We are still standing, her bare soul pressed to mine. I can feel her heart beating against my chest. My dick is rock hard and pressed between us, I am fighting the urge to lay her down and kiss her all over. I only intended to bring her up here for a fast fuck and my dick is getting ideas of its own. She takes a step back from me. As she turns to give me the full view, she winks over her shoulder, pouting her lips and wiggling her ass.
I take her in my arms roughly and taste those sweet lips once more. A tight feeling squeezes in my chest. I feel like I can’t breathe. Sweat licks my palms and the back of my neck. Panic sets in and I can’t bring myself to fuck her. I’ve fucked many a woman over these past years, and for the first time I feel like I am cheating on Red. I break our kiss and take a seat on the edge of the bed. “I'm sorry, sweetheart.”
Sunshine crouches down in front of me, her hands resting on my knees. “Hey, where did you go just now? I didn’t take you for the shy type.” She is looking at me with such concern. I don’t know why she would give a fuck what kind of war is raging inside of me. Bitch doesn’t even know me.
“You had better go back to the party, darlin’. I’ve had a long motherfuckin’ day. I just need some sleep.” I lay on the bed and slide under the sheets. “Turn the light out when you go.” She doesn’t say anything, and I close my eyes when the light goes out. Gypsy Red floats to the front of my thoughts. Her smile makes me want to damn near cry.
A moment later, the bed dips and Sunshine is sliding in bed next to me. She lays her head on my chest and whispers, “Get some sleep, Grim.” Don’t know how she knew that I needed her to stay, that I wanted her to stay, but she did. I’ve not felt this pull to anyone in a long time.
When I wake up the next day, she is gone, and I have this feeling pushing me out the door to the Fox’s Den. I have an urge to see her again. Downstairs at the Roadhouse, I have a message from Skull. I almost forgot about him needing to talk to me. I give him a call, but he isn’t home. After a shower and a shave, I drive over to the Fox’s Den. I really hope Foxie isn’t here, I don’t want things to be awkward for her, but I want to see Sunshine.
“Grim, what brings you here?” LL greets me with a kiss on the cheek. She looks great as always.
“Where’s Sunshine?”
“Oh.” The surprise in her tone is evident as her eyes widen. “She’s with a client. Do you want to wait for her?” The thought that she is in there with another man makes me want to march in there right now and drag her out by her hair, and I only just met her. I don’t like to share my pussy. Fuck, she ain’t even mine. I need to play things cool. I rushed into things with Red and look how that turned out. That sure bit me on my goddamn ass.
“Nah, don’t even mention I was here.” When I walk back outside, I see Blaze’s motorcycle. Motherfucker best not be here for Sunshine. I shake my head. No, it’s none of my business. I shrug and climb on my bike and decide I will let her come to me. I probably scared her off last night with how weird I was. I kept dreaming of Red, but it was as though she was giving me her blessing to move on. I didn’t like it. I’ll never love another like I loved her.
**
Every night for the past two weeks Sunshine has been sleeping in my bed at the clubhouse, and we have yet to fuck. She even went with Baby and me to dinner tonight. Baby seems to really like her. Sunshine is a little young for me. She is only twenty-five to my forty. I don't know what the fuck we are doing, but I like her company. When she curls up against me at night it just feels right. She knows all about me. My past. How I feel about Red. Hell, she even knows about all the bad I have done. She said none of that matters, it only matters what kind of man I am now. I have even been trying to keep my face shaved because she says she likes me better clean cut. She says my scruff beard itches her skin. The bitch makes me laugh with her honesty. She damn sure ain’t afraid to hurt my feelings with the truth. There is just something so pure about her, even though she is far from innocent.
One thing standing in our way right now is her job. I don’t like that she works at the Fox’s Den, but it isn’t my place to tell her to quit. I am in no position to ask that of her. She says she doesn’t kiss them on the mouth. Also says she doesn’t do oral either because it is too personal, but the thought of another motherfucker sliding his cock in and out of her makes me sick.
Tonight is my last night at the Roadhouse with Sunshine. I’m not bringing her over to stay at my place with Baby and me. That wouldn’t be right, even if we ain’t fuckin’. Baby is moving in with me tomorrow and just in time too, her birthday is a few weeks away.
Sunshine and I are playing pool against Stone and his old lady and I can feel Blaze staring a damn hole through me from the bar. Can’t help that he has to pay Sunshine to fuck him or give him the time of day. She enjoys my company. All he is to her is a dollar sign. Money in her pocket.
Wild Cherry serves us our drinks and I head to the bathroom to drain my lizard. When I come back from the bathroom, motherfucking Blaze is sitting in my seat, drinking my jar of shine. “You got a problem, motherfucker?” I ask him when he ignores my presence and continues talking up Sunshine.
He is my brother, but he isn’t going to disrespect me. Jerking the back of his chair, I grab the back of his cut. “I said you got a problem, motherfucker?”
He shrugs from my hold and stands toe to toe with me. “You gonna fuck this pussy or are you gonna keep jerking off to old hairy palm every night?”
“What the fuck did you just say? Let me tell you something you piece of shit. If and when I fuck Sunshine, it will be none of your business, brother.” I poke him in the chest. He goes to swing at me, and I duck and tackle him throwing both of us over the table. The music that was playing from the jukebox cuts off and the bar goes silent. The only sound is the crunching of my knuckles hitting Blaze’s face.
“Pussy motherfucker.” I connect with his nose and blood spurts out. “Don’t you ever fuckin’ disrespect me in my house.” Punch. Crunch. Groan. Crack. I keep punching, taking out all my frustration on the smart mouthed bastard. I’ve killed over less.
It takes Slim, Stone, and Romeo to separate us. “Easy, brother.” Slim is pushing me out the backdoor of the Roadhouse with Sunshine following him close behind. I hear the rumble of a Harley starting and tires screeching down the road. “Fuck,” Slim mumbles. “I hope that wasn’t Blaze he was two sheets to the wind, been drinking all damned day. You got to fix this shit, can’t have you bastards fighting over a whore.” Sunshine winces at his harshness.
“Don’t talk about her like that.” I shove against his chest. I’m still fired up and ready to fuck someone up. Doesn’t matter who.
“Your problem ain’t with me.” I know it’s not, but don’t mean he can say shit like that.
I pull Sunshine to me and kiss her lips roughly. “Wait for me in my room.” I hand her my key and go out front to see if Blaze was dumb enough to take off on his bike.
Chapter 12
Dumbass motherfucker. Cannot believe Blaze was ignorant enough to get on his bike, he knows better. I grab Romeo and Stone to help me go look for the jackass. About fifteen miles later, we come up on fresh tire marks veering to the opposite side of the road. I come to a slow roll and signal for Romeo and Stone to stop.
I park my bike and follow the black marks on the blacktop. It is getting dark and becoming hard to see. Out of the corner of my eye, I spot the sole of a boot in the brush. I start to pick it up and I am going to be sick. Blaze’s foot is inside but it is no longer attached to his body. “Romeo,” I shout as I lose my dinner in the bushes. Romeo and Stone come rushing over and they to get ill at the sight of the gore I hold in my hands. “Call for help, now!” I hand the boot to Stone and begin searching the weeds and brush for my fallen brother. After searching frantically for what seems like hours, but in reality, it has been minutes I find him, unconscious but he has a pulse. Thank God, he was smart enough to wear his brain bucket.
Sirens begin wailing in the distance a
s I wrap my shirt around his injured leg. Jackass is beaten up bad and losing a lot of blood. He pissed me off, but I never wished this on the sorry bastard. The EMTS arrive and takeover. The police are here as well and want me to give a statement. All I can think is I hope he is going to be okay. Stone has called the Roadhouse, and we all meet up at the emergency room. Sunshine is shaken up pretty bad, she feels like it is her fault.
“I didn’t realize Blaze liked me that much. He was one of my regular, but he never told me he wanted me outside of my room at the Den.” She shakes her head and tears roll down her cheeks. “I never meant for him to get hurt.”
Wild Cherry is trying to console her to no avail. I don’t know what to say or do. Why did I let my temper get the best of me? Why did I have to prove to Blaze that I could have her? Because I want her, and I feel a connection with her.
After six hours in the waiting area, a doctor finally comes out to talk to us about Blaze. They were not able to save his foot, the angle it was torn from and the damage to the nerves is not repairable. They had to amputate his right leg from the knee down. He has a long road of surgeries and recovery ahead of him. In due time he will be able to get a prosthetic leg, and with physical therapy he will walk again eventually.
Damn. If he can’t ride Blaze will go off the walls. Fuck, I scrub my hands over my face. The doctors order us all to leave and say we can visit him one at a time in a few days. He is not going to be very responsive over the next few days as they continue to monitor his internal injuries, along with repairing the other damage his body has endured. If he had not been wearing his helmet, we would have lost him. He is lucky to still be with us at all.
Sunshine agrees to ride back to the Roadhouse with me, so we can talk. She snuggles up to me hugging my waist tight. Shit feels so right, but wrong at the same time considering I almost lost one of my brother’s over her. Don’t seem right to be with her now but I can’t stay away. Haven’t even had a taste of her and already ready to fucking fight over her. Ready to kill for her. All these feelings make me feel damn near crazy. I drive slower than normal. I want to enjoy having her on the back of my chopper. Been a long damn time since anyone but my kid has been on the back of my bike. It’s weird but a good weird. She could decide to tell me she wants nothing to do with me, can’t say I could blame her, this shit has me stressed the fuck out.
A part of me wants to claim her as mine, but I know I like her enough to take shit slow. I just hope she likes me enough to understand why I need not to rush into shit so fast. Things with Red and me were intense and so motherfuckin’ passionate. Sunshine is different, I love being around her, seeing her smile, listening to her talk. There is so much more to her than just tits and ass. Not that she doesn’t have a fine ass, but she is just so fucking bright, no wonder her mom named her Sunshine. I find myself thinking about her all the time, wondering what she is doing, who is she with, wishing it were me. She is like the light at the end of the tunnel, and I feel like maybe I can have something again. Like maybe I could open myself up to the possibility of taking an old lady and giving Baby a real family like she deserves.
We get to my room and I don’t know what to say to her.
“Tonight has been intense. I don’t know what to say accept I am so sorry about Blaze. I didn’t mean to come between the two of you. I thought of him as a regular customer. I wasn’t the only girl he would see at the Den. I like him as a friend. But that’s all. I don’t feel the way I do with him, like I do whenever I’m with you.” Sunshine is staring at me with sex kitten eyes. I want nothing more than to lay her down right here right now and show her how much I like her. But every time I think I am ready to take that step with her I think about her working at the whorehouse and the fact that she is sleeping with men that aren’t me. Makes me feel like a chump.
“How do you feel when you’re with me?” I take a seat beside her on my bed. I search her face trying to read her emotions. I know she must feel all over the place after tonight, because I sure as fuck am messed the fuck up. I feel guilty that my brother is laid up in the hospital not knowing if he will ever ride again or even fucking live. And all I can think about is making love to the woman he wants.
“You make me feel like I matter, like you like me for me. Not because you are paying me to be with you, but you want me for my company and not just my body. You make me feel how a woman should when a man cares for her. You make me feel special, Grim.” Damn, she makes me feel so many emotions at once. I can’t stop staring at her lips as she speaks, thinking about them wrapped around my cock. “What are you thinking right now?” She directs my attention back to her eyes.
I lick my lips because I really just want to kiss her right now and forget about all the bad shit that went down earlier. Nibbling her ear, and kissing down her throat as she giggles, I tell her, “I am thinking I’d like to kiss you all over. To taste every fucking inch of you. To make you shiver and shake. To feel your lips wrapped around my cock, but I don’t want to rush it. I have a daughter and she is getting ready to move in with me for the first time. I hate your fucking job. I can’t stand the thought of others touching, tasting, and pleasing what I wish could be mine. But at the same time, I am not ready to claim you. I need to be a dad.” I am rambling off every thought that is running through my mind, probably not makin’ a damn bit of sense, but fuck she asked...
“I would be willing to look for a new job, if you can do one thing for me...” She bites her lip and looks away from me.
“What’s that?” I turn her face so that she is facing me.
She bats her lashes at me. “Always be honest with me. I’d rather get smacked in the face than be lied to.” She is so motherfuckin’ sweet. I am so afraid I am going to let her down or hurt her in the end. But I am tired of living in fear of the past. I am ready to live for right now. Tonight proved to me that you never know what is going to happen next in life. Nothing is guaranteed and I have to know if this could happen with Sunshine and me. I have to know if she could be what I have been looking for.
“Can do. Right now, I want to lay you down on this motherfuckin’ bed and fuck you until the sun comes up. Is that enough honesty for you?” Her mouth crashes into mine, weeks of sexual frustration ignites, and she has my skin on fire with the slightest touch.
We tear at each other’s clothing viciously, like rabid animals. I want nothing more to drive my rigid cock into that sweet little cunt. “Going to fuck you so hard.”
“It’s about damn time.” She laughs against my chest as she places kisses over the teardrop tattoos that represent all of the lives I have taken. Her lips are soft and sweet. Sunshine pushes me down on the bed. “Tonight is about you and me, no one else. I’m going to take you for the ride of your life. Ain’t nobody ever fucked you like I am about to.” Fuck, when she talks like that my dick jerks, ready to spring into action.
Sunshine lays down on top of me pressing her body tight against mine. Her skin feels so smooth like silk. My hands roam over body, caressing her bottom. Her butt is so firm. Smacking the globes of her ass playfully with my rough hands, she cries out in shock from the harshness of my touch. My hands are not smooth like hers. I have hard skin and a roughness from all my years on the road. Her diamond hard nipples are poking me in the chest. She raises up off me a little resting on her elbows. Palming her ass again, my fingers work their way to her sensitive clit to give her a little pinch. Already wet for me, I slide my fingers into her tight channel. I kiss her stomach, and tug on her belly piercing with my teeth. “Fuck, can’t wait to be inside you.” With my free hand, I reach inside of the nightstand to get a condom and there isn’t any. She lays to the side of me so I can reach down to my pants to get one from my wallet. Motherfucker is empty too. “You got protection?”
She shakes her head no. How in the hell does she work at the Fox’s Den and not have any condoms? I get a sick feeling knotting in my stomach. “Do you use protection? At work?” I give her a pointed look. I don’t play around when it comes
to the health of my dick.
“Always, and we get tested monthly. I’m clean, Grim. I promise, but if it makes you uncomfortable, we can wait.” I want to trust her, my dick is saying yes, but my mind is telling me no. “There are other things we can do.” She crosses the room holding a pillow over her bare pussy. Dropping the pillow on the floor at my feet, she goes down on her knees. Licking the palm of her hand, she takes hold of my cock, and strokes me before capping her mouth over the head of my dick. Her tongue glides over my dick causing me to tingle and shake. Thought I was supposed to be doing that to her, but fuck, I am not complaining. My fingers thread through her short blonde hair as she continues to worship my dick.
She looks up at me through hooded eyes, moaning as my length reaches the back of her throat. One of her hands is playing with my balls while the other is digging her nails into the meaty flesh of my rear. “Fuck, just like that.” I don't think I can go much longer. I've been wanting this for so long. I throw all reason out the window when I jerk back from her and take her back to bed. Been dying to fuck her for weeks, and tonight I am gonna. “Gonna be hard and fast, you’ve got me so fucking hard and horny I can’t go for long.” I slam into her pussy and she takes me fully. Sunshine is playing with her tits and biting her bottom lip as my dick slides home. So motherfuckin’ sexy. Her legs are wrapped around my waist holding me firmly against her. My rigid length slides in and out of her tight hole. The friction I feel when her muscles clamp around my dick feels so damn good. Nothing else like it in this world.
“Goddamn, Grim. You have no idea how good you feel.”
Wanting to last a bit longer for her, I pull out for a minute and rest my head on her chest.
“Let me on top.” If she gets on top of me and rides my dick, I am going to blow. Instead, I have her lay on her side and curl up against me. I enter her slowly from behind, my balls smack up against her perfectly round ass. Her ass is so fucking tight, I bet I could bounce a quarter off it. This position gives me full control. Her back arches pushing her ass closer to me. I slide in and out at a rapid pace. I can’t seem to slow down. She feels too damn good to stop now. I pull out of her spilling my cum all over her ass.
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