My Love Ain't Meant For a Thug

by A'zayler

  “That’s the same shit I was thinking.” Congo dapped Toro up and walked to his car to get his things. When he went inside Honey and Arizona was in the kitchen talking.

  “Honey,”

  She looked up at him, and he nodded his head towards the stairs. She took the hint and got up. She hugged Arizona and followed him out of the kitchen and up the stairs. The room Honey had slept in the night before was clean and Arizona had it decorated in various shades of purple. Honey’s things were stacked neatly in the corner. He sat his next to hers before sitting on the side of the bed. Honey stood next to the dresser waiting on nothing in particular.

  “Why you all the way over there?” Congo could feel a buzz from the beers he had. “Come here.” He held his hand out to her.

  When she was in front of him he pulled her between his legs and looked up at her face. “You know I’ve thought about you every night and every day since I met you? And it’s crazy because I like it. I aint never been the type of nigga that’s been into all that sap ass stuff but when I think of you I can’t help it,” Congo laughed. Not a funny laugh but more so a nervous one. He held his head down for a few minutes before looking back up again. “I want to be with you every second of my day Honey and I don’t even know you like that. Crazy huh?”

  “No Congo it’s not. I feel the same way. I was just telling Arizona the same thing in the kitchen. I just don’t know if I’m ready. I’ve never really been in a relationship before. I don’t wanna mess up.”

  “I don’t see how you could. I’m fucking with you Honey for real. I just need you to know being with me aint finna be no cake walk. I aint a rich nigga. I used to be, but I’m trying to stay away from that life. I’ ma work hard and make sure I take care of you but that’s all I can offer at the moment. I promise I’ ma get you whatever you want, but you gon’ have to be patient with me. Okay?” Congo ran his hand over his head and looked down and up again. He was nervous. Honey’s presence was making it hard to express himself. “I’m a good nigga. You aint gotta worry bout me fucking off or no shit like that. Long as I know you with me and appreciate my effort I’ ma always go hard for you. Cool?”

  Honey nodded as she lowered her body until she was sitting on his leg. One arm was thrown around his shoulder while she played with the fabric of his shirt with the other. “I don’t expect you to be perfect or nothing like that because I’m not. I don’t even expect you to take care of me, I can do that myself.”

  Congo interrupted her. “You might as well kill that shit. I’m gon’ take care of you. What kind of man would I be if I didn’t?”

  “I’m just used to taking care of myself but I’ll try,” She looked at the wall, still holding onto his shirt. “You’ll love me. I can feel it. It’ll happen soon…I’m a good girl and I would never treat you the way Neeka does. I admire your drive to better yourself. I actually wanna help you. Any way that I can, I want to help.”

  “If I’m your man Honey, I can handle shit for us. The only help I need from you is your support and loyalty. Everything else we can piece together.”

  “You’ve had it since I saw you pressed against the hood of that car.”

  “So what this mean?” His eyes took in her beauty as he waited for her answer. Honey was perfect and so damn gorgeous. He could feel all that mushy shit he was just talking about beginning to surface. Her eyes held him captive until she licked her lips, then he was forced to take his mind elsewhere before their conversation took on a different direction.

  Honey shrugged her shoulders.

  “So you wanna be my girlfriend yes or no?”

  Honey’s smile was huge and had him feeling like he was falling in love. “Yes,”

  “Good.” He pushed her off his lap so that she was standing back up. When she was in front of him he pulled her down again so that now she was straddling him. He pushed her hair back so he could see her whole face. “Listen to me. I would have never approached this with you if I didn’t think I was ready. I know it’s quick, but I feel it in here.” Congo tapped the center of his chest. You feel me?”

  Honey tapped hers in the same spot. “I feel it in here too babe.” Honey’s eyes were glossy. “I feel it too.”

  Congo slid his hand down her body and cupped her love through her shorts. “I wanna feel it in here,” He rubbed her through her shorts. “Can I feel it in here Honey?” He leaned forward and bit her breasts through her shirt.

  When she didn’t say anything he took it as his cue to keep going. She hadn’t said yes but she hadn’t said no either.

  “Wrap your legs around me.”

  Honey did as she was told and Congo stood up and walked to the door. He locked it and turned the ceiling fan off. Honey’s small body clung to him in a needy manor. He was holding her up with one of his arms but she had her whole body circled around him. Back at the bed he sat her down and kicked his shoes off. Honey sat on the bed fiddling with her hair as he pulled his shirt over his head. Her eyes danced as she took in the chocolate king in front of her. His body was ripped with muscles. They weren’t big and bulky like Toro’s but she was thankful for that because she wasn’t a fan of men with bulky muscles. She liked a nice toned body and that was exactly what Congo had. The deep cut lines on is waist leading to his crotch was everything she needed to soak her panties. Knowing all this sexiness was now hers made this experience even better. Congo licked his lips and leaned over her and kissed her mouth. Honey kissed him back eagerly. He was glad for that. It showed him she wanted him just as bad as he wanted her. Her soft lips and warm mouth had his member growing by the second. Congo grunted and scooted back.

  “Hold up baby,”

  He grabbed his phone from the dresser and turned on Pandora. He turned it to the Pretty Ricky station and turned the volume up as far as it would go before placing it on the nightstand closest to the bed. He made eye contact with Honey and pulled his shorts down. Now completely naked he moved back to the bed.

  “Stand up. Let me see you.”

  Congo held his bottom lip between his teeth and looked her up and down. She looked like she wanted to act shy but he wasn’t about to have that tonight. This was their first night together physically and he wanted to enjoy the entire experience. He grabbed the bottom of her shirt and pulled it over her head. He then rolled her shorts down over her thighs and off her body. Her bra and panties came next. When she was naked he stepped closer and pressed his body against hers. He touched every part of her he could. From her big firm breasts to the soft skin between her thighs. Congo couldn’t think of no other place he’d rather be right then than where he was. The look on her face made him want to love her. Made him want to kiss her body while she moaned sweet things to him. When he ran his hand between her legs he cursed silently.

  “Damn, Honey. Can we get any closer baby?”

  Her face exhibited confusion.

  Congo knew his question sounded dumb but that’s how he felt. Even as close as they were to one another right then, he wanted more. He had to have more. More of her. More of this woman that had his mind thinking of things to do to her, and her only. Congo wrapped his arm around her back and pulled her to his chest before leaning over to pull the covers back. He ushered her to climb in bed before climbing in behind her. Once he was on top of her he took her lips and sucked on them. He fondled her breasts while kissing on her neck. He took his time kissing down her body stopping momentarily to suck on her pretty round nipples before continuing on down. He pushed her legs up and looked at her pretty pink pussy. He kissed all over it, making sure not to taste her sweetness yet.

  “I like this,” He kissed it again.

  “I got it done today,” Honey referred to her freshly waxed vagina. She’d asked Arizona to take her to get it done earlier and she’d been excited for Congo to see it ever since.

  No more words were spoken as Congo used his tongue to write his name on her pussy. He licked all over the folds of her love before sucking lightly on her clit. It swelled in his mouth as the tip o
f his tongue flicked across it. When she moaned Congo thought his dick would bust. It was the sweetest sound he’d ever heard. It was soft yet, passion filled. With one of her feet propped up on his shoulder and the other thrown over the crook in his arm. He focused on making her cum.

  “Mmmmmm Con-“ Honey arched her back of the bed and grabbed the top of his head.

  Congo was putting in his best work trying to please his baby. She was squirming all over the bed trying to get away but he kept pulling her back down onto his face. Honey’s love was so sweet he didn’t want to waste one drop. He was licking all over her pussy trying to taste as much as he could. For some reason he didn’t remember it being this sweet the first time he’d tasted her. Maybe it tasted better this time because it was his now. When her legs closed on his head he knew she was about to cum. The middle of her back was off the bed and her hips was bucking against his face.

  “Oooohhh Congo.” She whispered breathlessly as her body shook from her orgasm.

  He lapped up every juice that dripped from her. He rubbed his face in it as he waited for her orgasm to subside. His nose, mouth, and chin was wet from her essence. Congo enjoyed the smell of her. The scent was subtle and unique. He slid back up kissing her body along the way. Being that her body was so sensitive now, every time his lips touched her she jumped.

  He leaned over and looked down into her face. It was flushed red and her eyes were low. “Un uh. Wake up and get some dick Honey.”

  “I’m not going to sleep. I want you.”

  “You ready to let your man get some of this Honey love?”

  Her smile was lazy. “Take all you want babe.”

  Babe. Congo liked the sound of that. It was endearing and sounded sweet coming from her mouth. He wanted to hear it over and over again all day every day.

  Congo sucked on her neck leaving passion marks all over it. Because of her light complexion her skin turned red instantly. He rubbed the head of his dick around her opening and pushed forward. It slid in but only a little. He pushed his hips a little harder this time, going all the way in.

  “AAAHHHHHHHHHHHH CONGO!” Her arms enveloped him quickly. Squeezing his back. Her legs were already around his waist and clasped tighter once he was in. “Owwwee babe,”

  Congo groaned deeply almost like he was in pain. His face was frowned and as always he was biting his bottom lip. “Ah Damn Honey.” His moans grew deeper and a little huskier as her warmth stroked his dick every time he went in and out. This feeling. This was it. She was it. The one person that made his body feel like it was made for her. No other woman had brought him this type of euphoria. Her thighs hugged his body making him feel warm and safe. Her arms around him, holding onto him made him feel needed. Congo stroked Honey lovingly. He kissed all over her face and neck as he used his dick to make her feel good. He leaned up so he could see her face. The way her eyes rolled back into her head every time he hit bottom, and the pretty faces of passion she made when they connected matched with the sweet moans sounding throughout the room had him in love.

  “Open up your eyes and talk to me baby,”

  Honey opened her eyes but didn’t say anything.

  “You’re so fucking beautiful Honey.”

  She tried to take the pleasure he was giving her while maintaining eye contact.

  “I want to look at you under me like this every day.”

  Her head nodded up and down.

  “You want me to be yours? Huh? You want this dick to belong to you Honey?”

  She closed her eyes as he went as deep as he could and held it there.

  “This my pussy. Okay?”

  “Yours,” She whispered.

  Congo’s chest got tight as he looked into her eyes. They were wet and seeping with desire.

  “Be mine Honey,” Congo kissed her lips hungrily. “Just be with me love.” He was so caught up in this girl he was saying stuff he wouldn’t dare say out loud. Some stuff he would keep inside and just think about it. But in this moment he felt so full. Full of longing and passion. He was deep in her love and he was still craving closeness. He pressed his body against hers as he worked his hips grinding in and out of her honey. His honey. With his head near hers he could hear her moans so clear it was almost like he could feel them. The place inside of her where they were coming from. He could feel it. His heart on top of hers, his large hand interlocked with smaller one. The feminine softness of her body beneath his hard one had his mind flying high. Her pussy had him high. Never in his life out of all the women he’d been with had he felt like he had to have them. Right then, in that moment, he felt an urge that only Honey could suppress.

  “Oooohhh babe, babe, Congo, ooohh,” Honey moaned in his ear as her legs clenched tightly around him. He could feel them shaking as her fluids shot out against his stomach. He could feel it dripping down his dick. He pulled back some so he could see. His dick was covered in her creamy white essence and his stomach was glistening from her love. Congo couldn’t take it any longer. The head of his penis tingled as he watched it disappear inside of her over and over again. He closed his eyes and rode the waves of ecstasy as he neared his orgasm. When he felt it was almost time he pulled out and shot it all over her stomach. He growled almost like an animal and fell on top of her. She hugged him close to her body and began to massage his back. She even started to hum quietly in his ear. Now that was some shit. Humming? He’d never seen anything like it before but oddly enough, he liked it. With his head in the center of her chest he lay still trying to regain his composure. She rubbed the top of his head and hummed to him for a few minutes. He’d almost fallen asleep until her humming and rubbing stopped. His eyes shot open and he looked up at her.

  “Why you stop?”

  “You’re squishing me babe. You need to move, you’re too heavy. I can’t hardly breathe.”

  Congo laughed and rolled off of her. Honey rolled over and got out of bed. She pulled the shirt she’d just taken off on, followed by her shorts.

  “Where you going?”

  “To take a shower.” She walked to the dresser, grabbed he soap and shower cap and left.

  Congo lay in the bed trying to decide did he feel like moving and decided he’d might as well. When he got in the bathroom Honey was already in the shower. He pulled his gym shorts down and stepped in. He walked up behind her soapy body and pulled her to him. He kissed the side of her neck and bit her ear.

  He licked her neck. “So you with me?”

  “You know it.”

  “I’m hard to deal with sometimes.”

  “I can handle you.” She smiled.

  “Why I feel like I want to tell you I love you?”

  “Because I just rocked your world.”

  Congo had to laugh at her. That was corny as shit but it was probably the truth. He joked with her about that being the case as they showered. During their shower she appeared to be a little shy but he expected that. He tried his hardest not to stare but it was hard. He didn’t want her to feel uncomfortable but she was so perfect to him. Her ass even looked bigger without clothes covering it up. Once they showered and got back into the room, they got back into bed and snuggled close to one another.

  “Let’s make a promise to each other babe,”

  “What’s that?”

  “We both have a lot of stuff going on right now, so I want us to promise not to shy away from each other if things get rough. I want us to be close like best friends so we have to stay no matter what. Cool?”

  “I got you pretty girl. Go to sleep. I’m here.”

  Honey kissed his jaw before laying down. Congo was nearly sleep but he had to thank God. Hopefully this thing with him and Honey worked out. She had no idea how much her last statement meant to someone in his situation. Having a woman belittle everything you do like it’s not good enough, then having another one take you and everything the other woman belittled and embrace it? That was the commitment he needed. He was keeping Honey no matter what.

  Chapter Eight

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nbsp; You Fall In love with the most unexpected person, at the most unexpected time…

  Honey walked down the aisle of Wal-Mart feeling the best she’d felt in months. Her heart was warm with feeling. It was beating fast with excitement from seeing her boo. Congo had just gotten off work and she needed to come to Wal-Mart, of course he brought her. She was spoiled like that. Anything she wanted, she got it. As soon as he showered, he didn’t even bother to eat before bringing her to the store. Honey didn’t know what it was that made her stomach feel all jumpy when he came around. She’d always been attracted to him but it seemed that these days it was worse than usual. She didn’t want to say it was the sex but she was almost forced to believe that might be it. She’d always thought he was sexy but since their first sexual encounter it had gone up a few notches. It had been almost a month since she’d first graced him with her body and he had been breaking her off ever since. It was almost like they feigned for each other. Whenever they were alone they were practically ripping their clothes off. When it came to her Congo acted like he couldn’t get enough. He was always touching or kissing on her. Of course, she had not one objection. Like now they were in Wal-Mart and he had her hand locked tightly with his. They were on the aisle with the notebooks and sketch pads. She had drew up all the paper in the ones she had and she needed more. Congo was very supportive of her drawing so he made sure to keep her stocked.

  “Ooh babe look at this one. It’s cheetah print,” Honey held up the notebook for him to see.

  “That’s ugly as hell. Pick another one.”

  “You make me sick,”

  “That notebook should make yo ass sick, Its tacky as fuck.”

  Honey sucked her teeth and put it back. Not because he called it ugly but because after she really looked at it, it really did look tacky.

  “Here get this one.”

  Honey frowned at the plain blue notebook.