Lion's Lady

by Suzanne Barclay

  Lion's Lady

  By

  Suzanne Barclay

  Contents

  Prologue

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Epilogue

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  ISBN 0-373-29011-X

  LION'S LADY

  Copyright © 1998 by Carol Suzanne Backus

  Books by Suzanne Barclay

  Harlequin Historical

  *Knight Dreams #141

  *Knight's Lady#162

  *Knight's Honor #184

  **Lion's Heart #252

  **Lion of the North #272

  **Lion's Legacy #304

  *Knights Ransom #335

  *Knights Divided #359

  *Knight's Rebellion #391

  **Lion's Lady #411

  *The Sommerville Brothers

  **The Sutherland Series

  SUZANNE BARCLAY has been an avid history buff all her life and an inveterate dreamer since she was very young. "There is no better way to combine the two than by writing historical romances," she claims. "What other career allows you to journey back to the time when knights were bold and damsels distressed without leaving behind the comforts of central heating and indoor plumbing?" She and her husband of twenty-one years recently moved into a new house with a separate office where Suzanne can dream in blissful peace…when not indulging her passion for gourmet cooking or walking their two dogs, Max and Duffy.

  Suzanne has prepared a comprehensive Sutherland family tree, detailing the marriages and progeny of all the Sutherlands, even those who did not star in their own stories. To receive a copy, send a large SASE to: Suzanne Barclay, P.O. Box 92054, Rochester, NY 14692.

  Prologue

  Highlands, July, 1384

  He wasn't coming.

  Rowena MacBean closed her eyes, her head bowed by a pain so sharp it was physical. Her hand fell reflexively to her belly. Flat still, it was, but if old Meg was right about what she'd told Rowena this morn—and the midwife usually was about such matters—it would not be flat much longer.

  Rowena was pregnant with Lion Sutherland's baby.

  The joy she'd felt on hearing the news had faded to fear and finally gnawing panic as the hours waned and Lion didn't arrive. A shudder worked its way through her as she imagined the confrontation to come when she returned home.

  "Fool," her mother would cry. "What were ye thinking, carrying on with the likes of him? He'll not wed ye, ye know. When he takes a wife, the heir to the high-and-mighty Sutherland clan will wed a lass as wealthy and noble as himself, not a lowly MacBean. And why should he, since ye're willing to give it away free?"

  Rowena would likely get her ears boxed for good mea-sure and have to endure the pain in her older brother's eyes and the sneers of the lads she'd snubbed.

  "Lion isn't like that, Mama," she whispered now, pressing her back against the aging pine for support. For two months—ever since their meeting at the clan gathering in May—they'd secretly trysted here, in the woods halfway between Tarbert Keep and the Sutherlands' fine castle at Kinduin.

  He'd come. Lion always came. Though born into wealth and privilege, he was a man who put honor before all things. He'd said he loved her. He'd promised to wed her in three years when he returned from France with the education his father insisted upon. "You'll be ten and eight then," Lion had said, holding her close to his naked body as their racing hearts slowed. "Together we'll rule my wee tower at Glenshee."

  The memory of their loving warmed her chilled blood, gave her heavy spirit a glimmer of hope.

  Lion loved her. He would come. He was just late.

  He had never been late. Not once in two months. More often than not, he'd met her just out of sight of Tarbert, being so anxious he'd come all the way instead of half. He'd have come to her front gate if she'd allowed it, but fearing her mother's wrath, Rowena had insisted they meet in secret.

  Preparations for the journey to France must have delayed him, for he was due to depart in a fortnight.

  What would her announcement do to his plans?

  Her faith faltered, then steadied as she recalled Lion's face when he kissed her, his mouth curved in a heart-stopping smile, his brilliant amber eyes warm with love. He'd not fail her, her rugged, black-maned Lion. He would convince his parents to let them wed. He'd take her with him to France. The court would surely be grander even than Kinduin's fine hall, but with Lion beside her, she'd brave the stares of the foreign nobles. She'd sew herself velvet gowns of the sort worn by Lady Elspeth, Lion's mother.

  Rowena would even tame her unruly blond hair beneath a stiff headdress such as fine noble women wore. She'd work hard to become a lady so she would not shame her Lion.

  Her Lion.

  Aye, he was that Recklessly brave, hot of temper, quick to anger, quicker to forgive. Yet so incredibly gentle and tender with her. The memory perked up her spirits. He loved her.

  Rowena pulled her cloak a little tighter and watched the trail. An hour passed. And then another. Her shoulders slumped. Four hours she'd been waiting. Soon it would be nightfall. If she didn't leave soon, sh
e'd be riding home in the dark.

  As the sun sank slowly behind the majestic mountains, Rowena untied her pony's reins from the branch and mounted. She felt as creaky and stiff as an old woman, as though someone had been beating her. Well, she'd get that beating soon enough, when her mother found out she was carrying a bastard child.

  It was fully dark by the time she approached the wooden gates of Tarbert. Toothless Will poked his head over the wall and scowled down at her.

  "Out late ye are, lass."

  "Aye." She was so cold it seemed her feet were made of ice as she dismounted in the courtyard. Tarbert Tower glowered down at her in the gloom, stern and disapproving. Light shone from the narrow arrow slits in the great hall a story above. Her kinfolk were at supper. Her stomach rumbled, but she couldn't face them. Instead, she sneaked in through the kitchens and up the back stairs to her small wall chamber.

  Shivering, she undressed in the dark and crawled under the scratchy blanket. Then and only then did she let fall the tears that burned the back of her eyes. She wept as she hadn't in years. When the storm had passed, she dozed, awakening at first light.

  What was she going to do? Huddled under the covers, she devised and discarded a dozen plans. Only one course made sense. She must ride to Kinduin and see Lion. Only then could she decide what must be done.

  Though it was summer, the room was icy cold as she washed and dressed quickly in her feast-day best. She took extra pains with her hair, brushing out the snarls, then braiding it. Her hands shook as she pinned the braids atop her head, as she'd seen the fine ladies do. The only piece of jewelry she possessed was a broach in the shape of a swan, which her father had given her the year she turned thirteen. She used it to fasten her cloak, then crept from the room.

  No one was about when she saddled her pony. To the guard at the gate, she lied about having an errand in the village. The five-mile ride to Kinduin passed too quickly and too slowly, with her stomach in knots, her nerves ajangle. By the time she reached Kinduin's gates, she was dizzy with dread. Her voice shook as she gave her name to the guard in the gatehouse. After a long wait, the small door set in the drawbridge opened, and a soldier in dark Sutherland plaid motioned her forward.

  "What do you want?" the man inquired warily.

  "I—I've come to see L-Lion Sutherland."

  "Alone?" He scowled and looked about, as though expecting men to sprout from the rocks at her back.

  "A-aye. Could—could I speak with him?"

  "He's not here."

  "Not here? Where…?"

  "France," the soldier snapped. "He's gone to France."

  "But—but he was not supposed to leave for a fortnight."

  "Plans changed."

  Nay. He can't have gone…not without a word. Stunned, Rowena swayed in the saddle. "Why?" she whispered.

  The man's eyes narrowed. "Who are you?"

  "R-Rowena MacBean. I—"

  "MacBean!" His eyes narrowed. He stepped closer, shoving his scruffy face into hers. "Now what would a worthless MacBean be doing asking after our Lion? Did ye think to lure him into yer bed and trap yerself a rich husband? Get ye gone before I drive ye away with the point of my sword."

  Rowena wheeled her horse and sent it careening down the steep trail, more to outrun the terrible pain than to escape the man's threats. At the bottom of the hill she gave the pony its head, but the rush of wind in her face did not scour away the anguish in her heart. He'd left. He'd left her without a word. The dreadful finality seemed to pound in her head in cadence with the pony's hoofbeats. By the time she reached Tarbert, the pain had hardened to anger.

  She'd never been one to trust easily. With a lethal combination of intelligence, gentleness and sensual seduction, Lion had cajoled her into trusting him. How he must have crowed over his triumph when she finally surrendered her innocence. Angry as she was with him, she was furious with herself. She should have known better.

  Worthless MacBeans, the guard had called them, and Tarbert was certainly not much to look at—a huddle of dilapidated buildings, a few scruffy cattle. For generations, the MacBeans had earned what they could training other men's horses. It put food on the table, clothes on their backs, but not much more. Still, the keep was clean, her kinfolk honest. Which was more than could be said for the Sutherland heir, she thought.

  The MacBeans were at the noon meal when she cantered into the courtyard. No one came to take her pony, so she led it into the stables herself. She unbuckled the girth, then braced to slide the heavy saddle off.

  "Let me," commanded a gravelly voice.

  Rowena squeaked and turned. "Oh, 'tis you, Laird Padruig." She inclined her head in greeting to him, a customer come to pick up the ponies her brother, John, had broken to saddle.

  "Where've ye been?" he demanded. The gloom in the stables emphasized the lines in his weathered face and the harshness of his features. His eyes were hard; his mouth never smiled.

  "R-riding." The last thing she wanted now was company. "I should get inside."

  "A moment." He plucked the saddle from the pony's back as though it weighed nothing and set it in the straw. "The stable lad can see to her when he's finished eating." He took Rowena's arm and escorted her from the barn. But when she started toward the tower, he steered her around the stark stone edifice and into the kitchen garden.

  "Laird Padruig?" She was not frightened, for he'd been a frequent visitor to her father, then her brother.

  "I've been waiting on ye."

  "Why?" Rowena stopped, fear clutching at her battered nerves. "Is it Mama? John?"

  "Yer mother and brother are well, far's I ken." He stopped in the shadow of the huge rowan bush by the back door, yet still kept hold of her arm, as though fearing she'd run off.

  "What is it, then?"

  "Ye'll not have noticed, but I've had me eye on ye."

  "I—I had not." She'd been too caught up in her feelings for Lion and in making the most of the time they had. "Why?"

  "I'm in need of a wife," he said bluntly.

  Rowena blinked. Padruig held the Highland record for most handfasts, having contracted himself to no fewer than fifteen women over the years. None of the unions had lasted more than the prescribed year and a day, for none had produced what Padruig needed more than anything—an heir to rule the Gunns after him. She recalled John saying it had something to do with Padruig's mistrust of his half brother, Eneas, who would be the next chief if Padruig failed to get a son.

  "Why are you telling me this?" she asked warily.

  "Because I need a wife, and I think ye need a husband." He looked at her belly, and she fancied those muddy brown eyes of his could see through her gown and shift to her womb.

  Rowena shifted uncomfortably. "I do not know what you—"

  "Aye, ye do. And ye're a clever lass and sensible…for the most part. Ye'll not be wanting to tell yer family ye're breeding and no husband in the offing."

  "How can you know?" she demanded.

  "Over the years, I've watched other men's wives and sweethearts swell with child. Watched and envied. Ye've the glow of a lass who's well and truly caught." A hint of a smile tilted his lips. "And I chanced to overhear yer conversation with old Meg the other morning."

  "Oh." Rowena wanted desperately to sit down.

  "Here." Padruig grabbed her arm and led her to a wooden bench. "Can't have ye tiring yerself and risking my babe."

  "You—you'd claim another's child as your own?"

  "Aye, I would, and if ye've listened to half the gossip that goes around, ye know why."

  "But the child has no Gunn blood."

  "It comes of good stock. Ye're a fine lass, gentle and clever…if a bit foolish about love. But then, most lasses are. And the father…" Padruig Gunn gritted his teeth. " 'Tis better if his name is never spoken between us, lest we be heard, but I've learned good things about him. Courageous in battle, dedicated to his clan and honorable… I could die easy knowing a lad with those qualities would inherit and safeguard all I'
d worked so hard to build." His expression turned as stark as the mountains beyond Tarbert's walls. "I'd do almost anything to keep Eneas from becoming chief after me. He's ruthless and so hungry for power he'd drag our clan into hell with him."

  Torn, Rowena studied her hands.

  "Ye're thinking mayhap that he might change his mind and come back for ye."

  "How do you know he's gone away?"

  "I made it my business to know everything about him. His father has great plans for him. He's to be educated in France, trained and groomed as befits Highland nobility. They'll marry him off to a great heiress. What with the way the English killed off the French nobles, there are wealthy, titled daughters and widows aplenty over the narrow sea for him to choose from."

  Rowena sighed and hung her head. His words mirrored the fears she'd had when Lion had first taken an interest in her. If only she'd listened to her inbred caution and ignored the attraction that had leaped between them from the instant their eyes had met. "What if the babe is a girl?"

  "I'll take that chance, raise her to be strong and wed her to a man of my choosing. It's settled, then?"

  Nay, her heart cried out. But for the first time in two months, she listened instead to her mind. "Aye."

  Chapter One

  Highlands, May, 1390

  The night was as wild and unruly as the times. A bank of clouds hid the moon and deepened the natural shadows in the little wooded glen where Lionel Sutherland lurked. The wind blew briskly from the west, whipping the pines and barely budded oaks into a rustling frenzy.

  How much he missed this, the raw land, the damp weather, the sweet, sweet smell of home. As he lifted his head to sample the air, the wind tugged at his shoulder-length hair like an impatient lover.