's invisible bars. . . and goddamn it if she didn't end up on the far side of that bedroom.

  As her body broke free, she slammed into the corridor's wall, to the point where she expected to take a layer of paint off with her face and chest as she slid down onto the floor.

  With her head spinning and her eyes filled with flashing lights, she kicked her own ass into gear. She was out, but was not free.

  Glancing back, she watched the rippling of the spell as it recast itself. . . and wondered if her breaching it didn't send some kind of signal out to Lash.

  Go. . . now. . . get out. . . run!

  Dragging herself off the floor and down the hall, she hit the stairs on unreliable legs, careening around, stumbling. In the foyer below, the stink of lesser blood choked her to the point of gagging, and she moved away from it, although not because of her nose. All of the egress and ingress at the house happened in the back. If she had nothing but a sliver of time on her side, she needed to focus on finding another way out.

  Up ahead, the front door was a massive, ornately carved thing, with glass into which iron bars were set. But all they had for locks were simple dead bolts.

  Candy-from-a-baby time.

  She walked up, put her hand on the Schlage mechanism, and focused what she had left of her energy on shifting the pins. One. . . two. . . three. . . and the fourth.

  Throwing the door wide, she had one foot outstide when she heard the creak of someone coming into the kitchen.

  Oh shit, Lash was back. He'd come back for her.

  In a flash she was gone, panic giving her wings that her focused mind put to good use. Given the shape she was in, she knew she wasn't going to make it far and decided the best she could do was her basement place. At least there, she could be safe while she regrouped.

  Xhex took form in the sheltered alcove that led down into her studio and sprang the copper locks with her mind. As she went through the door, the motion-sensing lights came on in the whitewashed corridor, and she lifted her arm to shield h
er eyes as she stumbled down the steps. Locking the door with her thoughts, she tripped forward, becoming dimly aware she had a limp.

  The impact of the wall? The scramble down the stairs? Who the fuck knew or cared.

  She made it into her bedroom and shut herself in. As the automatic lights came on, she looked at the bed. Clean white sheets. Pillows all arranged. Duvet spread flat.

  She didn't make it to the mattress. As her knees gave out, she let herself go, her skeleton collapsing in on itself until she was nothing but a pile of sticks covered by skin.

  It was not sleep that claimed her as she hit the floor. But that was okay.

  Unconsciousness worked better anyway.

  Blaylock reentered the brownstone with Rhage and Vishous a mere twenty minutes after they'd left with John. As soon as they'd gotten him back to the compound safely, they'd returned to finish the sweep of the premises: this time, they were looking for the small stuff like ID, computers, cash, drugs, anything that gave them intel.

  Having watched the carnage John Matthew had thrown around, the aftermath barely registered as Blay walked in the kitchen, and immediately started pulling open cupboards and drawers. Vishous headed up to the second floor while Rhage rooted around the front of the house.

  He was just finding his groove when Rhage called out, "The front door's wide open. "

  So someone had been back here since they'd pulled out with John. Lesser? Not likely as they would never have left things unsecured. Maybe a human thief? The Brothers hadn't locked up the back when they'd taken off so perhaps someone had waltzed right in.

  If it had been a human, what a sight they'd gotten. Might have explained a rushed exit out the other way.

  Blay popped his heat just in case there was someone in the house, and with his free hand, he was quick as he rifled around. He found two cell phones in a drawer with the knives, neither of which had chargers--but V would solve that. There were also some business cards by the phone, but they were all for humans in the contracting trade--who had probably been used to work on the brownstone.

  He was tackling the cupboards under the counter when he frowned and looked up. Right in front of him was a bowl of fresh apples.

  Glancing down in the direction of the stove, he saw some tomatoes. And a loaf of French bread in a paper wrapper.

  Straightening, he walked over to the Sub- Zero and cracked the thing open. Organic milk. Takeout from Whole Foods. A fresh turkey ready to be cooked. Smoked Canadian bacon.

  Not exactly prisoner food.

  Blay looked up at the ceiling, where heavy footsteps sounded out as V went from room to room. Then his eyes traced the kitchen as a whole, from the cashmere dress coat draped over a stool to the copper pans stacked in the open shelving to the coffeepot that had a brew in its belly.

  Everything was name-brand and new and neater than a picture out of a catalog.

  This was up to Lash's standards for real. . . but lessers weren't supposed to be able to eat. So unless he was treating Xhex like a queen, which was highly unlikely. . . someone was chowing down on a regular basis in this house.

  The butler's pantry was right off the kitchen and Blay stepped through the wet remains of the slayer to give the shelved room a quick once-over: enough canned foods to keep a household going for a year.

  He was on his way out when his eyes caught something on the floor: There was a subtle series of scratches across the otherwise mirror-perfect surface of the hardwood. . . and they were arranged in a half-moon shape.

  Blay's knees cracked as he got down on his haunches and shoved aside a canister vacuum cleaner. The beadboard wall looked flush and uninterrupted by any seams that shouldn't have been there, but a quick rapping trip around with his knuckles and he found a hollow space. Taking out his knife, he used the hilt as a sonar device to determine the precise dimensions of the hidden tuck hole; then he flipped the weapon around and penetrated the tongue-and-groove pattern with the tip of the blade.

  Forcing open the cover, he took a penlight and flashed it inside.

  Trash bag. The Hefty kind that was the color of lesser blood.

  Dragging it out, he pulled open the drawstring. "Holy. . . shit. "

  Rhage appeared behind him. "What you got?"

  He shoved his hand in and pulled out a palmful of wrinkled bills. "Cash. Lotta cash. "

  "Grab it. V found a laptop and a broken window upstairs that was not there before. I closed the front door just so no humans get nosy. " He checked his watch. "We need to blow before the sun gets rolling. "

  "Roger that. "

  Blay grabbed the sack and left the space all open and violated, figuring the more evidence of a break-in, the merrier. Although it wasn't like the bits and pieces of lesser could be ignored.

  If only he could see Lash's face when the motherfucker came home.

  The bunch of them headed out the back into the garden, and he and Rhage dematerialized while Vishous hot-wired the Lexus in the garage so they could confiscate it.

  It went without saying that they'd rather stay and wait to see what showed up. But there was no negotiating with the dawn.

  Back at the Brotherhood mansion, Blay walked into the foyer with Hollywood and there was a receiving line of people waiting for them. All of the booty got handed over to Butch for processing at the Pit, and as soon as Blay could break away, he went upstairs to John's bedroom.

  His knock was answered by a grunt, and as he opened up and walked in, he saw Qhuinn seated in a wing chair by the bed. The lamp on the table next to him cast a yellow pool within the darkness, illuminating both him and the recumbent mountain underneath the duvet.

  John was out cold.

  Qhuinn, on the other hand, was laying into the Herradura, the bottle of Seleccion Suprema at his elbow, his crystal glass full of the outstanding tequila that had recently become his drink of choice.

  Christ, with him sucking back that and John into Jack, Blay was thinking he needed to upgrade his own tipple. Beer abruptly seemed sophomoric.

  "How's he doing?" Blay asked softly.

  Qhuinn took a sip and swallowed. "Pretty rough. I called Layla. He needs to feed. "

  Blay approached the bed. John's eyes were not so much closed as on lockdown, his brows drawn so tightly it looked like he was trying to solve a law of physics in his sleep. His face was preternaturally pale, his hair appearing darker in contrast, and his breathing was too shallow. His clothes had been removed and most of the lesser blood had been washed off him.

  "Tequila?" Qhuinn asked.

  Blay held his hand out to the guy without looking, still focused on their buddy. What hit his palm was the glass instead of the bottle, but he didn't care and he drank hard.

  Well, at least he knew why Qhuinn liked the stuff.

  As he gave the glass back, he crossed his arms over his chest and listened to the quiet, glugging refill. For some reason, the loose, charming sound of that expensive booze hitting cut crystal eased him.

  "I can't believe he cried," Blay murmured. "I mean. . . I can, but it was a surprise. "

  "She'd obviously been held in that room. " The Herradura was put back on the side table with a subtle thump. "And we'd just missed her. "

  "Did he talk at all?"

  "Nope. Not even when I shoved him in the shower and got in with him. "

  Okay, that was a visual Blay could do without. Good thing John didn't flip that way--

  There was a soft knock at the door and then a waft of cinnamon and spice. Blay walked over and let Layla in, bowing to her in deference.

  "How may I be of. . . " The Chosen frowned and glanced toward the bed. "Oh, no. . . he is injured?"

  As she went over to John Matthew, Blay thought, Yeah, but mostly on the inside.

  "Thanks for coming," Qhuinn said as he got up out of his chair. Leaning down over John, he gently pushed on the guy's shoulder. "Hey, my man, can you wake up for a sec. "

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sp; John roused like he was fighting against a tidal wave, his head lifting slowly, his eyelids flipping up and down like there was a rush of water on his puss.

  "Time to feed. " Without glancing over his shoulder, Qhuinn motioned for Layla by holding out his hand. "We need you to focus for just a little longer and then we'll leave you alone. "

  The Chosen paused. . . then stepped forward. She took the outstretched palm slowly, sliding her skin against Qhuinn's and stepping in with a kind of shy beauty that made Blay feel sorry for her.

  Going by the blush that suddenly flared in her cheeks, he had a feeling she, like everyone else, it seemed, had a spark for Qhuinn.

  "John. . . my man? Come on, I need you to pay attention here. " Qhuinn tugged at Layla so that the Chosen took a seat on the bed, and the instant she got a good look at John, she was all about him.

  "Sire. . . " Her voice was quiet and impossibly kind as she pulled up the sleeve of her robe. "Sire, rouse thyself and take what I may give you. Verily, you are in need. "

  John started to shake his head, but Qhuinn was on it. "You want to go after Lash? Ain't going to be in this shape. You can't lift your fucking head--'scuse the language, Chosen. You need some strength. . . . Come on, don't be an asshole, John. "

  Qhuinn's mismatched eyes shot to Layla as he mouthed, Sorry. And she must have smiled at him because for a moment, he tilted his head as if he were struck by her.

  Or maybe she'd just mouthed something back.

  Had to be it.

  Really.

  And then both their heads snapped downward and Layla let out a gasp as John's fangs struck deep and he started to take what she offered. Evidently satisfied, Qhuinn returned to where he'd been sitting and refilled his glass. After he'd drunk half, he held it out toward Blay.

  Best idea anyone had had in ages. Blay positioned himself against the high back of the wing chair, running one arm along the top of the thing as he took a deep sip, and then another, before passing the tequila back.

  They stayed like that, sharing the drink while John fed from Layla. . . and sometime into the process of both nourishments, Blay became aware that he was putting his lips on the very rim Qhuinn was taking from.

  Maybe it was the alcohol. Maybe it was the glass. Maybe it was the fact that from where he stood, with every breath Blay took he smelled Qhuinn's dark scent. . . .

  He knew he had to leave.

  He wanted to support John, but with each passing minute, he was leaning closer and closer and. . . closer to Qhuinn. To the point that as his hand hung over the chair, he was nearly stroking that thick black hair.

  "I have to go," he said roughly, returning the glass one last time and heading for the door.

  "You okay?" Qhuinn called out.

  "Yup. Sleep well and take care, Layla. "

  "Don't you need to feed?" Qhuinn demanded.

  "Tomorrow. "

  The Chosen said something lovely and pleasant, but there was no turning around. Nope. Couldn't turn around.

  And please God, let him not run into anyone out in the hall.

  He hadn't checked to see how bad it was, but he knew when he was aroused. . . and that was one thing that, no matter how polite a male was, he couldn't hide in tight leather.