Highland Heartbreakers
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“It makes no difference to me,” he said. “Tis an honor for any woman to warm the bed of our jarl.”
“I understand,” she said. “But my feelings will never change. I offered my body willingly to the man I love—the one I wish to call husband.”
“He is gone, milady. Tis better to accept it. I will give you what time you need to get used to the idea of marrying me. I swore to protect you. An oath I will never break.”
“I am not the sort of woman who accepts defeat easily. Something I learned after meeting Jarl Konal. What I ask for now will require you to fulfill the very vow you made to our master.”
He inhaled deeply, looking as if he knew what she was going to say next.
“Take me to the place where his father’s longship is anchored. Let me speak with him a last time. If he rejects me, I will return here and marry you without complaint.”
Gunnar rubbed his chin, staring intently at her. “I have your word? You won’t make my life miserable if we are married? We will live in peace and have children as all husbands and wives do?”
“I swear on my own life.” Whatever it was worth without Konal, she didn’t know.
“Come,” he said. “We have a long ride ahead of us.”
*
Konal lowered the heavy bag filled with amber onto the boat. He’d waited over a year to stand in this very spot, to feel a longship sway upon the waves again, to feel the salt air breeze in his hair, and to hear the screech of the seagulls overhead.
But no matter how much joy it brought him, his heart was, once again, hollow. Perhaps this is what death felt like, walking about void of emotions. What man wished to take a breath if he couldn’t love? By choosing to leave his sweet Silvia behind, he condemned himself to a life of emptiness. The price he must pay to go home.
He returned to the beach and helped load several more barrels onto the ship, supplies for the journey, and his share of the gold and silver he’d earned during his year of service to Prince Ivarr. He’d buy his own steading in the Trondelag, perhaps a parcel of land on one of the barrier islands where he could walk the shoreline every morning and gaze across the North Sea, hoping to catch sight of the woman he loved—soon to be wed to another man.
The reality of it strangled him.
“Konal,” one of the guards called.
“What is it?”
“On the cliffs.”
Konal looked where the man was pointing. Three hundred feet above them, a couple people were waving their arms wildly. Why didn’t they take the footpath down to the water?
Then he heard her soft voice carried on the breeze. “K.O.N.A.L.”
Instinctively, he reacted as any man in love would, sprinting up the incline like a wild stallion. She waited with Gunnar, unashamed that she’d, once again, disobeyed him.
“Will you ever listen to me, woman?”
“Only if you send me away.”
With anguish in her eyes, she stayed silent.
“Gunnar,” he said. “Go below and help my father’s men load the ship.”
“Aye.” He walked away.
“Did you get the missive?”
She reached inside her cloak and produced the letter. “If this is how you feel…”
“It is.”
“Do you love me, Konal?”
With all his heart. More than life itself. More than the gods who ruled his brutal world. He’d wander aimlessly for an eternity, caught between the nine realms, for another night with Silvia. “Aye,” he said, bringing a fist to his heart. “I love you. I want you. I need you.”
Tears filled her eyes. “Then why did you leave without saying goodbye?”
“Because I know the pain of leaving behind a land you love. And I didn’t have the heart to make you suffer any more. At least on the farm, you’d be near your home, maybe one day able to visit the places and people you care for.”
“Is that the only reason?”
“No,” he admitted. “I didn’t have the courage to tell you. I loved before, and that woman cost me more than you’ll ever know. But you, sweet Silvia…” He closed the distance between them and caressed her cheek. “You changed me—changed everything. With you, I dare to live again. No longer half a man.”
His chest clenched as he realized how much of his soul he’d revealed. For so long, he’d relied only on himself—keeping his family at arm’s length, letting his bad temper rule his life. No longer. He’d risk it all one last time for love. “Come with me,” he said. “Leave this war ravaged island behind and start a new life with me in Norway. It won’t be easy, Silvia. My father will disapprove of our marriage at first. But in time, I hope he’ll grow to love you as I do.”
“Because I’m a thrall?”
“No,” he said. “Because you’re a Saxon.”
She gazed over his shoulder. “I’ve never sailed before,” she said timidly. “Will I…”
“You’re free, Silvia.”
She closed her eyes and raised her chin. “Free as the wind,” she cried. “Free as your ship upon the water.” Then she focused on him again. “Finally free to love you.”
Throwing herself into his arms, they both dropped to their knees, clinging to each other.
“Will you be my wife?”
“Yes, Jarl Konal.”
Not needing to hear another word, he lifted her into his arms and carried her to the longship, his most precious cargo.
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