Skellig s-1

by David Almond

  Mina’s mother smiled.

  “How’s the baby?” Mrs. Dando said at last.

  “Don’t know,” I whispered.

  “She’s having an operation today,” said Mina.

  “Oh, poor little soul,” said Mrs. Dando.

  “Yes,” said Mina. “And to be quite honest, Mrs. Dando, the last thing Michael needs is to be troubled by petty things like football and school.”

  Her mother sighed.

  “Mina,” she said.

  “Well,” said Mina. “Isn’t it true? Michael?”

  I couldn’t stand it. I went to sit on the front wall, facing away from them.

  “See?” said Mina. “See how you’ve upset him?”

  And then Dad drove into the street and parked the car in front of me. He held the door open. I got in beside him. He put his arm around me.

  “It’s over, son,” he said.

  Chapter 41

  I WAS WRONG. SHE WASN’T DEAD. She was in a long, deep sleep that followed the anesthetic. She was snoring gently beneath white blankets. Mum told us about the great wound in her tiny chest and the massive bandage that covered it. There were wires and tubes again and a machine that bleeped in rhythm with her tiny heart.

  “They said everything’ll be all right now, Michael,” she said. “They’re sure everything’ll be all right.”

  We sat there, the three of us, hand in hand, looking down at the delicate creature.

  “They said there was a moment when they thought they’d lost her,” she said. She put her arm around me. “But she burst into life again.”

  A nurse came. She checked the wires and tubes and the machine. She patted my head.

  “Your sister’s got a heart of fire,” she said. “She’s a little fighter. She won’t give in.”

  “You still say your prayers for her?” asked Mum.

  “Yes,” I said.

  “We’ve been wondering again what to call her,” said Dad.

  “Persephone,” I said.

  They laughed.

  “Too much of a mouthful,” he said.

  “It has to be something very little and very strong,” Mum said. “Just like she is.”

  “Gus,” said Dad, and we giggled.

  “Butch,” I said.

  “Garth,” said Mum.

  “Buster,” said Dad.

  “Look,” said Mum. “She’s dreaming.”

  And she was. Her eyes were moving behind their lids.

  “Wonder what she sees,” said Dad.

  “Only nice things, I hope,” said Mum.

  “I’m sure that’s right,” said Dad. “Look at her face. Sweet and still, nearly smiling. Little angel. I know. We could call her Angela. But no, too long.”

  “It was the strangest thing,” said Mum.

  She stopped and shook her head.

  “What was?” said Dad.

  She crinkled her face up, like she was embarrassed.

  “Well,” she said. “I was lying here last night, tossing and turning. Kept getting up to look at her. Kept dropping off to sleep. And the strangest of dreams …”

  “And …?” said Dad.

  “And I saw this man, that’s all. Another dream, though I was sure I was wide awake. He was standing over the baby. He was filthy. All in black, an ancient dusty suit. A great hunch on his back. Hair all matted and tangled. I was terrified. I wanted to reach out to him. I wanted to push him away. I wanted to scream, Get away from our baby! I wanted to shout for the nurses and the doctors. But I couldn’t move, couldn’t speak, and I was sure he was going to take her away. But then he turned and looked at me. His face as white and dry as chalk. And there was such tenderness in his eyes. And for some reason I knew he hadn’t come to harm her. I knew it would be all right …”

  She stopped again and shook her head.

  “And …?” said Dad.

  “And then he reached right down with both hands and lifted her up. She was wide awake. They stared and stared into each other’s eyes. He started slowly to turn around …”

  “Like they were dancing,” I said.

  “That’s right, like they were dancing. And then the strangest thing of all …”

  She laughed at us, and shrugged.

  “And the strangest thing of all was, there were wings on the baby’s back. Not solid wings. Transparent, ghostly, hardly visible, but there they were. Little feathery things. It looked so funny. The strange tall man and the little baby and the wings. And that was it. He put her back down, he turned and looked at me again, and it was over. I slept like a log the rest of the night. When I woke up they were already getting her ready for the operation. But I wasn’t worried anymore. I kissed her and whispered to her how much we all loved her and they took her away. I knew it was going to be all right.”

  “And it is,” said Dad.

  “And it is.”

  She poked me in the ribs.

  “Must have been thinking about what you asked me. What are shoulder blades for? Eh?”

  I smiled and nodded.

  “Yes. Yes.”

  The baby’s eyes kept moving, seeing the things she imagined in her sleep.

  “Funny little chick,” said Dad. “What can she be seeing?”

  “Skellig,” I whispered to myself. “Skellig.”

  “It isn’t over,” said Mum. “You know that, don’t you? We’ll have to protect her always, especially at first.”

  “I know,” I said. “We’ll love her and love her and love her.”

  We left soon afterward. In the corridor I saw Dr. MacNabola coming out of the elevator with a clutch of students in white coats around him. I told Dad just to wait a minute. I ran to Dr. MacNabola. He looked down at me.

  “Doctor,” I said. “I told you about my friend. Remember? The one with arthritis.”

  He puffed his chest out and drew his shoulders up.

  “Aha,” he said. “So is he ready for my needles and my saw?”

  “No,” I said. “He seems to be getting better.”

  “Splendid,” he said. “Cod-liver oil and a dose of positive thinking, eh? Maybe he’ll escape me yet.”

  The students giggled.

  “Can love help a person to get better?” I asked.

  He raised his eyebrows, pursed his lips, tapped his chin. One of the students took a notebook and pencil from her pocket.

  “Love,” said the doctor. “Hmmm. What can we doctors know about love, eh?” He winked at the student with the notebook and she blushed. “ ‘Love is the child that breathes our breath/Love is the child that scatters death.’ ”

  “William Blake?” I said.

  He laughed.

  “We have an educated man before us,” he said.

  He smiled properly for the first time.

  “Tell your friend that I hope he and I never have to meet.”

  Then he winked at me, turned, and led the students away.

  “What was that about?” said Dad when I hurried back to him.

  “Nothing,” I said. “Somebody I met soon after the baby came in.”

  He laughed.

  “Mystery man, that’s who you are.”

  In the car on the way home we wound the windows down and he sang “The Black Hills of Dakota” at the top of his voice. I put my hands together and hooted and hooted like an owl.

  “That’s good,” he said. “I like that. That’s really good. You’ll have to show me how to do that one. Not while I’m driving, though, eh?”

  We smiled as we drove through the busy city streets.

  “She’s not out of danger yet,” he said. “You do understand that, don’t you?”

  “Yes. But she will be, won’t she?”

  “Yes!” he yelled. “Yes, she blinking will!”

  And he sang again.

  “Have to get on with that blinking house now, eh?” he said. “I know! We can have 27 and 53 tonight, eh?”

  “27 and 53,” I said. “Sweetest of nectars!”

  “Sweetest of necta
rs! I like that. Sweetest of blinking nectars!”

  Chapter 42

  IT WAS LONG AFTER DUSK WHEN Mina and I went out with the remnants of 27 and 53 and a bottle of brown ale in a paper bag. The lights were on in the streets, the air was cold, and the sky was glittering with stars. Our breath curled in long white plumes around us. I told Mina about Mum’s dream as we walked.

  “Extraordinary,” she whispered.

  She smiled and said it showed that he’d always be there, whenever we might need him. But we knew we wanted to see him and touch him again.

  In the lane, we found Whisper at our heels.

  “Bad boy,” she said, leaning down to stroke him.

  She laughed.

  “All day long the fledglings got stronger and braver. They fluttered up into the middle of the hedge where they couldn’t be caught. All day long they were getting worms, worms, worms, and when we let him out, this one just sat grumpy and frustrated on the step beside us.”

  She stroked him again.

  “Horrible little savage,” she said, and he purred and pressed against her.

  We went through the DANGER door expecting nothing. The house was still and silent. The attic was empty. No owls. No Skellig. On the windowsill we found a dead mouse, a bit of bacon rind, a little mound of dead black beetles.

  We sat on the floor against the wall and stared out toward the endless stars.

  “I really think she’ll be all right now,” I said.

  Mina smiled and Whisper purred.

  “Feel my heart,” I said.

  She put her hand on my chest.

  “Can you feel it?” I said. “Her heart beating right in there beside my own?”

  She concentrated.

  “I’m not sure, Michael,” she said.

  “Try again. Concentrate. It’s like touching and listening and imagining all at the same time. It’s something far off and tiny, like blackbird chicks cheeping in a nest.”

  She closed her eyes and felt again.

  She smiled.

  “Yes,” she whispered. “Yes, there it is. There and there and there.”

  “The baby’s heart,” I said. “It won’t stop now.”

  “It won’t stop now.”

  She started singing her William Blake song.

  “The sun descending in the west.

  The evening star does shine …”

  I joined in with her.

  “The birds are silent in their nest

  And I must seek for mine …”

  “See?” she said. “I said we’d get you singing.”

  The night deepened and we knew we’d have to go home soon.

  “I could sleep here,” she said. “Just like this. And be happy forever.”

  I sighed.

  “But we have to go.”

  We didn’t move.

  And then there was a sudden rustling in the air outside, the stars were blocked out, the window creaked, and there he was, climbing in through the arched frame. He didn’t see us. He crouched on the floor, gasping for breath. His wings slowly settled on his back.

  “Skellig,” I hissed.

  He turned his moon-pale face toward us.

  “Michael. Mina,” he said. His voice was shallow, thin, strained, but a smile was forming on his face.

  I held out the paper bag.

  “We brought you this, Skellig. 27 and 53.”

  “Ha!”

  I opened the bag and we took it to him. We knelt at his side. He hooked his long curved finger into the food, lifted out a string of sauce and pork and bean sprouts. He licked it from his finger with his long pale tongue.

  “Sweetest of nectars,” he whispered. “Food of the blinking gods.”

  “And this,” I said.

  I snapped the top off the bottle and he let me trickle the beer into his open mouth.

  “Thought it was cold mice for supper and I come home to a banquet.”

  He ate again, sighed with contentment.

  “Pair of angels,” he said. “That’s what you are.”

  We watched him eat and drink, saw him gathering his strength.

  “You went to my sister,” I said.

  He laughed.

  “Hm! Pretty little thing.”

  “You made her strong.”

  “That one’s glittering with life. Heart like fire. It was her that gave the strength to me.”

  He sipped at the beer again.

  “But worn out now,” he said. “Exhausted.”

  Then he reached out and touched Mina’s face, then mine.

  “But I’m getting strong, thanks to the angels and the owls.”

  He put the food and drink aside and leaned against the wall.

  We sat in a tiny circle, the three of us, and for minutes we just watched each other and smiled.

  “You’re going away,” I said at last.

  He closed his eyes and nodded.

  “Where will you go?” I said.

  He shrugged, pointed out to the sky.

  “Somewhere,” he said.

  I touched his dry, cold hand.

  “What are you?” I whispered.

  He shrugged again.

  “Something,” he said. “Something like you, something like a beast, something like a bird, something like an angel.” He laughed. “Something like that.”

  He smiled.

  “Let’s stand up,” he said.

  We made our circle and we held each other tight. We looked deep into each other’s eyes. We began to turn. Our hearts and breath were together. We turned and turned until the ghostly wings rose from Mina’s back and mine, until we felt ourselves being raised, until we seemed to turn and dance in the empty air.

  And then it ended and we came to earth again.

  “We’ll remember forever,” said Mina.

  Skellig leaned forward and hugged us both.

  He licked a drop of red sauce from his lips.

  “Thank you for 27 and 53,” he said. “Thank you for giving me my life again. Now you have to go home.”

  We watched him as we walked toward the door and as we pulled it open. We peered through as we slowly pulled it closed. He gazed back at us with his tender eyes. Then we went silently down through the house and we stepped out with Whisper into the astounding night.

  Chapter 43

  I WAS BRILLIANT AT SCHOOL NEXT day. Nobody could get the ball away from me. I did body swerves and dribbles and flicks. I skipped over tackles, back-heeled the ball to my teammates, scored with diving headers and with long shots curled into the corners of the net.

  After the bell rang and we were trailing back to the school across the field, Leakey ran after me.

  “Lucky dog,” he said. “You’ll never play like that again.”

  I laughed.

  “Luck? What about this, then?”

  I dropped the ball and dribbled it round him. I flicked it between his legs and ran on with it. Then he got me with a thumping tackle into the back of my legs that sent us both sprawling.

  “Foul!” I shouted. “Foul!”

  We started wrestling, rolling over and over on the grass. He was bigger than me and he pinned me down, sat over me, pressed my shoulders into the ground.

  He was grinning.

  “Say it again,” he said.

  “Foul! Bloody foul!”

  He lifted his fist like he was going to smash me in the face but then he just laughed and flopped down and lay beside me.

  “Bloody hell,” he said. “You were brilliant.”

  We lay there laughing; then Mrs. Dando started yelling.

  “Get in, you two! You’re going to be late!”

  We walked together toward school.

  “It’s like you’ve been miles and miles away,” he said.

  “I know,” I said.

  “Would you tell me about it?” he said.

  We paused and I looked at him and I knew he really wanted to know.

  “Someday I’ll tell you everything,” I said.

&n
bsp; We saw Coot in the school doorway waiting for us.

  “Might even tell that crazy nut,” I said. “If I think he might believe it.”

  Then Mrs. Dando was yelling again.

  “Come on, you two! Come on! Get in!”

  Chapter 44

  THAT EVENING AND THE EVENINGS that followed, I helped Dad in the house. I mixed wallpaper paste for him and carefully painted door frames and window frames with him. We went to see Mum and the baby in the hospital. The baby soon came out of her long sleep and she got stronger and stronger. They took the wires and tubes out of her and they switched off the machine. The bandages on her chest were smaller and smaller. Every evening she sat in my lap, twisting and turning and gurgling. She learned how to stick out her tongue at us, and her mouth and eyes started to smile.

  “Look at her,” we’d say. “Little devil.”

  And Mum would laugh and say, “Watch out. We’re coming home soon.”

  I used to look for Dr. MacNabola, but I never saw him again.

  We had lots of Chinese take-out. Dad winked and said we had to keep it quiet or Mum would have us on salad for a month. I poked his stomach.

  “Mightn’t be a bad idea, Fatso.”

  “You don’t want them, then?” he said. “No more 27 and 53, then?”

  “That’s right, Fatso,” I said. “I’ll have … 19 and 42 instead.”

  “Ha! A bit of imagination, eh?”

  After we’d eaten, I’d go to Mina’s. We drew and painted on her kitchen table. We read William Blake and we wrote stories about adventures in old houses and journeys to far-off imaginary places.

  Each evening, Mina used to ask, “When’s she coming home, Michael? I can hardly wait. I haven’t even seen her yet.”

  We went one more time to the attic before the baby came home. The sun was still shining. It hung low and red and huge over the city.

  The attic was empty and silent. She pointed to the heap of owl pellets beneath the nest.

  “Don’t go near,” she said. “They’ll defend their chicks to the death.”

  We stood at the center, remembering Skellig.

  “Someone else might find him now,” said Mina.