The Seasons Series; Five Books for the Price of Three

by Domning, Denise

  Temric glanced at her, his expression calm. “You should stop torturing yourself,” he told her. “Lindhurst will either come or he won’t. If he is following us, I doubt we’ll see him for hours yet. If you need something to do, why not spend your thoughts praying that your husband doesn’t hurt my kin?” He gave a shake of his head and made a disgusted sound. “More fool Jehan for attaching his right name to the message he sent.”

  Philippa caught her breath. Mary save her! Why hadn’t she realized that to protect his secret Roger might have to kill more than just herself and Temric? “Temric,” she cried, “we must return. We can’t leave Alwyna and Peter unprotected.”

  For some reason her protest made Temric smile. There wasn’t the slightest hint of nervousness or worry in the movement of his mouth. Indeed, if the very thought wasn’t incredibly foolish, Philippa might have believed Temric eager to confront Roger.

  “Love, they aren’t unprotected,” he said, his voice soothing. “If my mother doesn’t do it herself, Gerard will certainly have the guard waiting at her house before Lindhurst arrives. Me, I don’t think Lindhurst will do them any harm, for fear of being stopped. How’s he going to explain his assault? Say that he seeks his dead wife?”

  Philippa’s head began to pound. She pressed the heel of one hand to her temple to try and ease it. “But, if that’s the case, why are we running? We, too, can call the guard and say he’s assaulting us.”

  Again, he shook his head. “In that, Oswald is both our cross and our savior. Aye, my cousin has agreed to support our ruse, but he can do so only after he leaves Stanrudde. As long as Oswald remains within the city walls, he must support Lindhurst in his accusation of adultery. No matter what harm it may do to his career, he has no choice but to acknowledge that Lindhurst is a wronged, cuckolded husband and grant him the right to do murder.

  “Nay,” Temric continued almost happily, “it’s far better that we meet your husband here, on this empty road with none but the rabbits to witness it.”

  Understanding tore through Philippa. Anger roared through her. “You’re not only hoping he follows us, you want to meet Roger here and soon!”

  His eyes focused directly ahead of him, Temric nodded. The movement of his head was sure and slow. “Aye, and he’ll die this time. On that you have my oath. Those scars he laid upon you are guarantee of that.” When he smiled at her this time, there was no doubting his happiness. “And, when he’s dead, I’ll marry you in the sight of God and all His angels.”

  Philippa gaped at him. “You’re mad! No churchman will ever join us. The marriage of our siblings makes a legal union between us impossible.”

  “I will marry you, Philippa,” he repeated, his smiling warming. It was the promise of many nights in a shared bed, while their children multiplied.

  Even though she knew what he wanted was impossible, the need to stand before an altar and trade vows with him rushed through Philippa. The need grew until all she wanted was to be his legal wife. “Stop that,” she cried, reining her mount to a halt. “I know you. You’re trying to addle my brains using my desire for you against me. Well, it won’t work this time, not when your reasoning is twisted and your aim nonsensical!”

  “If you say so,” he agreed, sounding quite pleased with himself. “Now, set your heels to that stubborn creature of yours. If you let him tarry for even an instant, he’ll think he can dawdle all day.”

  Philippa’s anger lifted a notch at his commonplace tone. “I’m sick with fear and you laugh?!”

  “What is there to fear?” Temric asked, his eyes gleaming golden. “I’ve no intention of dying today or any time soon. Indeed, as soon as I can safely do so, I’ll be sending my thanks to Jehan. Because of what he did, I’m no longer trapped in my mother’s house.”

  “That’s it.” Philippa reined her mount to a halt and dismounted. “I am insane to love you,” she cried up to him, arms crossed and her chest full of tears. “I’m going to run screaming into yon woods and let you ride on to Dover by yourself, playing tag with my husband all the way. Mayhap once you’re gone, some kindly passerby will take pity on me and give me a home where no one wants to end my life.”

  “Ah, love, it’s not so bad as that,” Temric said, dismounting to embrace her.

  Philippa couldn’t help herself. When his arms came around her, she lay her head upon his shoulder. Her fingers dug into his mantle as she battled her need to weep until she could cry no more.

  “Little one, your fear of Lindhurst makes him seem more dangerous to you than he is,” Temric said, his hand making a soothing trip down the length of her spine. Leaning back, he caught her chin in his hand to lift her face to his. Confidence lay in every harsh angle and rugged plane of his face. “You must remember that he’s nearly fallen once beneath my blade. Trust me, and trust that holy dream of yours. You and I are opposite halves of one whole. No one will separate us and this life is ours to keep.”

  “So you say, but I can’t believe,” Philippa cried in protest.

  “Try,” Temric insisted.

  Instead of courage all that woke in Philippa was a sudden, vivid memory of Roger, his handsome features twisted in vicious rage as he swung his fist at her. Even as she again quaked in fear, scorn woke deep inside of her. Lord, but she was as bad as Jehan, all self-pity and I cannots. What happened to the woman who this morn had faced Oswald and her death without a shiver?

  “I’ll try,” she promised, vowing it to herself as much as him.

  Temric smiled. “Good lass. Now, mount up and we’ll be on our way.”

  “In a moment,” Philippa said, then pointed to the trees that lined the verge. “Since I’m already down”— she let her voice trail off in the hint of suggestion.

  Amusement brought the gold back to Temric’s brown eyes. “Women,” he muttered in pretended scorn. “There’s no swift way to travel with one.”

  Giving a huff in her own pretense of impatience, Philippa turned and strode into the thickness of the brush and rusty fern at the forest’s edge, seeking a spot that offered a modicum of concealment. Then, just so Temric couldn’t make a jest of this for the rest of the day, she hurried. It was as she was straightening her skirts that a horse screamed.

  “Philippa,” Temric shouted, “stay where you are!”

  Her heart on fire, Philippa bounded out of the trees. Temric stood in the center of the roadway, his mantle removed and tossed on the verge. In one hand he held his sword, while his dagger was in the other. Her pack horse was nowhere to be seen, but Temric’s great steed lifted, screaming anew as its massive forehooves tore at the air. Two crossbow bolts studded its nearest shoulder.

  From the direction of Stanrudde came two mounted men, galloping full tilt toward Temric. Both wore the same leather vest as the man they hunted. One man, dark haired and small, slowed to reload his crossbow. The other charged on, a bared sword in his hand and his blond hair gleaming. Roger.

  “Die, commoner,” her husband screamed, lifting his weapon high.

  Terror surged up in Philippa. God save him, but if Temric stayed where he stood Roger’s blow would take him! Fear for the man she loved overwhelmed all else.

  “Roger!” she shouted, leaping through the bracken toward the road’s bed.

  It was enough distraction to make her husband choke on his down stroke and slow his horse. In the next instant, his mount screamed and lifted, hooves flailing as blood spewed; Temric’s blade opened its belly. Even as Philippa screamed in warning, a hoof hit her love a glancing blow. Temric staggered, head bowed, then dropped to one knee, an arm wrapped around his chest.

  As his horse dropped, Roger threw himself from the saddle. His sword flew from his fingers as he hit the ground and rolled. By the time he’d regained his knees, his man had reached Temric.

  “Nay!” Philippa screamed as Lindhurst’s soldier lifted his bow and aimed at Temric.

  “Nay,” Roger seconded, yelling the angry command as he rose to his feet. With a swift lunge, he caught up his sword. �
�I warned you, he’s mine. Now, do as you were told and keep him from intervening while I finish her.”

  With that, Roger turned on Philippa. His fine features were hard, his eyes an icy blue. He juggled his sword in his hand, as if testing its readiness to take her life. As she recognized the rage in his face, Philippa’s soul did what she’d taught it to do all those years ago and raced for safety deep within her. Fear filled her until she was frozen with it, nearly beyond the ability to draw breath.

  “Aye, you die first,” he told her, striding into the bracken toward her. “And, this time I’ll not be so careless as the last.”

  He stopped within sword’s reach of her, then his lips drew back to show his teeth in a terrible grimace. Philippa watched his sword lift. Time slowed. Her mouth opened as if to scream, but no sound came out. From the roadbed behind her, the clash of metal on metal rang out above the high-pitched cries of the dying horse. It was Temric, fighting Lindhurst’s soldier. A wholly new fear exploded in her. If she died, who would save Temric from Roger?

  With that, the need to live exploded in Philippa. She sprang to the side. Her husband’s blade whistled through the air where she’d just stood. Even before it met the moist ground with a solid thunk, she was racing for the trees. Roger squealed in frustration.

  Needing to know how close he was, Philippa glanced over her shoulder. Her husband hadn’t followed. Instead, he whirled and strode back toward the road and Temric.

  He was going to kill her love! What followed was rage, nigh on blinding in its intensity. Philippa turned so swiftly she stumbled and dropped to her knees. Hidden in the thick ferns beneath her hands was a hefty branch, forgotten by the pruners. Her fingers closed around it as she threw herself back to her feet.

  Thus armed, she jogged after her retreating husband. “Not you,” she told Roger, her words audible only to herself. “Above all, it won’t be you who steals my love from me.”

  Ahead of her, Roger was nearly across the verge and onto the road’s earthen bed. Philippa saw Temric glance over his shoulder. So, too, did she see the way Lindhurst’s soldier kept raining blows on Temric, forcing him to protect himself and preventing him from shifting to face this new threat.

  Faster than she knew she could, Philippa ran. In an instant she was behind Roger and lifting her branch. With every ounce of strength she owned, she brought her makeshift weapon down upon her husband’s back. There was power enough in her blow to send Roger sprawling into the grass, his sword again spinning from his hand. Again, Philippa lifted her branch. As she brought it down toward him, a panting Roger rolled onto his back.

  “Bitch!” he shouted as he caught the blow on his hands, then wrenched the piece of wood from her.

  Philippa screamed as ragged bark tore scraped her palms. She staggered back from him onto the roadway. Yet breathing in great gasps, Roger came to his feet and retrieved his sword. His face twisted in an obscene parody of rage, he started after her.

  Perhaps it was hysteria that caused it, but all the fear in Philippa died as she studied him. It was as if she were seeing Roger for the first time. His leather vest was old and tattered, his gown patched. His stockings had been darned so often there was barely an original piece of fabric left to them. Aye, and each bit of darning had been done with whatever color yarn had been at hand.

  How had her mother ever thought him a perfect knight? By God, but his shoulders were narrow, his arms thin and his legs looked like that of a chicken! Aye, a chicken was exactly what he resembled! Laughter, no doubt brought on by the same hysteria tumbled from her lips.

  “Oh Roger, you are pathetic,” she cried over her shoulder as she jogged ahead of him on the road.

  Her heart lifted. Words were just the weapon she needed, for they were the one thing against which Roger had no shield. Grim determination followed. If Roger was to be the vehicle of her destruction, she’d see to it he paid dearly for the taking of her life. It was his pride she’d carried with her into death.

  “Aye, a pathetic little lordling is what you are,” she called, watching him from over her shoulder as she moved farther up the road. “Go home and tell your mother you want new clothing. Look at me,” she held out her skirts for him to see, “dressed better on a merchant’s purse than you, the great Lord of Lindhurst.”

  Her blows hit home with stunning impact. Confidence and rage drained from Roger’s face. He slowed, his sword lowering a little. “Hold your tongue, bitch,” he cried.

  “If you want to silence me, you’ll have to catch me,” she taunted, walking backward now so she could watch the effects of her attack. “Ha! I’m not worried. You aren’t worthy of taking my life.”

  Harsh creases marked his cheeks. His mouth whitened, so tightly did he press his lips. Staggering like a man with too much wine in him, he followed her.

  “What, having trouble catching me?” she goaded. “That’s not surprising, considering the sort of knight are you. You’re naught but a revolting mockery of a man.”

  He howled in pain at this, then anger returned to his face and his footing grew surer. Of a sudden, he lifted his sword and he rushed at her. Heart in her throat, Philippa darted out from beneath his blow. Snatching up her skirts, she leapt off the roadbed into the bracken. Over the steady blow of swords behind her, she could hear Roger’s harsh breathing as he pursued her. Her foot found another hidden branch. Crying out, she slid, then kicked the branch out behind her. Roger yelped as it hit him and stumbled.

  It was enough of a delay to let her put a decent distance between them again. Leading Roger farther up the verge, she glanced back to Temric. Lindhurst’s soldier yet held him at bay, although the blows were coming less frequently now. Both were panting against their efforts. She needed to keep Roger distracted a little longer to give Temric time to save himself.

  Roger stopped, his chest heaving. “Run as you will, bitch,” he called after her, “but there’s no escape for you.”

  Dancing on her toes in case he lunged for her, Philippa turned to look at him. Her husband’s smile was wicked. “God, how I look forward to killing you, but it’ll have to wait. Better that I return and see yon commoner mortally wounded. Then, while he bleeds his last, I’ll lay you beside him and force him to watch as I use you.” What passed for lust in Roger filled his eyes. “It’ll please me well to have you squirm and fight beneath me.”

  It was twelve years of rage his taunt stirred. Against it, power roared through Philippa. She crossed her arms before her.

  “Please you? Hardly so. You don’t know what manly pleasure is. Your shaft is an empty instrument incapable of doing what a man’s should.”

  Roger’s face brightened in vicious triumph. “How would you know, you barren bitch? Better you take lessons from my new wife. She’s with child.”

  “If she is, then the babe’s not yours,” she threw back. “I’ve heard she wasn’t so fresh when she came to your bed. Was there blood on the sheets? If there was, I’ll wager she put it there and that you were so drunk you cannot remember what happened on your wedding night.”

  Her husband’s face paled to a deathly white as her barb hit home.

  “Ha!” Philippa gloated. “I thought as much. As for taking lessons, perhaps it’s you who needs tutoring. You see, Roger,” she paused to make certain her next words didn’t miss their mark, “I am with child.”

  Roger’s sword tip dipped toward the ground. He staggered as if she’d struck him. When he caught himself, new color burned like round spots in his cheeks. “Liar,” he accused, eyes narrowing.

  “Nay, I don’t lie,” she retorted, too deep in hate and outrage to see how dangerous this path she tread was. “In just these few months Temric has sown seeds where you could not. He’s set a child in my womb.”

  “Liar,” he cried again, his voice rising into a pained whine.

  “Poor, petted Roger,” she crooned in malicious hatred. “I suppose it’s not your fault. It was your mother who ruined you. Tell me, for I’ve always wondered. What do you
and Margaret do behind those bed curtains? Does she stroke your chest? Does she tangle her ancient claws into your hair in the pretense of love play? Do you lay with her as you do your wife, as you did with me?”

  The words tumbled from her, spilling out onto the roadbed between them to lay, exposed, to the brightness of day’s light. Roger bent. Unable to bear hearing what he worked so hard to hide from himself, he retched. When he’d emptied his stomach’s contents onto the hard-packed earth, he straightened, his shoulders heaving as if he sobbed.

  Only as his gaze met hers did Philippa realize she’d gone too far. All trace of the pathetic Roger was gone, leaving a cold and deadly warrior in his place. With a frightened cry, she snatched up her skirts and ran.

  Roger didn’t scream or curse, he simply chased her. Fear grew. Philippa could hear the steady pound of his feet as he closed the gap between them. Her breath seared her lungs, her legs screamed in agony.

  Then, she was falling. Her head hit the roadway hard enough to make the world whirl. Whimpering in defeat, she rolled desperately to the side in an attempt to rise.

  Roger, barely panting now, kicked her back onto the ground. His foot caught her at mid-chest to hold her where she lay. There was nothing in his face, not blood lust or hate or even disgust. In utter and eerie silence, he lifted his sword.

  Shoving desperately with her heels, Philippa arched beneath his pinning foot, fighting to live. He pressed his foot harder into her chest. The breath left her lungs.

  Over her, Roger gagged. He arched awkwardly and twisted, his sword lowering enough to show Philippa the crossbow bolt that pierced his back. Again, Philippa bucked, hoping to free herself. Instead, the pressure of his foot on her grew until black spot appeared before her eyes. Roger lifted his sword, his grin a death’s head smile.

  “He wasn’t quick enough,” he choked out. “I’ll take you with me as I go.”