Play With Me

by Patricia Logan

  Luca felt his cock grow hard inside his board shorts and judging by the way Kane rubbed against him, he was in much the same condition. He kissed Luca until he was nearly breathless and when he finally pulled back, his eyes were blazing with lust. They’d darkened from their natural blue to a deep gray in the low light of Kane’s room. He smiled crookedly at Luca and then slowly lowered himself to his knees, running the palms of his hands down Luca’s body from his chest to his stomach and then down his thighs until he was in position. Luca’s gaze never left Kane’s as he sucked in a breath, anticipating where this encounter was going.

  Kane wound his fingers into Luca’s board shorts, pulling the string at the front to loosen them, and then slowly pulled them down to his ankles as he finally broke their gaze and looked down. Luca’s cock was hanging fully hard as Kane leaned in and licked the tip. Luca gasped as Kane reached up and took hold of the shaft, ducking his head so he could lick a wet line from the underside of his cock down to his balls. When he got there, he took them into his mouth.

  Damn.

  For someone who’d never taken another man to bed, Kane Delancey was a quick study. He was trying his best to suck both balls at once, concentrating on the most sensitive area of Luca’s body, using his tongue to roll them in his mouth as he slowly stroked his dick. Luca was utterly weak in the knees. He had his hands in Kane’s hair as he concentrated on one soft ball and then the other. Luca loved what he was doing—Kane had set out to tease him until he couldn’t breathe because that’s exactly what he was doing.

  “Jesus, Kane, you’re so good at that,” Luca said. He bit his lower lip and concentrated not only on the sensations Kane was sending through his body like electricity, but the very fact that he was trying his best to drive him out of his fucking mind. It was working. Luca he knew wasn’t going to be able to take much more. He would simply die if Kane didn’t let up soon. When Kane finally let his balls slip out of his mouth, he didn’t wait for Luca to make a sound. He held his gaze as he slowly slid his mouth over the head of his cock using his lips to pull the foreskin back as he slid onto his weeping dick.

  Luca never would understand how Kane could be so adept around an uncircumcised man, having slept with no other man before. He was circumcised himself, so Luca wondered how Kane could be so comfortable giving head to him. It had to be something to do with the depth of feelings he had. Then again, Kane wasn’t in love with Luca so how did that really work? Some of Luca’s past lovers had avoided giving him head but the big man kneeling between his legs seemed to have absolutely no problem with it. In fact, he seemed to love it. Kane teased at the slit with his tongue and then slid slowly onto him, seeming to test how much he could swallow before pulling back with strong suction. Luca was going out of his mind and he began to cant his hips, rocking back and forth as he fucked Kane’s mouth.

  “Kane!” Luca gasped. “If you don’t stop, you’re going to get a mouthful and I don’t know if you’re ready for that.”

  Kane slowly slid off and smiled up at him. His lips were red and swollen and wet. “Get your clothes off before I rip that stupid shirt right off you!” He growled, getting to his feet.

  Luca laughed as he stepped out of his shorts and bent to pull off his socks. He lifted the T-shirt over his head, momentarily blocking out the sight of Kane doing the same thing. As he threw the shirt toward a chair, he turned his back on Kane and bent to pull back his comforter and sheets. He didn’t expect to be tackled from behind so when Kane’s huge hot body flattened him on the bed, Luca let out a breathless grunt. Kane growled into Luca’s ear.

  “I love your ass, baby.” He punctuated his words with a tight squeeze on each globe and a little nip on the lobe of his ear before rolling away. Luca chuckled and slid back off the side of the bed to finish pulling the covers down. Kane complied by yanking on his side and then reached for him. “Get over here, right now!”

  Luca climbed back onto the bed and crawled over to him. Kane was lying on his back with his hand wrapped around his massive shaft. Luca straddled him and leaned down, gripping both of Kane’s hairy pecs in his hands. He stroked over his nipples with the palms of his hands drawing a sexy gasp out of him and then scooted lower on his thighs so he could reach the nubs with his mouth. Every flick of his tongue over Kane’s nipples seemed to make the man gasp and rock his hips. His leaking cock brushed Luca’s belly, leaving wet trails but he was in the zone, his eyes closed, his breathing evenly paced, paying close attention to teasing each nipple until it was tight and wet. He sucked and tugged on them gently with his teeth, making Kane gasp until he finally grabbed Luca’s hair and pulled him off. Luca sat up, utterly proud of himself when he noticed the high color in Kane’s cheeks and the way he panted.

  “Get a condom,” Kane said, his voice as rough as gravel.

  Luca watched him grab the base of his cock and hold it tightly as he moved to the bedside table which Luca had long ago named the drawer of doom since it contained not only a box of condoms and several bottles of lube, but the biggest silicone fist he’d ever seen. The sheer number of toys there made Luca wonder what the man had been thinking when he’d purchased them. As he reached for his favorite lube, he spotted something that he might just put to good use.

  Luca returned to where Kane lay, stretched out like a Greek god on the bed, holding a string of unused anal beads in his hand. He held them up and grinned, yanking the tag off them and tossing it aside.

  Kane grinned. “Since I plan on being inside you in a minute, there won’t be any room for those. They are a moot point.”

  Luca chuckled. “They’re not for me, Kane.”

  Kane’s eyes widened and he began shaking his head. “I didn’t buy them for myself, Luca. I had you in mind.”

  Luca batted his eyelashes at him. “I don’t know if you know this but ninety percent of gay men identify themselves as either versatile or bottoms. Only ten percent are true tops in every sense of the word. I think… you need to try these. You’ve watched gay porn. You admitted it.”

  Kane nodded. “True but using your statistics, that makes me a true top.”

  “Then you know how prostate massage works. If you trust me…”

  “I trust you, Luca. I just never… I could never…” He let his words trail off as Luca held up the string of small balls again.

  “Will you just try? I swear I will be gentle and if you don’t like it, you’ll tell me and I’ll stop that instant.” He leaned over and took Kane’s mouth, kissing him passionately. Kane groaned into his mouth and chased his lips as he pulled back, letting out the sexiest groan.

  Kane sighed. “Fine… but… you’ll stop if I tell you?”

  Luca nodded, making a little x over his heart. “I swear. I’ll put them in one at a time and then you can fuck me. Why let all the fun toys go to waste?”

  Kane laughed. “Okay.”

  “Good, roll over and get on your hands and knees. I’ll make this so good for you, you will thank me.” Luca watched as Kane slowly sat up and rolled over. The look of trepidation on his expression only served to remind Luca that this had to go well, or he’d never be able to try this or anything like it again. When Kane was in position, Luca grabbed both ass cheeks, feeling them tense for a second before he leaned down and licked a long line from Kane’s large balls to his taint, hovering over his hole. As he slid his tongue around the rim, Kane let out a gasp. He lifted his head.

  “Relax. I promise you’ll like this.” Luca didn’t wait for an answer before lowering his head and resuming the rimming he’d intended. He licked around Kane’s hole and then stuck his pointed tongue inside. As Kane groaned and tried to rock back into his face to force him to go deeper, Luca chuckled and complied. He worked on him for a minute or two and when Kane was moaning and humping air, Luca lifted his head again. He reached for the bottle of warming lube and squeezed some onto the string, making sure each bead was well-coated. He squeezed some onto his fingers and then placed them at Kane’s hole, massaging the tiny opening
where they’d eventually penetrate.

  “Luca,” Kane groaned. “I’m not… ahh!” he gasped as Luca slid the tip of one finger into his ass.

  “Relax, Kane. Trust me, okay?” Luca said. He put one hand on the small of Kane’s back and slid a second finger in. Kane grunted. “It’s only my fingers and the beads are even smaller. I’m just opening you a little so it doesn’t hurt.”

  Kane gasped as Luca twisted his fingers slowly inside him, sliding them deeper and searching out his gland. When he found it and brushed both fingertips over it, Kane cried out.

  “God! What’s that?” The pillow muffled his words but they brought a smile to Luca’s face.

  “You’ll see, my love. Just trust me.”

  “Yeah…,” seemed to be all Kane could say as Luca gave his prostate one slow stroke and then pulled his fingers free. Kane’s entire body was trembling and Luca lifted the beads, pressing the first one against his opening. The lube had warmed them somewhat but Luca concentrated on slowly rolling the bead around the rim, making Kane squirm. As he finally pushed the first ball through his tight opening, Kane grunted.

  “Breathe through it. I swear it will be worth it, Kane. I swear.” He felt Kane’s rib cage expand slowly as he inhaled a deep breath. When he blew it out, he pushed the second ball inside. Kane’s body resisted for a just the tiniest of moments before Luca heard him blow out a long breath. He took the opportunity and pushed the third ball inside. When Kane’s body jolted, he knew he’d hit the right spot.

  “Oh, God! Luca, please…” Kane reached for his cock and began to stroke it furiously. “Let me get inside you… please…”

  “We’re nearly there, love. Here’s one more. You can take this,” Luca encouraged. He slowly popped the fourth ball inside, watching Kane’s gorgeous hole swallow it up like a little mouth. Luca was very proud of him.

  “So full… oh, God… Luca, I’m so full…”

  If Kane’s words could possibly be any sexier, Luca didn’t know how. He pressed the fifth ball inside, instinctively knowing it would be the last.

  “That’s so perfect, Kane. You’re so perfect.”

  Kane groaned. “That’s it, baby,” he moaned, “I can’t take any more. Please let me fuck your gorgeous ass.”

  Luca relented. He’d only inserted some of the string but he figured they had lots of time to work up to Kane being able to take all of them. He moved away, leaving the rest of the beads to hang out of Kane’s ass in a decadent display. He moved until he was flat on his back and widened his legs for Kane. His lover moved slowly, probably afraid he’d break something as he shifted position, towering over him as he reached for the condom Luca had tossed onto the bed. Once he’d torn the package open and lubed himself up, he seemed as ready as ever.

  “You’re going to just leave them in there?” he asked hesitantly.

  Luca smiled and nodded. “I’ll pull them out as you climax, Kane. I promise to be gentle. It should extend your pleasure.”

  Kane shook his head. “I don’t even know how that would be possible,” he growled, pressing the tip of his wide head against Luca’s opening.

  Luca wished he didn’t have to cover his beautiful cock with the condom but until they had a conversation about it, he wasn’t going to push the issue, especially at this moment when Kane was already experiencing something new. He’d never gone bareback with anyone in his life but if… and only if… Kane decided to be his for the long run, he would mention the issue.

  Luca relaxed, taking Kane’s slow slide all the way inside his body with long breaths and focused relaxation. Their gazes remained locked together as Kane began to pull out. Luca noticed how his teeth were clenched and he realized that he was experiencing the incredible sensations of the anal beads in his ass. He couldn’t help but smile up at Kane’s beautiful face as he began to move a little faster; he was pushing in and pulling out, increasing the speed of his thrusts in gradual, measured increments. Luca watched as Kane’s jaw dropped as he began to pant. The way every muscle in his beautiful large body was taut with sweat breaking out on his skin as he continued his slow slide in and out of his body, he could feel that Kane was close.

  Luca reached behind Kane and took hold of the string, pulling it until was taut and Kane opened his eyes wide, sensing what was about to happen.

  “God, Luca. I’m so close, baby,” Kane moaned. He reached between them and took hold of Luca’s cock which had been leaking steady droplets of precome since he’d first seen the look in Kane’s expression as he pushed the beads inside.

  “Come on, Kane. Come for me, love. Come for me,” he whispered as Kane grunted.

  The moment Luca felt Kane’s breathing change, speeding up, Luca knew the time had come. He tugged on the string and a single bead popped free. Kane moaned, ramming into Luca. Luca tugged a second time and another bead slid free. That’s all it took. Kane howled, letting out a stuttering breath that he’d been holding as he began to come.

  Luca tugged and the beads popped free of his ass three more times as Kane lowered his face, burying it in Luca’s neck. He opened his mouth and bit down on that strong muscle running from Luca’s neck to his shoulder. Luca shuddered and came, shooting hot streamers onto Kane’s abdomen before dropping onto his own chest and stomach in sticky puddles. Luca could feel Kane shooting over and over into the condom buried so deeply in his body that he couldn’t help but wish that he were bare.

  When Kane finally collapsed over Luca, all he could do was wrap his arms around his big strong man and pant harshly into the side of his neck, the same way Kane was doing to him. Being with Kane, experiencing lovemaking probably for the first time in Luca’s life was something he couldn’t put into words or even quantify with obscure European poetry. He wished he could be Byron… just at this moment. He was in love with this big man who trusted him with his whole heart and body.

  Luca was in love.

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Kane dropped Luca off at home the next morning, lingering as he kissed him goodbye before he got out of the car.

  “You’re not going into work after the funeral, right?” he asked, watching storm clouds gather in Luca’s gray eyes.

  Luca shook his head and squeezed his hand. “No, Madeline is planning to have a small gathering at her apartment afterward and Stephen practically ordered me to take another day off once I told him about Thelma’s funeral.” Surprisingly, he smiled, looking pointedly at Kane. “Can you believe he’s actually going to the store to work behind the counter until I come back?”

  Kane smiled at him, hoping Luca could sense the fondness in his gaze. He reached up and gently brushed a wayward lock of hair out of Luca’s eyes. “That’s something I’d like to see, actually. I have no doubt your customers will get a kick out of it. It’s not every day you run into a millionaire store owner selling watches. He should have taken out advertising.”

  Luca chuckled. “I know, right? I wish I could be there to see it but I do have to say goodbye to Thelma and be there to support Madeline.”

  Kane wrapped his hand around Luca’s neck, running his fingers up into the short hairs there. He wished Luca would grow it longer. He loved pulling it, especially when they were in bed.

  “Of course you have to be there for Madeline, baby.” Kane leaned forward and angled his body just right, kissing Luca again, unconcerned that it was bright morning and they were currently double parked in front of Luca’s building where anyone could see them. Ever since Luca had allowed him back into his life, Kane hadn’t cared who saw them kissing. He just couldn’t be ashamed of being with a man as beautiful as the one in his arms. He felt unbelievably lucky that Luca had been willing to give him another chance.

  With each day that went by, Kane grew more comfortable in his own skin. Luca was brave and out and proud while Kane was still trying his best to wrap his head around the concept that he might be gay as well. He hoped that Luca would be patient about him taking time to become 100 percent comfortable with the relationship. A
t this point, it did feel like a relationship to him. They were certainly more than fuck buddies and Luca deserved more even if he didn’t realize it. Kane cupped Luca’s cheek, staring into his eyes as he pulled his mouth away, longing to drag him onto his lap the way he’d done in the parking lot of The Abbey.

  “You gonna be okay?”

  “Of course I am. Don’t worry about me. Go find Freddy’s killer, Kane. That’s the important thing right now.”

  “I expect I’ll be in the office all day, Luca. If you need me, call and I’ll come.”

  “Stop worrying about me.” Luca reached for his cheeks, holding both sides of his jaw as he stared deeply into his eyes. “I promise I’ll be fine. Corey is coming to the funeral with me. There will be lots of people with us.” He frowned a bit, cocking his head to the side as he often did when he was thinking hard about something. “You’re not worried about me, are you? I mean I’m not in some kind of danger or anything, right?”

  Kane was quick to shake his head. “Of course not. I just want to be where you are.”

  Luca smiled. “Do you even realize how much you’ve changed?”

  “If I have, it’s because of you. It’s always been because of you. I think you already know that and just want to hear me say it.” He smiled.

  “I like hearing it.” Luca grinned at him and Kane stared into those smoky gray-blue eyes that he knew almost as well as his own.

  “Remember what your tasseographer said. I am two men with a divided soul,” he said. His words came out like tires on gravel, thick with emotion.

  “I remember. He said something about dying of grief if you let it continue,” Luca said.

  “He said I was fighting the two men inside myself. He said I have already found my happiness and all I have to do is accept it.”

  “I remember,” Luca said, dropping his hands. Kane watched him bite his lip as if breathlessly waiting for Kane’s next words.