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The Women: A gripping psychological thriller

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by S. E. Lynes




  The Women

  A gripping psychological thriller

  S.E. Lynes

  Books by S.E. Lynes

  Mother

  The Pact

  The Proposal

  Valentina

  The Women

  Available in audio

  Mother (UK listeners | US listeners)

  The Pact (UK listeners | US listeners)

  The Proposal (UK listeners | US listeners)

  Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  The Pact

  Hear More from S.E. Lynes

  Books by S.E. Lynes

  A Letter from S.E. Lynes

  Mother

  Valentina

  The Proposal

  Acknowledgements

  For my sister, Jackie Ball, who fights not only for women but for human beings all around the world.

  As long as I live I will have control over my being.

  Artemisia Gentileschi

  One

  Rome, Italy, April 2018

  The light in Rome is like no other. Like yellow dust it falls over the restless queues that coil around the Colosseum, over the flaking ruins of the Forum, over the traffic cop who stands signalling in the middle of Piazza Venezia. It falls over the hordes on the Via del Corso, the tourists gasping at designer windows in the Via Condotti, over the pietoni on the Piazza di Spagna, the hand-laid cobbles hidden now beneath a thousand feet; other feet, bare, cool themselves in the fountains at the Piazza del Popolo.

  Only April, but my God, how hot it is today.

  There are ghosts too, ghosts everywhere, retracing their steps through the three-pronged fork of the old artists’ quarter: Via Margutta, Via Ripetta, Via del Babuino; the ghosts of Caravaggio, Michelangelo, Leonardo da Vinci, names that melt in the mouth like the ice cream at Bar San Crispino, served gravely by men in gloves to gastronomes who, sun on their faces, Trevi Fountain at their backs, knees sagging in ecstasy, giggle in disbelief at the taste-bud-defying gelato, licking creamy trickles from their cardboard cups, wiping with greedy fingers at their chins. Try mine! Taste this! It’s like you’re eating actual strawberries …

  The yellow light falls. Lands on lesser sights, lesser ruins, on the Santa Maria in Cosmedin church, where newly-weds Peter and Samantha Bridges and their baby, Emily, have taken their place in the chaotic queue. It is cooler here in the shade of the vaulted arches, beneath the towering minaret, where a human mass edges forward, fidgeting and twitching like children on a school trip.

  ‘So, the Mouth of Truth,’ Samantha reads from Peter’s tattered guidebook, once she’s sure he’s listening, ‘La Bocca della Verità, as it’s known locally, is a huge stone mask in the portico here, which is part of the Chiesa di Santa Maria in Cosmedin.’ She looks up, checks her bearings. The multilingual din all around and the damp heat of the baby against her back make it hard to concentrate.

  ‘The square we’re standing in now,’ she perseveres, as a group of twenty or so Chinese sightseers presses in behind, ‘is the Piazza della Verità. It’s the site of the ancient cattle market, the Forum Boarium.’ Her arms are flattened against her sides, the guidebook almost in her face. She can smell traffic fumes and cigarette smoke, feel Rome’s greasy black dust coating her nostrils. She glances at Peter to check that he’s still paying attention and sees a bead of sweat trickle down the right side of his face. He is overheating. Poor man.

  He nods briskly at her to continue. Coughs into his fist, wriggles the rucksack from his back and digs out the two-litre bottle of water.

  ‘The massive marble mask,’ she goes on, ‘is said to depict the face of the sea god Oceanus. Let’s see … ah, you’ll like this … historians aren’t sure what the original purpose was, but it was possibly used as a drain cover near the Temple of Hercules Victor, which had an oculus in the ceiling … that’s the round hole, isn’t it, like in the ceiling of the Pantheon?’

  Peter has the bottle pressed to his lips. The water chugs. His Adam’s apple bobs. The plastic implodes with a loud crack. She should keep going, lay the historical information on thick. With Peter, it’s all about the credentials.

  ‘It’s thought,’ she reads, ‘that cattle merchants used the mask as a drain cover for the blood of cattle sacrificed to the god Hercules.’ She imagines the blood. A bestial red flood, gallons of it, running thickly down into the mask’s open mouth. The memory she has had so often since giving birth to Emily flashes: helping her father pull a calf for the very first time – the hooves in the amnion, the viscera clotting in the hay, steam rising in the pre-dawn chill of the barn. Her father had patted the cow’s sweating flank, nodded at her as she licked her calf clean. She’ll take it from here, he had said in his thick Yorkshire accent. All the bull does is leave his seed. It’s the mothers that do the rest. She thinks of her own primitive shock as her baby writhed out of her, their shared animal state; the pain, the blood, the strange lowing sound she made.

  Peter is still glugging water. He has drunk almost a litre.

  ‘Save some for me,’ she says, one hand at her breast. ‘I need it for milk.’

  ‘I’m parched.’ Awkwardly he wedges the nearly empty bottle back in the rucksack. His forehead glistens. ‘Go on.’

  ‘That’s it really. In the seventeenth century, the mask was moved here. You put your hand in the mouth and legend has it that if you’re a truthful person, nothing happens. But if you’re a liar …’ She takes his hand, rubs the new wedding ring with the tip of her finger and fixes his deep brown eyes with hers. ‘If you’re a liar, darling – are you listening? – the mouth closes and takes your hand clean off.’

  The crowd surges, pushing them forward. Peter flushes an even deeper crimson. He coughs once again. Too much red at lunch. Too many home-made tortellini. And he shouldn’t have had the tiramisu.

  ‘Superstition,’ he almost wheezes. ‘Hocus-pocus.’

  ‘Of course. But it’s amazing how many people will make a pilgrimage on nothing more than that.’ She gestures to the jostling bodies around them, their latest iPhones, their selfie sticks, to the stout Italian woman immediately in front whose son is poking his sister in the back. ‘These people aren’t here for the history, are they? They basically want to put their hand inside the mouth and see if it closes, even though they know it won’t. Ninety-nine per cent of their mind knows it won’t. But it’s the one per cent that brings them here, isn’t it? That tiny, illogical sliver of doubt.’ She smiles up at him, but he doesn’t meet her eye. ‘Superstition’s like suspicion, I suppose, in that sense. A feeling you can’t put into words. A one per cent of something you don’t quite know.’

/>   The babbling rabble advances a pace, two. The tonal highs and lows of Mandarin quicken in the hot air. They are getting closer to the entrance, where two male officials stand sentry. Peter looks towards the square, where once cows were bought and sold and slaughtered. Blood gushing on the ground. Blood running thick into the stone mouth. Sacrifice.

  ‘We could go back to the apartment,’ he says, ‘if you think it’s nonsense.’

  ‘I didn’t say it was nonsense. I was talking about the power of superstition. Anyway, we’re here now.’

  He pulls at his collar, wrinkles his nose. ‘It’s just … it’s just so touristy. A bit naff, isn’t it?’

  ‘We’re tourists. Tourism is naff, essentially.’

  ‘Yes, but if we go back now, we could … take a nap.’ He raises an eyebrow but it doesn’t look convinced. Like a dodgy cheque; she’s not sure he can cash it.

  ‘You’ll be looking after Emily while I sleep, so I wouldn’t get too excited if I were you.’ She lifts her face to his, attempting with a peck on the lips to unravel her confusion: the urge to apologise still comes to her, but she knows she should not, that it is habit, nothing more. She and Peter are going to see this damn mouth if it’s the last thing they do. In their entire honeymoon, it’s the only sight she’s requested.

  ‘Giorgio!’ Immediately in front of them, the stout Italian woman smacks her annoying little boy over the back of the head. The boy bursts into tears. Mamma! is all Samantha can make out from the self-pitying wailing that follows. The boy is spoilt, she thinks. That’s why he behaves badly. Spoilt boys become selfish men.

  The woman and her children go ahead. Peter pays one of the guides, his expression begrudging, harassed. They step out of the shade. Heat comes at them as if from an open oven door. A hard Roman sun shines on a large stone disc. This is it: the mask, the mouth of truth. It is smaller than she has imagined when she has pictured them both here. The bearded face is monstrous, the eyes wide and staring, a deep fissure scarring the right eye. The mouth itself is a grotesque silent scream into the void. For a moment, she falters. But steels herself.

  Peter drains the water bottle, wipes his mouth with the back of his hand. He looks, more than anything, appalled, though his colour is still high. The gargoyle is disconcerting, she admits. But the urge to put her hand inside the mouth is almost overwhelming. At the same time, she imagines the mythical severance, the bloody stump of her own wrist, the horror on the faces of the crowd as she staggers, bleeding, onto the street.

  ‘A gargantuan gargoyle,’ says Peter, but his expression is preoccupied, possibly due to his thwarted amorous intentions. In darker moments such as this, their relationship feels to her like a constant effort to appease him: to keep him fed, watered, sexually satisfied, conversationally engaged. Soothed. Emily has slept for most of the day, which means that when they return to the flat, she will wake up. And Samantha, desperate for sleep, will be faced with two sets of demands. Peter and Emily. Two children, in a sense.

  They wander over to the monstrosity.

  ‘You first,’ she says, nodding towards the waiting mouth.

  ‘I don’t think I’ll bother.’ He coughs again; his hand flies to his chest.

  Samantha waits for him to recover. She wants him to watch her. He looks up finally, and, holding his beautiful brown gaze, she slowly, resolutely slides her hand into the cool marble hole. An involuntary shiver passes through her, a shiver born of the sudden chill of the stone, of ancient legend and something like triumph.

  Peter takes a photograph with his phone – if it’s possible to do this sarcastically, then that is how he does it.

  ‘There,’ she says, withdrawing her hand and wiggling her fingers at him. ‘I’m obviously incredibly truthful. Now you, Mr Grumpy. No getting out of it.’

  He glances towards the crowd, back to her. Frowns. Clears his throat.

  ‘Let’s go.’ His voice is thin, his breathing a little laboured. ‘I need some more water.’

  ‘Peter. Just put your hand in and let me take a photograph. It’ll take one second and it’s not like it’s really going to bite you, is it?’

  ‘It’s just not my cup of tea, all right? I don’t like these overt tourist traps. They make me feel used and … a bit grubby.’ He pushes the heel of his hand to his chest and wheezes, looks again towards the entrance. The only way out is through the church. He will have to force his way back through the queue.

  ‘Get over yourself, will you?’ Her patience is all but at an end. ‘I hardly have any photos of you from our honeymoon.’

  ‘You don’t need photos of me,’ he snaps, then opens his mouth wide, as if to loosen his jaw. He grips his shoulder, rotates his arm. His face is the colour of red wine. ‘I’m old and ugly.’

  ‘Don’t be silly. Haven’t you seen Roman Holiday? Come on! I just really wanted to do the Audrey Hepburn and Gregory Peck thing.’ She takes out her iPhone. ‘Please? Put your hand in.’

  ‘No.’

  The follicles of her hair lift. ‘It’s just a stupid drain cover, for God’s sake. Put your hand in, Peter.’

  ‘I didn’t get involved in art history to become a dumb sheep.’ He pushes his fingers through his thinning brown hair. Still he doesn’t look at her.

  ‘Peter.’ Her bottom lip stiffens. From the hovering throng comes a shush of voyeuristic curiosity. ‘Put your hand in. Put your hand in and I’ll take a photo and then we’ll go back to the flat. You’re being … vain and … stuffy and, I have to say, a bit foolish.’

  One of the guides calls something to them in Italian.

  ‘Momento,’ she calls back, holds up her hand.

  ‘Look.’ Peter takes a deep breath, continues in a stage whisper. ‘I’d feel exactly the same way if you asked me to ride a roller coaster or … or hire a gondola in Venice. It’s no better than putting your head through the slap-and-tickle comedy boards in seaside towns. I just don’t like this stuff. I don’t do this stuff. They fleece you for the privilege of lining up like a … like a chimp and doing what every single other human being has done before you. And meanwhile … meanwhile they’re laughing all the way to the bank. It’s humiliating. Come on, Sam. You’re an intelligent—’

  ‘Put your hand in the fucking mouth.’ They’re both stage-whispering now. They are both ridiculous. The people waiting will have heard her swear, but right now, she couldn’t give a—

  ‘You’re making a scene,’ he hisses. ‘You can’t bully me into it. Sam, this is beneath you. It’s beneath both of us.’

  ‘No one’s bullying you, Peter. No one’s bullied you in your entire life. I’ve trailed round after you our whole time here. I’ve listened to Caravaggio’s entire life story and your theories about everything from his homosexuality to the availability of paint pigments in the sixteenth bloody century. This is the only thing I’ve asked you to do, and yes, it’s because I saw it in Roman Holiday, and I know you don’t think that’s a valid reason, but it’s my reason. I mean, do you think you’ll actually lose your hand? Or is this because it was my suggestion, not yours?’

  From the doorway comes a murmur laced with delight: the honeymooners, having a fight, here, in public.

  ‘Signora?’ The guard stares at Samantha.

  Again, she holds up her hand. And then, glaring at her husband, ‘Peter.’

  Peter has taken a handkerchief out of his back pocket and is dabbing at his forehead. ‘For Christ’s sake, Sam, give it a rest. This really is beneath you. You’re an educated woman.’ An eruption of coughing. He holds the handkerchief to his mouth.

  She is about to reply with something flippant, an allusion to the fact that much of her education – albeit outside the classroom – has come from him, so many years her senior, but he turns away from her and staggers. Drops forward, hands to his knees, and gives a loud, rasping inhalation. The back of his shirt is soaked.

  ‘Peter?’

  He straightens but almost immediately lurches forward once more.

  ‘Peter?’
r />   He raises a hand, coughs into the other. Tourists chatter on long necks; there is the click of a dozen iPhones. One of the guards raises his arm at them.

  ‘Calma,’ he says. ‘Un po di calma.’

  Peter is lunging into the crowd, pushing through, his cough hacking, raw. Samantha runs after him. The guards stand back to let her pass; they shout and gesticulate at the tourists to make way, but still the people push in, bleating like dumb sheep.

  ‘Scusi,’ she hears Peter say. ‘Scusi. Scusi.’

  The raspberry-coloured bald patch at the back of his head zigzags a short distance away. He staggers up the steps, through the wide arched door of the church.

  ‘Peter,’ she calls out, almost slipping on the shiny tiled floor. ‘Peter!’

  He stops dead, as if he has heard her. With a great sucking sound, he clutches his shoulder, reels back and falls to his knees. She runs to him and she too drops down. In the backpack, Emily jolts against her shoulders.

  ‘Peter?’

  He collapses, his hands against the tiles, his chest against the tiles, his cheek now against the tiles. His mouth is slack, his eyes glassy, his forehead spritzed with perspiration. Shouts echo. Strangers are running, running towards her – from the altar, from the doorway.

 

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