Diesel (Hellbound Lovers MC, #7)

by Crimson Syn

  “But you feel for him?”

  I nodded, not able to get the words out.

  “If you feel anything for him, then erase everything. Tell Daryl to keep his mouth shut and protect your man. Because if Calvaro finds out where he is, he’s going to kill him.”

  I stared at Diesel’s picture on the screen for a long moment. He looked so different, so clean cut in that picture. It was an image of who he was before all this pain. But I was falling in love with Jack Diesel not Jack Roma. I was falling for the man who’d lost everything and I wanted him to know I was willing to give him everything once again. I immediately deleted the file off my computer and texted Daryl letting him know to ignore everything he just researched.

  He sent me a message back saying, What are you talking about? What research?

  I smiled, knowing he had my back.

  Chas never took her eyes off me. “Hey.”

  I looked over at her and tilted my head. “What?”

  “If you love him, I think you should let him know.”

  I shook my head, fear suddenly threatening to consume me. Fear of not knowing if he wanted me as much as I did him. I wasn’t one to fall in love easily and this scared me. This was a feeling I didn’t know how to handle.

  “Go talk to him Cristiano. Don’t be stupid.”

  “I can’t confront him with this?”

  Chas came up to me and placed her hands on my shoulders. “I heard he’s leaving again. If you don’t confront him, then he’s going to leave without you and God knows when he’ll be back. You’ll never know what he feels for you if you don’t talk to him. Now go! And stop being such a pussy.”

  “Hey! I have a strong pussy, baby.”

  Chas smirked and rolled her eyes. “I’ve never seen you like this before. I know what it feels like. I can see it in your eyes. Just go to him.”

  I felt my eyes start to tear up and I got choked up. “What do I say? What if he doesn’t want me?”

  Chastity shrugged. “I doubt that’s the case after how I’ve seen the way he looks at you. But if he doesn’t want you then at least you have no regrets.”

  I quickly jumped out of my chair, grabbing my leather jacket as I ran out. Chastity was right, I needed to go after what I wanted before it left me. I had to admit, I was scared. But I guess being scared was okay, when you’re fighting for the one thing you love.

  6

  DIESEL

  “So you couldn’t get enough of me.”

  I opened the door to my apartment and found my sexy detective on the other side. She gave me a lopsided smirk and waltzed right in. I caught a whiff of her rose perfume as she passed by me and before she had any time to react I had her pinned against the hallway wall.

  “Did your pussy miss me, baby?”

  She struggled against me for a brief moment. “More like your cock missed me.” She lifted her hips to brush against my now erect shaft.

  “What are you doing here?” I whispered against her lips, not able to control myself.

  “I heard you were leaving?”

  “I am.”

  “Will you be back?”

  “I always come back?” I lightly brushed my lips against hers wanting her to shut up so I could kiss her.

  “Why do you have to leave?”

  “Just ‘cause.”

  “That’s not an answer, Agent Roma.”

  I froze, holding her there for a long moment before slowly taking a step back. I hadn’t heard my name in a long time. I stared at her and she quickly looked down, worry furrowing her eyebrow.

  “How did you find out?”

  “I’m a detective.”

  I backed away another step. “You checked up on me?”

  “I check up on everyone.”

  “You don’t trust me?” Pain gripped my chest and I replaced it with anger.

  “You don’t trust me!” She yelled out, her defenses suddenly up.

  Only Wolf and Gunner knew my name, they were the only ones I trusted. I had been hidden for so damn long, yet here comes this feisty firecracker to reveal my secrets and fuck with my life. I slammed my fist near her head and leaned in on her. The heat from her body penetrated my own and I was caught between strangling her and fucking her. I opted for the ladder.

  Grabbing her by the arm I dragged her to my bedroom.

  “Stop it, Diesel!” She tried pulling out of my grip, to no avail. “Where are you taking me!”

  I shoved her into the room and slammed the door shut behind me.

  She took two steps back and stared at me.

  “What are you doing?”

  “You want to know me? Who I am? First, let’s see if you can take what I am.”

  I took my white tank off and undid my belt. “Take everything off.”

  She shook her head. “No.”

  “Take everything off or I’ll take it off for you!”

  She stood her ground and my anger took over. The night before it had been about her, I was gentle and sweet because I wanted her to know that I could be that for her. But tonight…tonight I was going to take her anyway I wanted. I was going to make her mine once and for all.

  Coming toe to toe with her, I pushed her back, causing her to plop down onto the bed. I grabbed her calves and pulled her towards me. She struggled, but I pressed my weight on her forcing her to hold still. Her tank top had ridden up her torso, exposing her soft skin and I licked my lips, hungry for more.

  Taking her shirt I ripped it in half and she yelped as I tugged down the cups of her bra and captured the tip of her breast. She gasped as the sound of my sucking made her tense up. I did the same with her other tit and her eyes met mine as she shook her head, speechless. “Diesel.”

  The use of that name only urged me forward and made me angrier. I undid her jeans and roughly yanked them down. She tried to turn around but I held her down and pealed the material off her body. Red marks appeared on her thighs, but I was far beyond caring.

  “Goddamit Diesel!” She screamed and kicked as I turned her back around.

  I wedged myself between her thighs and quickly undid my zipper, letting my hard length out, letting the heavy weight of it land on her bare mound.

  She stopped moving as I moved my cock up and down her lips, teasing her. I smirked. “This is what you came for, isn’t it? This is what you want to know? How I fuck? How I take what’s mine?”

  She threw her head back and rolled her hips against me, moaning and quivering as I stroked her slick, hot center. I was slightly taken aback at how easily she gave herself to me. Forgetting my anger as she arched her back and closed her eyes.

  I leaned down and hovered over her. “Say it Gabriela.”

  She blinked, slowly looking up at me, her eyelids half closed in lust and her panting had now become whimpering.

  “Say it!”

  Her eyes narrowed and she wrapped her legs around me. “Fuck me, Jack!”

  I rammed my nine inches up to the hilt, finally penetrating her narrow crevice. I groaned as she took me in and I watched as she shook on my cock. Before she could even let out a scream, I pulled out and pushed into her again. She felt like fucking heaven and I didn’t want to stop until I had claimed her completely. Over and over, I pounded myself into her tight sheath, fucking her hard and deep, and loving how she became wild beneath me. Her moans turned into urgent screams of lust and her nails ran down my back as I took her. Our bodies were gleaming with sweat and our noises were guttural and animalistic.

  I wanted Gabriela. I wanted her to remember every inch of me, to thirst for me as I did for her. I gazed down at her slickened body and ran my hands up her soft skin, memorizing each slope of her figure, each contour. Her whimpers were sultry, erotic little sounds that had my cock swelling inside of her. I continued a hypnotic rhythm against her and as my fingers pinched her supple breasts, she bowed her body off the mattress and shook as her first orgasm crashed through her. Her tight pussy was squeezing me uncontrollably, causing hot waves to ripple along my sh
aft.

  I fastened my hands on her hips and slowed down my movements. Fucking her through her ecstasy until she slowly started to come down. She gently laid back onto the bed one hand gripping the pillow, the other biting onto her finger begging me not to stop.

  “You want me, Princess?” I asked her as I teased her hot entrance.

  “Mmhmm, Diesel!” She shouted my name as I ground myself into her.

  “Such a dirty girl!” I grunted as I forced myself to hold back.

  “More! Diesel, please!”

  I started to plunge in and out of her hard and fast. She cried out for me as I drove her to new heights. I gripped her waist and pulled her against me and suddenly her body tightened and she came again.

  I grabbed her by her shoulders and pressed my body fully against hers as I rotated my hips up into her.

  “I do what I want, sweetheart. And not you or anyone will stop me.” I glided out and then rammed into her again. I could feel her pussy quiver around me and I chuckled. “You like this. You get off on being taken, roughly.”

  “Jack.” She breathed, her eyes were closed.

  “Feel it, baby. Feel my cock sliding into you. Feel how much I want you. Feel how I make you mine.”

  “Yes. Yes.” She moved her head back and forth lost in the feelings I was inducing.

  I wanted my release, but I didn’t want to stop fucking her. She felt too good, too perfect, too fucking real. Fear suddenly gripped me and at the thought of losing her I started to stop my movements.

  She opened her eyes and looked up at me. “Wh…why did you stop? D-don’t stop?”

  She thrusted upwards, but I firmly held her hips down. I looked down at her questioning eyes and I shook my head slightly. With my free hand, I tenderly cupped her cheek.

  She ran her hands up and down my arms and pressed her hand over mine. “What is it?”

  “My name was Jack Roma. He was married to Isabel Roma and he wasn’t able to protect her. I’m no longer that man, Gabriela. The man who’s here, with you, that man’s name is Diesel, and I want you to call me that.”

  Her hand came up and rubbed my cheek. The soft touch in the midst of my roughness made my heart beat just a little faster. This woman was so much more than a pussy to sink my cock into. I wanted to own her, protect her, keep her.

  “I want to be yours, Diesel. Make me yours.”

  Her sweet confession made me growl in need. I bent down and kissed her, teasing her with my tongue as I reached down between us, finding her engorged nub.

  “Ohhh! Diesel, yes!”

  I continued to flick her clit as I stroked in and out of her. The pressure was building and I could feel her cunt clench down on me once again.

  “I’m yours. I’m just yours.” She whispered as I slowly brought her over the edge. I felt her pussy muscles spasm and her body jerk as she came. Her contractions made my cock surge inside of her and I roared as I blasted my cream, finally claiming her. I stayed buried inside her for a long time. My cock twitching as she pulsed around me. My forehead dropped to hers as our heartbeats became one. I wanted to tell her that she meant the world to me, but I didn’t know how to put that feeling into words. Instead, I just held her.

  I slowly pulled out and collapsed to the side. Dragging her up against me, not wanting to let her go just yet. She fit so damn perfectly against me. We laid there for a long time, until our breathing matched, and then she laughed. Well, more giggled then laughed.

  “I didn’t know you had that in you.”

  I propped myself up and looked down at her. “If that’s what you wanted, why didn’t you say so?”

  She ran her hands through my hair and smiled. “Just having your cock inside me isn’t enough, Diesel. I want you, and any way you take me I’ll love it. Yesterday you were sweet and gentle and I relished in every second of it. But today I accepted you fucking me into oblivion.”

  “Into oblivion, huh?” I bit down on the soft flesh on the side of her breast.

  “Mmmmm. Yes.” Her hips wiggled below me and I could feel my cock get harder as she slid her wet pussy lips against it.

  I chuckled. “You’re a greedy little thing.”

  “You’re not the only one who gets what they want, or did you forget that?” She lifted her hips up again and I held still against her. Her movements were snakelike as she took her own pleasure against me. I could feel her nether lips wrap around me as she glided herself on me. Every now and then my tip would hit the top of her clit and she’d moan and press up against me more.

  “Do it, Diesel. Please,” she begged.

  I nuzzled her neck and licked the tender spot on the back of her ear. “You’re that desperate for me?”

  “God, yes. I’ll do anything to have you.”

  I bit her earlobe. “Anything?”

  She nodded against me and gripped my arms as she squirmed beneath me.

  “Then come with me. Help me get Calvaro once and for all.”

  She stopped and looked up at me in shock. “Anything, but that.”

  I frowned and pushed up off her, but she wrapped her thick thighs tightly around my waist and didn’t let go.

  I tried pulling her off me, but in less than two seconds she had flipped me around, my back pressed against the mattress and her pussy sitting on my shaft.

  “What do you think you’re doing, Detective?”

  She shrugged. “Just giving you a taste of your own medicine.”

  I tried getting up, but she placed her whole weight on top of me.

  “I suggest you get off me, Gabriela.” My voice was low, touching on a hint of menacing. I didn’t like being held down, even if it was one hell of a hot bitch grinding her juicy cunt all over me.

  “I suggest you lay back and listen to what I have to say, Agent Roma. I have no qualms in putting you down so don’t you dare turn rabid on me.”

  I narrowed my eyes on her, surprised by her fierceness, but I reluctantly laid back. “Say what you need to say, and then get out.”

  She pouted cutely and I growled with growing frustration. As I reached up to grab her, she took my wrists and placed them to my sides, holding them there with her knees. “You don’t mean that.”

  She wiggled her hips onto my stomach and I could feel our juices on my flesh. “I sincerely, mean every word.”

  “Why? Because I won’t help you get yourself killed.”

  I swept my arms from under her knees and sat up. She wrapped her hands around my neck and held on. “Because you won’t help me get revenge.” I said through gritted teeth. My anger had surfaced and I didn’t want to talk anymore.

  “I won’t let you ruin your life for this.”

  “Let go of me.”

  “Diesel, listen to me! If Calvaro finds you, he’ll kill you!”

  “Not before I kill him first.”

  “And then you go to jail. You leave me, and this time you won’t come back!”

  I looked at her and tears glistened in her eyes. “I have to do this.”

  She shook her head. “No, you don’t. You can stay with me. I’m willing to give you everything, all of me.”

  I hung my head and thoughts of Calvaro and Isabel came into my mind. Closing my eyes I remembered my young wife’s body, covered in blood as she lay dead on our bed. My life had ended on that day, never to be the same again.

  I opened my eyes and looked at the woman before me. Her raven black hair and light eyes were nothing compared to Isabel’s sun kissed features. But this woman had etched herself in my heart and although I wanted to stay I knew that if Calvaro was out there, searching for me as I was for him, then Gabriela would never be safe.

  I shook my head. “I have to do this!”

  7

  GABRIELA

  He proceeded to gather up his things and I quickly got myself up. I spotted his white tank top propped in the corner and I slid into it. I went over to him and placed my hands on his as he started to put clothes in a backpack. He stopped for a moment and I reached up to
cup his cheek. My heart melted at his deep sigh and he closed his eyes briefly before turning to me.

  “Please, Diesel. Don’t do this,” I begged softly, but I could see in his eyes that he wasn’t listening.

  “I finally have a lead and I’m not letting it go!”

  Desperately, I grabbed at the bag and tried yanking it out of his hand. “And what?! You’re gonna throw yourself to the wolves? And accomplish what?”

  “To kill the son of a bitch who ruined my life!”

  I tugged on the bag again, struggling with him. Wanting to shake him. “Well, I can’t let you do that. I won’t let you die!”

  I stared at him and his grip tightened on the bag. “Let go Gabriela.”

  I shook my head. “Never! Never.”

  I knew I was playing with fire, but I’d do anything to stop him. He tugged roughly on the bag and I plopped down, ass first, onto the floor.

  He frowned down at me giving me an exhausted look. “Don’t follow me.”

  I scrambled up and grabbed my jeans off the ground. I ran after him, tugging my boots on as I went. He glanced back, but barely slowed down.

  “What the fuck are you doing?”

  “I’m coming with you!”

  He turned to me then, placing a hand on my upper arms holding me at bay. “No, you are not. You’ve already made your point perfectly clear. I don’t need you there.”

  I tucked in the long seams of his tank into my jeans and the material molded against my breasts. His eyes moved down to them and the tips instantly hardened. The tank top was big and I knew that if I moved slightly they’d be his to ogle at. The thought made my pussy ache.

  “Jesus, Gabriela!” He ran a hand through his dark hair and hissed.

  “I go where you go.”

  His eyes were dark as they glared back at me. “Put on a jacket, will you? Your tits are distracting me.”

  I quickly grabbed my brown leather jacket as we made our way out the door. I made sure I had my cell phone and tucked it into my back pocket for safe keeping.

  “I think you should call for backup. What if La Cruz is with him?”

  He placed his backpack in the compartment under the seat and pulled out a helmet for me. “Put this on.”