So Hot MC Boxset

by Blair Grey

Rubbing his palms together, Joey nodded. “How about a snort? I’ve heard some great things about the coke around here. Your Wicked Warlocks have come up with a blend to beat all blends is what I’ve heard.” His golden eyes found mine. “You should have some too. I think it will make our spark that much brighter when we get down to it, baby.” Pulling his robe open, revealing the solid lump in his board shorts, he moaned quietly. “Not that I need much help in this department, but what would it hurt to have some?”

  I can’t do this.

  Blinking as Vera brought a glass tray with white lines on it to Joey, I wondered if I’d said that out loud. I needed to say the words out loud. I needed everyone in the room to know that I could not do this. Not with Joey. Not with anyone.

  I belong to someone now.

  I’d never had a relationship since I’d left Camden. I had never had to deal with being in love with someone and still do what I’d been doing. And now it seemed that I couldn’t have sex with someone other than Ryder. Even though I’d fought with him about it, I couldn’t seem to make myself do it.

  After Joey had taken a couple of lines, he jerked his head toward me. “Her now.”

  Holding up my hand, I wasn’t about to take any drugs. I’d fought too hard to get off of them after the first year of working for the MC. “No thank you.” Grabbing Mark by his arm, I pulled him away with me, hiding behind a fake palm tree. “I can’t do this. Not the actual penetration. We’re going to need to fake it. You can use some old footage to make it look real.”

  “Are you having female issues?” He checked his watch as if that would tell him if I was due for a female issue at that exact time.

  “Sort of, yes.” It was something of that nature. I’d stumbled into a relationship from long ago. It had ignited my hormones in a way that nothing else ever had. I could only allow that one man to enter my – now sacred – domain. “I’ve got a boyfriend.”

  Quizzically, he eyed me. “Since yesterday? How serious is this relationship, Diamond? I mean – how serious can less than twenty-four hours be?”

  “Pretty damn serious.” Even I had no idea that it had gotten so serious. But my moral compass was spinning out of control and all signs pointed to Ryder and I having a pretty substantial relationship. “It’s years old.”

  Crossing his arms over his narrow chest, he cocked his head at me. He didn’t have to say, ‘What the fuck you talking ‘bout, girl?’ His body said it for him.

  “He and I were high school sweethearts. And last night was the first time we’ve ever had sex.” I thought better about it and corrected myself, “Made love. He and I made love. Actual love, Mark. You can’t ask me to do this. Especially a beach scene. That’s where we did it. Last night. Under the moon and stars. Right there on the beach. We made love for the first time ever. You can’t ask me to do the same thing with Joey now. It wouldn’t be right. I need time.”

  “You sure do.” Waving over someone, I saw Gigi coming toward us. She had on a cute little red bikini. “Drop the robe, Diamond.”

  Instinctively, I did as he’d said to. My white bikini sparkled with tiny rhinestones. And when Gigi came up beside me, Mark nodded. “Yes, you two will look great together, playing on the beach. We can start there today. I was going to do that anyway. See, you can get yourself all revved up with Gigi here. Then we’ll send in the lifeguard, Joey. And you’ll be all keyed up and ready for him then. Not to worry, Diamond, I’m a pro at this. I can make you forget about this new or old boyfriend before you get to work for me. Whatever your personal business is, this isn’t the place for it.”

  “But I.” I didn’t want to do anything with anyone – other than Ryder. And I didn’t want to be videoed doing anything with him.

  Gigi put her small hand on my shoulder. “I’ve got a boyfriend too, Diamond. We’ll get through this together.”

  Joey took a seat in the tall chair next to Mark’s. “You’re making me hot already, Diamond. One-upping this new boy of yours is pushing my competition button in all the right ways. You two play while I watch. Then I’ll come in and finish what she starts inside of you.”

  Normally, that would’ve gotten me hot. But this time it just made my stomach do flips. And when Vera came to Gigi with the tray of coke, I watched the girl I’d soon be acting with taking a long line, inhaling it through her nose, then wiping away the remainder as she grinned. “You should totes have some. It makes things so unreal. But in a good way.”

  “Nah.” Nothing was going to make me get into it. Not now. Not ever.

  Mark gave us the rundown of the scene he wanted us to do as my mind wandered to where Ryder was at that exact moment. And then I thought about what I would do if the shoe were on the other foot and it was me who was outside the door while Ryder was inside, screwing some other woman.

  What I found was a deep sense of wrong. “I can’t do this.”

  Mark looked at Max. “Fix her. You’ve got five minutes.”

  Max took me by the arm, tugging me to a remote corner. “What’s gotten into you?” He rubbed his thick brow. “Wait. Don’t answer that. I know what’s gotten into you. Let me ask you this instead. Do you like the place you currently live?”

  “I do.” Fidgeting with the string on my bikini bottoms, I huffed.

  “Do you like the money that is hidden underneath the mattress in your penthouse?”

  My bank account was full. That’s how they paid me. Money was put underneath my mattress. For as long as I’d worked for the MC, my mattress had always stayed full of cash. “I do.”

  “And lastly, have you discussed not wanting to be a part of this production company with our boss prior to coming to this set?”

  “No, I have not.” I knew that if I ever wanted out, that I was to talk to Moretti first. “So, I’ll get dressed and go see him now.”

  His meaty paw on my shoulder stopped me from doing that. “You will do no such thing. You will do what the director is asking you to do. If you wish to end your career with us, then you will make an appointment with our boss to speak with him. And until I am given the word to let you go, you will do what you’ve been paid in advance to do.”

  “What if I leave here without taking any of the money that’s hidden in my mattress?” Ryder had said that he would take care of me. I had to assume that his offer still stood. Not that I’d seen me taking it or even wanting to. But now that I was in the eye of the tiger – the tiger being Joey – I knew that I didn’t want to do this anymore. Taking Ryder’s offer was about all I could do.

  “Again, you must speak to the boss first about that. I can’t speak for him and you know this, Miss Diamond. So, go play with the other beach-bunny. Then do whatever else you are told to do. After that, you can see about making an appointment with the boss.”

  Gigi and Joey pawed at each other as the drug had already gotten to them. She wiggled her finger at me. “Come on, Diamond, let’s play.”

  Trying to flip the switch in my head to pornstar, I headed toward the set. “Let’s play,”

  Mark’s smile was evidence of my betrayal to myself. “Good. Now I want you two to wrestle in the sand. Then Gigi will pin you down on your back and you two will start kissing and making out. Touch each other’s boobs and Gigi, I want you to dry-hump Diamond. She needs to seem irresistible. Got it?”

  Gigi’s hand already ran over her bikini covered tits, making the nipples poke out of the thin material. “She is irresistible so that won’t be an issue for me.”

  Taking a seat on the soft sand, I took a deep breath. This is all just pretend. None of this is real.

  I hadn’t had to tell myself that since the first few months I’d begun doing this sort of thing. I’d learned how to let myself slip away while doing things I’d never done before. But I hadn’t had someone in my life before. Now that I did, I knew things would be harder than they had in the beginning.

  Gigi walked to stand in front of me with her hands on her knees. Mark made his first direction, “Okay, Diamond, on your knees. She�
��s going to come at you then you will fall onto your back. Let her pin you down. Then, Gigi, you’ll kiss her hard and demanding. You want her and you’re not going to accept anything but her complete submission.”

  I never quite understood what my character’s personality was. She seemed strong at times and knew what she wanted. Other times, she was as meek as a mouse and everyone got what they wanted from her without her getting anything in return. Seemed this movie would be heading in that direction. “So, I’m getting fucked all the way around in today’s scenes?”

  Joey grinned. “You say that like it’s a bad thing. You’re getting fucked by me. And having little Gigi get you ready doesn’t sound bad at all to me.”

  Yeah, well you don’t have a hot boyfriend who you might lose for doing this, Joey!

  Mark wasn’t waiting on me any longer. “Action!”

  Gigi came at me with a snarl on her lips, but a playful gait as she tackled me. “Gotchya!”

  Mustering a weak giggle, I tried to get into it but seeing Joey on the sidelines made me apprehensive. While this was silly and didn’t matter much at all, being with Joey wouldn’t be this way at all.

  How well I knew how giggling and playing around could turn quickly into heated and rough sex. Not only would Ryder not approve, suddenly I didn’t either. And that made me mad. Mad at Ryder. Mad at myself. And most of all – mad at Moretti for making things have to be this way.

  With all that anger, the way I wanted it to come across didn’t happen at all. Instead, Gigi knocked me back, then kissed me hard – as Mark had instructed her to. But when I pushed her, tried to move my mouth away from hers, and even pulled my knee up to get it under her to push her off of me, she took it all wrong.

  Gigi thought I was wrestling with her, trying to make it rough for the cameras. So, she moved her body between my legs as I’d pulled my knee up. Grinding on me, she grabbed my hands off her shoulders, pinning them above my head. Her tongue pushed through my lips, quickly dominating mine as she pushed hers to the furthest reaches of my mouth.

  The worst part of the whole thing was that the thin material of our barely-there bathing suits made the grinding she was doing feel awesome. Almost cunt on cunt action. The rough way she handled me had the ties of my bottoms coming undone. Then I felt hers come undone too and then it was skin on skin, clits moving back and forth on one another.

  Being only human, I couldn’t help myself. Arching up to her, I moaned as she moved in a way that made my pussy throb. Soaked and needing more, my mind moved to the state it went to every time I performed a sex act with someone.

  Being used to close cameras and the people who ran them, I felt the tell-tell signs that one of them was getting the rubbing cunt action, best they could. But Mark wanted more. “Kiss your way down her body, Gigi. Then tear into that ripe pussy.”

  Doing as he’d said to, her mouth left mine. My body shook, shivered, and quaked as she kissed her way down my body. Watching her moving down, I panted with excitement, anticipating the touch of her hot mouth on my aching cunt.

  Shit, I’m going to do this! I’m going to do the whole thing!

  “Hey,” I heard a man’s voice say and turned to find Joey grinning at me. “Look at me while she makes you come.”

  Nodding, I’d lost myself then. I wasn’t Janeen Smithers anymore. I was Diamond Desire. And I am a pornstar.

  Chapter Thirteen

  Ryder

  I’d walked away from the door Janeen had told me not to follow her through. Halfway down the hallway, I decided that I wasn’t the type of man who let a woman tell him what to do.

  Janeen needed me to stand up for her. I could see that even if she couldn’t. And right now, she was about to put her body into a position that might end us. I knew that I couldn’t take her letting some other men screw her brains out. It would be the end of us. And we’d barely gotten started.

  I’d never had a relationship go this rocky this quickly. But I had high hopes that once we got this porn shit out of the way, we would find our happily ever after. Or at least a happy for now scenario.

  Before I got back to where she and I had parted ways only minutes earlier, I saw a man wearing a black, silk robe going into the room where my woman was. He’s got to be the costar.

  Tall, hot, muscular, he was exactly what any woman watching porn would want to imagine was fucking her, instead of the women in the movie he was actually fucking. And that woman would be mine. And I couldn’t have that at all.

  “Hi there,” I heard a high voice say from behind me. “You look a little lost. Can I help you find where you’re going?” She giggled as I turned around to face her. “Oh, a biker.” Scanning my leather-clad body, she ran her hands over her pink robe.

  Is that all anyone wears up here?

  Seeing that the woman was oblivious to who I was, I had an idea that she might be able to get me into the room I needed to be in. “Do you know where they’re filming Diamond Does Delaware?”

  “You’re getting warmer.” She pointed to the door with the sign that said the title of the movie right on it. “See?”

  Acting like I hadn’t seen the sign at all, I looked over my shoulder at it. “Oh, there it is.” I figured with all the male pornstars around the place, she had to be used to idiot men. “Silly me.”

  Her eyes lit up. “You in this one?” The way her entire body wiggled told me that the idea excited her. “I wonder if you’re meant for me. I know Joey is for Diamond. You’ve gotta be for me!” Rubbing her hands together, she sized me up. “I cannot wait. How many movies have you done?”

  Not ready to lie, I shook my head. “First one.”

  “What?” Now her excitement couldn’t be contained as she jumped up and down, her tiny tits bouncing just a bit as she did so. “I get to be your porno-virgin!”

  “Not sure it’s you I’m supposed to be with.” I didn’t want her getting her hopes up that she and I would be doing the horizontal mambo. “What’s this movie about anyway?”

  “Oh, I’m sure it’s all about Diamond getting screwed all over Delaware. This scene is a beach scene. It should be fun. Don’t you think?” she asked with a smile. “I love sex on the beach. Don’t you?”

  I did.

  “So, a beach scene.” The urge to break down the door and grab my girl then run away with her almost overwhelmed me. But I needed to get inside without having security throw me out before I got a chance to grab Janeen. “Yeah, I like sex on the beach.”

  Reaching out, she ran her hand down the sleeve of my leather jacket. “So, this is new. Never had a scene with a man all dressed before. Were you a stripper before this?” She arched one perfect brow. “I’m Candy Cane. And you are?”

  “I was not a stripper and the name is Ryder.” I had no idea how to come up with a porn name.

  “I like it. Ryder.” She undulated sexily. “Like you’re fun to ride. And you like to ride girls. How about guys? Are you a guy and girl rider? Mark loves bisexuals – especially men. He’s such a flirt with them too. So you should be prepared for him to get handsy with you if you’re into men too.”

  “You’ve got male actors here who go both ways?” I didn’t think women would find that sexy at all. And I knew men wouldn’t.

  “A few, yeah.” Putting her hand on her chin, she looked me right in the eyes. “No, you’re not a man’s man. I can see that now. That’s okay. Mark has Joey here today. Joey is what I like to call a man who likes having sex with everyone. He’s a master at orgy scenes.”

  “And he’s the other star of this movie?” I asked just to be sure. “He’s playing opposite of Diamond, right?” If the guy was gay, then I probably didn’t have much to worry about.

  “He’s the other star, yes. And he is hung! The man is like a God when it comes to sex. He can move in ways that defy gravity. And when he makes a woman come, it’s explosive.” She gasped with some memory. “This one time, I was on set watching him with another actress and he ate her out until she came, and cum shot out of
her, going clear across the room. It was insane.”

  “Clear across the room, huh?” I hadn’t ever made a woman do that before. But I could try to make that happen for Janeen. If she would stop screwing other men. “I’m assuming that doesn’t often happen.”

  “You are assuming correctly. It’s never happened to me before.” Placing her hand on my jaw, she squinted. “But you’ve got a strong jaw. Is your tongue as muscular as the rest of your body looks to be? I mean, we could totes be scene stealers if you could make me do that. Mark is always starting things off with oral sex. It’s a huge possibility that our first scene will involve that.”

  All this talk about her and I having sex didn’t sit right with me. Honesty bubbled up inside of me. I had to get into that room before it popped out of my mouth. “Maybe we should get in there to see what he has in store for us.” Plus, I wanted Janeen to see me. If she saw me, I was almost positive that she wouldn’t go through with things.

  I knew that I’d walked in on her life unexpectedly. But she’d done the same to mine. We had another shot at love. We’d found it before. Left it on the sidelines so we could go find our paths in life. She’d gone down the wrong one though. And if I was to get her off of it, I would need to get to her before she took the worst part of the path.

  Now that she knew I wanted her and would take care of her, she had to make changes. Now that she knew she would have me to depend on while she got her real career going, she had to stop doing porn. Having sex with other people has to stop!

  “You’re right.” Candy moved past me to get to the door. “Vera will have the coke and alcohol ready if you need some to help you get ready. The coke the MC gives us is out of this world. You get a mixture of great feelings and emotions. It’s the best cocktail I’ve ever tried.”

  And then I was reminded of why I was really there. “And how does it do all that?”

  “I have no clue. I just love taking it. Everyone does.” She put her hand on the doorknob.

  But I had to stop her. “Does Diamond do it too?” I figured she did if everyone else did.