by Delisa Lynn
“You don’t have to. Please, let me feel you inside of me but know I’ve always used a condom. This is a first for me.”
“Good, because I don’t want to imagine some fucker with his dick buried deep inside of you with no condom.” Then he pushes himself in me. “You’re so tight, baby. Goddamn, I may come quickly.”
At first I was afraid of how big he is, but it doesn’t hurt much. The pleasure is better than the pain.
“Mmm, Zander. Harder please!” I wrap my legs around his back. He thrusts in and out of me, harder than I expected. It feels so damn good. With every thrust, I can feel his flesh against mine.
“Open those beautiful eyes. Look at me,” he demands, so I open them. He is so fucking handsome. Looking into his eyes makes me love him even more.
I pull his head down to mine and start kissing him passionately. I can feel him thrusting even harder and with the groans coming from him, I can tell he’s getting ready to come. As he holds me in his arms, he starts biting my shoulder. With every move, the bites get harder, and it sends me over the fucking moon. I can feel every inch of him in me.
“Audrey…Oh fuck…Audrey, I’m coming, baby,” he roars and then his release shoots through me like a water gun. He kisses my cheek and slowly slides out of me. “Stay here, I’ll clean you up.”
As I lie on my bed, waiting for him to come back, I can feel the smile plastered on my face. He comes back with a warm washcloth and a towel. I’ve never had a man clean me up before. I feel embarrassed, but he’s so gentle, it’s not uncomfortable at all.
***
Audrey
I wake up wrapped in Zander’s arms. After we had sex last night, we talked for hours. I told him everything about Ian. He suggested I get my number changed again. I shower and make us breakfast. I hope this doesn’t change things between us. I know we could never be together, but goddamn, I want to wake up next to him every day for the rest of my life.
“Good morning. I made French toast and sausage.” I giggle as I place a plate in front of Zander.
“Good morning. Did you sleep well? Thank you for last night and breakfast. Do you want to go for a run with me after we eat?”
“You’re welcome, and absolutely.”
We eat in silence and then I change into yoga pants and a sweatshirt. I pull my hair up in a messy bun on top of my head. I walk out to see Zander standing next to the door in a pair of gray sweats and a sweatshirt. His hair is messy and he looks so fucking yummy. I can feel my panties getting wet.
“Ready, sweetheart?” he says as he opens the door.
We take the elevator and head out the front door. We walk to the park and start our jog. I normally don’t jog around this park, but I feel safe with Zander by my side. “Love Me” by Katy Perry starts playing on my iPod. It makes me wonder what is going to happen now. I know I will be insecure about everything that goes on with Zander and me now. I just hope I don’t kill the next whore he brings home.
“It’s starting to get cold. You ready to head back? I need to shower and I’m going out tonight. You want to go?” he asks as he places his hand in the small of my back.
“Yes, I would love to.”
Chapter Eight
Zander
Audrey looks so sexy in the outfit she’s wearing. My dick is growing in my pants, begging to be inside of her. I want to take her right now. We are going to Zeb’s to listen to Evan sing. After what happened with her and me last night, I love this woman even more. If she becomes my girlfriend, it will screw up our friendship. We’ve been friends for too damn long to fuck it up now, but I want her and she knows it.
We ride with Evan and Brody. She and I get in the back seat and I place my hand on hers. She looks at me and smiles. Her long, auburn hair is in curls. It cascades over her shoulders. I hope no one else looks at her tonight. Hell, who the fuck am I kidding? Guys will be all over her.
When we get to the bar, I see Heather and Hillary. I was hoping they didn’t see me, but of course they did. I take Audrey by the hand, lead her to the corner of the bar, and ask her to dance. Some guy is singing the lyrics of “You Make Me Want To” by Luke Bryan. I pull Audrey close to me, place my lips right above her ear, and whisper, “You’re killing me in this outfit.” She laughs.
“This old thing? Please. No one’s eyes are on me except yours. Well, and that skanky brunette you had over a few months ago,” she says, and I look over to see Hillary glaring in our direction.
“You know she means nothing to me, right?” I kiss her cheek.
“I know. Well, why don’t we give her something to stare at?” She crashes her mouth to mine.
The music changes and some girl on stage start’s singing “You and I” by Lady Gaga. Audrey grinds all over me. She never once takes her lips off mine while dry humping me in the middle of the bar. Both of my hands are wrapped in her hair and I know she can feel how hard I am against her stomach.
“Damn woman, if you don’t stop, we’ll be showing these people a lot more than those dance moves,” I say against her lips.
“Hmm, maybe I’ll like that. Looks like your little friend is gone. I’m going to run to the restroom and I’ll be right back.” She kisses me again.
I walk to the bar and order a beer. Hillary walks my way. I’m not in the mood to talk to her. I down the rest of my beer and order another one. I know if Audrey comes back and she sees her, it is going to be all bad. Audrey is a spitfire and doesn’t put up with anyone’s shit, men or women.
“Well, looks like you downgraded. You know you can do way better than that fat ass you are with, don’t you?” Hillary snarls as she wraps her arms around my waist.
“I would suggest you stay away from Audrey and me. There isn’t an ounce of fat on her body. Trust me, she is more of a woman than you’ll ever be.”
I seethe as I walk to the pool tables. Shortly afterward, Audrey and Hailee meet up with me.
“Hey, did you piss your friend off?” Audrey says. She kisses me. “I see her pouting.”
“She’ll be fine. She knows I’m not interested in her. I think Evan is up next. Come sit with me.” I lead her to a table.
“Sounds good. Tatum loves to hear him sing. I wish she would visit more. I have to admit, he does have a wonderful voice. Do you know what he’s singing tonight?”
“Yeah, she’s always been in love with him. Not sure what she’s doing with that jerk, but it’s not my business. Knowing Evan, it’s probably something country and romantic. You know him.” I laugh.
“Everyone loves a good ol’ country boy and he knows it.”
“Well, don’t go falling for my best friend now. I can sing too. I can’t play guitar as good as I can throw a ball, but for you I would do anything.” I smile as I kiss her hand.
“Such a charmer, Zander. You know where we stand. Last night hasn’t changed anything.”
“Damn, why don’t you twist the knife while you have it in there?” I say as I grab my chest and fall into her shoulder.
“Stop. Trust me, there are plenty of girls that want you. I’ll be kicking myself later because you are great in bed. I have all the vampire marks to prove it.” She giggles.
“Trust me, if giving you bite marks all over your body will make you mine, I will bite you wherever you want.”
Being with Audrey makes me happy, but I know we can’t be together. I wasn’t as drunk as she thought I was last night. When I was out last night, all I could think about was going home and getting in bed with her. Last night is one night I will never forget. Just thinking about it gets my dick hard.
Chapter Nine
Audrey
It’s been over a month since Zander and I slept together. I haven’t told anyone. He hasn’t tried anything since that night. Well, other than a kiss here and there. I thought he would after the night at the bar, but he slept in my bed all night, just holding me. He hasn’t brought anyone home either.
Ta is coming to stay the weekend, so all the guys and I are going out tonight.
A new club just opened up a week ago about an hour from here.
When I step into the shower, I hear my phone ding. I decide to take my shower and check it when I get out. I reach for the shampoo bottle and feel a sharp pain in my stomach. It’s time for my monthly, so I hope it’s just cramps and not food poisoning. I have a bad habit of going to the hot dog cart on the corner and eating one too many hot dogs
Once out of the shower, I look at my phone and see a text from Tatum saying she will be here in an hour. That gives me plenty of time to get ready. I go through my closet, looking for something. I need to go shopping because I can’t find anything I want to wear.
I stumble across a low cut purple dress. I slip it on over my black lace thong and lace bra. I grab a pair of black stilettos and a matching clutch. Normally I wear my hair down, but tonight I’m going to wear it half up. I spray some hairspray in it and pull it in a tight bun.
I walk into the kitchen and see Zander sitting at the breakfast bar. His eyes meet mine and his mouth drops open. He’s wearing a pair of jeans so tight I can see the bulge in his pants when he stands up. He has on a pair of cowboy boots and a button down shirt. The first three buttons are undone and I can see his chest hair. I squeeze my legs together because I get wet instantly.
“Well, don’t you look beautiful?” He kisses my cheek. “Is that what you’re wearing? It’s kind of chilly out.”
“Thanks and yes, I’m wearing this. Tatum should be here any minute. Is Lila at Evans?” I know Ta doesn’t want to see them together.
“No, she is out of town.”
“Oh good. So, have you been to this place before?” I ask, trying to make small talk.
“Nope, it’s brand new. You have a date?” he asks as he sits back down.
“Nope…Do you?” Please say no, please say no.
“No, you know I’m not dating anyone. I like being able to do as I please.”
Ouch, that was a sting to my heart.
“Please excuse me for a second.” I run back to my bathroom. Before I even make it to the toilet, I get sick everywhere. Fucking hot dogs. My daddy told me to stay away from the food carts, but I didn’t listen.
“Audrey, sweetheart, are you okay?” Zander asks as he comes into the bathroom.
“I think it was the hot dog I ate earlier.”
I try to clean everything up. I’m definitely going to have to change now.
“Here, let me help you. Go change and I’ll clean this up.” He slips my dress over my head. I can see him staring at me out the corner of his eyes.
Going through my closet again, I grab a black dress which isn’t as revealing as the last one. The front door buzzes. Tatum must be here. I run through the living room, look through the tiny screen on the wall, and I see her face. I buzz her in and run back to brush my teeth. Zander cleaned up my mess and sprayed Lysol.
“Hello. Where y’all at?” Tatum says as she enters the loft.
“Hey, cupcake, I’ve missed you so much!” I hug her.
“Missed you too. Where’s that brother of mine?” She walks around the house, looking for Zander.
“Hey, sis, you’re looking good. Glad to see you didn’t bring that thing with you,” Zander says as he walks out of my bedroom and hugs her. The thing is Thayer.
“Whatever. Can I freshen up before we go?” she asks.
“Of course. Come on.” I lead her into my room. She closes the door.
“So, have you and my brother fucked yet?”
“Whoa, what?”
Crossing her arms over her chest, she says, “Come on, Audrey, you two living here together…? I know you drool all over him and him you.”
“Whatever. Sorry if it smells like puke. I just got sick. Too many hot dogs, I think.”
“Ugh, grossness. I hate hot dogs anyway.”
“Well, I guess I should stay away from them. How long are you staying? I need to go shopping. My dad sent me a new credit card, so it’s all on me.” I giggle as I smack her ass.
“Just a few days. Thayer is in Boston with his father. I need to be back before he is. So, shopping and pedicures tomorrow?”
“Sounds good. Oh, and Evan’s girlfriend isn’t here, so you don’t have to worry about running into her.”
“Good. I don’t think I could handle looking at her.” She puts her finger in her mouth and makes a gagging sound.
“Stop, she isn’t bad. I kind of like her,” I reply, even though I know she’s going to pout about it, but I do like Lila. “Now, change so we can go. I’m ready to get my drink on. It’s been a long week. Between the firm and classes, I haven’t been feeling well. I think I need sleep. Or a vacation.” I laugh.
“We should plan a trip someplace. I can take a few days off next month and Thayer will be gone on a trip with his parents, so I’ll be free.”
“That would be great. I need to do something. Ian has been trying to contact me. That’s why I changed my number. He knows I’m here, which I hate, but I guess I can’t hide forever.” I wipe a tear from my cheek. “I’ll go back eventually.”
“Don’t cry, sweets. Is he threatening you?”
“No, I just miss home, that’s all,” I say, but I honestly think it’s more than that.
“Ladies, you ready?” Zander asks as he knocks on the door.
“Yes, give us two seconds.” I wipe my face and straighten my dress. When I open the door, he’s standing there, now wearing a cowboy hat. God, this man is going to be the death of me.
“Ready, cowboy?” I wink.
We walk to Evan’s, pile in his car, and head to Frampton, New York. It’s just outside of the city. I sit between Zander and Tatum. He wraps his arm around me. I want to lean my head on his shoulder, but I don’t. I didn’t realize I’d placed my hand on his leg until Tatum nudged me in the side and gave me a look. Either Zander hadn’t noticed it either or he was just comfortable with my hand being on his leg.
I know he loves me and likes being around me, but ever since that night, he’s been a little different. Things between us haven’t been bad, just different. Evan tells us we’re about twenty minutes from the bar.
Tatum’s been staring at Evan ever since we met him at his place. He turns the radio up and “If I Were A Boy” by Beyoncé comes on. I look at Ta and she nods her head. We both start singing at the top of our lungs. The guys laugh. Evan and Zander both have great singing voices. Tatum and I? Not so much.
We sing and dance all the way through the song. When the song ends, I sit back and lay on Zander without realizing it. He kisses my forehead and I look up at him, smiling. I don’t think Tatum noticed. If she did, she didn’t say anything.
I sit up, away from Zander. “I’m sorry, Zander,” I whisper.
“Don’t be, I like it.” He pulls me closer to him.
“I feel like I keep leading you on. I don’t want you to think I’m using you just for snuggles.”
“You can use me for whatever you want, baby. Any time you want some of this,” he says, grinding himself up against me, “you know exactly where I am.”
Chapter Ten
Zander
When she vomited earlier, I wanted to just shower with her and take her to bed. I love cuddling with her. I think, tonight, I’m going to finally ask her to be my girl again. It’s driving me crazy, watching her walk around campus and the loft knowing that she could be someone else’s. I want her. I need to tell her, before it’s too late.
Though we’ve only been at Club Seventy Seven for about twenty minutes, she and Tatum are already pretty drunk. They headed to the bar a few minutes ago to get more drinks.
I walk to them and see that Audrey is talking to some guy. He looks a little older and he’s all over her. I can feel my blood boiling and the veins in my neck popping out. As I get closer, I see that she is enjoying herself. She has her hands wrapped in his hair and his hands are on her ass. Tatum sees me walking toward them and cuts me off.
“What the fuck, Tatum? Why would you do that?”
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nbsp; “Because she’s having a good time and that’s a guy she works with.”
“So it’s okay for him to fondle her while she’s drunk?”
“She’s fine, she likes him. His name is Sean. She talks about him all the time.”
“Well, I’ve never heard her talk about him.”
“Zander, you know you will just hurt her and she can’t deal with that. She’s been put through enough with her birth mom and Ian. You can’t let her fall for you no more than she already has unless you’re going to be with her and only her. You hurt my friend, I’ll hurt you.” She pushes my chest.
Maybe she has a point. I’m not the committed type. Maybe I should just leave her alone and let her be happy. She looks like she’s having a great time.
“Zander, come meet my friend,” Audrey yells from across the room. “This is my co-worker, Sean,” she says, pointing at Sean. “And this is my roommate, Zander.”
I ignore his hand shake gesture and say, “Nice to meet you.”
“Zander protects me. He has always been my protector,” she says as she grabs my hand.
“Audrey, I’m going to take a cab back into the city.” I wrap my hand around her waist and whisper in her ear, “Please come with me.”
“Bye, Sean. I’ll see you Monday,” she yells and waves.
“Are you cold, sweetheart?” I ask as I pull her into my arms. She had a few things right. I am her protector. I will always be her protector.
“Yes, I don’t feel so good. I think I may need to puke. I’m never ever eating off that cart again. Where’s Tatum?”
“She’s staying with Evan and Brody, but you need to go home.”
“Oh, all right, if you insist. My tummy hurts, fucking hot dogs. Those bastards will kill people. Please never eat one. I don’t know what I would do if I lost you. I love you, man.”
“I won’t eat them, and you will never lose me. I love you too, sweetheart. Now let’s go.”
