Brooklyn

by Colm Toibin

  Also by Colm Tóibín

  FICTION

  The South

  The Heather Blazing

  The Story of the Night

  The Blackwater Lightship

  The Master

  Mothers and Sons

  NONFICTION

  Bad Blood: A Walk Along the Irish Border

  Homage to Barcelona

  The Sign of the Cross: Travels in Catholic Europe

  Love in a Dark Time: Gay Lives from Wilde to Almodóvar

  Lady Gregory’s Toothbrush

  PLAY

  Beauty in a Broken Place

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  Contents

  Part One

  Part Two

  Part Three

  Part Four

  Part One

  Eilis Lacey, sitting at the window of the upstairs living room in the house on Friary Street, noticed her sister walking briskly from work. She watched Rose crossing the street from sunlight into shade, carrying the new leather handbag that she had bought in Clerys in Dublin in the sale. Rose was wearing a cream-coloured cardigan over her shoulders. Her golf clubs were in the hall; in a few minutes, Eilis knew, someone would call for her and her sister would not return until the summer evening had faded.

  Eilis’s bookkeeping classes were almost ended now; she had a manual on her lap about systems of accounting, and on the table behind her was a ledger where she had entered, as her homework, on the debit and credit sides, the daily business of a company whose details she had taken down in notes in the Vocational School the week before.

  As soon as she heard the front door open, Eilis went downstairs. Rose, in the hall, was holding her pocket mirror in front of her face. She was studying herself closely as she applied lipstick and eye make-up before glancing at her overall appearance in the large hall mirror, settling her hair. Eilis looked on silently as her sister moistened her lips and then checked herself one more time in the pocket mirror before putting it away.

  Their mother came from the kitchen to the hall.

  “You look lovely, Rose,” she said. “You’ll be the belle of the golf club.”

  “I’m starving,” Rose said, “but I’ve no time to eat.”

  “I’ll make a special tea for you later,” her mother said. “Eilis and myself are going to have our tea now.”

  Rose reached into her handbag and took out her purse. She placed a one-shilling piece on the hallstand. “That’s in case you want to go to the pictures,” she said to Eilis.

  “And what about me?” her mother asked.

  “She’ll tell you the story when she gets home,” Rose replied.

  “That’s a nice thing to say!” her mother said.

  All three laughed as they heard a car stop outside the door and beep its horn. Rose picked up her golf clubs and was gone.

  Later, as her mother washed the dishes and Eilis dried them, another knock came to the door. When Eilis answered it, she found a girl whom she recognized from Kelly’s grocery shop beside the cathedral.

  “Miss Kelly sent me with a message for you,” the girl said. “She wants to see you.”

  “Does she?” Eilis asked. “And did she say what it was about?”

  “No. You’re just to call up there tonight.”

  “But why does she want to see me?”

  “God, I don’t know, miss. I didn’t ask her. Do you want me to go back and ask her?”

  “No, it’s all right. But are you sure the message is for me?”

  “I am, miss. She says you are to call in on her.”

  Since she had decided in any case to go to the pictures some other evening, and being tired of her ledger, Eilis changed her dress and put on a cardigan and left the house. She walked along Friary Street and Rafter Street into the Market Square and then up the hill to the cathedral. Miss Kelly’s shop was closed, so Eilis knocked on the side door, which led to the upstairs part where she knew Miss Kelly lived. The door was answered by the young girl who had come to the house earlier, who told her to wait in the hall.

  Eilis could hear voices and movement on the floor above and then the young girl came down and said that Miss Kelly would be with her before long.

  She knew Miss Kelly by sight, but her mother did not deal in her shop as it was too expensive. Also, she believed that her mother did not like Miss Kelly, although she could think of no reason for this. It was said that Miss Kelly sold the best ham in the town and the best creamery butter and the freshest of everything including cream, but Eilis did not think she had ever been in the shop, merely glanced into the interior as she passed and noticed Miss Kelly at the counter.

  Miss Kelly slowly came down the stairs into the hallway and turned on a light.

  “Now,” she said, and repeated it as though it were a greeting. She did not smile.

  Eilis was about to explain that she had been sent for, and to ask politely if this was the right time to come, but Miss Kelly’s way of looking her up and down made her decide to say nothing. Because of Miss Kelly’s manner, Eilis wondered if she had been offended by someone in the town and had mistaken her for that person.

  “Here you are, then,” Miss Kelly said.

  Eilis noticed a number of black umbrellas resting against the hallstand.

  “I hear you have no job at all but a great head for figures.”

  “Is that right?”

  “Oh, the whole town, anyone who is anyone, comes into the shop and I hear everything.”

  Eilis wondered if this was a reference to her own mother’s consistent dealing in another grocery shop, but she was not sure. Miss Kelly’s thick glasses made the expression on her face difficult to read.

  “And we are worked off our feet every Sunday here. Sure, there’s nothing else open. And we get all sorts, good, bad and indifferent. And, as a rule, I open after seven mass, and between the end of nine o’clock mass until eleven mass is well over, there isn’t room to move in this shop. I have Mary here to help, but she’s slow enough at the best of times, so I was on the lookout for someone sharp, someone who would know people and give the right change. But only on Sundays, mind. The rest of the week we can manage ourselves. And you were recommended. I made inquiries about you and it would be seven and six a week, it might help your mother a bit.”

  Miss Kelly spoke, Eilis thought, as though she were describing a slight done to her, closing her mouth tightly between each phrase.

  “So that’s all I have to say now. You can start on Sunday, but come in tomorrow and learn off all the prices and we’ll show you how to use the scales and the slicer. You’ll have to tie your hair back and get a good shop coat in Dan Bolger’s or Burke O’Leary’s.”

  Eilis was already saving this conversation for her mother and Rose; she wished she could think of some
thing smart to say to Miss Kelly without being openly rude. Instead, she remained silent.

  “Well?” Miss Kelly asked.

  Eilis realized that she could not turn down the offer. It would be better than nothing and, at the moment, she had nothing.

  “Oh, yes, Miss Kelly,” she said. “I’ll start whenever you like.”

  “And on Sunday you can go to seven o’clock mass. That’s what we do, and we open when it’s over.”

  “That’s lovely,” Eilis said.

  “So, come in tomorrow, then. And if I’m busy I’ll send you home, or you can fill bags of sugar while you wait, but if I’m not busy, I’ll show you all the ropes.”

  “Thank you, Miss Kelly,” Eilis said.

  “Your mother’ll be pleased that you have something. And your sister,” Miss Kelly said. “I hear she’s great at the golf. So go home now like a good girl. You can let yourself out.”

  Miss Kelly turned and began to walk slowly up the stairs. Eilis knew as she made her way home that her mother would indeed be happy that she had found some way of making money of her own, but that Rose would think working behind the counter of a grocery shop was not good enough for her. She wondered if Rose would say this to her directly.

  On her way home she stopped at the house of her best friend Nancy Byrne to find that their friend Annette O’Brien was also there. The Byrnes had only one room downstairs, which served as a kitchen, dining room and sitting room, and it was clear that Nancy had news of some sort to impart, some of which Annette seemed already to know. Nancy used Eilis’s arrival as an excuse to go out for a walk so they could talk in confidence.

  “Did something happen?” Eilis asked once they were on the street.

  “Say nothing until we are a mile away from that house,” Nancy said. “Mammy knows there’s something, but I’m not telling her.”

  They walked down Friary Hill and across the Mill Park Road to the river and then down along the prom towards the Ring-wood.

  “She got off with George Sheridan,” Annette said.

  “When?” Eilis asked.

  “At the dance in the Athenaeum on Sunday night,” Nancy said.

  “I thought you weren’t going to go.”

  “I wasn’t and then I did.”

  “She danced all night with him,” Annette said.

  “I didn’t, just the last four dances, and then he walked me home. But everybody saw. I’m surprised you haven’t heard.”

  “And are you going to see him again?” Eilis asked.

  “I don’t know.” Nancy sighed. “Maybe I’ll just see him on the street. He drove by me yesterday and beeped the horn. If there had been anyone else there, I mean anyone of his sort, he would have danced with her, but there wasn’t. He was with Jim Farrell, who just stood there looking at us.”

  “If his mother finds out, I don’t know what she’ll say,” Annette said. “She’s awful. I hate going into that shop when Jim isn’t there. My mother sent me down once to get two rashers and that old one told me she didn’t sell rashers in twos.”

  Eilis then told them that she had been offered a job serving in Miss Kelly’s every Sunday.

  “I hope you told her what to do with it,” Nancy said.

  “I told her I’d take it. It won’t do any harm. It means I might be able to go to the Athenaeum with you using my own money and prevent you being taken advantage of.”

  “It wasn’t like that,” Nancy said. “He was nice.”

  “Are you going to see him again?” Eilis repeated.

  “Will you come with me on Sunday night?” Nancy asked Eilis. “He mightn’t even be there, but Annette can’t come, and I’m going to need support in case he is there and doesn’t even ask me to dance or doesn’t even look at me.”

  “I might be too tired from working for Miss Kelly.”

  “But you’ll come?”

  “I haven’t been there for ages,” Eilis said. “I hate all those country fellows, and the town fellows are worse. Half drunk and just looking to get you up the Tan Yard Lane.”

  “George isn’t like that,” Nancy said.

  “He’s too stuck up to go near the Tan Yard Lane,” Annette said.

  “Maybe we’ll ask him if he’d consider selling rashers in twos in future,” Eilis said.

  “Say nothing to him,” Nancy said. “Are you really going to work for Miss Kelly? There’s a one for rashers.”

  Over the next two days Miss Kelly took Eilis through every item in the shop. When Eilis asked for a piece of paper so she could note the different brands of tea and the various sizes of the packets, Miss Kelly told her that it would only waste time if she wrote things down; it was best instead to learn them off by heart. Cigarettes, butter, tea, bread, bottles of milk, packets of biscuits, cooked ham and corned beef were by far the most popular items sold on Sundays, she said, and after these came tins of sardines and salmon, tins of mandarin oranges and pears and fruit salad, jars of chicken and ham paste and sandwich spread and salad cream. She showed Eilis a sample of each object before telling her the price. When she thought that Eilis had learned these prices, she went on to other items, such as cartons of fresh cream, bottles of lemonade, tomatoes, heads of lettuce, fresh fruit and blocks of ice cream.

  “Now there are people who come in here on a Sunday, if you don’t mind, looking for things they should get during the week. What can you do?” Miss Kelly pursed her lips disapprovingly as she listed soap, shampoo, toilet paper and toothpaste and called out the different prices.

  Some people, she added, also bought bags of sugar on a Sunday, or salt and even pepper, but not many. And there were even those who would look for golden syrup or baking soda or flour, but most of these items were sold on a Saturday.

  There were always children, Miss Kelly said, looking for bars of chocolate or toffee or bags of sherbet or jelly babies, and men looking for loose cigarettes and matches, but Mary would deal with those since she was no good at large orders or remembering prices, and was often, Miss Kelly went on, more of a hindrance than a help when there was a big crowd in the shop.

  “I can’t stop her gawking at people for no reason. Even some of the regular customers.”

  The shop, Eilis saw, was well stocked, with many different brands of tea, some of them very expensive, and all of them at higher prices than Hayes’s grocery in Friary Street or the L&N in Rafter Street or Sheridan’s in the Market Square.

  “You’ll have to learn how to pack sugar and wrap a loaf of bread,” Miss Kelly said. “Now, that’s one of the things that Mary is good at, God help her.”

  As each customer came into the shop on the days when she was being trained, Eilis noticed that Miss Kelly had a different tone. Sometimes she said nothing at all, merely clenched her jaw and stood behind the counter in a pose that suggested deep disapproval of the customer’s presence in her shop and an impatience for that customer to go. For others she smiled drily and studied them with grim forbearance, taking the money as though offering an immense favour. And then there were customers whom she greeted warmly and by name; many of these had accounts with her and thus no cash changed hands, but amounts were noted in a ledger, with inquiries about health and comments on the weather and remarks on the quality of the ham or the rashers or the variety of the bread on display from the batch loaves to the duck loaves to the currant bread.

  “And I’m trying to teach this young lady,” she said to a customer whom she seemed to value above all the rest, a woman with a fresh perm in her hair whom Eilis had never seen before. “I’m trying to teach her and I hope that she’s more than willing, because Mary, God bless her, is willing, but sure that’s no use, it’s less than no use. I’m hoping that she’s quick and sharp and dependable, but nowadays you can’t get that for love or money.”

  Eilis looked at Mary, who was standing uneasily near the cash register listening carefully.

  “But the Lord makes all types,” Miss Kelly said.

  “Oh, you’re right there, Miss Kelly,” the woman
with the perm said as she filled her string bag with groceries. “And there’s no use in complaining, is there? Sure, don’t we need people to sweep the streets?”

  On Saturday, with money borrowed from her mother, Eilis bought a dark green shop coat in Dan Bolger’s. That night she asked her mother for the alarm clock. She would have to be up by six o’clock in the morning.

  Since Jack, the nearest to her in age, had followed his two older brothers Pat and Martin to Birmingham to find work, Eilis had moved into the boys’ room, leaving Rose her own bedroom, which their mother carefully tidied and cleaned each morning. As their mother’s pension was small, they depended on Rose, who worked in the office of Davis’s Mills; her wages paid for most of their needs. Anything extra came sporadically from the boys in England. Twice a year Rose went to Dublin for the sales, coming back each January with a new coat and costume and each August with a new dress and new cardigans and skirts and blouses, which were often chosen because Rose did not think they would go out of fashion, and then put away until the following year. Most of Rose’s friends now were married women, often older women whose children had grown up, or wives of men who worked in the banks, who had time to play golf on summer evenings or in mixed foursomes at the weekends.

  Rose, at thirty, Eilis thought, was more glamorous every year, and, while she had had several boyfriends, she remained single; she often remarked that she had a much better life than many of her former schoolmates who were to be seen pushing prams through the streets. Eilis was proud of her sister, of how much care she took with her appearance and how much care she put into whom she mixed with in the town and the golf club. She knew that Rose had tried to find her work in an office, and Rose was paying for her books now that she was studying bookkeeping and rudimentary accountancy, but she knew also that there was, at least for the moment, no work for anyone in Enniscorthy, no matter what their qualifications.

  Eilis did not tell Rose about her offer of work from Miss Kelly; instead, as she went through her training, she saved up every detail to recount to her mother, who laughed and made her tell some parts of the story again.