Hardy 05 - Mercy Rule, The
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Hand in hand Sarah and Graham turned to walk down the hill. Sarah sighed. ‘There’s one thing I still don’t understand, even after all of this.’
‘What?’
‘All the paper, the notes, the names.’
‘What about them?’
‘Well, I must have made a hundred calls, maybe more, following up, checking addresses, trying to break the code. I reached maybe half a dozen people who remembered your father at all. And none of them were involved in fishing or baseball or gambling or anything else that related to anything. I just don’t get it. All those names Sal wrote down, all those numbers.’
They’d gotten back down to the parking lot, and Graham’s steps slowed, then came to a stop. Sarah waited.
‘It was everybody he ever knew. He didn’t want to forget.’ The wind gusted, stinging his eyes. ‘He thought if he wrote it all down…’ He stood motionless, overcome with emotion.
Sarah took a tentative step and put her arms up around him.
Sal sat at the kitchen table, writing furiously in the margins of the newspaper in front of him. One of the obituaries was Earl Willis, and the name had started a trail of connection. Sal had already been to see Finer and he knew what was coming. He wasn’t telling anybody what he knew. He wasn’t going to have anybody pity him, no, sir.
The kid who’d sat next to him in third grade was named Earl Willis. Was he the guy that had just died? A non-Catholic. Earl Willis, that was his name.
Sal remembered. Now who sat behind Earl? He had to remember, what was her name? Dorothy something, that was it. Blake. Dorothy Blake.
Closing his eyes, he tried to envision his old classroom — the map of the world tacked above the blackboard. Miss Gray! That was it. His teacher, Miss Gray. Now, how about his other teachers? He wasn’t going to forget those names. He was going to have them right here, written down, in case anybody asked, in case he forgot.
And his assistant coach on Graham’s Little League team — the Jaguars? Yep, Jaguars. Sal remembered the guy: smoked like a chimney, always had a cigarette tucked in his ear, a pack in the arm of his T-shirt. What was that name? He knew it. He knew he knew it, it just wasn’t coming, but he had that pad of paper by his bed in case it came to him tonight. He’d write it down then. No one would know that he was forgetting. He’d have it all right here.
But wait. What about the other kids on Graham’s team? He remembered the shortstop, Kenny Frazier, good glove no hit.
He was out of newspaper margin — Miss Gray, the other teachers, the Jaguars. But, aha! — here was a brown bag from the grocery store. He pulled it over, writing fast. His and Helen’s first phone number — the house on Taraval. He had to get that down.
But then the rest…
The rest of everything.
The afternoon sun poured in over him and he scribbled until the light was gone, thinking that if he wrote it all down —everybody and everything from the beginning — maybe he would be able to retrieve it all when he needed it. Maybe his life wouldn’t all go away.
Maybe he would live forever.
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