by B. Love
“Why not? You want the nigga. Have the nigga.”
“He just left, Layyah.”
“So…”
I didn’t know why I was wasting my breath. She was going to call him anyway.
“Where you at?” she asked him. She must not have liked his answer because she rolled her eyes. “Is Bishop with you?” Lay looked at me and smiled. “Tell him that Kai misses him.”
I tried to grab the phone, but she jumped up and ran towards the kitchen.
“You going home? Okay. I’ll meet you there.” She walked in the den cheesing.
I could’ve killed her and kissed her at the same time.
“Bishop is on his way back over here. Why don’t you go take a shower and put something more appealing on?”
I looked at my sweats and shrugged. I wasn’t finna get all cute for that nigga. I was going to take a shower, though.
Bishop
I was surprised when Lay called Rell and told him that Kai missed me. When I left, she seemed like she didn’t care. I didn’t want to leave. I’d planned on spending the whole day with her, but after she had told me that Courtney was the nigga that had her heart gone, I needed to get some air. The whole time I was locked up, he was talking about the chick he’d left at home. How crazy about her he was. How talented and beautiful she was. Apparently, she was rapping and doing poetry then, but she hadn’t said anything to me about that either. Said he couldn’t wait to get out to see if they could have a grown man and woman relationship. Said he loved her too much to make her put her life on hold while he was on lock and I respected the nigga a lot for that. Most niggas were selfish. If they were doing time, they expected their woman to do the time with them. It took a real man to let his woman go and trust that if it was meant to be, she would be there when he got out.
I was beginning to understand why he loved Kai so much, but now that I’d met her, I wanted her to myself. The nigga was cool, but as far as I was concerned, he had just become the enemy. Here I was sitting in her driveway scared to get out. Now that I knew that there was a chance that I’d never really have all of her heart, I wasn’t so sure that I wanted to settle for half of it. A nigga had some serious thinking to do.
When I saw Lay walking out the house, I decided to finally get out and go in. She smiled at a nigga lightly and I nodded at her. She had my nigga sprung.
“Be good to my girl B,” she said to me.
“Of course. I got her.”
She just nodded before getting in her car. When I walked into Kai’s spot, she had Ambre Perkins playing softly in the background with candles lit and the lights off. I was about to get in my feelings and start thinking that she was doing something special for a nigga, but then I remembered Rell said Lay was always doing this type of shit. Said it relaxed them. I sat on her couch and took my shoes off when I heard her coming through the hallway. She was butt naked, using her towel to dry her hair. I couldn’t see her body completely because the lights were out, but I could see her shape from the glow of the candles. I guess she didn’t know I was in there because she jumped and covered herself quickly as I stood.
“When did you get here? Where’s Lay?”
“I just walked in. She just walked out.”
I walked over towards her. It was taking everything in me to not rip that towel off her and make love to her on the floor. Right here. Right now.
“Heard you was missing a nigga,” I almost whispered in a low husky voice. She had me so horny, but it wasn’t even about sex with her. I just wanted to connect with her in a way that she hadn’t connected with another man. I didn’t want to just have sex. I wanted to make love to her, show her how good love could feel.
“I wouldn’t say all that. I just didn’t want you to leave so soon.”
She always had to play hard. I ain’t say nothing to her. I just lifted her up like she was my bride and carried her to her bedroom. She didn’t resist, but she did question me.
“What are you doing, Bishop?”
“You’ll see… well, feel.”
“Bishop…”
“Hush. Let me take care of you.”
Pouting, she rested her head on my shoulder. When we made it to her bedroom, I put her in the middle of her bed and just stepped back and looked at her. This was my wife, whether she knew it or not.
“It’s too soon,” she complained.
I wasn’t trying to hear all that. I wasn’t going to force her to do anything she didn’t want to do, but as hard as my dick was, I was definitely going to try to persuade her.
“If you don’t want me inside you, let me taste you. I don’t expect anything in return. Just let me see if you taste as good as you look.”
When she didn’t protest, I grabbed her by her thighs and pulled her to the edge of the bed before I took her towel off.
“Bishop… please…” I could see the fear in her eyes. I couldn’t tell if it was because she knew a nigga was about to turn her out or if she really just didn’t want to.
I kneeled in front of her pretty pussy and inhaled it. No scent. She was clean and fresh. I didn’t go to work. I just stared at it for a while.
“Bishop.”
I heard her, but I wasn’t trying to hear her, so I decided to give her a taste of her own medicine and ignore her. I spread her legs and leaned in closer. Close enough for her to feel me breathing on it, but I still didn’t touch it. I looked up at her as I licked my lips.
“I want you,” I spoke finally.
I felt her legs shaking. I refused to believe she was coming already. I hadn’t even touched her yet. I looked down at her pussy and it was throbbing. It was the sexiest shit I’d ever seen in my life. I’d never made a woman cum so easily, just by staring at her pussy. She wanted a nigga bad. I didn’t know why she was fighting it.
“Kailani…” I whispered into her pussy before licking from her asshole to the tip of her clit.
She moaned and tried to pull away, but I gripped her legs tighter. She sounded so good. I wanted to please her just so I could hear her moaning in my ear.
“Feed me…” I begged.
Couldn’t believe she had a nigga begging for it, but at this point, I didn’t give a fuck. I needed her approval. I didn’t want to feel like I was taking advantage of her, but she was testing a nigga’s self-control.
Slowly, she ran her hand over my head and said just what I needed to hear, “Feast…”
Kailani
I didn’t know what came over me, but after he made me cum, just by spreading my legs, I couldn’t control myself anymore. He wanted to eat, so I told that nigga to feast. I’d gotten head from plenty of niggas. Never returned it and the only nigga to penetrate me was Courtney. I wouldn’t even let other niggas finger me. It just made me feel too vulnerable. I wasn’t ready for that. So when I told Bishop to feast, I quickly grabbed his face by his chin and stopped him so that I could give him the rules.
“Just your tongue.”
He smiled and nodded as if he knew something I didn’t. He took his hand and laid me down on the bed. I wanted to see this nigga. I didn’t trust him, but I laid back anyway and when I did, oh my God, when I did... He started licking my clit like peanut butter was his favorite flavor of ice cream. He was licking it nice and slow. He’d do it with the tip of his tongue for a few strokes and then he’d lap it up with his full wide, thick tongue. Had me arching my back and gripping his head within the first few seconds.
Then, he started going from my asshole to the tip of my clit, making me so hot and wet. I’d never felt that before. Hell, no man had ever licked my ass before. Since Jhene told the niggas to eat the booty like groceries, they were acting like it was okay now. He had me moaning and hissing like crazy and the more I did it, the freakier he got with his tongue. When he returned to my clit, he started licking it fast like a cat licking his milk. I couldn’t believe what this nigga was doing to me. What he had me feeling like, I had to look at him eat me. So, I leaned up a little and stared him right in his ey
es. I messed up when I did that. He stuck his tongue into my pussy and started going in and out like he would do his finger, hitting my spot each time. Before I knew it, I was gripping my sheets, my legs were shaking, and I was creaming his tongue with my cum. He lapped up every bit of it.
“Damn, Kailani, cream my tongue then,” he said with a laugh before licking up every drop.
Fuck no penetration. I had to feel him — now! Sitting up weakly, I leaned down and kissed him for the first time. I sucked his lips as he fingered my clit. He stuck his tongue in my mouth. He tasted sweet as he twisted his tongue around with mine. I pulled his shirt over his head. He looked at me for a second. I didn’t think he believed what was happening between us. I didn’t either and I had to get him inside of me before I changed my mind. He stood up and took his pants off. His dick was right in my face after he took his boxers off. It was the prettiest penis I’d ever seen. He shaved. It was long and thick and it curved upward. I’d never given a man oral sex before, not even Courtney and I never even wanted to, but after what he’d just done to me, I had to repay him.
“You gone teach me how to please you?” I asked, wrapping my hands around his waist.
“Yes, baby. Do what feels natural,” he instructed.
I kissed his thighs lightly as he ran his fingers through my hair.
“Kailani…” he muttered.
I guess I was taking too long and it was driving him crazy. Looking up at him, I smiled before placing kisses on his head. Then, I began to lick it and tongue kiss it. I watched him close his eyes and fling his head back. Covering my teeth with my lips, I opened my mouth as wide as I could and licked the back of his dick with my tongue. When I went down as far as I could, I closed my mouth and sucked him up and down. I felt my mouth getting wet, but it wasn’t wet enough, so I took him out and spit on it before taking him into my mouth again. His grip on my hair got tighter as he let out a few grunts. Then, I took him into my hand and started sucking on his balls.
“Shit, Lani…” he moaned before pushing me off him.
I wasn’t ready to stop, though, so I moved his hands and did it again. He cupped my shoulders with his hands and tried to control my movement with his hands. When he couldn’t take it anymore, he pushed me off of him again and pushed me in the middle of my bed. I watched him crawl between my legs and just shook my head. He was so sexy and he didn’t even try to be.
“You gone let me inside?” he asked before kissing my forehead lightly.
I ran my fingers across his cheeks before nodding my head yes.
“Not just inside you physically, Bae, inside your heart and soul too.”
Biting my lip, I pulled him down to me for a kiss. “Yes, baby. I’m open. Come inside.”
He smiled before sitting up and pushing my legs towards my armpits. Looking down at me, he massaged my clit gently with the tip of his dick and almost made me cum again.
“Bishop…” I whined.
He slid the tip in and pushed it in and out, getting me used to the feel of it. I stroked his chest up and down as I felt myself getting wetter and wetter. He looked down at the connection between us and smiled. I was creaming him already. When I felt him hit my g-spot, I tried to close my legs. No man had ever made me cum before and to be honest, I was scared. He must have sensed it because he opened my legs wider and held them.
“I’ma need you to take this dick, Lani.”
“Okay…” I said, reluctantly.
He continued to pleasure the most sensitive part of me.
“Ummmm…” I moaned, feeling my climax build.
Then, he pushed all of himself inside of me. He went so deep inside me, I swear he reached my heart and connected him to me. As he pulled out, he went all the way to my opening with the tip of his head in only before he plunged back deep into me.
“Ohhhhh…” I was about to lose it. I felt my lips quiver. That had never happened before. He was going too slow. Too slow. He was torturing me. I got so hot on the inside. So wet.
“That’s right. Make that pussy talk to me. She mines now. Kailani, promise me that you won’t give my pussy to another man,” he said.
It was talking to him. I’d never heard it make sounds before. The hell was this nigga doing to me?
Leaning down on me, he kissed me deeply before burying his head in my pillow. He was trying not to moan, but I heard him and his heavy breathing.
“I won’t, baby. Don’t hide from me… Let me see you enjoy your pussy,” I spoke into his neck before licking and sucking it.
“Shit…” He moaned before raising back up.
He was fighting it hard. I guess he wanted to pay me back because he started rubbing on my g-spot with his head a few times and then he’d go deep. As I arched my back, I felt my legs shaking again. As my pussy vibrated against him, I heard him moan again as I came.
“You feel so good, Bishop… What are you doing to me?” I whispered with tears in my eyes.
He rolled over and let me get on top. I was a little apprehensive at first because I’d never ridden before, but when I found my rhythm, it came naturally. He was squeezing my hips and my breasts, looking up at me biting his lip, turning his face to the side, cursing under his breath. He was turning me on something serious. I didn’t think I could get any wetter, but I did and he couldn’t help but notice.
“Why you so wet?” he asked, struggling for breath as he lifted his knees towards my back.
I pushed them back down and started lifting myself higher, squeezing the tip of his dick with my walls before sliding back down. I was trying to torture him, but I ended up messing myself up because I was hitting my spot each time. Then, he messed around and licked his thumb and started massaging my clit. Each time I’d get to his head, he’d brush his thumb against my clit. All of a sudden, I felt this strong sensation to pee. My body began to shake uncontrollably and I came, squirting this clear liquid all over him.
“Fuck Kailani…” he moaned before thrusting up and into me deeper than he ever had before.
Turned him on so much that he came inside of me. When I knew he was done, I leaned down and kissed him and tried to roll off of him, but he didn’t let me. He held me there. We fell asleep with him still inside of me.
Bishop
She squirted. No woman had ever squirted on me before. It was the sexiest shit I’d ever seen in my life. I was officially in love with her and her pussy. We fell asleep with me inside of her, but I woke up a few hours later. I just watched her breathe and sleep on me, tracing her tattoos with my fingers. Kissing her lightly, rubbing her back, just enjoying her. I didn’t plan on leaving her, but my phone kept vibrating. As much as I didn’t want to, I pulled myself out of her and laid her on the bed.
Looked at my phone and I should have known it was Ashley. I had been ignoring her all day after that stunt she pulled. I had to teach her a lesson, though, so I went ahead and answered.
“Yeah?”
“Nigga, you ain’t see me blowing your phone up?”
“Obviously not, Ashley. I didn’t answer, did I?”
“I just thought you was in a fucked up mood. Where you at that you can’t answer your phone?”
“I’m over my lady’s house. What you need?”
“Your lady?”
“Yes, my lady.”
She got quiet on me. I knew she was in her feelings, but I didn’t care.
“I thought I was your lady, Bishop.”
“You never were, Ashley. All there ever was between us was sex and that’s over now.”
“This about that bitch from the Lounge, ain’t it?”
“Watch your mouth. You disrespect her, you disrespect me and you know I don’t play that.”
“Fine. Well, can you just come over? I have to tell you something in person, please.”
I knew she was on some bullshit, but she did peek my curiosity. I looked at the time on my phone and sighed, “It’s three o’clock in the morning, Ashley.”
“It won’t take long, please.
”
“Fine, but don’t try nothing. I’m committed to Kai now so you need to respect that.”
“Okay. Okay.”
“I’ll be over there in a few hours.”
“A few hours? Bish…”
I hung up. Fuck what she was talking about. I was about to crawl back into bed with my lady, lock arms with her, and sleep real good.
Kailani
He thought I was sleep, but I wasn’t. I was a very light sleeper. I felt him kissing and caressing me and I loved every second of it. It was so intimate, made me feel like the nigga really did mean what he was saying earlier. It was so hard for me not to smile or cry, to not smother him with kisses so I just laid there until his phone rang and it was that bitch, Ashley. I knew she was up to something, but I trusted him for some reason. I mean, what would he want with her when he had me? Yes, they had history but we had chemistry. I wasn’t worried one bit, so why’d I hold him even tighter when he got back in bed?
I wanted to trust Bishop. I wanted to love Bishop and I knew the second I let him inside of me, I was his and he was mine. I just hoped I wouldn’t regret being so reckless.
Bishop
After kissing on Kai a few more times, I got up and headed out so I could get to Ashley’s to see what she was up to. It was no telling with her. We’d been messing off on and off since high school. I never could seem to shake her, no matter who else I messed off with, no matter how she disrespected me. We just never could seem to let each other completely go. Might had been because I knew her before I got the money. Felt like she was down for a nigga because of who a nigga was, not what I had or what I looked like. I always appreciated her for that.
When I popped up at Ashley’s crib, I let myself in with the key she had given me, making sure to drop it on her table. I wouldn't need it anymore.
“Ashley?” I called out.
She didn’t answer. After a few seconds, I heard her feet making their way into the living room and she stood before me. Butt ass naked. A nigga ain’t gone lie and act like the shit ain’t phase me, but after what I’d just experienced with Kai, there was no way in hell that I was going to mess off with Ashley. I’d just go back to Kai for another round.
