Julie Garwood - [3 Book Box Set]

by Gentle Warrior:Honor's Splendour:Lion's Lady

  She had never said the words until now. She wanted to crumble to the earth and die. The pain was so intense, the screams of her family so agonizing, so deafening, that she involuntarily placed her hands over her ears.

  Geoffrey did not say a word. He gently reached out and pulled her hands from her face and held them.

  His action helped Elizabeth gain control. She looked at him then, really looked at him, and saw the compassion in his eyes. “I don’t remember much after that. I took Thomas back down the stairway and we stayed there until Joseph found us and took us to the outside. We sent word to Bernard’s relatives and to Rupert.”

  Geoffrey pulled Elizabeth toward him, wrapping his strong arms around her. He wanted to erase the horror but knew that wasn’t possible. “Did you recognize any of the men?” he asked.

  “No, but the man Margaret stabbed . . . his voice was familiar to me,” Elizabeth suddenly remembered. “Blood covered his garb.”

  “What of the other men? Did you know any of them?”

  “No,” Elizabeth replied, her shoulders sagging.

  “Your servant told me that you sent your brother to London. Why?” he asked after a time.

  “I did not know what else to do,” Elizabeth said. “The law would give Belwain guardianship and I thought you old and senile. And I had no proof that it was Belwain behind the deed. My mother’s father lives in London and I thought to keep my brother safe with him until I could find the proof. . . or kill Belwain myself,” she said.

  “Tell me your reasons for believing Belwain is responsible,” Geoffrey said.

  “He is the only one to gain,” Elizabeth began. “He was my father’s younger brother and lusted after Montwright. Father gave him a portion of the land for his own but Belwain was not content. Still, my mother told me Belwain used to be a merry man until little Thomas was born, then the relationship changed with my father. I do not know if that is so, for I was too young to pay much notice. I do know that last time my uncle visited my father they had a terrible argument and Belwain said he would never return to Montwright land. He threatened my father and I remember being frightened by his words, but my father seemed unaffected. I heard him tell my mother that Belwain’s temper would calm and he would become content once again.”

  Elizabeth pulled her hands free of Geoffrey’s hold and said, “Belwain would inherit the Montwright lands if we were all dead, wouldn’t he?”

  “Aye,” Geoffrey acknowledged. “But you are not all dead,” he reminded her.

  “This same law gives Belwain guardianship of little Thomas, does it not?”

  “That is so,” Geoffrey replied.

  “And if you give my brother over to his care, he will kill him,” she predicted. “And me also,” she added, almost as an afterthought.

  “You will not be given into his care,” Geoffrey stated.

  “Then you believe me?” Elizabeth asked, her voice hopeful. “You will kill Belwain?”

  “I believe that you think Belwain responsible,” Geoffrey hedged, “and he has the greatest to gain, but I need proof before I challenge him.”

  “Proof! There is no proof,” Elizabeth all but screamed. She pushed away from Geoffrey and added, “Belwain will not go free. He must pay for what he has done. I will kill him.”

  “If Belwain is responsible, I will kill him,” Geoffrey said. “When he arrives at Montwright, I will question him.”

  “And you think he will admit his sins?” Elizabeth asked in a desperate voice. “He will lie.”

  “Lies can trap,” Geoffrey returned. “I will find who is behind the deed and I will determine the punishment. It is my responsibility.”

  “Will you give me your word that Belwain will not become guardian to Thomas?” Elizabeth asked.

  “If Belwain is innocent of your charges, I could not break the law,” Geoffrey stated. “Thomas would be placed under his guardianship. If he is innocent.”

  Elizabeth took a step back, shaking her head. “You are overlord to Montwright lands, and now that my father is dead, little Thomas is your vassal. It is your duty to protect him!”

  “Do not tell me my responsibilities,” Geoffrey barked. He stood up and unconsciously put his hands on his hips. “I know them well enough. Until I know the truth in this matter your brother will stay with me.” His voice gentled as he added, “Trust me, Elizabeth. I will not let any harm come to the lad.”

  Elizabeth wanted to believe him. While he had not promised to charge her uncle immediately, he did state that he would keep her brother safe for the time being. It would have to be enough. At least Geoffrey had listened to her and had not pushed her accusations aside. If he decided Belwain innocent, then Elizabeth would take matters into her own hands.

  “Come, Elizabeth. The hour grows late. We will talk of this when we are within the manor.”

  “I need not be there when you question Belwain,” Elizabeth argued. “And I have no wish to look upon his evil face. No,” she continued, ignoring the anger she read on his face, “I will stay here until Belwain has been—”

  The roar interrupted Elizabeth’s sentence. In one swift action the lord lifted her high up into his arms. The dogs began to growl but the warrior ignored them as he turned and started back toward the waterfall.

  God, but she was a stubborn bit of goods, Geoffrey thought with irritation. She seemed to have absolutely no fear whatsoever of her master, and that both amused and angered the knight. He wasn’t used to such brashness. And yet, he reasoned, he did not wish her to cower in his presence. She confused him, he admitted, confused . . . and delighted him. Still, he would have to do something about her disposition, her inclination to argue. She would have to learn her place, her lot. He couldn’t very well present her to William until she learned to curb her tongue. While William’s opinion did not rule Geoffrey’s life, he admitted that he did not wish his king to think Geoffrey’s wife was but a shrew! Wife! Aye, he told himself, she would be his wife. There could be no other way to keep her with him. It would be a grave insult to the late vassal, Elizabeth’s father, if he took Elizabeth as mistress. Thomas was a loyal and honest man; Geoffrey could not shame his memory by soiling his daughter and then casting her aside.

  I do this for Thomas, Geoffrey found himself thinking. He did not think that he loved Elizabeth, for he did not think he could love any woman. Past betrayal had sealed his heart against such vulnerability. Yet the fates had decreed, from the moment he sighted her on the rise above the manor before the battle, that they be together. He did not understand why he wanted her at his side, why she had come to mean such a great deal to him in such a short time, but he would follow his inclinations. Perhaps it was all superstition on his part and she was his talisman. He did not know and did not care.

  Besides, it was time, he almost said aloud. Time for the begetting of sons.

  “Put me down, my lord,” Elizabeth ordered for the third time. She saw that the scar on the side of his cheek had grown quite red and decided that she had over-stepped her position. “Please,” she amended in a soft voice. “I have my horse and my possessions to gather.”

  “Tomorrow your servant can fetch your things.”

  What a stubborn, unbending man Lord Geoffrey was, Elizabeth thought. Odd, but she found she wasn’t upset any longer. A deep faith that he would right the wrongs to her family made her content for the moment.

  They did not speak again until they were well on their way back to the manor. Elizabeth sat in front of the lord on his powerful charger and could not help but lean against him as they rode through the forest at a neck-breaking pace.

  “Do you know what you will do with me? Where you will send me?” Elizabeth asked, thinking that she would like to stay near her brother.

  “Aye,” Geoffrey replied in a rough voice. He was trying to concentrate on getting them to safety, his senses alert, but Elizabeth’s nearness was unsettling. From the moment he had lifted her into his arms, a sense of well-being, of calmness, invaded the warrior. It w
as as if he could breathe again, and she was the fresh air he needed to survive. He tightened his hold, pleased when she did not protest. The top of her head was nestled just under his chin, and the knight found it a hard task not to rub his cheek against the softness of her golden hair.

  Elizabeth waited for what seemed an eternity for Lord Geoffrey to continue, but the lord seemed disinclined.

  “My father had signed a marriage contract when I was just a babe,” Elizabeth finally said, “but Hugh, the man I was to marry, died two years past. I do not know if another was arranged,” she added. Perhaps Geoffrey could tell her, for Thomas would have to gain his permission for any marriage contract to be valid. It was the law.

  “There will be no marriage contract,” Geoffrey stated with finality.

  “I will not be married?” Elizabeth asked with surprise.

  “Yes, you shall be married,” Geoffrey said. “To me.”

  Had not Geoffrey been holding her secure, Elizabeth would have fallen off the horse. She twisted around until she could look him directly in the face, and blurted the first thing that came to her confused mind. “Why?”

  The lord did not answer, and from the hard line of his jaw Elizabeth surmised he would not tell her any more.

  She turned back and stared straight ahead. Mont-wright came into view as they rounded the water’s bend, and fear twisted her stomach into knots. She found herself clutching Geoffrey’s hands but could not let go. Belwain and his men might well be waiting inside.

  Elizabeth closed her eyes and said a quick prayer. Nothing can ever be as it was, she lamented. Her parents and sisters were dead, and now she was solely responsible for keeping little Thomas safe. She had no one to turn to, no one to champion her cause, save this stubborn, battle-scarred lord. Would he be strong enough, cunning enough to keep them safe?

  Chapter Three

  THE WEDDING WOULD BE TODAY!

  Elizabeth could not understand the reason for the hurry, yet she was powerless to stop the proceedings. The lord’s mind was made up. And her demands for an explanation were completely ignored. It was as if Geoffrey was in a race against time, and he must be married by nightfall. It made absolutely no sense to Elizabeth.

  Geoffrey lifted her off the horse and carried her into the castle, like so much baggage, up the curving staircase and into her bedroom before she could catch her breath.

  “I wish to see my brother,” she demanded against his neck, but the warrior refused with a shake of his head. God but he was stubborn!

  “After the wedding,” he finally told her as he dumped her on the bed. “I shall have a bath prepared for you,” he added. And with that, he left.

  For the first time since finding Elizabeth, the lord was pleased to see that she was fairly speechless. The look of confusion on her face when he announced that they would be wed this very day would be remembered, and savored, for many a night. Good, Geoffrey thought. He would keep her confused.

  In truth, he did not understand the hurry for the marriage, only knew that he could not go another night without her beside him. And since the priest had arrived to see to the blessing of the dead, Geoffrey saw no need to wait. It would not be a traditional wedding with the participants proclaiming their vows on the steps to the manor’s church, for the church had been burned to the ground. The ceremony would have to take place in the great hall, but it would still be a valid marriage. And once she was his, in name and body, then Geoffrey could find peace. Only then could he get back to the business of being a baron.

  Elizabeth tried to understand her lord’s reasoning for marrying her, and finally decided that he did it to protect her, and to honor her father. “He thinks he’s failed my father,” Elizabeth said aloud, for her father had placed his loyalty in Geoffrey’s hands for his protection. It was the way of the times. Still, it was Thomas’s duty to protect his own home, not Geoffrey’s.

  Elizabeth paced the confines of the room, her mood growing quite ugly by the time two men entered the chamber with a large wooden tub. They returned with buckets of steaming water, again and again, until the tub was near to overflowing with hot water. No one spoke a word during the entire procedure, although Elizabeth did a lot of scowling, and the two men a bit of grinning.

  A warm bath, instead of the frigid water from the waterfall, beckoned. Elizabeth found the rose-scented chips of soap her mother had given her on her last birthday, still wrapped in the strip of white linen at the bottom of her chest. She quickly removed her tunic and climbed into the tub. Taking her anger out on her hair, she scrubbed until her scalp began to sting in protest. She had thought the bath would be soothing and help her straighten out her thoughts, but found she could not relax. Belwain had not yet arrived, and Elizabeth found herself praying that some terrible mischief befell him on his route to Montwright. No, she decided, that was a wicked prayer, and more important, an inappropriate way to meet his death. Vengeance would not be cheated.

  A fire was blazing in the hearth, and Elizabeth, wrapped in the bed cover, knelt before its warmth and began to dry her hair. There was too much to consider, too much to deal with, and Elizabeth felt overwhelming fatigue.

  Lord Geoffrey found her in such an unguarded position. His eyes were tender as he leaned against the door and watched her. Elizabeth heard the door open but refused to acknowledge the intrusion. She adjusted the cover more securely against her bosom and continued to dry her hair. Had she turned, she would have glimpsed the gentleness in his gaze, the smile that came upon him when he watched her struggle with the cover. He thought she was the most beguiling, the most enchanting nymph, all soft and silky and smooth. The light from the fire cast a glow on her uncovered shoulders, giving her a golden look, but by her stiffly held frame he knew she was upset. The hint of defiance warmed him as much as her appearance. He considered that her anger, fully unleashed, could scorch a lesser man.

  Elizabeth couldn’t stand the silence any longer. “Are you going to stand there all night?” she asked. She turned and he saw that her face was flushed from the heat of the fire, her eyes a blazing blue.

  “You are not eager for this marriage?” His voice was soft, his expression mocking to Elizabeth’s ears.

  A lioness, Geoffrey decided, from the mane of rioting curls to the wild, wary expression in her eyes. He fought the urge to grab her, touch her.

  “I have no feelings one way or the other,” Elizabeth lied. She stood then, thinking that kneeling in his presence would give him the idea that she was of the submissive sort. Whether he be her lord or not, she would never cower before him.

  Geoffrey acknowledged her comment with a nod and walked over to the window. He lifted the heavy piece of fur blocking the wind and gazed out. It was as if he had dismissed her, Elizabeth thought, wondering what she was supposed to do.

  “You need not marry me, my lord. Your protection is enough,” Elizabeth pointed out. “And you are in a position to marry anyone . . . to marry even for love.”

  He acted as if he hadn’t heard a word she said, and Elizabeth continued to wait.

  “Foolish men marry for love. I am not foolish.” He hadn’t bothered to turn to her but continued to look out the window as he spoke. Odd, but his voice, though forceful, was lacking any emotion.

  Foolish, she repeated to herself. He thought love foolish. She didn’t disagree with him. She could be as realistic as he. And he was right. It was unheard of to marry for love. It wasn’t practical. And yet. . . there was a romantic corner of her mind that wished Geoffrey did love her and that she did love him. Aye, foolish indeed. Wasn’t it enough that she was drawn to him? Found him physically pleasing? No, she admitted, physical beauty should have no importance in a lasting relationship. Her mother had taught her that. It was what was buried beneath the surface that determined a good match. Besides, Elizabeth was a little frightened by Geoffrey, and that wouldn’t do at all! She hated being frightened. She had already glimpsed a stubborn inclination in his nature, larger than her own. No doubt the marriage would b
e a stormy arrangement, and after all the turmoil she had recently been through, the prospect of more was as welcome to her as a sore tooth.

  Elizabeth realized that Lord Geoffrey knew very little about her, had no idea just what he was getting for his wife. What would he think when he learned that she was far better versed in hunting and skinning a rabbit than needlepoint and homemaking? How often had her father blamed her Saxon heritage for her wild ways? Blamed her mother’s full Saxon father for encouraging her unorthodox behavior? It was the grandfather who gifted Elizabeth with the hawk and then the wolf-hounds on his annual visits to the manor, all to irritate his daughter’s husband. The two protagonists played goading games with each other. And it was Elizabeth who benefited from the friction between the two men. Grandfather boasted that his granddaughter was a throwback to their Viking ancestors, and he only had to point to her blond hair, her blue eyes, and her proud carriage to prove his statement.