The Dixon Brothers Trilogy: Hot Brits, Books 1-3
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"It's a very boring game where you roll little balls around and try to get them close to another little ball." I groan, remembering the times I've sat through games to be polite. "My brother Dane loves bowls. But I didn't realize bocce was the same thing."
We pass a couple of brick buildings, then Arden sits her lovely arse down on a bench and waves for me to join her. I do, but I keep an arm's length between us. Like I said, resisting temptation is not in my nature. Chance has ordered me to go against my every impulse and act as uptight as he is. Or was. He seems to have loosened up a lot since he met Elena. She must be a bloody fantastic lay.
She's also very sweet and very clever. Arden is starting to remind me of Elena, but without the business suits or the inexplicable adoration of my uptight brother. No, Arden is not stuffy. She's like a breath of fresh air that's been imbued with the essence of sunshine.
She's a free spirit. Turns out I like that.
And I keep liking that about her until she scoots across the bench, coming dangerously close to me. "Don't sit so far away. I like smelling you."
"Smelling me? Did I forget to use deodorant this morning?"
The enchanting girl laughs.
Every time Arden does that, the sound is sweet and almost musical, and it tickles my senses in the strangest way. And every time she does that, I want to kiss her until she melts in my arms.
I can't do that, though. Chance has forced me to dig out the willpower I never knew I had, so I can resist this free-spirited angel who claims to have a filthy mind.
Willpower is awful. Why does anyone want to have it? Why do people brag about theirs? It's the worst invention in the history of the universe.
Our bench sits right under a tree covered with white flowers that give off a sweet, delicate perfume. When a breeze shivers the flowers, a few petals come loose and float down to light on Arden's hair and shoulders. She looks like an angel, smiling at me with those white petals clinging to her blonde hair.
I want to strip her naked right here, lay her across the length of the bench, and push inside her supple body. No, that won't work. I can't fit on the bench that way. But I could lift her onto my lap and let her ride me.
Tossing that fantasy into the mental rubbish bin, because I've developed a terrible case of willpower, I focus on the grassy area across from us. "It's nearly lunch. Where should we eat?"
The sexy angel leans in, her nose brushing my cheek, and inhales deeply. "Mm, you really do smell yummy."
I never use cologne, so I have no idea what she thinks she smells. Maybe the body wash I used? No, not that. What then? I don't want to know, because I'm sure the answer will cure me of this willpower disease I've contracted.
And that would be a bad thing... why?
Her nose grazes my cheek again. "I could just eat you up."
All the air in my lungs splutters out of me, and I'm fairly certain I spray saliva all over the sexy woman who's sitting much too close to me.
"Why are you fighting it?" she asks. "You want me. I want you. And you did swear you'd be the best first time I could ever have."
I swallow a groan. Why did I say that last night? What kind of moron am I? Chance hadn't issued his directive yet when I told Arden I would be the best first time she could have. Now the sneaky girl is using my own words against me.
"Forget what your brother said," Arden tells me. "He has no right to interfere in my life."
"What about Elena? She'll hate me if I---you know." Now I can't even say the words. Take your virginity. What's hard about saying that? Nothing. But I can't make the words leave my mouth. They seem to be stuck somewhere between my brain and my throat.
Arden settles a hand on my thigh and skates it up and down, her longest finger grazing my cock.
I'm not sure she even knows she's almost touching that part of me. My dick knows, and it loves the tickling sensation. My willpower thinks it's torture. I'm on the fence. Teetering. Tipping more and more in the direction of Arden.
Straighten up, Reese, or you're a dead man.
Arden slides her hand up my thigh, over my hip, and all the way up to my chest. Her lips flutter over my earlobe when she whispers, "For nine months, I slept in a strange house with somebody else's kids down the hall, and I didn't even have my vibrators. I had nothing to do at night except listen to the parents getting it on in their room. The noises they made, all those little grunts and gasps and moans, it made me wonder why the hell I'm still a virgin. I had to give myself a happy ending every night, manually. My right hand developed a permanent cramp."
Naturally, my mind shows me a fantasy of her doing that.
"Why are you telling me this?" I ask. And why does my voice sound rough, like I've swallowed a mouthful of sandpaper? I'm having trouble breathing, and my cock is straining to get out of my trousers.
"I'm telling you," she says, in the sexiest whisper I've ever heard, "because I had decided to lose my virginity before I ever met you. But now that I have met you, I can't think of anyone else I'd rather let pop my cherry."
Though I've always hated that term, when she says it the words ignite a searing, irresistible need in me. I grip the bench so hard my fingers hurt, but even the pain can't douse my lust for Arden.
"Please, Reese," she purrs into my ear. "I want it to be you."
I want that too. More than want it. I hunger for her like a starved man who's been offered a sumptuous, succulent meal for the first time in months. And yes, I want to devour her.
But I seem to have this annoying, wriggling thing in my brain that makes me do the last thing on earth I want to do right now. I think that wriggling thing is called a conscience.
Which explains why I jump up, force a smile I'm sure looks slightly manic, and tell Arden, "I have to go. Time for me to get a hotel room. Thank you for showing me some of the city, but it's really not appropriate for me to, uh, share an apartment with you."
And I run off.
Well, I don't literally run. I walk away very, very quickly from the sensual woman on the bench who all but begged me to fuck her. I, Reese Dixon, walk away from a girl who wants sex.
Only as I'm crossing the lobby of the first hotel I find do I realize I'll have to go back to that bloody apartment to get my things. If I have any luck at all, Arden won't be there.
I'm not feeling that lucky today.
Chapter Six
Arden
When I get back to the apartment, suffering from intense sexual frustration, I grab my phone and call Elena. She's not answering her cell, so I leave a message telling her we need to talk pronto. I can't believe my best friend would tell her fiancé to order his brother not to sleep with me. I mean, it's my body. It's my choice. And if Reese is such an awful guy, why would Elena lend him her apartment? Chance must have come up with the boneheaded idea of treating me like I'm an idiot who can't make a decision for herself.
To be fair, Chance and I haven't met. He doesn't know me, but his fiancée does. What did Elena tell him? What could she say that would make him think I need protecting from his brother?
The word virgin. That makes most guys think I'm fragile.
I fume for a while, then decide to get started on the work project I don't actually need to start for a couple weeks. I'd planned on using this time before Elena and Chance's wedding to relax. She insisted I didn't need to help her with the wedding arrangements, and she wants me to take it easy since I'm freshly home from Ecuador.
New York isn't my home, but I thought I'd have more opportunities to get laid in a megacity, instead of back home in Stockbridge. My hometown in Massachusetts doesn't have a broad selection of man candy.
Work takes my mind off things for a couple hours.
Then the phone rings, and I see it's Elena calling.
"Hey, hon," I say when I pick up. "How's England today?"
"Beautiful. How are things at your end?"
"Fab. How's your British stud today? Is he plotting more ways to i
nterfere in my life?"
Elena is silent for a few seconds. "What are you talking about?"
"Didn't Chance tell you? He ordered his brother to keep his hands off me."
"Chance did what?" Elena pauses again, but she doesn't sound confused or surprised when she speaks again. Instead, she sounds like my best friend who wants to hear all the details. "Do you want Reese's hands on you?"
"Yes, dammit, I do. And your honey is seriously messing with my plans."
"What plans do you have for Reese?"
"I want him to take my virginity. That's the plan."
Silence. For such a long time I think I've shocked my best friend so horribly that she's passed out.
Finally, Elena laughs. "Oh, those Dixon boys really do have the magic touch with the ladies, don't they? I mean, I had sex with Chance in an elevator five minutes after we met. Can't blame you for wanting to get it on with Reese. He's as hot as Chance, maybe hotter." She lowers her voice to a whisper. "Don't tell Chance I said that."
"My lips are sealed."
"You always did have a soft spot for the bad boys."
"That's because they're so much fun." I twirl a lock of my hair around my finger while I remember Reese's naughty smile when he told me he'd be the best first time I could ever have. "I like Reese. He's more fun than any guy I've met before, and I really, really want my first time to be with him. I had a sexual epiphany in Ecuador, and I don't want to wait any longer. Look, I'm not after a relationship. I know Reese isn't that kind of guy, but I'm also pretty sure sex with him will be incredible. Don't I deserve a rockin' first time?"
"Of course you do."
"Then you'll tell Chance to back off?"
She makes a noise that's like a groany hum. "I don't know, Arden. Maybe you should wait until you get to know Reese better. I mean, he's a sweetie, but... Chance knows him better than I do. I trust his judgment, and if he thinks it's a bad idea, then it probably is."
"You just said Reese is a sweetie."
"But he has a reputation for being the bang-and-run type. I don't want you to get hurt."
Now it's my turn to groan, though mine is more moany groan than groany hum. "It's my life, Elena. Being a virgin doesn't make me mentally incompetent."
"I know. You're wicked smart, but you're inexperienced when it comes to men. We both know why that is, but like I've told you for years, you can't avoid taking risks forever."
"Which is exactly why I want to sleep with Reese."
"That's not the kind of risk I mean, and you know it." She hesitates yet again, and I can hear her fingernails drumming on some kind of hard surface. "Get to know him. Take these two weeks to become friends with Reese, then decide. You need to try dating, really dating, before you take the next step."
"Says the woman who screwed her fiancé on the night they met."
"I don't want you to regret this, that's all. Besides, you just came back from nine months in South America. At least decompress before you jump in the sack with Reese or anybody."
Decompress? Maybe I do need some downtime, but I'm tired of everyone telling me what to do. My parents never told me what to do, though they offered me advice. My grandmother is another story. Date this guy, don't date that guy. Take this job, don't take that one. Grams is kind of bossy. It's a side effect of her job.
"Have you even told Reese who you are yet?" Elena asks.
"No. I was hoping I wouldn't have to."
"Bite the bullet, Arden."
"Fine," I say with a sigh. "I'll tell him."
I hear a man's voice in the background and know it must be Chance. Elena announces she has to go. We say goodbye, with my promise I won't sleep with Reese until I've at least told him who I am. Where I come from. Why I've stayed a virgin. Elena gave me his cell number, but it takes me an hour to work up the courage to call. When I do, I get his voice mail. I leave a message asking him to please, please, please stop by the apartment so we can talk. I say it's urgent, to make sure he'll show up.
And if he can handle my pedigree, maybe we can get it on tonight.
Problem is, ever since my talk with Elena, I've been starting to think she might be right. Maybe I ought to spend more time with Reese before we hook up. I don't want to wait. Thinking about him makes me ache and burn in all those secret places where no one has ever touched me before. No one but me and my harem of vibrators.
How long do I have to wait? A week? A month? I have no idea what length of time is sufficient before I can hump Reese, the hottie who makes me tingle all over every time he smiles.
Maybe I have gone sex crazy. Elena might be right that I have other reasons for wanting to cross that line with Reese.
So I decide to deal with my lust the way I always have. I change into a billowy nightie, get Rod, and sit on the sofa tucked into the corner with my legs stretched out. Leaning my head back, I picture Reese. His mouth. His eyes. His hot body. I remember how it felt to have my hand on his thigh, so close to his dick. Maybe I won't sleep with him for a while, if ever, but I can use a fantasy of him to help me get some relief.
I picture him naked. All those muscles. His hips undulating while he thrusts into me again and again.
With one hand, I cup my breast through the nightie and pinch the already stiff peak. Oh yes. Reese. Doing that. With his mouth and his teeth. I bend one knee, letting it fall to the side, and slip my hand under my nightie to glide the vibrator up and down my slick cleft. I've watched enough late-night cable to know how it might go if I ever do sleep with my new roommate.
Oh yes, Reese. His expression tense with the need to come. His ragged breaths. His cock filling me with every thrust.
I switch on the vibrator and thrust it inside me the way I imagine Reese doing with his dick. I keep rolling my fingers around my nipple while I work the vibrator, throwing my head back and moaning. I let go of my breast and grip the sofa's back, writhing and gasping while I drive myself closer and closer to climax.
My fantasy keeps going. Reese flipping us over so I'm on top, riding him while he grasps my hips and says dirty things to me.
"Oh yes," I moan. "Yes, Reese, do it like that. Oh God, please, harder, deeper."
I'm almost there. Almost. So close.
Rod needs a little help, so I rub my clit with my other hand while I buck my hips into the thrusts of the vibrator and crank it up so it's buzzing like a giant, crazy bee.
"Oh Reese! Make me come!" My release rocks me like an earthquake, starting with a jolt as my entire body clenches. When the first spasm hits, I shout, "Reese! Yes!"
"Bloody hell."
Though I hear Reese's voice, I think it's in my head, part of the fantasy. With my eyes closed, I keep going while the orgasm pulses through me, keep going until the very last spasm fades. Breathing hard, I open my eyes.
And see Reese standing at the other end of the sofa.
His mouth is gaping. His eyes are wide and kind of wild. He has one hand in his hair, the other at his side where it keeps fisting and loosening. He's staring at me, at the vibrator lodged between my thighs.
I realize I should probably be embarrassed, but all I can think about is how much I want him to take over for Rod. Screw what Elena said. I deserve hot sex with a hot Brit.
"What are you doing?" he says, sounding breathless.
"Giving myself a big O." I turn the vibrator off and grab a tissue to wipe it down. "If you won't do me, I'll do myself."
"But you---" He scrubs that hand in his hair, looking at my face now. "Did you do that because you knew I was on my way over here?"
"How could I know that? I had to leave a message for you."
"Yes, and your message said I should let myself in."
Oh yeah, I had said that. Well, to be fair, at the time when I left the message, I wasn't planning on having a round of solo sex. I also hadn't expected Reese to rush over here so fast.
I stand up. "Are you okay?"
The bulge in his pants is way b
igger than usual.
He shoves both hands into his hair, the movement raising his shirt enough that I can see the waistband of his pants.
And the tip of his erection poking out.
Not long ago, maybe an hour before Reese barged into the apartment, I'd been totally on board with Elena's idea that I should wait awhile before getting naked with Reese. Somewhere between getting off on my own and him catching me in the act, I'd jumped overboard. Maybe it's hormones talking. Maybe I should go to my bedroom and shut the door.
But I don't want to.
I love the way Reese is breathing hard, his cheeks are slightly pink, and his cock looks hard enough to crack eggs on it. Not that I'm going to do that. I would love to get my hands on that beefstick, though. And my mouth on it. Suddenly, I forget all the reasons why I should deny myself the thrill of getting it on with the hottest guy I've ever seen who also has the hottest British accent I've ever heard and who makes me hotter than I've ever felt before.
All that wetness dribbling down my inner thighs is because of him.
His chest is still heaving when he lowers his hands and asks, "What did you want to talk about?"
Oh God, I love the rough tone of his voice. Add in his accent, and wow, he could give me a multi-O experience just by reading the phone book to me.
"I was planning to tell you," I say, "that I've changed my mind and we shouldn't have sex."
His face blanks. "Oh."
"But I changed my mind again. I want you inside me, Reese, right now."
"What the---You can't keep changing your mind." He grips the back of his neck, averting his gaze. "I still can't do it, Arden. You're still my almost sister-in-law's best friend, and my brother will still murder me if I touch you."
"Oh please. Why are we letting other people decide what we can and can't do? We're adults. We make up our own minds."
I walk up to him and rub my finger over the red tip of his erection, where it pokes up out of his pants. "I want you, Reese."