Hidden Worlds

by Kristie Cook

  “Talk about what?” I asked, praying she wasn’t talking about the closet and Torin. No one had seen us, other than the security guard.

  “Jess Davenport. Did you really call her a skank and threaten to kick her butt from here to the Grand Canyon.”

  My jaw dropped. “I did not.”

  “I heard you called her an airhead,” Keith said.

  “That I did.” Laughing, I looked up, and my eyes met with Jess’. She, Torin, and her entourage just entered the cafeteria. She clung to him like he was her lifeline and tried to kill me with her eyes again. Yeah, right back at you. I couldn’t bring myself to look at Torin.

  “When did this happen?” Eirik asked.

  I shook my head. “It doesn’t matter. Let’s discuss something else. Did you get the e-mail Doc sent out about the meeting on Friday?”

  The mood at our table changed. Cora nodded and stared at her plate. Eirik’s lips pressed into a straight line. Keith looked at us and frowned. “That’s the swim coach, right?”

  “Yeah.” Eirik glanced at me. “I think the meeting is about Kate’s funeral. I heard it’s on Saturday. They have the first wake on Friday morning at ten and the second Saturday morning before the service.”

  “Are you going?” Cora asked, looking at me with teary eyes.

  I nodded. “Saturday for the wake and the funeral, unless Doc asks us to go as a team.”

  “Eirik?” Cora asked.

  He nodded. “I’m going on Saturday, too. I went through my photographs and found quite a few of her pictures. I might make a slideshow, burn it on a CD, and give it to her parents.” His gaze swung from me to Cora then back to me again, a slight flush on his cheeks. “I know they probably have home movies, but this will be different. You know, it will be something from the swim team.”

  I squeezed Eirik’s hand. I didn’t know any guy who’d think of doing something that special for someone else, but that was Eirik. He was amazing. From the way Cora stared at him, I wasn’t the only one who thought so.

  “I think we should use Movie Maker and add comments.” I glanced at Cora. “You’re good with the software.”

  Cora grinned, her mood improving. “I can add fancy animation, zoom in and out, and make her the focus on every picture. You can add pithy captions, Raine.”

  As the three of us discussed what we could do to make the presentation memorable, Keith cleared his throat and cut in. “What can I do to help?”

  “Oh, we didn’t mean to leave you out,” Cora said, laying her head on his arm. “You can inspire us by feeding us. Since my parents still limit my computer time and I’ve been forced to abuse my poor cell phone, we can meet at …” She glanced at me then Eirik.

  “My place,” I said. We hardly ever went to Eirik’s when his parents were around. “Should we start tonight?”

  “I can’t,” Cora said. “My family is going to my aunt’s for dinner.”

  “Tomorrow?” I asked, and everyone nodded. “Keith, do you still volunteer at the hospital?”

  “Yeah.” He bit into his burrito, chewed, and swallowed. He washed it down with soda. “I’ll be there Friday after school and possibly on Saturday.”

  “Do you know anyone in Records?”

  “Yeah. Debbie. Why?”

  “I’m trying to see my medical records, maybe find the identity of the nurses who took care of me in the ICU after I was born.”

  “Your doctor should have your medical record on file, but if he doesn’t, come and see me on the first floor, Orthopedic Wing. I’ll take you to Debbie.”

  “Whoa, what’s going on?” Cora asked. “What’s this about your birth record?”

  “My mother said I was a preemie, and I want to thank the nurses who took care of me. I plan to nominate them for the Daisy Award.”

  “What the heck is the Daisy Award?” Cora nudged Keith’s arm. “And who’s Debbie and why is she willing to help you?”

  While Keith reassured Cora of his feelings, my gaze connected with Torin’s. I was desperate for answers he couldn’t give me. It didn’t matter how far I had to go to find them. Somebody somewhere must know if I miraculously recovered from a near fatal condition in the last seventeen years. It was the only explanation for the runes.

  As soon as I got home that evening, I called Dr. Carmichael’s office. Her nurse wasn’t helpful. “I’m sorry, Miss Cooper. We don’t give out medical records to minors.”

  “But these are my medical records. All I want is the name of the nurses who took care of me when I was born. I’m thinking of nominating them for the Daisy Award,” I added, hoping to wow her.

  “Bring your mother with you, Ms. Cooper,” the woman said, clearly not impressed. “Both of you must have picture IDs and a copy of your birth certificate to prove she is who she claims to be. We’ve had problems with adopted children trying to track down their birth mothers, so we are very cautious and thorough when it comes to these things.”

  “Thanks.” For nothing. There was no way I could ask Mom to take me to the hospital without explaining my reasons. She might think I was obsessed with my birth and haul me to a shrink’s office.

  PARTY PLANNERS

  I entered Doc’s geography classroom and looked around for Eirik and Cora. Our coach also taught geography and psychology, and most members of the swim team often hung out in his class before the first bell.

  Today they were in the back of the room, where Torin and the Dahl sisters were holding court in opposite corners. Cora was among the girls surrounding Torin. Jess hadn’t arrived yet, but as soon as she did, the other girls would melt away. Eirik and a few guys lounged in front of the class, so I headed their way.

  He pulled me down onto his lap, his arm possessively around my waist.

  “What’s going on?” I asked.

  “St. James is throwing a swim party tomorrow at his place and they,” he nodded toward the corner where Maliina and Ingrid were charming mostly guys, “are throwing one, too. They have a pool; he doesn’t.” Eirik grinned. “Can’t wait to see how this plays out.”

  From the large group of girls surrounding Torin, Maliina and Ingrid didn’t have a chance of luring more students to their party. Guys tended to go where the girls were. Andris was still missing since the fight with Torin, so he’d be no help. Where had the silver-haired Immortal disappeared to anyway?

  My eyes met Torin’s, and my stomach contracted. His expression was hard to read. I hadn’t spoken to him since the closet fiasco, and I felt like crap. It was as though a part of me was missing. As though someone had carved a hole inside my chest and every day it expanded.

  He, on the hand, seemed to be enjoying himself with Jess. They were inseparable. He didn’t attend any of my other classes except math, but she always walked him to class. I had tried to keep from staring at them, especially during lunch, but like someone compelled, I always did. Each time, I’d find him staring at me. Part of me longed for him, wished I was with him, while another part knew it was better this way. I only hoped the pain would lessen with time.

  I didn’t see him at home either anymore, except for the purr of his Harley as he came and went. Every time, I wondered whether he was going to Jess’ place or if he had been with her. At least he hadn’t taken her to his place. That would kill me.

  As if dealing with the two of them that wasn’t bad enough, there was Maliina. Every time I turned around, she was watching me, waiting. Sometimes I wanted to yell at her to do her worst. Maybe then Torin would come to my rescue and my self-imposed exile would end.

  “I’ll go with St. James,” Tim, a junior freestyle sprinter, said.

  “He’s badass, so there might be booze,” someone else added.

  “I just want to check out his Harley,” another said. “That ride is hot.”

  “Aw, come on,” Tim said. “You’re going ‘cause he has the girls.”

  They high-fived each other.

  “Which party, Seville?” someone asked.

  “Neither. I’ve plans.” E
irik’s arms tightened around my waist.

  I heard him, but my eyes were on Jess who’d just entered the room. She headed straight to Torin, the other girls moving out of her way. She kissed him, and a sharp sting of pain sliced through me. I’d never seen them kiss before. Watching them hurt so much I couldn’t breathe.

  As though aware of my reaction, Torin glanced at me, and I saw something in his eyes I hadn’t seen before—pain, an echo of the same pain crashing through me. Next second, he was back gazing into Jess’ eyes, smiling.

  I was the one who’d pushed him away, demanded space, yet I was so miserable. From what I’d just seen, he was miserable, too. The saddest part was there was nothing we could do about it. I’d never hurt Eirik, not even to be happy.

  I leaned against Eirik’s chest and shut everything out, until Coach Fletcher entered the room. Everyone moved away from the back and grabbed seats. He waited until there was silence before he spoke.

  “Most of you know that Kate’s funeral is tomorrow morning. The wake and service will be at Grandview Baptist Church on Fulton before we head to Northridge Cemetery. I’d like to see the swim team represented, so if you plan on attending, please sign up now. The wake will start at nine and the service at eleven.” He walked around and passed out clipboards, which had several signup sheets and pens. “I need the exact number of students attending the service so the school can provide us with transportation.”

  He walked to the front of the class, gesturing to the students who’d just arrived to take seats. “The bus will meet here at eight-thirty. We’ll leave at ten-to-nine for the church. The bus will bring everyone back here from the cemetery. The transportation to and from school will be your responsibility. Any questions?”

  No one spoke.

  “Okay. Try to dress appropriately, which means black or dark colors. I know eulogies are hard to give, but it would be nice to have a student or two say something during the service.” He studied us. “Any volunteers?”

  Silence. I wasn’t surprised no one wanted to speak. Kate had been one of those students we ignored. Shy and quiet, she’d blended with the background, except during meets when she shined brightly. Unfortunately, as soon as she stepped out of the pool, she would become invisible again. Now I felt guilty for having ignored her.

  I glanced around, but no one raised their hand. My eyes met Cora’s from where she sat in the back. She mouthed, “Do it.”

  I made a face. I hated talking in front of people. Seconds ticked past. It wasn’t fair. Kate was getting the same treatment she’d received while alive. Ignored.

  “Going once … twice …” Coach Fletcher said, in an auctioneer’s voice, trying to lighten the mood.

  Sighing, I raised my hand.

  “Sold to Miss Cooper. Happy to know I won’t be the only one on the podium. If anyone else decides to join us, e-mail me. Okay, give me the clipboards on your way out.”

  We got to our feet and filed out of the room. Cora caught up with us in the parking lot.

  “Are we going to Torin’s party tomorrow night?” Cora asked, her eyes sparkling with excitement.

  “I don’t know.” Eirik caught my eyes. “Do you want to go?”

  My priority was seeing my medical records and writing a nice eulogy. “Depends on how I feel tomorrow.”

  Cora rolled her eyes. “We’re going if I have to drag your sorry butts there. You are neighbors for crying out loud. How do you think he’d feel if you don’t go?” She glared at Eirik. “Your parents know his people and—”

  “I don’t care how he feels,” Eirik retorted. I had a feeling he’d noticed the way Torin always stared at me.

  “Can we talk about our plans for tonight? We have to work on the slideshow presentation, and I’ll need help with the eulogy.” I was already regretting volunteering.

  “I’ll stop by your place in an hour or so,” Eirik said. “Are you two going to the hospital?”

  I nodded. “Keith said to meet him around four.”

  “I can come with you guys if you’d like,” he offered.

  “We can do things without your exulted presence, Pretty Boy,” Cora teased.

  Eirik shot her an annoyed look. “I wasn’t talking to you.”

  I bumped him with my shoulder, hating that they were back at each other’s throats again. “We’ll be fine. One, you’re late for the meeting with the other editors, and two, you hate hospitals. I’ll fill you in later.”

  “I just remembered we’re going dress-shopping for Raine’s Homecoming dress tomorrow afternoon,” Cora cut in, glancing at Eirik. “You’re coming with us, right?”

  Eirik made a face. “No, thanks. No shopping. I’ll take you guys to Torin’s party.” He kissed me and ran off toward the media center.

  Cora laughed. “Gah, men are so easy.”

  “How did you know he’d choose the party?”

  She linked our arms. “‘Cause I happen to know which buttons to push. I don’t understand why he hates shopping with us. He gets the front row seat to a private fashion show. Any man would kill for that.”

  “Eirik is not most guys.”

  Cora grinned. “I know.”

  I looked at my watch. “Let’s stop by the Creperie for lattes then leave your car at my place before going to the hospital. No need to take both cars.”

  ***

  An hour later, we sat in the hospital’s parking lot, sipping our lattes and listening to the radio. My ring tone started. Mom. I pressed the green button and brought the phone to my ear. “Did you get my message about tonight?”

  “Yes, I did. Don’t worry about it. I’ll bring you guys something to eat for dinner.”

  I grinned. “You’re the best, Mom.”

  She chuckled. “I’ll see you tonight.”

  I turned off my cell just as a song ended. “Is that Taylor’s latest hit?”

  Cora stared at me blankly. “I don’t know. I wasn’t really paying attention. What time is it?”

  “Three forty-five. You’re worried about this Debbie girl for nothing, you know. Keith’s crazy about you.”

  “Then why hasn’t he asked me to the dance?”

  “Maybe he just assumed you’d go together or he’s waiting for you to ask him.”

  She widened her eyes. “That’s dumb. Men always do the asking.”

  “You asked him out,” I reminded her.

  Cora grinned. “That’s ‘cause he was taking forever when it was obvious he liked me.” She sighed. “I could go with you guys, but I hate being a third wheel. Oh, let’s go get this over with. Debbie can have him for all I care.”

  We threw our paper cups in the bin by the entrance then stepped through the sliding, circular automatic doors. The ladies behind the desk at the physical therapy entrance were nice, but Keith frowned when he saw Cora. Maybe she had a reason to worry.

  “What?” Cora asked with attitude.

  “My mother’s here.” Keith glanced over his shoulder and hustled us away from the desk.

  Cora frowned. “So what? She knows we’re dating.”

  “Yes, but she doesn’t approve of my girlfriends coming to my place of work.”

  “Girlfriends? Just how many—”

  Keith pulled her toward him and shut her up with a kiss. “I’ll come to your place tonight. There’s something I need to ask you. Right now, I have to introduce Raine to Debbie then go back to work before my mother finds out I’m gone. She’s big on work ethics. Get it?”

  Cora grinned. “Got it.”

  “Good.” He planted another kiss on her lips. “This way.”

  He led us down a set of stairs and along a hallway to a door. He opened it to reveal an office with several workstations, but only one was occupied by a heavy-set, middle-aged woman. She waved to us. I elbowed Cora, who grinned.

  “Debbie, this is Lorraine Cooper, the friend I told you about, and her friend Cora. Girls, this is Deborah Keegan,” Keith said when we stopped by the woman’s desk. “Thanks for agreeing to help them, Debbie
.” He squeezed her shoulder and turned to Cora. “See you tonight.”

  Debbie didn’t wait for him to leave the room before she tapped on the keyboard then glanced at me. “What’s your social security number?”

  I recited the nine-digit number and waited with anticipation as she typed. She glanced at me. “Just the names of the nurses?”

  “Yes.”

  She tilted the screen away from us as a page popped on the screen. She scrolled down, clicked, and scrolled some more, then picked up a pen, scribbled something on a piece of paper, and handed it to me. “Anything else?”

  “No, thank you.” I studied the names—Gabrielle Guillaume, Kayla Jemison, and Sally Mullin. I wanted to ask her if they’d retired, but I doubted she would appreciate it. From her cold demeanor, it was obvious she was only helping us because of Keith.

  We were by the door when I whispered, “I wish I could ask her if they still worked here.”

  “Go ahead and do it,” Cora said.

  I glanced at Debbie from the corner of my eye. “I don’t know. She didn’t seem thrilled to be helping us.”

  “Oh, whatever. Are they all retired?” Cora asked, turning to face Debbie.

  The woman looked up and scowled. “Excuse me?”

  “The nurses,” Cora said. “Are they retired, dead, or still around?”

  Debbie sighed. “There’s a Gabby Guillaume upstairs at the Women’s Center,” she said. “But I don’t know if it’s the same nurse.”

  We were grinning as we left the basement and headed for the elevator. I couldn’t believe I was actually going to talk to one of the nurses who had taken care of me. “Thanks for asking her.”

  Cora shrugged. “Are you excited?”

  “Oh yeah.” Scared, too. I wasn’t sure what to expect.

  We followed the signs to the double doors of the Women’s Center. Inside was a spacious, spa-like waiting room with soft background music, comfortable furniture with fluffy pillows, and ottomans. I shivered. Someone must have cranked up the air conditioner because the temperature in the room was cooler than outside. Through the glass walls, I could see women lounging in beds, some with their babies. A young nurse who reminded me of Marj from the swim team sat behind the large, circular nurses’ station. She wore fashionable blue floral scrubs, and her braids were in a bun. We approached her.