Safe in the Earl's Arms

by Liz Tyner

  He shook himself from his fascination and reached to the water pitcher, lodged in place and filled by the cabin boy earlier in the day. Warrington took the flannel lying inside the small raised edge, which kept it from sliding to the floor as the boat moved. He dampened the cloth and stepped beside her, putting it to her forehead. She held the compress in place. Their fingers touched, but she didn’t seem aware he was even in the room.

  ‘Try to think of something pleasant.’ He spoke to her, and in response her lips tightened. ‘Sing to yourself—some peaceful tune,’ he instructed. ‘It might help.’

  ‘Are the seas always rough?’ she asked.

  He couldn’t tell her this was calm. ‘You get used to it.’

  She nodded. ‘I hope.’

  Her parcel lay beside her. He took it and her gaze flicked to him.

  ‘The rock can’t slide around. Might break or cause one of us to fall.’ He knelt at his bunk, trying to keep from brushing against her, and well aware that she pushed herself to the other side of the small room. He tucked the arm away carefully, knowing she watched every movement. Still kneeling, he looked across at her. ‘The light needs out.’

  ‘No,’ she whispered. ‘In the dark, the room moves faster.’

  He frowned. ‘You cannot fall asleep with the lantern lit.’

  ‘I am not sleeping.’

  Warrington stood and undid the top fastening of his shirt, then snapped the garment over his head, putting it on the remaining peg.

  He pulled open the covers and slid between them. He turned his head and she looked forward, her gaze locked on the wall.

  ‘Would you speak of something soothing?’ she asked.

  He stared at her. ‘I’m going to sleep.’

  ‘Say anything. Anything to take my mind off my stomach and the treacherous waters. Talk about your home. Your mother. A dog. Anything. Please.’

  ‘I remember a tale of a young child eaten by wolves on a winter’s night. What of it?’

  ‘Nothing with food in it—please,’ she mumbled.

  He studied her face. The pallor only made her lashes seem longer. He decided he didn’t need sleep as badly as he thought.

  ‘Ben, the captain, is my brother. This is his first sailing on a ship he is captain of—but he was born with the taste for sea life in his blood.’ He stared into the wood above his head. ‘I’ve another brother, Dane, who is looking after things at home while we’re away. And a sister, Adelphinia—named after a batty aunt, who even refuses to answer to the full name. We call my sister Adele, which she much prefers over Phinny.’ He stopped. ‘Perhaps from our telling her the horses called her when they whinnied.’ His voice softened. ‘She thinks brothers are a curse.’

  He looked at Melina. If the sound of his voice eased her, then the rise and fall of her breasts eased him. The little mark on her might be a scar.

  ‘Keep talking,’ she said.

  He gave a grunt of complaint, but continued. ‘I like Hoby boots, on firm land. I like to be able to look out my window and see oak trees. Solid trees on solid ground. I like my horse, Chesapeake, and I hated leaving him behind. I’m never getting this far from him again. He’ll probably wish to bite me or throw me when I get home.’

  ‘You miss…your horse?’ She slid the flannel from her cheek.

  ‘Ches—’ He shut his eyes. ‘I don’t know what I was thinking to leave him.’

  ‘There is no person you miss?

  ‘For—’ His voice rose, but he stopped himself. He remembered his home. He’d not wanted to speak of family. ‘I have a son. And there’s his sister. She’s younger.’

  He thought of Jacob, the morning after Cassandra’s funeral. At first light, the boy had darted into War’s room and bounded upon the bed with a question or two about death, then a concern about cat’s ears.

  Silence and darkness around him, he spoke again. ‘My wife died a year or more ago. I’ve not forgiven her. I’ve not forgiven her for anything.’

  She didn’t speak.

  He didn’t want the sombre mood surrounding him so many times to engulf him again.

  He turned his head back to her. ‘Chesapeake enjoys the same journeys as I do. You can jest and call him any name you wish and he doesn’t care. Chesapeake’s a good mount. His sire and dam—he inherited the best of both. Father’s size. Mother’s grace.’ The shadows in his world jostled him, taking his mind from the horse. Even though he knew he didn’t lie, he left out so much.

  She daubed the cloth at her face. ‘I already miss my sisters.’

  ‘Women are different.’

  ‘Yes. But you have your brother nearby.’

  He grunted his displeasure. ‘I intended him to tell you that you could not sail with us.’

  ‘I know.’ She patted her cheek with the cloth and stared at him. ‘No wonder you don’t talk of missing anyone but your children. You’ve no heart.’

  ‘Chesapeake would disagree.’

  ‘A horse.’ She near snorted, and if she only knew—she’d sounded a bit like Chesapeake. He wanted to tell her, but when he saw the paleness of her face he changed his mind.

  ‘A fine chestnut. You’d never get him willingly on a ship.’

  ‘So he’s exypnos—clever.’

  ‘Very.’

  ‘How did you come to be on the vessel?’ she asked, holding the comfits and flannel in one hand.

  ‘My brother convinced me to invest in something he could captain. We both own half.’ Warrington let himself settle into a more comfortable place. She needed to snuff the light so he could rest. ‘Ben can make having fleas sound like a lark.’

  ‘Should I expect fleas on this journey, as well?’

  ‘Not unless you get too close to the men.’

  He saw her lashes sweep up as she checked to see if he jested. Let her guess. ‘You’ll have to put out the light,’ he reminded. ‘We’ve had one fire too many already.’

  ‘In a moment.’

  Her head was against the wall. Graciously long neck. A delicious amount of skin creamy beneath it.

  ‘What is that mark at your breast?’ he asked.

  Without looking, she reached to the colouration, running a fingertip along the skin, tracing the outline.

  His gaze locked on her fingers.

  ‘I was born with a smudge and it seems smaller than it used to. My sisters have the mark, too, but none of ours is in the same place or shape. I think of it as an hourglass—to remind me to be useful because there is only so much time.’

  ‘Reminds me of…’ he paused and looked again ‘…two horses’ hooves close together.’

  Again, she moved her fingers briefly to the mark and then stood, using both hands to brace herself against the table. She edged herself around the furniture and then doused the light, putting them in darkness.

  ‘How did you pry yourself from Chesapeake to get on a ship?’ she said, her fumbling movements leading her to the chair.

  ‘I hoped to see different sights and learn about the Turks, but mostly I’ve seen water not fit to drink, heard jests not worth repeating and eaten food with no appeal at all. I think this ship has no rats because they starved.’

  He heard the slop bucket slide as the ship moved and pushed himself from the bed. ‘I’ll empty the pot for you—otherwise one of us might put a foot in it before morning.’ And he didn’t intend to sleep with the smell.

  Not having illumination didn’t concern him. The walls were so close he could feel his way for what he needed. He slipped out through the door, his feet bare, and walked to the side, tossing the contents downwind. When he returned, he opened the small door to slip the pail back inside the cabinet.

  ‘I would like to keep that nearby,’ she murmured, stopping him.

  He put it on the floor at her feet, and he saw the shadow of her pulling the bucket close so she could hook it again between her shoes.

  ‘Take the bed,’ he instructed, standing above her. He would have to pull together something so he’d have a place to sle
ep.

  ‘No,’ she insisted, moving her head. ‘I’m best here.’

  ‘Wake me if you change your mind.’ He reached to the bunk, took the pillow and then pushed it her direction. ‘At least put this behind your head.’

  After she held the pillow, he took his shirt, rolled it and tucked it in the berth.

  He slid back into the sleeping space. ‘My brother needs to get sailing out of his veins, return home and start a life there.’

  ‘You can’t fault him. The boat is his Chesapeake.’

  ‘Well, he’ll have to convince me we’ll find gold, silver and mountains of apple tarts to get me on board again.’

  He could hear her silence. It wasn’t only that she was quiet—she was immobile. Not moving. Then she spoke. ‘Treasures convince people to risk much.’

  Chapter Four

  Warrington stepped out of the cabin. He’d not fallen asleep until dawn and the climbing temperatures of midday had awakened him. The sailors cleaned the deck, a daily job. They couldn’t risk growth of the green muck that flourished at sea emerging where men might slip.

  Ben walked to his brother’s side, looking every bit a man without a care—even with clouds bundling above them. Air filling with steam. The sea too calm.

  The unconcern in the men around him didn’t give Warrington a feeling of ease. He knew the men all too well. They didn’t fluster over a storm. They knew they’d either live or die through it and, either way, they’d still be at sea.

  The captain leaned close to Warrington and spoke so no one else could hear. ‘Did you sleep well?’

  Warrington ignored him. The young ferret could sniff for morsels awhile longer.

  ‘I’m thinking the earl is wantin’ for Stubby’s job.’ Gidley walked up. His whiskers quivered when he spoke. ‘Men said he emptied the pot three times in the night.’

  ‘Oh.’ Ben’s brows shot up. ‘I may have heard that rumour, too. When we get to London, I’m thinking he might become a lady’s maid.’ Ben looked to his brother and then jumped aside, dodging the boot swung at his heels.

  ‘For that…’ Ben’s chin went up ‘…you’re invited to spend the afternoon, and night, at the wheel.’

  ‘The woman’s in my bed.’ Warrington kept his voice light. ‘Mine. Slop bucket or no. My cabin. My bed. My woman. She’s perfection,’ Warrington added. He remembered the night before. Perfection—if you didn’t mind the greenish cast to her face. And seeing her fingers rubbing her own heated skin didn’t do him any favours. She must have touched that mark a thousand times and each time he’d become aroused.

  And now a storm to toss the Ascalon about more. He was going to die before they reached port and without getting his own mast climbed. No. No matter what, he’d discover the real treasure before the storm hit.

  ‘You have any more of the medicinal you mentioned when we started out?’ Warrington spoke to Gidley.

  The older man’s chin wobbled. ‘Two draughts.’

  ‘See that Melina gets them,’ Warrington told the first mate. ‘And remove the chair and table from my cabin. Get some bedding for her.’

  ‘Do as he says,’ Ben instructed Gidley, his voice light. ‘He’s not getting any younger and he needs all the help he can get.’

  Gidley left to get the medicine and Ben looked at Warrington, saying, ‘I’d suggest, brother, that you attempt to manage—if you’re able—more than only a single tumble. I speak from experience when I say it is possible.’

  Warrington’s hands tightened.

  Ben put his hand at the back of his own neck, shut his eyes and rolled his head, then yawned. ‘I’ve had more than a lifetime of women already in my tender twenty-six—no, twenty-seven years—and probably your share, as well. That’s why you’re looking so sour at just past thirty. You’re fading and I’ve bedded more women than you could ever hope to count.’

  ‘If we take away the ones you’ve paid, how big would the number be then?’

  ‘Only ones worth having.’ Ben gave another stretch.

  ‘Said by a man who has only the single way of attracting a woman.’

  ‘At least when I pay,’ he drawled out the last word, ‘I manage to get her bedded.’

  ‘I’m sure they do so quickly so they can see the last of you.’

  Ben laughed in response, but Warrington knew his brother had a point. In the night, he’d wanted to touch Melina. And he hadn’t. He’d not been able to reach out for a moment.

  ‘Ben…’ Warrington looked at the darkening clouds above ‘…do you ever fear dying at sea?’

  Ben shook his head. ‘Man has to go some time. Best to be doing what he loves when his toes turn up.’

  ‘Then I will feel no regret for killing you if you don’t relieve me from the wheel before the storm hits.’

  Ben laughed. ‘Give the medicinal time to work. Later, I’ll give you time to go “courting”. When you get to her, explain you must finish quickly so you may return to your duties.’ He tilted his head and stared upwards. ‘What’s a brother for if not to give the elder an excuse for rushing about?’

  ‘I have not once, in my entire life, concerned myself with your bedding habits,’ Warrington grumbled, glaring at Ben. ‘Not once.’

  The captain tilted his head sideways and his tone was mournful. ‘Sadly, I know why. You would be distraught at what wonders you have missed in your own experience.’ He turned, glancing over the deck, appraising the ship. ‘I have some good wine. Come to my cabin and have a swallow while you’re resting up for the woman.’

  Warrington shook his head and walked towards the aft deck, ducking his head from the ropes jutting out above. He could use some refreshment after the night he’d had, but he didn’t relish more of his brother’s company.

  ‘The wine is quite good. Worth what I paid.’ Ben lowered his head as well when he stepped beside War. ‘And I’ll not needle you any more.’

  Warrington snorted, but followed Ben.

  The quiet click of their boots as they moved to the cabin blended with the movement of the boat, and the murmurs of the sailors keeping their voices low so orders could be heard.

  Inside the room, Ben reached to pull a bottle from a crate. The cork slid free of the neck with a comforting pop. Ben handed the drink to Warrington, who leaned against the door.

  Warrington looked to Ben’s berth, which didn’t have the storage overhead. The bed wasn’t bigger, but the room itself was more than double the size of the others, with two windows instead of one. A miniature was affixed to the front of the cabinet and Warrington knew, if he looked closely, that the painting was of a mermaid—Ben’s version of a perfect woman.

  The wine’s sweetness rested well on Warrington’s tongue. He handed the drink back to Ben, who dropped himself in the chair and helped himself to a hearty swallow.

  Warrington snatched the bottle before Ben had a chance to put it down. ‘Every time the boat touched the smallest ripple, the noises she made woke me. She turned green to her toes, I wager. I’d have had more rest on deck—except the men would have made too much sport of it.’

  ‘You brought her on board.’

  ‘Had to stay awake to make sure the lantern didn’t falter. She couldn’t stand the dark—made her worse. Every time I convinced her to turn out the light, in a few minutes I was lighting it again. I finally persuaded her to lie down in the berth.’

  ‘So you were able to enjoy her.’

  Warrington took a long swallow of the wine, frowned and looked at Ben. ‘Think of the width and height of my berth. Two squirrels could hardly mate in it.’

  Ben raised his brows and put a hand to his chest. His voice became overly concerned. ‘I feel saddened for you and I don’t wish you more distress. Send her to my cabin. I’ll play nursery maid tonight.’

  ‘Not bloody likely. I did everything but rub her feet to soothe her. I will be enjoying the lady’s favours.’

  ‘Maybe you should have rubbed her feet.’

  ‘She wouldn’t let me.’

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bsp; ‘What can I say, old man, except send her my way.’ Ben clasped his hands behind his head. ‘I’ve a special remedy that eases any discomfort a woman might have. One look at it and she forgets all else.’

  ‘You’d best see the ship sails like treacle poured across a plate tonight, or I will be pounding on your door.’

  Ben held out his hand, indicating time to return the bottle. He might as well have been looking over the top of spectacles in a schoolroom. ‘I think you let her make excuses.’

  ‘I do not,’ Warrington repeated, and then smiled. ‘Every time I looked at her I could see that little mark, like a drawing of breasts.’

  ‘It looks like a woman’s bottom.’

  ‘No.’ Warrington spoke with certainty. ‘Breasts.’

  They were silent for a moment, then Ben held his hand out, palm raised, and didn’t lower it.

  Warrington gave him the bottle.

  Ben took a drink. He put the wine in front of him. ‘Just don’t forget she’ll be plying her trade on the docks when we reach port. Saw an opportunity to get to London and she took it. Doesn’t change what she is.’

  ‘I don’t care what she is. She’s in my bed and she’s going to do as she agreed. Then we dock and she goes on her way.’

  ‘Now you’re thinking. Not like with—’

  ‘Stubble it, Ben.’ He didn’t need reminding about his dead wife, the beautiful Cassandra, who always wore chemises that smelled of roses.

  He knew he’d been a fool with her, two times over. And both his brothers knew. And the servants. Or at least they all imagined they did. He didn’t think anyone but himself realised how truly addled he’d been. At least afterwards he’d been able to let them believe most of his feelings were rage towards her.

  But he’d grieved for her and not been able to pretend otherwise enough to fool his brothers. Only the misery of being trapped on a ship at sea, with conditions that might have otherwise driven him mad, had brought back his mind to reality.

  He could see Cassandra for what she was, but that also meant he could see himself for what he was.

  He’d not been able to stop wanting her. He’d hated himself for his desire.

  ‘Oddest thing came to me when I shaved.’ Ben gave a slight shake of his head. ‘Think I’ve seen your berth mate before.’