A Lifetime to Find Love

by Ava Riley

  “I know it’s late and I’m sorry I woke you but I had to see you. I just couldn’t wait until Friday.”

  He pressed his mouth to hers again, not giving her a chance to respond, pulling her into him. He ground the hardness of his body against her mound so that she understood the need he had for her and wouldn’t think to deny him tonight. It wasn’t so much about the sex as it was that he desired to feel that connection that he shared with her. He experienced a void with her physical absence from his life. Phone calls and texts just weren’t enough for him any longer. He felt like he was out of control with craving for her. He couldn’t wait another second and found it crucial to feel her soft smooth skin against his. His heart clenched in his chest at the very thought of being connected to Tessa in the most intimate way, mind, body and soul.

  Cade quickly yanked off Tessa’s robe and bent his head to her breasts. He suckled her through the silk night shirt she wore as if his life depended on it. He was so desperate to have every part of her that he felt an overwhelming need to consume her entirely. His hands were frantically caressing her everywhere. Cade felt Tessa’s fingers tangle in his hair, pressing his mouth harder against her skin. As he kept his attentions on her breasts sucking one then the other, her nipples hardened against his tongue. His hands found their way to the hem of her silk night shirt and quickly pulled it off. She was absolutely beautiful and seeing her standing there with nothing but her panties on, made his cock ache as it pulsed under the confines of his clothing. Slowly he went back to his attentions on her breasts, his tongue swirled her nipple as he gave one last strong tug with his teeth. Pulling away from her, he slowly ran the tip of his finger from her throat through the valley between her breasts to her waist. Gently and ever so slowly, he slid her panties from her hips down to her ankles. As Tessa stepped out of them he stood and pressed her to the back of the couch, he knelt before her pulling one leg over his shoulder as he placed kisses on her inner thigh.

  “I have to taste you, Tess,” he said as he stared up into her dark eyes.

  His mouth covered her already wet, hot core, never once taking his eyes from hers. Cade sucked on her clit and licked her beautiful pussy until he felt her legs go limp under the attack of his tongue.

  She threw her head back as her hips met the thrusts of Cade’s tongue. Her nails dug into his shoulders while her other hand bunched into his hair trying to find an anchor. The pleasure she was experiencing from his attentions on her pussy, were overwhelming. Cade wrapped an arm around Tessa’s waist as he plunged his tongue deep inside her, laving up the sweetness he found there. It felt so damn good having his tongue lick along her slick folds, prodding deep inside her pussy. She was desperate to have him buried inside her and she didn’t want to wait any longer. It was in that moment she realized he was still fully clothed.

  As Tessa’s body trembled from the ecstasy of his tongue, Cade gave her clit one last lick and stood to place his attack on her mouth. He pressed his body against hers, the bulge in his pants pressed against her core, thrusting his hips. Tessa let her hands wander down to the front of his pants, pressing her palm against his erection. Stroking his hardened shaft through the material of his pants, she wanted to feel the flesh of his manhood in her palm. Heat coursed through her body as the tingling sensation that began in her toes made its way through her body to her breasts. Still reeling from the attentions of his tongue and the erection pressed against her palm, she was on the verge of coming at any moment. Hell, a simple look would most likely do her in.

  “Cade, why are you still dressed?” she asked desperately. Her self control was no longer available to her and she wanted his clothes off and wanted them off now.

  “Take them off for me,” he whispered seductively into her ear as he nibbled at her sensitive flesh. “I don’t know if I have the patience to wait until you get them all off though. I’ve never needed anything so much in my life as I need you right now.”

  She was already frantic to feel him sliding in and out of her wet pussy and those simple words were all the encouragement she needed to bring her one step closer to fulfilling that necessity. She didn’t want to waste any more time talking about taking his clothes off. Her need and desire to see and feel his naked body, his rippling muscles, and his tanned skin was overwhelming. She wanted him now. As he kicked off his shoes she quickly undid the buttons to his jeans, slid her fingers into the waistband, and yanked them down off his hips, pulling them off she tossed them to the side. As she did so, Cade pulled off his shirt and flung it carelessly across the room. Tessa gradually made her way up Cade’s delicious body, kissing and caressing every inch of him as she stood. She brought her arms around his neck while she gently kissed his mouth. Liquid heat shot through her body straight down to her toes and she felt as though her skin were on fire. She was amazed at how her body so readily responded to Cade. She’d been with other men before physically, but never had her body burned the way it did when she was simply in his presence, not to mention when his hands and mouth were all over her. It was as if the world had shifted at that moment and everything was right in her life. Outside of Cade, everything was a blur.

  “Wrap your legs around my waist,” Cade said, breathless against her lips as he lifted her.

  As she did as he commanded, Cade elevated her up over the tip of his erection, quickly lowering her, filling her sheath in one swift movement. She let out a gasp as he plunged into her slick, wet core, the folds of her pussy wrapping around his shaft and holding on tight until the tip of his cock touched her to the very depths of her pussy. With as much restraint as he could, he gently and purposefully took his time sliding his cock in and out of Tessa. The friction was almost too much for him to tolerate, but the pure bliss on her face made him want to take his time, no matter that he was aching to release himself. He pressed kisses along her neck as she leisurely rode his hard shaft. Amazement filled him at the knowledge that she could take her time when he felt so out of control. With one arm wrapped around her waist, he cupped her breast with the other, his thumb and finger pinching and pulling at the hardened nipple that cried out for him to take it into his mouth. He bent his head to her breast, encasing it with his lips, and sucked while she began to ride him faster. Cade knew that Tessa had to feel a sense of being in control and he was perfectly fine with her setting the pace. He was just so thankful that she had finally decided to move this along at a much quicker pace. His body trembled with the need to take her hard and fast. He relished the connection he felt to her, but he could not deny his body’s reaction and the need to find release.

  Tessa knew Cade was holding back, she knew he was allowing her to take the lead, but she needed him with a passion she didn’t realize she had. The physical part of her wanted to fuck him like there was no tomorrow while the emotional side of her wanted to make it last because of the connection she felt. She had decided that she would make this time last much longer than the last time her and Cade made love and when she had taken his pants off, she’d had every intention of doing just that. Even as Cade had settled her onto his cock and she began to ride him as slowly as possible, she was determined to draw this out, to be as completely in control as possible. However, as she started to ride his erection and felt him grow harder inside her, all of her good intentions flew out the window along with all her inhibitions. The sensations she felt at that moment as Cade’s cock slid in and out of her core were more than she could handle and she found herself riding him just a little bit faster and harder. Suddenly, she felt her back pressed up against one of her living room walls. She opened her eyes to take a look around and all she saw was Cade’s hungry eyes devouring her. She hadn’t even noticed that he had moved them from their position by the couch. She was so consumed with Cade thrusting into her harder and faster that nothing else mattered except how her body felt joined with his. She needed more of him. She wanted all of him.

  “Deeper Cade,” she rasped out pressing her back harder against the wall, arching into his body. “I
need you deeper and harder, Cade. Please.”

  “God, baby. I’m going to come if I go any harder. I don’t want to come yet, but you feel so damn good so I need to slow down a bit.”

  “No, no slowing down, I don’t care if you come, Cade. All I know is that I need it as hard as you can give it to me right now. I don’t want it slow. I want to feel you pound my pussy so hard and I want to feel you come inside me.”

  “Baby as much as I would love to come inside you right now, I don’t think we can take a chance of you getting pregnant. I don’t want to be careless.”

  “Stop thinking and just fuck me, Cade,” she ground out. The pressure in her core was building so much that she knew she would need to come and come soon.

  “Tess…”

  “Babe, we don’t have to worry about that. I didn’t tell you, but I got my first birth control shot a few weeks ago. So please, Cade, stop thinking, stop talking and just fuck me harder now.”

  “I love how you don’t hold anything back.” He kissed her mouth before she could say another word and thrust his cock inside her as hard as he could. He buried himself balls deep inside her pussy and God it felt so good and so right.

  When Cade finally stopped talking and started fucking her without any hesitation or worry, he buried himself as deep as physically possible, Tessa threw her head back before she remembered that they were pressed to the wall. If Cade had not been holding her up, she would have fallen over. She was amazed she had not knocked herself out. She started laughing at the absurdity of Cade being deep in her and her knocking her head against that damn wall.

  “Baby, you should never laugh while a man is making love to you. Especially after you just commanded that he fuck you harder,” he hissed out through clenched teeth.

  “It’s not you, Cade. It’s just that I banged the hell out of my head” she said breathless.

  Cade tried not to laugh at the situation, but found himself laughing right along with her. He quickly turned and took her down to the floor, careful to lay her down as gently as possible without breaking the connection where their bodies met. With the hard wood pressed against her back now, he thrust harder into her, pushing her thighs open wider so she could take him deeper. He placed her legs over his arms and thrust as hard as he could with his hips. All the laughter faded away from both of them, and the passion came back in full force. Cade reached down where their bodies connected and rubbed her clit with his thumb as he drove his cock harder and deeper into her. When she had said she was on birth control, relief flooded him and his cock suddenly took over the situation, giving no care to anything other than sating them both. Suddenly, it was a free for all and his cock had every intention of taking complete control.

  Thrust after thrust with his cock caused the pressure to build in Tessa’s body. She felt it creep up from her toes to the very center of her sex. Each thrust brought her closer to the edge, closer to release. Her head thrashed back and forth, her body tingling and needing the sweet release of her orgasm. She held on to his biceps, her hips meeting the rhythm of his. Each time her hips met his, she was a little closer to going over that edge into the realm of complete contentment. Her body needed to be sated and she found she could not hold back any longer. One hard thrust and she felt her body explode with the most amazing orgasm she had ever experienced with Cade or anyone else. She arched her back, threw her head back and yelled out Cade’s name just as she felt his seed shoot into her. The hot, searing liquid sent heat coursing through her body.

  Cade pumped harder and faster as his orgasm hit him with the force of a freight train until he had nothing else to spill inside of her. It engulfed not just his body but his heart. He’d never felt such a completeness while making love to a woman, but with Tessa lying under his body he knew his heart, along with his soul and body, had found its home. She was beautiful beyond anything he’d ever seen, her hair a bundled mess sprawled on the wood flooring underneath her, her lips wet and swollen from his kisses and her skin flush from her orgasm. He’d never seen a more beautiful sight and he took pleasure in the thought that she was all his. Void of any strength, he collapsed, keeping the majority of his weight off of her, their bodies hot and slick from their love making. They lay on her living room floor drenched in sweat for what seemed like an eternity, when in reality it was just mere minutes.

  Tessa let out a gasp as Cade slowly released himself from her body. She felt a sense of loss the instant his cock no longer resided in her sheath. She didn’t want him to break the connection. She wrapped her arms around his neck, trying to pull him back to her, but Cade continued to pull away. She was too weak to put up a fight as her hands slid down his chest to his stomach, then fell to rest on her stomach. Enjoying the sound of the small laugh he let out, she took the hand he extended to her and allowed him to lift her to her feet. Tessa grabbed at his shoulders, unsure if she could stand on her own. Her whole body felt like a wet noodle, a very sated wet noodle.

  Cade knew by the disappointed expression on Tessa’s face that she thought he was done with her, but nothing was further from the truth. Without a word, he swept her up into his arms, carried her to the bedroom, and gently placed her in the middle of the bed. He kept his eyes locked with hers as she lay on her back. He relished the fact that she watched him as he unhurriedly crawled in next to her. He lie down beside her and let his arm drape across her waist, his leg intertwined with hers, and took possession of her mouth once again. He couldn’t get enough of the feel of her body close to his or the exquisite taste of her on his tongue.

  “I’m sorry I woke you. I know you have an early morning tomorrow,” he whispered against her delicate lips.

  Tessa turned so that her body faced his, her thigh pressed in between his legs, surprised at what they had just done and was even more amazed that this man was laying next to her. The longer she looked into his remarkably blue, compassionate eyes, the more she had a sense of belonging. For the first time in her life she felt like she belonged somewhere outside of Rowan. For the first time in her life, she felt like everything was right in her world. What dumbfounded her even more was that he couldn’t keep himself away from her anymore than she wanted to be away from him and that he wanted her just as urgently as she wanted him.

  “Mmmmm, you can wake me up like that any time you like. That was definitely better than any wakeup call I’ve ever received, not to mention the most amazingly gorgeous wakeup call! When I’m dragging my ass tomorrow, I’ll think of that mind blowing orgasm you just gave me and it’ll keep me going. Or more likely slow me down.” She found herself laughing just out of the sheer joy of lying next to him, encased in his warm embrace. Cade laughed as he bent down and gently kissed her lips.

  “So, why didn’t you tell me you got on birth control?”

  “At what point would you have liked me to tell you? We haven’t seen each other lately and it wasn’t really something I wanted to text you.”

  “Yeah, I guess not. I’m glad you did it though. Although, I wasn’t opposed to using a condom you know.”

  “I know that, , but I’m just as responsible with this as you are. Besides, nothing feels as good as skin to skin and baby, you’re skin is amazing.”

  Cade couldn’t keep the smile from his face as he leaned in for another taste from her mouth. He felt more at peace in this moment than he had his whole life and he never wanted this feeling to end.

  “You should get some sleep.”

  “You really expect me to sleep after what you just did to me?” She turned so that her back was to Cade and he pulled her closer into his body.

  “By the way, you must have been extremely busy at the office today to not have called me back.”

  “Called you back? I didn’t even know you called.” He couldn’t help himself, he had to have his lips on her silky smooth skin so he pressed kisses to her shoulder as he spoke.

  “That little bitch.” She murmured under her breath.

  Cade turned her in his arms. “What?”
/>   “I should have known. I left a message with Erin to let you know I called.”

  “Well, we were pretty busy. It probably just slipped her mind.”

  “Cade, you know she is a vindictive little bitch and will do anything to piss me off. She loves getting under my skin.”

  “Well, of all people, I would know she’s vindictive, but I’m going to give her the benefit of the doubt since we really were busy today. Why did you call?”

  “Oh, I see how it is, so I need a reason to call now?” she asked as she pulled his mouth to hers. Pushing him to his back, she straddled him. “Actually, I was tired of just text messaging and wanted to hear your voice.” Immediately Cade’s body responded and Tessa felt his shaft grow harder. She reached between them, grasping a hold of his well endowed manhood as her other hand rested on his well defined chest, and slipped his cock inside her. She began slowly riding him, watching his expressions. Reveling in the way he responded to her every movement. Enjoying not just the feel of his body inside hers, but the look of pleasure on his face. She could watch him like this for all time.