Deeper Than the Dead

by Tami Hoag

  “Good.”

  She still hadn’t quite figured it out. But maybe there was nothing to figure out. Maybe she was just a grown woman enjoying the attention of a man. Maybe she didn’t need a reason or an agenda. And if she was supposed to be wondering where it would go . . . she wasn’t.

  She pulled out of the parking lot and headed down Sycamore.

  He had said he would probably be working late, but if it wasn’t too late when he hung it up, could he stop by?

  Yes. Especially after the day she had had, yes. She was so tired. Tired in her soul from the things she had seen this past week. No one would ever have accused her of being Pollyanna, but she had certainly started out the week with a much sunnier opinion of the world than she had five days later. She felt like her optimism had been dragged down a gravel road behind a truck.

  It would have felt very good to slip into Vince’s embrace and let him tell her it would all be fine, that he would take care of her. Definitely politically incorrect for a young, single, career-minded woman to think, but there it was. She had been strong a long time. Someone else could be strong on her behalf every once in a while.

  She turned onto Via Colinas and noticed the car behind her turn as well. She turned on Rojas. It turned again.

  Her heart picked up a beat. She was no longer downtown. She was on quiet residential streets. People were inside their homes, watching television—just as they would be on her block when she pulled into her driveway and had to walk to her door alone.

  She could drive straight to the sheriff’s office, she thought, uneasy. As soon as the thought crossed her mind, red and blue lights came on behind her.

  Groaning, she pulled over. She had probably forgotten to signal at one of those turns. That was what she got for letting her mind wander—her second traffic citation in a week.

  She rolled her window down and reached for her purse.

  “License, registration, and proof of insurance.”

  The voice came from behind a ball of blinding white light and sent an instant burst of fear through her.

  Frank Farman.

  Tommy felt very satisfied with himself as he and his dad cut through the dental office to their car parked in back. He felt very grown up having had a dinner meeting, like his mother was always having.

  “That was fun, huh, Sport?” his dad asked.

  “Yep.”

  “And you understand what Miss Navarre was saying about asking you those questions, right? She didn’t mean anything bad by it.”

  Tommy nodded his head, but reserved comment. He understood that Miss Navarre hadn’t meant anything bad, but he was still mad at Detective Mendez and the FBI man for what they had said to his mom the night before. They sounded like they meant every word of what they said, and what they said was that they thought his father might be a killer. It was their job to be suspicious, but it still made Tommy mad. This was probably one of those things he would automatically understand when he got older—or that’s what grown-ups would tell him, at least.

  “That was very nice of you to give Miss Navarre a gift,” his father said. “What was it?”

  “A necklace.”

  His father glanced over at him in the glow of the dashboard lights. “Where did you get a necklace? You never left the house today.”

  Tommy made a face as he contemplated his confession. “Mom threw it away. She had one of her fits this morning and she threw it away. But it was pretty, and I figured she kind of owed Miss Navarre on account of she yelled at her in public last night, so it made sense to me to give the necklace to Miss Navarre. So I did.”

  His father stared ahead at the road. “Your mother threw away a necklace?”

  “She’s always throwing stuff away. She shouldn’t have nice things if she doesn’t take better care of them,” Tommy said.

  Now he was feeling a little guilty about it, though. He knew he shouldn’t get mad at his mother for things she did when she was upset. She couldn’t help herself when she got that way. He was supposed to feel badly for her, not give her stuff away.

  “Did I do something bad?” he asked.

  “No, son. You meant well,” his father said.

  “It’s the thought that counts,” Tommy said. That was another thing adults always said that never quite made sense to him. But it sounded good.

  Anne handed her papers and license out the window to Frank Farman.

  “What are the charges, Deputy?”

  “I ask the questions here,” he said. “But then that’s always your problem, isn’t it, Miss Navarre? You never know when to keep your mouth shut.”

  “I’m pretty sure that’s not against the law.”

  “Get out of the car,” Farman ordered.

  “No.” Her response was automatic.

  Farman yanked open the Volkswagen’s door. “Get out of the car. Your careless driving and belligerent attitude are leading me to believe you might be intoxicated. You can get out of the vehicle or I can remove you from the vehicle and place you under arrest.”

  Then he would put her in the back of his squad car and . . . what? She would never be seen again? The scene was fresh in her mind: Dennis saying, “He killed her,” and Anne turning to see Frank Farman’s face in the window.

  Shaking inside, she got out of the car. Farman shined his flashlight in her eyes.

  “You called Child Protective Services on me,” he said. “You filed a report.”

  “It doesn’t mean much now,” Anne said, “in view of what happened today.”

  “That goes in my record,” he said. “You embarrassed me and put something in my record that could affect my chances at promotion.”

  Anne didn’t know what to say. Are you delusional? seemed a poor choice. His wife was missing. His son had attempted murder. He was worried about a notation on his record impacting his career prospects.

  “You embarrassed me,” he said. “Now I embarrass you. Stand with your arms straight out at your sides. How will a DUI charge go over at school, Miss Navarre?”

  “I’m not intoxicated.”

  “Touch the tip of your nose with your left finger.”

  As she did, he reached out and shoved her sideways so hard she stumbled.

  “That doesn’t look good,” Farman said. “Putting one foot directly in front the other, I want you to walk in a straight line away from me.”

  “You’ve had your fun, Deputy,” Anne said, attempting to maintain some kind of control over the situation. “You won’t get a positive breathalyzer test from me. If you set out to frighten me, you’ve succeeded.”

  He kept the light in her eyes so she couldn’t see, but there was nothing wrong with her hearing. She heard a gun being cocked.

  “Don’t worry about that breathalyzer,” he said. “I’ve been drinking enough for both of us. You’ll have a positive reading. Now walk. Back toward my car.”

  The shaking wasn’t just on the inside now. She was genuinely scared. There was no one on the street. They were in the middle of the block—where the corner streetlights didn’t quite reach.

  He was holding a gun on her.

  “Walk!”

  She put one foot in front of the other. As she went to take the second step, Farman tripped her from behind and she fell to the pavement, scraping her hands as she tried to break her fall.

  A car turned the corner from Via Colinas and the headlights splashed over her. Anne looked up at it, putting every bit of the fear she was feeling into her expression.

  Please stop.

  “It’s Miss Navarre!” Tommy called out.

  His father pulled to the curb in front of her Volkswagen.

  “Tommy, stay in the car.”

  “But Dad!”

  “Stay in the car!”

  Anne scraped herself up off the pavement.

  Farman turned away. “Sir, stay in your vehicle.”

  “What’s going on here?”

  Peter Crane. Relief ran through Anne like water.

  “You�
�re interfering in a traffic stop,” Farman said. “This woman is intoxicated.”

  “No, she isn’t. My son and I just had dinner with her. I can vouch for her. She drank a soda.” He looked past Farman. “Are you all right, Miss Navarre?”

  “No,” Anne said. “I’m not.”

  “I have a phone in my car. I can call 9-1-1.”

  If Farman had been angry before, the fury rolled off him now in waves. Anne could feel it vibrate in the air around him. She thought he might explode with it, but he abruptly walked back to his cruiser, got in it, and drove away.

  “Oh my God,” Anne said, leaning against her car for support as her knees went weak.

  “What the hell was that about?” Crane asked. “Is he out of his mind?”

  “I think there might be a chance of that, yes,” Anne said, breathless. Her heart was racing.

  “What can I do for you?”

  “I think you just did it,” Anne said.

  I think you just might have saved my life.

  They escorted Miss Navarre home, which Tommy found both highly exciting and very important. He didn’t understand exactly what had happened. From inside the car, he couldn’t hear what everyone was saying. And his dad wouldn’t explain it to him, but Tommy could tell he was upset about it, which meant it must have had something to do with Mr. Farman. But Miss Navarre was very grateful, and she must have thanked them ten times.

  “You guys are my heroes,” she said before she went inside her house.

  Tommy could have floated on air.

  He chattered on the rest of the way home, saying what a great team he and his dad made. What a cool night it had been—having had almost a date, and then being a hero. Wait until he told Wendy. She wasn’t the only one with a story to tell now. He was a hero.

  His mom’s car was in the driveway when they pulled in, but even that couldn’t spoil Tommy’s mood. Of course he wouldn’t be able to tell her what all had happened. He and his dad had gone out for pizza, that was all. The rest was their secret.

  What a great night.

  76

  He had to have followed her, Anne thought as she went into the house. She sat down at the dining room table—the nearest chair. She was still shaking.

  Frank Farman had to have been following her. The odds of him randomly stopping her, of all people, were too long. He had to have followed her out of the parking lot downtown. And in order for him to follow her out of that parking lot, he had to have known she would be there. He had to have followed her from home hours before.

  He shouldn’t have even been on the street. She couldn’t imagine Dixon hadn’t taken him off duty after everything that had happened.

  “You forgot the ice cream,” her father announced.

  Anne looked up at him as he came in from down the hall, wheeling his slender oxygen tank out in front of him as if it were a dapper accessory to his ensemble of burgundy pajamas and black silk robe.

  “I put it on the list, but you didn’t get it,” he complained. “Butter pecan. I wrote it right at the top.”

  “Are you kidding me?” Anne said. “I had one student try to murder another student today, and you’re complaining that I forgot the ice cream?”

  “I don’t see what one thing has to do with the other.”

  “No. You wouldn’t.”

  “A deputy stopped by here looking for you after you left for your dinner,” he said disapprovingly. “I didn’t raise you to be a criminal.”

  “You didn’t raise me at all.”

  “He wanted to know where you had gone.”

  “So you told him.”

  “Of course. And he thanked me profusely for my annual contributions to the sheriff’s fund,” he added smugly.

  “That’s great. You might be interested to know that deputy is suspected of killing his wife last night.”

  “That’s nonsense.”

  “Why am I arguing with you? You haven’t even bothered to ask me why I look the way I do,” Anne said, taking in her scraped and dirty hands, the dirt and a tear at the knee of her black slacks. She got up and looked at herself in the mirror over the buffet. She was as white as a sheet.

  She could see her father get a face behind her.

  “Because you take after your mother,” he said, completely missing the point. “I’m going to bed. Without my ice cream.”

  Anne went into the kitchen and poured herself a glass of cabernet to steady her nerves. At least the one mystery was solved: Frank Farman had known where to find her because her own father had set him on her.

  She dug Vince’s pager number out of her purse and dialed it. He called her back immediately.

  “How’s my favorite fifth-grade teacher?”

  “I’m okay.”

  “What’s wrong?”

  “I went to dinner tonight with Peter Crane and Tommy.”

  “How did that go?”

  “It went well. Tommy and I are squared away,” she said. “But on my way home something really scary happened with Frank Farman.”

  “Yes,” he said, the tone of his voice suddenly different, cold, businesslike. Something wasn’t right.

  “Yes? What do you mean, yes?”

  “Yes,” he said again. “Frank is here right now at the sheriff’s office with a gun to Cal Dixon’s head.”

  77

  Farman had Dixon in a chokehold, the nose of his .38 pressed to the sheriff’s temple.

  It had happened so quickly, so easily. No one had seen it coming—but they should have, Vince thought.

  Frank Farman defined himself by his career, by his uniform. More than a decade in law enforcement with a sterling record, he could have worked in any area he chose. He could have made detective. He could have worked narcotics. As straight an arrow as he was, he was tailor-made for the Bureau or even Secret Service. But Frank Farman chose to remain in a uniform because he was the uniform.

  Vince had known plenty of Frank Farmans over the years, going back to his days in the Marine Corps. Rigid. By the book. Humorless. It wasn’t difficult for guys like that to grow a chip on their shoulder. It was almost inevitable that they became hyperfocused on every tiny aspect of the job, right down to the nuances of speech of their coworkers and superiors.

  If the job was everything, then everything in their lives was about the job. And if the job was threatened, the sense of self was threatened, and guys like Frank Farman ended up in watchtowers with sniper rifles, or holding a gun to someone’s head.

  In a matter of a few days, Frank Farman’s carefully structured world had begun to fall apart, and that buck stopped—in Farman’s mind—with his old friend, Cal Dixon.

  They must have arrived one right after the other, coming in the side door down the hall from the war room—Dixon first, Farman behind him. Dixon, just returning from what had to have been a taxing few hours at the hospital with Jane Thomas and Karly Vickers’s mother, wouldn’t have been paying attention. He was tired, preoccupied. He wouldn’t have even glanced over his shoulder as he walked into the building, but Farman had to have been just a few steps behind him.

  As Dixon opened the door to the conference room, Farman was on him—arm around his throat, gun to his head—pushing him into the room and getting a wall to his back.

  That was how they stood now.

  Vince had just called Anne back when it happened. Never taking his eyes off Farman, he disconnected the call, put the receiver down, and punched 911 on the keypad, just in case no one out in the hall had seen what happened.

  The operator came on the line. “Nine-one-one. What is your emergency please?”

  “Frank,” Vince said loudly. “This is a conference room. You don’t come to the sheriff’s office and bring a gun in a conference room. Why don’t you put the weapon down? We can talk.”

  Farman looked right through him.

  “Everybody up against that wall,” he said, indicating the wall with the only door in or out. He wanted to be able to see through the glass into the hall.


  Vince stayed where he was—opposite the door. Hamilton and Hicks followed his lead and stayed where they were, spreading Farman’s attention over more of the room than he wanted to watch.

  “Up against that wall or I blow his fucking head off!”

  “Looks like that’s the plan, anyway, Frank,” Vince said. “You want to take the sheriff out.”

  He purposely didn’t use Cal Dixon’s name. He didn’t use the word “friend.” Even though Farman and Dixon had been friends for years. In Farman’s eyes Dixon had betrayed him. No sense fanning that fire.

  “We’ve all of us got guns, Frank,” Vince said. “You can’t shoot all of us at once. You plug the sheriff and you’re done, we drop you right where you stand. Is that what you came here for? Suicide by cop? The coward’s way out?”

  “I’m no coward,” Farman said.

  “Shoot the sheriff and you’re worse than a coward. You’re a coward and a killer. All these years in the uniform, Frank. All these years building your rep. You want to blow it all away because you’re pissed off?”

  Farman didn’t seem to know what to say. This wasn’t going the way it had in his head when he’d been driving over, fantasizing about going out in a blaze of glory, Vince imagined.

  His eyes were glassy and a little unfocused. He’d probably been drinking—probably a lot—just as he had been the night before—the night his wife went missing.

  For a man who needed to be in control, losing control was a hell of a scary thing that called for a lot of alcohol to numb the fear and the pain.

  “Talk to us, Frank,” Vince said, moving a little to his left. Half a step, no more. “You’ve got something to say or you wouldn’t have come here.”

  Dixon’s face was almost purple, either from lack of oxygen or an impending stroke. It wouldn’t have been the worst thing if he passed out, Vince thought. Dixon might have been thinking the same thing, but his judgment would be complicated by the fact that he and Farman went back. He wouldn’t want to see Farman shot. He would want him disarmed.