The Wedding Invite (Lakeview) (Lakeview Contemporary Romance Book 6)
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“Yes,” he smiled giddily at her. “You know, she just adore the whole gothic thing, and the fact that you’re Irish – well, that’s even better. You know it’s so difficult for me to find hip Irish jewellery – all those Celtic crosses and Ogham stones are so passé these days.”
“O - K.” Laura began to slowly back away. This guy seemed a bit of a nutter.
“Anyway,” he went on, “Ms Connolly, I really don’t want to delay you as I’m sure you’re very busy, but it would be really great if your people could give us a call some time soon. We’d love to have you do something especially for us – Gaga’s delirious about the stuff you designed for Amanda’s show.”
“I’m sorry I don’t understand… ?”
“Well, yes.” Mr Trendy stood still, puzzled by Laura’s apathetic reaction, and then instantly seemed to recollect himself. “Oh gosh!” he exclaimed. “I still haven’t introduced myself, have I? I’m a stylist, Ms Connolly,” he said, handing her his card with a beaming smile. “For Lady Gaga.”
Laura’s mouth dropped open.
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Please Forgive Me
I know I’m probably the last person you want to hear from, but I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am. You have to know that I would never do anything to hurt you, at least not intentionally, but I made a big mistake, a huge mistake this time.
I realise there’s no going back, and I’m not asking for that; I just wanted to let you know how much I regret what happened, and how I wish from the bottom of my heart it never happened, or that I hadn’t caused it. But it did, and it’s all my fault, and I would do anything to get the chance to go back and undo it.
But I can’t.
I know I don’t have any right to ask, but I hope you’re OK?
I’m really not sure what else to say. Just know that I never meant to hurt you, and I’m so very, very sorry.
Please forgive me.
Chapter One
Leonie Hayes glanced around furtively as she joined the line of people in front of her. It was stupid but she was terrified of bumping into someone she knew from Dublin, someone who might recognise her and wonder what she was doing here. Well, she supposed it was obvious what she was doing here (weren’t they all doing the same thing?) but she really didn’t want to get into the hows and whys. Not that it was anyone else’s business but still. Loosening the crocodile clip she was wearing, she let her long auburn hair fall further around her face.
‘Move along … this way please…keep it moving,’ a nearby official urged, as the long stream of people slowly shuffled ahead.
What was she doing here? Leonie asked herself, feeling a sudden flash of hesitation as she progressed further along the queue. Was it too late now to turn around and go home, back to everything that was comfortable, normal and familiar? But just as quickly she remembered that things were different now − everything had changed.
The ringing of the mobile phone from inside her handbag interrupted her thoughts, and rummaging briefly through her things, Leonie took out the phone and checked the number on the display.
Grace again.
Her heart quickened. It was the third call from her best friend in as many days and while she knew she should answer it, she really couldn’t talk to anyone just now. There would be too many questions and requests for an explanation, whereas Leonie could barely made sense of her own thoughts at the moment, let alone try and explain them to someone else. So no, she couldn’t talk to Grace, not now anyway. Maybe when … when everything had settled down a bit more, she might be able to explain things to her better. Grace would be worried about her, she knew that, but wouldn’t she be even more concerned if she found out where Leonie was or what she was doing now?
Yes, much better to wait rather than run of the risk of worrying Grace even further, she decided, trying her best to ignore the shrill ring tone.
Soon the ringing stopped, and the brief silence was quickly followed by the double beep signalling voice-mail. Leonie listened to the message.
‘Lee, it’s me again,’ Grace said, and Leonie could hear the twins shrieking in the background. ‘Where are you? I’ve been trying to reach you for ages. I tried phoning the landline too, but there’s no answer from there either,’ she added, sounding disappointed. ‘I just hope everything’s OK, or more importantly that you’re OK. I’m sure the weekend was tough but…look, will you just call me back when you get this? I’m here all day as usual,’ she added in a wry tone. ‘Just please phone me back. Hope to talk to you soon, bye.’
Leonie snapped the phone shut. She should really have taken the call; by now it was understandable that Grace would be frantic. She hadn’t anticipated her friend ringing the apartment though, and it was interesting (but no surprise) to hear that there was no answer from there either.
Well, no point in thinking about it now, she told herself yet again. There would be plenty of time for that later. What she needed now was to stop thinking and just keep moving, keep going before she changed her mind. Although it was a bit late for that, wasn’t it?
Of course she’d talk to Grace and tell her everything, but only when she was ready. And more importantly, when she knew it was safe to do so. Still, she mused, biting her lip, it really wasn’t fair to have anyone worrying unnecessarily in the meantime.
She flipped open the phone and dialled her friend’s mailbox. The coward’s way out, but it would do in the circumstances.
‘Grace, hi, it’s me, I’m so sorry I haven’t been in touch before now, but things have been horrible…’ Despite herself, her voice broke, and she felt a huge lump in her throat. Then she swallowed hard and took a deep breath before continuing. ‘Just wanted to let you know that I’m OK and thanks for phoning. I promise I’ll tell you all as soon as I can, but if you don’t mind, I think I just need some time to myself at the moment. But please don’t worry. I’m all right and I’ll talk to you soon, OK?’
She took another deep breath before switching off the phone and putting it back in her pocket. That sounded all right, didn’t it? And it was a truth of sorts.
After a few more minutes of waiting in line, an official finally called Leonie forward and pointed her in the direction of a free booth.
With some trepidation she approached the desk and smiled weakly at the serious-looking, heavyset man sitting behind it.
He didn’t return the smile. ‘Your documents please?’ he asked and Leonie complied.
The man studied the details for what seemed like an age, looking from the paperwork to Leonie and back again, while almost instinctively she averted her eyes from his gaze. She wasn’t sure why exactly, it was just what you did in these situations, wasn’t it? She hated being made to feel so uncomfortable though, in the same way she felt when going through the metal sensors earlier. Why did the set-up at these places always make you feel like you were up to no good?
‘What do you do for a living, Miss Hayes?’ he asked her, his tone neutral.
‘I work for an event management company,’ she replied, the half-truth tripping off her tongue easily. The official nodded, evidently satisfied with this answer.
‘OK, now I’m going to ask you to please place your left index finger on the device here,’ he told her, indicating the fingerprinting contraption positioned on top of the desk. When Leonie complied, he asked her to repeat the same process with her right hand. ‘Thank you. Now please stand back and look up at the camera just here…’ Again Leonie did as she was bid, eager to get the whole thing over with as quickly as possible.
There was a brief delay as the man yet again checked her paperwork, and having inputted something into his computer, he proceeded to double-stamp the documentation.
‘OK, Miss Hayes,’ he said his mouth breaking into a smile as he handed Leonie back her newly stamped passport and immigration documents, ‘you’re all set.
Welcome to the United States.’
Chapter Two<
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THREE WEEKS LATER
‘I’ve got a confession to make.’
Leonie looked up, her heart sinking as she wondered what was coming. She supposed she should have known better than to assume it could be that simple, that anything could be simple these days. ‘Oh?’
The real estate agent smiled. ‘This place isn’t strictly available right now. It will be soon which is why I’m showing it to you.’
‘Oh, OK.’ 1800sShe looked around the apartment, trying her best not to look too interested, but the truth was she’d fallen in love with the place on sight. Nothing else she’d seen over the last two weeks had even come close.
The top floor of a converted 1800s Victorian house, the apartment was situated on Green Street, a pretty, tree-lined neighbourhood in the heart of San Francisco. The house was within walking distance of cafés, local restaurants, and a myriad little boutiques and galleries that spilled onto nearby side streets.
The apartment itself, with its oak ceiling carvings, ornate fireplace and huge bay windows was warm, cosy and simply bursting with character. From the living room window, Leonie could just about make out (if she moved to the right and stood high on her tiptoes) the Golden Gate Bridge straddling the waters of the bay, while the teeniest corner of Alcatraz Island was just visible from the left hand side. Below, the roofs of neighbouring houses descended step-like towards San Francisco Bay, where sailboats sparkled prettily beneath the sunlight.
But even without the gorgeous views, there was just something about these old houses that enchanted her. Outside, the house was chocolate box pretty; painted in white and eggshell blue, and elaborately embellished with decorative cornices and moulding, angled bay windows, and a wooden arcade porch. Adding to the charm, the neighbouring houses were painted in various other pastel shades of pink, green and yellow, which made them look almost like a row of doll’s houses. It was a design that typified much of the architectural style in the city, and one of the reasons Leonie had so quickly fallen in love with San Francisco, and why she’d be over the moon to secure this apartment.
Granted the interior was dated and somewhat grubby but nothing that a little TLC couldn’t cure. The oak parquet floor would scrub up nicely, and she could liven up the living room with some colourful rugs, funky cushions for that drab-looking sofa and artwork for the walls. The kitchenette was small but practical, and the bedroom adjoining the living room was bright, roomy and had plenty of wardrobe space. Not that she’d need much of that, for the moment at least. But most importantly, it was a million times better than her shoebox room in the Holiday Inn, and wouldn’t it be wonderful to find a place in the city she could call home?
‘Well, I thought I’d give you a sneak preview since nothing else I’ve shown you has fit the bill,’ the agent said, putting an end to Leonie’s day-dreaming. ‘It’s a great neighbourhood, very safe and as you saw on the way in, you’ve got the bonus of a private access door too.’
From what Leonie could tell, the house was divided into three separate units, all of which had their own entrance. The ground floor apartment looked to be accessed through a side-door alongside a garage at street level, whereas they’d entered ‘her’ apartment up the steps, and through one of two adjacent doors beneath the porch, before taking the stairs to the top floor.
‘You’re right, it’s absolutely perfect,’ she agreed, unable to hide her enthusiasm. But wasn’t it just her luck that it wasn’t available. ‘But you said there’s someone still living here?’
Strange, it certainly didn’t look or feel like that. Notwithstanding the dust on the furniture and the absence of any recent signs of activity, there was an air of disuse and almost … abandonment about the place that was quite striking.
‘That’s right. Officially, I shouldn’t be even showing you this,’ the agent said with a mischievous gleam in his eye, ‘because it isn’t actually on the market until the end of this month. But …’ He turned to face her. ‘Personally I think it’s kind of special. Green Street is a great neighbourhood, and these old Victorians don’t come along every day either. If we put it on the open market, it’ll be snapped up within the hour, so if you think you might be interested -’
‘I’m interested,’ Leonie said determinedly, not needing to think about it for a single second longer. This place was perfect, and luckily for her she was the very first person to see it. It could be fate, or just blind luck but either way, it certainly felt like finally something was going right. ‘When can I move in?’
Later that day she phoned Grace with an update on her living situation.
Upon first arriving in the city, Leonie had contacted her friend to let her know where she was and unsurprisingly, Grace was dumbfounded to learn that she’d gone to the States.
‘You’re really going through with this then?’ she gasped, crest-fallen.
‘What made you think I wouldn’t? Grace, this wasn’t just some mad notion on my part, you know.’
‘OK, maybe I can appreciate your wanting to escape for a while, but why so far? Why not just move down to Cork or somewhere, at least then I could still see you now and again, whereas I can barely pick San Francisco out on a map.’
She sounded hurt and Leonie felt a fresh pang of guilt. Clearly Grace was still feeling shunned and upset that she’d left Dublin so suddenly and without saying a proper goodbye. But at the time, Leonie didn’t have the courage to face her. Grace would almost certainly have tried to talk her out of it when what she needed to do was get as far away as possible.
‘I’m sorry,’ she said. ‘It is hard not having you around to talk to, but at the same time I had to do this.’
‘I know, but moving away from Ireland completely… well, it’s just so extreme, Leonie. Running away from things never helps in the long run you know.’
Leonie felt a lump in her throat. ‘Maybe, but at the moment, it’s the only way I know how to deal with this.’
‘But surely it’s better to be home in Dublin with us, the people who love and care about you instead of all alone in some big city where nobody gives a damn?’
‘It’s not like that, people are nice here,’ she replied, thinking of the helpful real estate guy who’d today found her the perfect apartment, and Carla the Holiday Inn receptionist with whom Leonie had struck up a friendship of sorts over the last couple of weeks. ‘Everyone’s been really friendly.’
Since her arrival three weeks before, she’d felt very much at ease in San Francisco. The gorgeous blue skies and bright Californian sunshine had an immediate lifting effect on her mood, and although it was as busy and bustling as any other city, the place had a relaxed bohemian vibe about it too. So yes, of course she sometimes felt lonely and missed everything and everyone she’d left behind, but that was partly the point wasn’t it?
That afternoon, she’d signed the lease on the one-bed Victorian conversion and would be moving in at the end of the month.
‘So how long are you thinking of staying?’ Grace asked.
‘Well, the lease on the apartment is for six months with a renewal option after that so I don’t know, for as long as it takes, I suppose.’
‘Six months?’ Grace shrieked. ‘So you’re really giving up your whole life here?’
‘Did you think I’d just stay here for a few weeks and then turn tail and come back? What would be the point of that?’
‘I know I couldn’t just drop everything and abandon my whole life just like that. Now, don’t get me wrong,’ she added quickly, ‘I know there’s a good reason but …look, it all seems so … sudden.’ When Leonie said nothing, she went on. ‘It’s just, you’re usually so calm and together about things; I guess I just didn’t expect you to react like this.’
‘Calm and together about other people’s problems, maybe,’ Leonie said wryly. But when it came to her own life she’d always been a total disaster, hadn’t she? And yes, coming here might have been impulsive, but at the same time, it felt right.
‘OK, so now you’ve found a p
lace to live, great — at least I’ll know where you are for the next sixth months. But what are you going to do now? You can’t just hide away on your own in some apartment.’
‘Well I suppose now that I have a base, I’m going to start looking for a new job.’
Right before she left Dublin, Leonie had resigned from her job at Xanadu Event Management and turned down her boss’s kind offer of keeping a position open for when she returned, simply because she wasn’t sure that she ever would be returning.
And although she had a nice bit of savings to keep her going for a while, Leonie knew that if she really wanted to start afresh and settle in to the city properly, she needed to find work.
‘I just can’t get my head around this,’ Grace said mournfully and Leonie could almost picture her friend shaking her blonde head in disbelief as she sat in her kitchen back home in Dublin surrounded by the toddlers’ things. ‘And America of all places…’
‘Well, it is home too, in a way, isn’t it?’ Leonie replied, referring to the fact that she had in fact been born in the US, although her Irish parents had moved back to Dublin soon after. Following their separation some time ago, they’d moved on yet again; her father now lived in Hong Kong and her mum in South Africa with a new partner. She could have gone to her mum’s of course, but she didn’t want to be a burden, and more importantly she knew that in order to get through this, she needed to be on her own for a while.
‘Look…’ Grace said quietly, after a long pause, ‘I suppose I might as well tell you, I bumped into Adam the other day,’ and Leonie’s heart almost stopped. ‘He doesn’t know you’ve moved away.’
She felt faint. ‘You didn’t …?’
‘Of course I didn’t,’ Grace replied quickly. ‘I promised I wouldn’t, didn’t I? I’m not saying I agree with it, but a promise is a promise — even it had to be made over the phone from across the Atlantic,’ she added archly.