Navy Husband

by Debbie Macomber

  He seemed to accept her explanation and answered with an abrupt nod.

  “Is there anything else I can do for you?” she asked, moving away from his bedside.

  “Not a thing,” he replied in clipped tones, and Ali knew he was referring to a whole lot more than his medical situation.

  Chapter Ten

  As promised, Adam Kennedy was at the restaurant by ten on Saturday morning. Shana had anticipated this moment—no, dreaded it—all week. She might’ve been able to push the lieutenant commander from her mind if it weren’t for Jazmine, who found every excuse in the world to bring up his name. They could be discussing the migration habits of Canada geese, and Jazmine would somehow link the topic with her uncle Adam. It didn’t matter what they discussed, Adam Kennedy became part of the conversation.

  Shana didn’t resent the fact that her niece called Adam her uncle anymore. It seemed natural for her to do so. What didn’t seem natural—or fair—was the way he’d infiltrated her thoughts. And, in all honesty, that wasn’t just due to Jazmine.

  “Good morning,” Adam said as he marched into the restaurant with a crisp military gait that said he was ready for action. He wore black jeans and a casual denim shirt with the sleeves rolled up.

  “Hi.” Her voice faltered a little. This was one attractive man, a fact she was trying hard to ignore. Nonetheless, her hands trembled as she reached for a paper towel and wiped them clean. “Jazmine brought her Rollerblades.” Thankfully it was early enough that the ice-cream parlor didn’t have any customers yet.

  “I saw. She put on a show for me in the parking lot.”

  “Oh.” Now that was an intelligent response and Shana resisted the urge to kick herself. She intensely disliked the way Adam made her feel like an awkward teenager. Until recently, she’d considered herself a competent professional, a woman who could cope with any social situation, and it irked her no end that this man could agitate her like this. “Where are you two headed today?” she asked conversationally, hoping to hide her complete lack of a brain.

  Adam sauntered up to the cash register, apparently in no hurry to leave. “I haven’t decided yet. I thought I’d get some suggestions from Miss Jazz.”

  “Good idea.” Before she sent him off with Jazmine, perhaps she should enlighten him about her niece’s continuing efforts to match up the two of them. “Do you have a few minutes before you go?”

  “Sure.” He slid onto one of the stools.

  Rubbing her palms against her apron, Shana took a moment to clear her thoughts. “I don’t know if you’ve noticed,” she began, “but Jazmine seems to be working hard at, uh, getting the two of us together.” She paused. “This is in spite of your…little talk.”

  Adam leaned forward. “I got the hint in our last phone conversation, when she started mentioning your name in practically every sentence.”

  “She does that to you, too?” Interesting. And, she supposed, predictable. “You’re a frequent topic of conversation yourself.”

  He chuckled. “She’s been e-mailing me updates on you.”

  “Updates on what?”

  “I haven’t paid a lot of attention.”

  She was unexpectedly miffed by that but decided his indifference was probably for the best.

  “By the way, how’s Brad?”

  Shana nearly bit her tongue in an effort to hide her reaction. “I thought you said you weren’t paying attention,” she said. “Brad isn’t important.”

  “Really? That’s curious because—”

  “I have something to discuss,” she said, cutting him off before they both got sidetracked by the unpleasant subject of Brad.

  “Have at it,” Adam said, gesturing toward her.

  “First, since we’re both aware that Jazmine’s busy playing matchmaker, it seems the best defense is to be honest with each other.” She half expected an argument.

  “I agree.”

  He seemed utterly relaxed; in contrast, Shana’s nerves were as tight as an overwound guitar string.

  “Okay,” she said, taking a deep breath. “I think you’re wonderful with Jazmine and…and mildly attractive.” The man already had an overblown ego and she wasn’t about to give him any encouragement.

  “Really?” He perked up at that.

  “Yes,” she admitted reluctantly, “and there are probably a few other positive traits I could add.”

  He checked his watch. “I have time.”

  She ignored him. “But without going into why I feel a relationship between us wouldn’t work—”

  “Aren’t you being a little hasty?” he asked without allowing her to finish.

  “No,” she insisted. “Besides, I’m not interested.” She wondered if a big red neon light spelling liar was flashing over her head. She was interested, but she suspected this whole attraction thing was just the result of being on the rebound. She needed to take it slow, ease into another relationship. Letting Adam Kennedy sweep her off her feet was definitely a bad idea.

  He stared at her blankly. “Interested in what?”

  “You. I don’t mean to be blunt or rude, but I felt I should be clear about that.”

  “No problem.” He shrugged, his expression unchanged.

  “I didn’t mean to offend you.”

  “You didn’t,” he assured her and he certainly didn’t look put off by her confession.

  “It’s just that this isn’t the right time for me to get involved,” she rushed to add, confused now and more than a little embarrassed. She wished she’d thought this through more carefully. “I’ve only had the business a short while, and all my energy and resources are tied up in it.”

  “Of course. That makes perfect sense.”

  “This has nothing to do with you personally.” She was only digging herself in deeper now but couldn’t seem to stop.

  “Shana, it’s not a problem. Don’t worry, okay? If anything, it’s a relief.”

  “It is?” she blurted out.

  “We should keep each other informed,” he murmured. “Just like you suggested. Jazmine is a sweet kid, but we both need to be aware of her game plan.”

  “Exactly.” She felt guilty about the things she’d said. “I hope I didn’t offend you—sometimes my tongue goes faster than my brain.”

  “Not at all,” he told her patiently.

  “Good.” It was probably ridiculous to be so worried about a nine-year-old’s scheme and even more ridiculous to mention it to Adam. Thankfully he’d taken everything with a sense of humor.

  “Uncle Adam!” Jazmine skated into the parlor and at one glance from Shana, sat down and removed her skates. “Are you done yet? Can we leave now?”

  “In a minute.”

  “Great!” Jazmine looked about as happy as Shana could remember seeing her. “School’s out for the year.” She slipped on her tennis shoes without bothering to tie them.

  Shana’s cheeks still burned with embarrassment and she was eager to see Adam and Jazmine leave. “You guys have a great time,” she mumbled. “Bye.”

  Adam slid off the stool and with Jazmine at his side, they ambled out. After the door closed, Shana felt oddly depressed, although she couldn’t name the precise reason. She didn’t want to analyze it, either.

  Business was slow for a Saturday, but experience told Shana it would pick up around lunchtime. She had two part-time employees now in addition to Catherine, the retired woman the Olsens had recommended, who was Shana’s most valuable employee. She moved easily between the ice-cream section and the pizza parlor, and she was fully capable of taking over if Shana wanted time off, which was reassuring. This was the one buffer Shana felt she needed now that she was Jazmine’s guardian.

  Around eleven, the young father Jazmine had talked to a few weeks earlier stepped into the restaurant. He was without his kids today. He strolled up to the pizza counter; from there he could see Shana in the kitchen, where she was busy stirring a vat of soup. She’d discovered a brand of concentrated soups that tasted as good as homemade an
d was pleased with the results.

  “Hi,” he said casually, leaning against the counter.

  “Can I help you?” Shana pretended not to remember him, which was the exact opposite of the way she treated her other customers. She worked hard at remembering people’s names and creating a warm and welcoming atmosphere. She knew his, too—Tim—but refused to acknowledge it.

  “I was wondering if you’d be interested in dinner and a movie.”

  His invitation took her completely off guard. “I—I beg your pardon?”

  “I…well, actually, I was asking you out on a date.” His voice was a monotone now, as if she’d deflated his ego, and Shana instantly felt bad.

  “I’m flattered, but—”

  “Your niece mentioned that you’re single, and well, so am I and I was wondering, you know, if you’d like to go out sometime.”

  Shana wasn’t sure what to say. She hesitated, and then decided she could only be honest. “Thank you. I’m flattered that you’d ask, but I just don’t have time to date right now.” She motioned around her. “This is a new venture for me and I…have to be here.”

  He frowned. “Is there any particular reason you don’t want to go out with me?”

  A couple of dozen quickly presented themselves but Shana couldn’t manage to get out a single one. “You seem very nice, but—”

  “It’s the kids, isn’t it?”

  “No, not at all,” she hurried to assure him. “It’s like I told you—the timing is wrong.” That was the excuse she’d used with Adam; it was also the truth. She’d untangled herself from one relationship and wasn’t ready to get involved in another.

  “You mean I should’ve waited until you were finished for the day?”

  “No…”

  He wiped his face. “You’ll have to excuse me. I’m new at this. My wife, I mean ex-wife, and I met in high school and well, it just didn’t work out. I don’t blame her. We were both too young, but Heather’s the only woman I’ve ever dated and—I don’t know what the hell I’m doing.” He looked completely crestfallen by the time he’d finished.

  Shana felt even worse. “Under other circumstances, I’d be happy to—” She stopped, afraid she’d just make matters worse if she continued. “Would you like a cup of coffee?”

  He nodded and sat down on the stool. “That would be great, thanks.”

  “It’s Tim, right?”

  He smiled dejectedly. “I’m surprised you remember.”

  He’d be shocked at everything she did recall about the last time he’d been in the ice-cream parlor—even if she preferred not to.

  Shana made them each an espresso, double shot. If he didn’t need it she did. When she set the tiny cups on the counter, Tim reached for his wallet. Raising her hand, she said, “It’s on the house.”

  “Thanks.”

  She waved off his gratitude. For reasons she didn’t want to examine too closely, she felt guiltier than ever for rejecting him.

  “Can you tell me what I did wrong?” he asked after the first tentative sip.

  “It isn’t you,” she said earnestly. “It really is because of the timing. My new business and looking after my niece and everything.”

  Over the next three hours, she heard the story of Tim’s ten-year marriage and every detail of his divorce. The only time he paused was when she was bombarded with questions from customers or staff, or if the capable Catherine needed her assistance.

  She also learned practically the entire story of Tim’s life. He seemed to need a willing ear and she provided it, between serving ice cream in three dozen different flavors.

  “You know, Tim, it seems to me you’re still in love with your wife,” she commented while he was on his third espresso.

  His eyes flared and he adamantly shook his head. “No way.”

  “Sorry, but that’s how I see it.”

  “You’re wrong.”

  “Could be, but it’s obvious you’re crazy about your kids.”

  He had no argument with that. “They’re fabulous.”

  “So—what else can I do for you?” she asked when he showed no sign of leaving anytime within the foreseeable future.

  “You could always go to dinner with me,” he suggested.

  Shana laughed, knowing she’d be in for a repeat of his disagreement with the divorce attorney. She gave him an A for effort, though. “I thought we already went over that.”

  “Are you sure you mean no?” he asked again.

  “If the lady says no, that’s what she means,” Adam Kennedy said from the doorway leading into the restaurant. He glared at Tim as if he wanted to teach him a lesson. His tone was friendly enough, but his demeanor wasn’t. Shana sighed in exasperation. She was all too aware of the interest Catherine and the others were taking in this little scene. Tim was harmless, his self-esteem in shreds following his divorce, and he was counting on Shana to boost his confidence.

  “Thank you very much, Adam,” she said tightly, fighting the temptation to say a great deal more, “but the lady can answer for herself.”

  To her surprise Jazmine laughed outright. “Hello, Mr. Gilmore, remember me?”

  Tim looked as if he didn’t know what to say. He got off the stool. “I guess it’s time to go.”

  “Sounds like a good idea to me,” Adam murmured.

  “Adam,” Shana chastised, but his gaze didn’t waver from Tim’s face.

  As soon as the other man was out the door, Shana whirled on Adam. “That was completely unnecessary and uncalled for,” she said, trying to keep her voice down in deference to her staff and customers.

  Adam looked away. “Perhaps, but I wanted to be sure he got the message.”

  “And what exactly is the message?” Shana demanded.

  Adam grinned as if the answer should be obvious.

  “Hands off,” Jazmine supplied. “You’re already spoken for.”

  With her shift over, Ali went to check on Commander Dillon one last time and discovered he was asleep. His face was turned toward her and in slumber his features had relaxed. He looked younger than she’d first assumed.

  As she stood there, Ali hesitated, resisting the urge to move closer. She longed to place her hand on his arm, to touch him and feel the warmth of his skin. A chill ran down her spine as she remembered he didn’t want her anywhere near him. That had been made abundantly clear during her last visit.

  She wished she had someone she could talk to about the way she felt. This wasn’t something she could discuss with the other women on board. She could be putting her career in jeopardy. Any hint of a romantic entanglement, and she could be in more trouble than she wanted to consider.

  Before she left, Ali logged on to her computer.

  Sent: June 20

  From: Alison.Karas@woodrowwilson.navy.mil

  To: Shana@mindsprung.com

  Subject: Hello!

  Dear Shana,

  Just wanted to see how you’re doing this week. I think of you and Jazmine every day. I’m doing well myself. We had an emergency appendectomy this week—Commander Dillon. I might have mentioned him before. Before he went under, he seemed to think he might not make it, and asked if I’d look after his affairs. I told him I would, but thankfully that wasn’t necessary. He’s recuperating nicely now. I think he’s

  Ali hesitated, remembering the intense look in Frank’s eyes as he confessed he had no family. What a lonely life he must lead. Divorced and his brother dead. It didn’t sound as if his parents were still living, either. He’d wanted her to dispose of his earthly goods by giving whatever he had to charity. Ali told herself he didn’t have time to ask anyone else; she’d been handy, so he’d reached out to her. Still, she sensed that he trusted her. They were basically strangers but he felt he could speak to her and that she would follow through with whatever he’d requested. Had it been necessary, she would have.

  After a moment’s hesitation, Shana returned to her e-mail. She deleted the last three words and began a new paragraph.

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nbsp; Jazmine mentioned that Adam was stopping by on Saturday. How did that go? I know you think my daughter’s trying to match the two of you up and I agree she has no business doing that. But the truth is, I don’t think it’s such a bad idea.

  Adam is a good man and while you might have a dozen excuses not to recognize what a find he is, look again. This is your big sister talking here. I mean it: take a close look at this guy. Adam is easy on the eyes (nice but not essential), he’s intelligent and hardworking and wonderful with kids.

  I just hope keeping Jazmine for the next six months will convince you that you want children of your own. I can tell how close the two of you are getting just from the e-mails. It’s almost enough to make me jealous!

  Your e-mails mean the world to me. Keep them coming.

  Love,

  Ali

  It didn’t take long for Ali to get a response. She wasn’t sure if it was because of the time difference or if she happened to catch her sister at the computer.

  Sent: June 21

  From: Shana@mindsprung.com

  To: Alison.Karas@woodrowwilson.navy.mil

  Subject: Commander, you say?

  Dear Ali,

  No, you didn’t mention anyone named Commander Dillon. What gives? Is he all right? I assume he must be. But the fact that you’re saying anything at all tells me you’re interested in him. This is a development worth watching. I know, I know, all shipboard romances are strictly taboo. But tell me more!

  I’m afraid I made an idiot of myself in front of Adam this morning. Trust me, any romantic interest he might have felt toward me is deader than roadkill. I’m such a fool.

  All right, all right, I’ll tell you what I did, but you’ve got to promise not to mention it again. I decided he should be aware of Jazmine’s little scheme. That seems only fair, don’t you think?