Only With Me

by Kelly Elliott

  With a touch so soft I almost came on the spot, Gabi caressed my dick like it was a priceless piece of art.

  Fuck. It was hot as hell watching her nibble on that lip while she looked down at me. I’d give anything to know what she was thinking. Just then, her eyes snapped up to mine.

  “Take your shirt off,” she commanded with the cutest damn smile I’d ever seen.

  Fuck yes. My sweet demanding Gabi.

  Sitting up, I pulled the shirt quickly over my head and discarded it to the floor. Gabi’s eyes roamed over my body while her lips parted open slightly.

  “My God you’re perfect,” she whispered as she lifted her hand and lightly ran it over my chest and abs. My entire body shook with a feeling I’d never experienced before in my life.

  This woman was going to wreck me.

  Focusing back on my rock hard dick, Gabi caressed it with both hands. The way she moved I could tell this wasn’t something she did before. Son-of-a-bitch. How innocent is this girl?

  With a shake to her voice, Gabi spoke. “I’ve never . . . um . . . I mean . . . I haven’t ever done this before.”

  My heart slammed against my chest.

  What in the hell did she just say?

  I fought to catch my breath as those sweet innocent baby blues stared at me. Waiting for me to respond to her admission.

  Sitting up, I pulled her to me and wrapped my arms around her. I’d never felt my heart pound so hard, not even on a damn raid.

  “I’m sorry,” she whispered.

  Pulling back, I lifted her chin so our eyes met. “I’m the one who is sorry, prinkipissa. I would have never have let you do that had I known.”

  “But I wanted to do it, I’m not sure if I would do it right.”

  I wanted to tell her everything she did was right. The way she made my heart feel like it floated in my chest, or how each time she smiled at me she had stolen another piece of my soul. Everything she did was right. So much so it scared the hell out of me.

  “Baby, I promise you the moment those lips wrapped around my dick, I was going to come.”

  Gabi giggled and buried her face into my chest.

  Damn. I loved her innocence.

  “That brings up something else we need to talk about.”

  She lifted her head.

  “If you want me to come in your mouth or not.”

  She worried her lip. “I’ve heard Charity talk about it. She likes it. Said it makes the whole experience better.”

  My fingers ran lightly over her back. I could really get used to this girl being naked and lying next to me each night.

  “It’s up to you. Either way, I’ll let you know before I do.”

  She grinned. “Is the mood gone? Or can I try?”

  Fucking hell. I’m slayed with this woman.

  “I certainly won’t say no.”

  With a sexy as hell smile, she got up and moved over my body. The last thing I expected her to do was put that warm pussy over my cock. She lifted her brows and I grabbed onto her hips. We both stilled. Closing my eyes, I held my breath and tried like hell to fight the urge to flip her over and fuck her until she screamed my name.

  “Nic? Is everything okay?”

  I nodded. “You feel so damn good. I’m trying to keep my control, Gabi.”

  “What if I don’t want you to keep your control?”

  My eyes opened and my breath caught. “W-what?”

  She pressed harder against me, causing every ounce of blood to go right to my dick. “I want you, Nic. More than I’ve ever wanted anyone or anything.”

  Slowly, I shook my head. “I don’t want to push you.”

  Her hands went to my chest, leaning down, she kissed me gently. “I promise I wouldn’t do anything if I didn’t want to. I want to know what you feel like inside me. How it feels when I come and your moving in me.”

  Sitting up, I wrapped my arms around her beautiful body and slowly rolled her onto her back. I’ve never made love to a woman. Sure, I’ve always made sure they came first, but when it came to fucking, it was simply fucking. With Gabi, I wanted so much more.

  I needed more.

  My body shook, and it wasn’t because I wanted inside her so damn bad. It was something else. Something I couldn’t put my finger on.

  Cupping her head within my hands, I pierced her eyes with mine. My heart beating so loud, I swore she could hear it.

  “De exo niosi pote etsi os tora.”

  It was out of my mouth before I could even stop myself.

  Gabi smiled as she lifted her hands and lightly ran her finger along my jaw. “What did you say?”

  The tightness in my chest grew.

  Do I tell her what I had said?

  I could easily lie and tell her all I said was I wanted her. But this was Gabi. The girl with the sky blue eyes and beautiful smile that made my heart stop the first time she looked at me. The woman who had me tossing and turning at night thinking about her and the next time I could see her.

  I knew I had to tell her the truth. She deserved it.

  “I said I have never felt like this before.”

  Her smile faded some, but her eyes lit up like the sky after a rain storm. She searched my face before saying, “I haven’t either. You make me forget everything. I want to get lost with you, Nic.”

  Her cheeks turned pink again.

  “I’ve . . . I’ve only ever been with one guy and I was tested after it ended.”

  My heart slammed against my chest.

  “What . . . what are you saying?”

  “What I feel with you, I never felt with him. This feels so different and I want to experience it . . . completely.”

  Swallowing hard, I stared into her eyes. “Are you saying you don’t want me to wear a condom?”

  “I’m on the pill. But if you’re not ready for something like that, I understand. Or if you think you might not be . . .”

  Her voice drifted off.

  “I’m clean, Gabi. I’ve always used a condom. I’ve never not used one.”

  “Oh, okay. I understand if you want to use one.”

  I shook my head. Damn this girl. Shit her innocence was my undoing.

  “Gabi, I’ve been tested. I’m clean and trust me when I say I would love to make love to you without a condom on.”

  A huge smile moved over her face. “Then take me, Nic, because I’m yours.”

  And like that, my walls came crashing down. I moved slightly, my dick pushing at her soft wet entrance. Everything was spinning in my head. Her words, my words, the way I was feeling, the longing I felt to make love to her all night long.

  Nothing made sense anymore. The only thing I cared about was her, in this moment. Feeling her body fall apart with me inside her, completely inside her with nothing between.

  I couldn’t help myself, I pushed into her fast and hard, causing her to let out a small whimper.

  Damn it. Motherfucker.

  “Fuck, Gabi. I can’t control myself with you.”

  Her legs wrapped around my body, pulling me as deep as she could. Her eyes closed, and the pain of me stretching her all at once evident her face.

  “Give me one second to adjust to you. It’s been a really long time.”

  I pressed my lips to her and begged for her forgiveness. “Baby, I’m so sorry if I hurt you. It’s taking everything I have to not fuck you right now.”

  She opened her eyes and looked deep into my soul. “Make me yours.”

  SOMETHING CHANGED IN his eyes with those three words. He slowly pulled out and pushed back into me. The heavenly feeling was almost too much. My build up was already starting.

  He picked up the speed, and I met him thrust for thrust. I could tell he was holding back and was about to lose control. And how I wanted to feel Nic Drivas lose control.

  “Goddamn it, Gabi. I’m trying to go slow, baby. You’re squeezing down on me. Fucking hell.”

  I wanted him to fuck me more than anything. I needed him to. My nails dug into h

is back as I lifted my hips to him. I needed more. Wanted so much more.

  “More,” I gasped while wrapping my legs around him tighter.

  Then the Nic who didn’t make love showed up. He grabbed onto my hips and moved faster, harder. The pain now had slipped away and was replaced by utter bliss.

  I gasped as my orgasm quickly swept over my body.

  “Oh God!” I cried out as he pounded into my body, giving me every delicious promise he had whispered in my ear from the moment I first met him.

  My body shook as another orgasm rolled into the last. I’d never experienced this before. I never wanted Nic to stop. Him inside of me was the most beautiful thing I’d ever experienced.

  Grasping for the bedspread, my back arched as my orgasm reached to the point where I wasn’t sure I could keep going on. Nic’s body shook while he let out a long moan before dropping his head to my neck and calling out my name. We fell apart together as he poured himself into me. I knew nothing would ever be the same again.

  When his body finally came to a stop, he was still shaking while I lay under him in a state of pure bliss. My body so relaxed all I wanted to do was fall asleep in his arms.

  Nic hovered over me while he caught his breath. He pulled out of me, quickly got up, and walked away. My heart dropped as I watched him walk away without a single word.

  I’d never felt so used in my entire life.

  Was everything he said a lie?

  Words to get me into bed with him?

  Covering my stomach, I swung my legs over the bed and covered my mouth. I felt sick. Then he appeared in front of me. A wash cloth in his hand. His eyes looked tortured.

  Placing his hand on the side of my face, he whispered, “I’m so sorry. You deserved so much more than that. I lost control with you, Gabi. I tried so hard not to.” His head dropped. “I’m so sorry.” My brows pinched together. Grabbing his face with my hands, I lifted his eyes to mine.

  “That was amazing. I loved every single moment of what we just shared Nic. It was raw and real. Passionate. I didn’t just see the stars, you took me to heaven.”

  A small tug at the corner of his mouth revealed a slight smile.

  “I hurt you. I was too rough.”

  I shook my head. “If you had hurt me, I would have told you.”

  “But I lost control with you. I wanted to make love to you and I couldn’t hold back.”

  “I didn’t want you to hold back.” I shook my head. “With you, I forget everything and seem to be lost in the moment.”

  “Is that a bad thing?”

  “No,” I said with a smile. “It’s a beautiful thing.”

  Nic’s lips were pressed to mine in a flash.

  His whispered words against my lips caused my desire to bloom again. “You’re so beautiful, Gabi. And you’re mine.”

  “Yours,” I whispered as I laid back on the bed. Moving to the middle.

  “Make love to me, Nic.”

  His eyes lit up while they roamed over my body. I was shocked to see he was already hard again.

  I couldn’t help but smile.

  You know what they say about Greek men.

  Nic’s hand moved between my legs with two fingers sliding in. He moaned and closed his eyes.

  “Mine. You’re mine, Gabi.”

  I watched his face as he spoke. It was a mix of confusion and happiness. Exactly the same emotions I felt.

  Swallowing hard, I knew the words I was about to speak were the truth. I wanted to be his.

  For always.

  “Yours, Nic. Forever yours.”

  MY HEART WAS pounding as I slipped slowly back inside Gabi. Her warmth spread throughout my body like the hot summer sun.

  “You feel so damn good,” I whispered as I buried my face into her neck. Inhaling a deep breath of her, I took every second in. This time moving slower, going deeper. I’d lost control with her the first time and there was no way I was doing it again. I wasn’t even sure how my dick was hard again this soon, but I sure as hell wasn’t going to argue.

  Gabi moved in perfect harmony with me. We were one and the same, and I was so damn confused if I loved it or if it scared the piss out of me. There was one thing I was sure of. She was all that I wanted.

  Slowly moving, we whispered each other’s names against our lips. I never wanted the moment to end. I was lost to this woman and nothing else mattered but her and I.

  Arching her back, Gabi cried out my name as she came. I swore it sounded as if it was carried off on the wind and wrapped around my body, drawing out my own release. My body trembled as my orgasm came and I poured myself into her.

  When my body came to a rest, I stayed inside her. Cradling her head within my hands, I pierced her eyes with mine. My chest was tight, but I wasn’t sure if it was the feelings I suddenly felt for this woman, or the fear that gripped me because of those feelings.

  “Agapiméni. What have you done to me?”

  “Drivas? Did you even hear a damn word I said?”

  I grabbed the towel off the handle and wiped my face. Turning to Cole, I asked, “What did you say?”

  His brows furrowed as he shook his head. “What is wrong with you dude? For the last week you haven’t been the same.”

  Scoffing at him, I responded, “Don’t be ridiculous.”

  He stopped running. “Dude, you’re lost in your own world half the time, you never want to go for drinks, you haven’t flirted with a single chick, and I’m pretty sure you’re avoiding your family like the plague. You must really have a thing for Gabi.”

  I stopped on a dime. “What?”

  He lifted a brow then chuckled. “Don’t even act like I haven’t noticed it. Ever since you met Gabi.”

  “So I’m dating a girl, what’s the big deal?”

  Now Cole looked at me as if I was insane. “What’s the big deal? Wasn’t it you who said you’d rather die than be stuck with one pussy for the rest of your life?”

  With a push of the button, I started running again. “We’re having fun, enjoying each other’s company, that’s all.”

  I looked back at him, feeling the weight of his stare on me. “That’s not what Charity says.”

  Hitting the pause button again, I shot him a look. “Charity? Have you been talking to Charity about me and Gabi?”

  Cole held up his hands in defense. “Hey, she’s the one who told me Gabi was walking around in a dream bubble. That it had been the happiest she’d seen her in four years.”

  I couldn’t help the small crack of smile that formed at my mouth. “She said that?”

  He laughed, “Yeah, and I’m going to have to say the same damn thing about you. Dude, you really like her.”

  There was no sense in denying it. Gabi and I had spent every day together. I had to lay my eyes on her at least once a day or I felt like I would lose my damn mind.

  “I like her. Happy now?”

  A wide grin spread over Cole’s face. He slapped me on the side of the arm. “I’m happy for you dude.”

  With a roll of my eyes, I started running again. “Jesus, I’m not marrying her. I like her, we’re having fun together.”

  “And the sex?”

  I laughed. “I don’t kiss and tell, dude.”

  Cole chuckled as he started up running again. “So, what do you know about Charity?”

  Taking a quick peek over at him, I smiled. “You should totally go for it.”

  “Really? She seems a little rough around the edges.”

  “Nah, you two would hit it off. I’m positive.”

  “Huh. Well, she’s already turned me down once, so I don’t know,” Cole replied as he put his head phones back in and ran faster.

  I couldn’t help but chuckle. Cole and Charity. Yeah, that would be interesting.

  Gabi stared at me with her mouth dropped open. “Your whole family?”

  Today was my first day off in a week and I couldn’t wait to spend it with Gabi. She had adjusted her days off to match mine, but still got called in by that little prick Max every chance he could. Taking a bite of the linguine she had made for lunch, I nodded. “Yeah. Thad and Phoebe are having their baby shower so the whole family will be there.”

  She chewed on her lip. I could see how freaked out that made her. I was positive Kilyn had filled Gabi in on my family, and then some.

  “Would you rather meet my parents first?”

  Her eyes lit up. “Yes. I think I can handle that a little better. From what Kilyn has said, I shouldn’t go in the lion’s den first. I need to ease in.”

  I laughed. “Kilyn might be a good one to listen to. How about if I see if Thano and Kilyn can join us for dinner tonight at my folks?”

  “Last minute like that? Will they be upset?”

  This time I laughed harder. “Are you kidding me? My mother will be thrilled, especially if I tell her I’m bringing someone with me.”

  Gabi’s expression turned to pure horror. Standing, I wiped my face and tossed the napkin to the table.

  “Don’t be afraid, agapiméni. My mother will love you.”

  “I’m not Greek.”

  “Kilyn isn’t either.”

  She nodded while she wrung her hands together.

  “Do you know what you need?”

  She shrugged and asked, “Dark hair, skin, and a Greek name?”

  Chuckling, I ran my finger along her jawline. “A kiss.”

  The corners of her mouth turned upright. “I do need a kiss. A long one.”

  I lifted my brows. “Oh yeah?”

  She nodded. “Anything else?”

  “Your hands on my body.”

  “I like where you’re going. Keep talking.”

  “Your lips on my neck.”

  Drawing her body close to mine, I buried my face into her neck.

  Her head fell back as she let out a long soft moan.

  “Next,” I whispered.

  “Touch me, Nic.”

  “Where do you want me to touch you, baby?”

  My body was on fire. I’d never been with a woman who turned me on twenty-four hours a day. I couldn’t get enough of her.

  “Nic,” she whimpered.

  I cupped her breasts with my hands and smiled. “Do you want me to touch your pussy, Gabi?”

  She gasped. I knew she liked it when I talked dirty to her. It fueled her desire even more

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