Mountain Misfits MC: Complete Box Set

by Deja Voss

  “Tank,” I cry out, my eyes stinging with tears. “What’s going on?”

  He wasn’t sleeping soundly, jumping to alert the second he hears my voice. His eyes are bloodshot and I can tell he’s been crying. He hovers over the bed, grabbing my hand, squeezing it so hard I feel like it might break.

  “What’s happening?” I ask. “Why am I here? Is our baby…” I don’t even want to say it out loud. We’ve already felt too much loss today.

  “The baby is fine, Ollie,” he says, his eyes welling up with tears. “They just wanted to keep you here for observation for a little bit.”

  I put his hand over my stomach, hoping that the feeling of life inside of me is enough to let us forget just for one second about the horrors we experienced. I feel my heart racing and I take some deep breaths, trying to slow it down. This poor little thing doesn’t deserve to feel this stress. The only thing this baby needs to know is love. How much we love him or her, how much their uncle Red loved them, so much that he risked his own life to save them.

  “I’m sorry, Tank. I’m so sorry,” I whisper, trying not to go into full-blown panic mode.

  “Don’t be,” he says.

  “Who was that man? What did he want from me?”

  “It was just a random break-in,” he says.

  “Don’t lie to me,” I plead.

  “Don’t worry about it. You’re safe now. Everything is going to be ok.”

  “A man lost his life,” I stammer.

  “Shh,” he says, pressing his lips to my forehead. “He would’ve wanted it that way. He was a good man, Olive. He would’ve done anything to protect you.”

  Sloan steps in the doorway. She’s dressed in bright blue scrubs, her hair pulled back in a ponytail. She doesn’t work at this tiny hospital full-time, but she fills in as needed, and apparently, she knew she was needed tonight. I’m sure the club has a little bit of clout around here anyway, knowing their reputation.

  Her smile is sad, fake, and her eyes are red, too. “You ready to get out of here?” she asks.

  “Aren’t the police going to want to talk to me?” I ask.

  “No,” she says. “We aren’t doing that again. Everything is taken care of, we just need to get you out the back door before shift change, ok?”

  I know what she’s trying to do. I know what the club is trying to do. This is going to get brushed under the rug.

  “I want justice for Red,” I whisper. “We owe it to him.”

  “He’ll get it, babe,” Tank says, kissing my shoulder. “I promise. You trust me, don’t you?”

  I look to him, I look to Sloan, I look to the two men guarding the hospital door… these are a handful of the only people I can trust in this whole world, and they’re all here trying to help me. They might have a backwards way of doing it, but I know I need to just be strong and let them take care of things for a minute. Let them carry this burden so I can be healthy enough to carry this baby.

  “I can’t go back to that house,” I say. The memories there, both good and horrifying, are too much for me to stand right now. “Not right now.”

  “We’re never going back to that house again, Ollie.” He kisses my forehead. “Do you care if we stay at your place for a little?”

  “That sounds ok,” I say, shrugging. He helps me up from the bed and Sloan hands me a clean pair of sweatpants and a hoodie as I slowly get dressed. The five of us walk down the short corridor, Tank’s arm wrapped around me tightly, and slip out the back door into the night. Heat’s waiting there in his black pickup truck, engine running, and the men whisk Sloan and me into the back. Trixie is sitting in the passenger seat, and she smiles over her shoulder at me through tear filled eyes.

  Tank presses his lips to mine.

  “I’ll see you in a little bit,” he says.

  “You’re leaving me?” I cry. “Please don’t.”

  “I’ll be back before you know it. I promise. I’m sorry.”

  I try to stay strong, knowing that everyone around me is suffering just as much as I am. I know whatever it is that needs to be done is for the greater good.

  “I love you,” he says. “These guys are going to keep you safe. Don’t worry.”

  I kiss him one more time, needing to feel him close to me, praying that whatever he’s doing, he’ll be safe. He shuts the door, and the rumble of their bikes shakes the truck.

  “How you holding up, kiddo?” Heat asks as he puts the truck in drive. “You hungry? Do you want to stop somewhere before we go home?”

  “Is that how this is going to be?” I ask, trying to hold back my tears, my confusion. “Are we just going to pretend like everything is ok?”

  I love Heat. As chaplain of the club, he’s usually the wisest and most thoughtful man in the room, but right now I feel like he’s clueless.

  “That’s not what I’m doing, Olive. I know everything isn’t ok. You think it’s easy for me to just try and act calm? What I’m saying is, things are going to get worse before they get better. You have to take care of yourself and you need to take care of that child before you can face what’s going to happen in the next couple days. Now, is that baby hungry or did you eat something at the hospital?”

  He begins to sob, and I feel horrible. He’s just doing what he knows best. He’s trying to take care of the people he loves.

  “Let’s just go through the drive-through,” Trixie says. “We can pretend like ketchup is a vegetable for now.”

  I’m really not hungry. Food is the furthest thing from my mind. I have a feeling everyone is stalling, and even though I know it’s for my own good, I hate being left in the dark.

  Still, I pretend like the little brown bag of French fries is the greatest gift that anyone’s ever given me, forcing myself to choke them down while everyone watches.

  When we make the turn to drive up the side of the mountain, the sun starts to come up. Any other day, this would be a beautiful sight, but all I can smell is burning, and I roll down the window, gasping for fresh air. I feel like my lungs are being pumped with smoke. It smells like death. I begin to gag, and Heat pulls over as I fling open the door.

  “What is that?” I cry as I begin to lose my French fries on the side of the road.

  “It’s just the end of a chapter, baby,” Trixie says, holding my hair back. “It’s going to be ok. Sometimes the only way to get the stain out is with gasoline and matches.”

  CHAPTER 38

  Tank:

  I stand outside the shack, pipe wrench in one hand, a cigarette in the other. I don’t normally smoke, but my nerves are at an all-time high. Usually, when it comes to my job as an enforcer for the club, I’m just slapping around guys who owe us money, or scaring sense into some other scumbag who’s committed some minor infraction. This is different though.

  The man between those four walls killed my best friend.

  He tried to kill my old lady, my unborn child.

  I want him dead, that’s for sure, but I need answers first. It’s like Red gave me one last gift, just barely sparing this guy’s life with the beating he gave him. Austin and Goob spent the last few hours watching over him, keeping him awake, making sure he didn’t die. He isn’t entitled to just slip off into the night. This fucker is going to get to see my worst.

  “You ready?” Brooks asks, slapping me on the back.

  I take a deep breath and picture Red’s dead face, covered in blood. I picture Olive’s neck covered in bruises and I hear her screams in my mind. I picture my house burning to the ground, all the memories that place held. I picture Red’s ashes drifting through the air, dusting the mountain with his spirit for the rest of time.

  I throw open the door and stare down the man who tried to take everything away from me. He doesn’t look like much, tied to the folding chair, duct tape across his mouth. He looks to be about thirty, average build, not someone you would take a second glance at walking down the street. Perfectly nondescript. Familiar yet unfamiliar.

  “Sorry, chief,” Austin sa
ys. “He was irritating me with his whining.” He tears off the duct tape in one loud swipe.

  “Fuck you,” the man shouts.

  “Yeah, yeah,” Austin shrugs. “Fuck me. Good one.”

  “Who are you?” I ask.

  “Nobody!” he says. “Nobody at all.”

  “Surely you’re somebody. Only someone who had a wife and kids at home to protect would be willing to lie to a guy like me.”

  Gavin pulls the wallet out of the man’s pocket and thumbs through it until he finds his ID.

  “Brent Miller. 1403 Dewey Circle. And would you look at this!” He holds up what looks like a professionally taken picture of Brent and a woman embracing. “Engagement picture?”

  “We’re not together anymore,” he says. “I swear. She dumped me.”

  “You can say whatever you want, Brent. We’ll find out the truth either way,” Gavin says.

  “Yeah, Brent. That’s all we really are. Truth seekers,” I say, tapping the pipe wrench off my hand.

  “You want the truth?” he says, a cocky smile forming on his bruised and bloodied face. “Your woman is a slut.”

  I can’t control myself. I take the wrench and smash it into his kneecap. He howls in pain.

  “What do you got against my woman, Brent? Did she get a load of your tiny dick and dump you back in the day or something?”

  “That slut killed my father!” he shouts.

  “I killed Buzzy, if that’s what you mean,” I say. “Felt pretty good, too.”

  “Buzzy’s my uncle, you ass. My father died a long time ago. Buzzy was just trying to get some dirt on her so he could file a civil suit. Pretty slick what you did to him. That bitch kills everyone I love and just gets to walk away like nothing happened. How’d ya’ll get the DA to drop the charges? Did you suck his dick, Tank?”

  I hit him in the other knee with the wrench. The feeling of metal connecting to his bone is oddly satisfying, but I need to keep this fucker talking.

  “How did she kill your father, huh?” Brooks asks. “She weighs a hundred pounds soaking wet.”

  “She blackmailed him. Well, she threatened to. It consumed his whole life, until one day, he up and killed himself. His suicide note was just a bunch of pictures of him and her in bed together.”

  “So your dad was one of the sick fucks who took advantage of a teenage girl?” Brooks asks. “Sounds like he got what he deserved.”

  “She trapped him. I know he wouldn’t do that. It was all her fault. My mom lost her mind and had to be put into a home. Do you know how hard it is to lose a parent? What about both of them?”

  “Oh son, you’re barking up the wrong tree there,” Brooks laughs, eyeing Gavin.

  “I really do feel bad for your losses,” I say, “but your game plan here is kind of weak. First, ya’ll were going to shake her down for money and take her to court, and now you’re climbing in her bedroom window and strangling her? That escalated quickly.”

  “The only place that bitch deserves to be is in a ditch. I said it all along. Uncle Buzzy was too good to her.”

  I have to bite my knuckle or I’m going to take this wrench to this idiot’s head. If she hadn’t gone out of her way to be kind to that moron, if we would’ve tossed him like we should’ve ages ago, we might not be here today.

  “You gotta stop calling my old lady a bitch. Fuck, man, you already murdered my best friend today, and you damn near killed my unborn child. I’m really trying to hear you out, Brent, but every time you insult her, all I can hear is these voices in my head telling me to smash your ribs in with this wrench.”

  He spits on the floor and stares at me, challenging me with his eyes.

  And there goes that switch. Suddenly, I’m in that zone, I’m not Tank, Thurston, everyone’s buddy, the golden child, the man with the loving parents who lives a simple life, fixing bikes and taking care of his old lady… I’m Tank, the enforcer. The only enforcer left around this place. This man took from my club and he tried to take from me the most important person in my world.

  Anything he says from this point on is moot. I don’t care if Olive lit his old man on fire and pissed on his grave. I’m sure she had a perfectly good reason if that were the case.

  “Untie him,” I say. “I wanna see how bad this asshole wants to live.”

  Goob cuts the zip ties off his wrists and I tower over him, pipe wrench in my hand. He holds his hands up to his face, slinking back into the chair. I drop the wrench to the ground with a loud clank.

  “Please,” he says. “I promise you’ll never see me again. You won’t hear from me again. I have lots of money. I’ll give you anything you want. My fiancée, she’s a pretty good fuck, you guys can have her. I’ll never say a word!”

  His desperation almost makes me laugh. This guy is a certified scumbag, willing to sell out his family for his own life. He might have been trying to avenge his father, or his uncle, but when it comes time to face the music and do the dirty work, he’s sad and pathetic.

  “You need to learn how to read a room, dude,” I say, shaking my head. “He’s married, he’s getting married tomorrow, you met my woman and obviously she’s more than a ‘pretty good fuck,’ and these two sick fuckers would rather watch a man bleed to death than get on top of your haggard-ass fiancée.”

  “He’s right.” Austin shrugs.

  “Hey now,” Goob chuckles. “Don’t insult the poor woman. You’d be haggard too if you had to wake up every day next to this motherfucker.”

  “Well lucky for her, that’s never going to happen again.”

  I see the fear in his eyes, and it only fuels me.

  “You want your wrench, buddy?” Gavin asks. “How about my pistol?”

  “Nah,” I laugh, cracking my knuckles. “I’m gonna do this with my bare hands. Red would’ve wanted it that way.”

  CHAPTER 39

  “T hanks, guys,” I say to Trixie and Heat, who are sitting around Olive’s kitchen table, a half drank bottle of bourbon sitting in the center. “I bet you’re exhausted.”

  “Long night for everyone,” Trixie says. “Long, sad night. You look like hell, son.”

  I feel like hell. I might have solved one problem back there in shed, but it still doesn’t bring my best friend back. It still doesn’t give my old lady any peace of mind. I think I’m still in shock, adrenaline pumping through my veins after a fresh kill. I grab the bottle of bourbon from the table. I know the comedown is going to be worse than any hangover I could give myself. I don’t know how I’m going to sift through the wreckage.

  “Don’t go back there looking like that,” Heat says. “She’s seen enough today.” He’s right. I hang my cut on the back of the chair and strip down to my boxer briefs. I throw my bloodied clothes in the trash bag and pull it tight.

  “Will you grab this on your way out?”

  “I’d hug you, boy, but even in circumstances like these, I have a policy against coming anywhere near your nearly naked body,” he laughs. His smile is sad. I’m getting used to that look. We’re all trying to smile through this, all trying to keep our spirits up, if only for Ollie, but shit’s going to hit the fan soon.

  Gavin, Brooks, Austin, and Goob filter into the kitchen, and Evie pokes her head up from the back of the couch.

  “Daddy!” she squeals when she spots Gavin.

  “What are you doing awake?” he asks, scooping her up in his arms. “You ready to go home, princess?”

  I don’t know what it is about that tender moment that pushes me over the edge. Maybe it’s the fact that she’s so innocent to all the darkness, all the madness, that goes on around here. Maybe it’s because that’s going to be me soon.

  “I’ll be in the shower,” I say. I lock myself in the tiny spare bathroom and start the water running. I sit down on the floor of the shower and just let it all out, watching the red water swirl all over me and run down the drain.

  CHAPTER 40

  Olive:

  “I ’m gonna go, love,” Sloan whispers, k
issing me on the cheek. Her and Esther are curled up in my bed with me. I can see the sun shining through the cracks in the window blinds, but I have no idea how long I’ve been asleep. Maybe it’s been a day. Maybe it’s been a month. I run my hands over my belly. Likely, it’s only been a few minutes. I have a feeling sleep isn’t going to come easy anytime soon.

  “Your wedding,” I say, realizing what this weekend was supposed to be. “Oh my God, your wedding.”

  “It’s going to be ok, Ollie. What’s another day or two?”

  “It’s not going to be ok,” Esther says. “The longer you wait, the more likely it is you’re going to come to your senses and realize that my brother is a jack off and you don’t want to marry him.”

  “We can still be friends, Esther,” she laughs.

  Evie jumps up on the bed with us. Gavin and Brooks stand in the doorway, just watching.

  “Aunt Ollie is sick,” Evie says.

  “No, peanut,” I smile, pulling her into my lap for a hug. “Aunt Ollie has a baby in her belly. Just like you were before your mommy had you.”

  Her eyes grow wide and she pokes me in the belly button.

  “Did you eat it?” she asks.

  “That sounds about right,” Gavin says. “I don’t think we need to get into logistics today.”

  “Is Tank alright?” I ask. I don’t know where he’s been. All I know is that his house is a pile of smoldering ashes, and nobody will even let me go to the bathroom by myself.

  “He just got out of the shower,” Brooks says. “What do you think, ladies? Let’s get out of here and let these two get some rest.”

  “If you need anything at all,” Esther says.

  “I know. Thank you.”

  I don’t bother getting up to see them off. I don’t know if I could if I tried. I feel weak and sad. I feel like the last twenty-four hours have just been this slow-motion nightmare, half awake, half asleep, neither state one that I can find any comfort in.

  Then he comes to me. He doesn’t say a word, but the way he’s looking at me feels like the first time we met all those years ago. Fear mixed with curiosity. Reluctance twisted with electricity. The bags under his eyes suggest that he’s older than he is, but to me he looks young, virile, almost beautiful in his dark and mysterious way. My heart nearly stops beating. I feel this lump in my throat.