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Complete Fictional Works of John Buchan (Illustrated)

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by John Buchan


  “I come from England. I’m Scots, same as you.”

  “That’s mighty queer. You’ve come down north to look for Galliard? He’s a sick man, too, sick in his mind, but he’ll cure. You’re another matter. You’ve a long hill to climb and I doubt if you’ll win to the top of it.”

  “I know. I’m dying. I made my book for that before I left England.”

  “And you’re facing up to it! There’s guts left in the old land. What’s your name? Leithen! That’s south country. We Frizels come from the north.”

  “I’ve seen Johnny’s ring with the Frazer arms.”

  “What’s brother John thinking about me?”

  “He’s badly scared. He had to stay to attend to Galliard, and it’s partly to ease his mind that I pushed on here.”

  “I guess his mind wanted some easing. Johnny’s thinking about mad trappers. Well, maybe he’s right. I was as mad as a loon until this morning. . . . I’ve been looking for the Sick Heart River since I was a halfling, and Galliard come along and gave me my chance at last. God knows what he was looking for, but he fell in with me all right, and I treated him mighty selfish. I was mad and I don’t mind telling you. That’s the way the Sick Heart takes people. I thought when I found it I’d find a New Jerusalem with all my sins washed away, and the angels waiting for me. . . . Then you come along. I shot at you, not to kill, but to halt you — when I shoot to kill I reckon I don’t miss. And you came on quite regardless, and that shook me. Here, I says, is someone set on the Sick Heart, and he’s going to get there. And then you tumbled down in a heap, and I reckoned you were going to die anyway.”

  Lew was speaking more quietly and the light had gone from his eyes.

  “Something sort of clicked inside my head,” he went on, “and I began to look differently at things. The sight of you cleared my mind. One thing I know — this is the River of the Water of Death. You can’t live in this valley. There’s no life here. Not a bird or beast, not a squirrel in the woods, not a rabbit in the grass, let alone bear or deer.”

  “There are warm springs,” Leithen said. “There must be duck there.”

  “Devil a duck! I looked to find the sedges full of them, geese and ducks that the Eskimos and Indians had hurt and that couldn’t move south. Devil a feather! And devil a fish in the river! When God made this place He wasn’t figuring on humans taking up lots in it. . . . I got a little provender, but if you and I don’t shift we’ll be dead in a week.”

  “What have you got?”

  “A hindquarter of caribou — lean, stringy meat — a couple of bags of flour — maybe five pounds of tea.”

  “There’s an Indian with me,” said Leithen. “He’s gone to earth a mile or so back. I told him to wait and see what happened to me. He’ll be hanging about tomorrow morning, and he’s got some food.”

  Lew rapped out a dozen questions, directed to identifying the Hare. Finally he settled who he was and gave him a name.

  “What’s he got?” he demanded.

  “Flour and oatmeal and bacon and tea, and some stuff in tins. Enough for a week or so.”

  “That’s no good,” said Lew bitterly. “We’ got to winter here or perish. Man, d’you not see we’re in a trap? Nothing that hasn’t wings could get out of this valley.”

  “How did you get in?”

  Lew smiled grimly. “God knows! I was mad, as I told you. I found a kind of crack in the rocks and crawled down it like a squirrel, helping myself with tree roots and creepers. The snow hadn’t come yet. I fell the last forty feet, but by God’s mercy it was into a clump of scrub cedar. I lost nothing except half my kit and the skin of my face. But now the snow is here and that door is shut.”

  “The Hare and I came down by the snow, and it’s the snow that’s going to help us out again.”

  Lew looked at him with unbelief in his eyes.

  “You’re a sick man — sick in the head, too. Likewise you’re tireder than a flightin’ woodcock. You’ve got to sleep. I’m goin’ to shift your bed further out. Frost won’t be bad tonight, and you want the air round you. See, I’ll give you another blanket.”

  Leithen saw that Lew was robbing his own bed, but he was too feeble to protest. He dropped straight away into the fathomless depths of exhausted sleep.

  When he woke, with rime on his blankets and sunlight in his eyes, he saw that the Hare had been retrieved and was now attending to the breakfast fire. For a little he lay motionless, puzzling over what had happened to him. As always now at the start of a day, he felt wretchedly ill, and this morning had been no exception. But his eyes were seeing things differently. . . . Hitherto the world had seemed to him an etching without colour, a flat two-dimensioned thing which stirred no feeling in his mind of either repulsion or liking. He had ceased to respond to life. A landscape was a map to him which his mind grasped, but which left his interest untouched. . . .

  Now he suddenly saw the valley of the Sick Heart as a marvellous thing. This gash in the earth, full of cold, pure sunlight, was a secret devised by the great Artificer and revealed to him and to him only. There was no place for life in it — there could not be — but neither was there room for death. This peace was beyond living and dying. He had a sudden vision of it under a summer sun — green lawns, green forests, a blue singing stream, and cliffs of serrated darkness. A classic loveliness, Tempe, Phæacic. But no bird wing or bird song, no ripple of fish, no beast in the thicket — a silence rather of the world as God first created it, before He permitted the coarse welter of life.

  Lew boiled water, gave Leithen his breakfast, and helped him to wash and dress.

  “You lie there in the sun,” he said. “It’s good for you. And listen to what I’ve got to say. How you feeling?”

  “Pretty bad.”

  Lew shook his head. “But I’ve seen a sicker man get better.”

  “I’ve had the best advice in the world, so I don’t delude myself. I haven’t got the shadow of a chance.”

  Lew strode up and down before the cave like a sentry.

  “You haven’t a chance down here, living in a stuffy hole and eating the sweepings of a store. You want strong air, it don’t matter how cold, and you want fresh-killed meat cooked rare. I’ve seen that work miracles with your complaint. But God help you! there’s no hope for you here. You’re in your grave already — and so are all of us. The Hare knows. He’s squatting down by the water and starting on the dirges of his tribe.”

  Then he took himself off, apparently on some futile foraging errand, and Leithen, half in the sun, half in the glow of the fire, felt his weakness changing to an apathy which was almost ease. This was the place to die in — to slip quietly away with no last convulsive attempt to live. He had reacted for a moment to life, but only to the afterglow of it. The thought of further effort frightened him, for there could be no misery like the struggle against such weakness as his. It looked as if the fates which had given him so much, and had also robbed him so harshly, had relented and would permit a quiet end. Whitman’s phrase was like a sweetmeat on his tongue: “the delicious nearby assurance of death.”

  Lew and the Indian spent a day of furious activity. They cut huge quantities of wood and kept both fires blazing. Fire-tending seemed to give Lew some comfort, as if it spelled life in a dead place. He wandered round the outer fire like a gigantic pixie, then, as the evening drew on, he carried Leithen into the cave, and, having arranged a couch for him, stood over him like an angry schoolmaster.

  “D’you believe in God?” he demanded.

  “I believe in God.”

  “I was brought up that way too. My father was bed-rock Presbyterian, and I took after him — not like brother Johnny, who was always light-minded. There was times when my sins fair bowed me down, and I was like old Christian in The Pilgrim’s Progress — I’d have gone through fire and water to get quit of ‘em. Then I got the notion of this Sick Heart as the kind of place where there was no more trouble, a bit of the Garden of Eden that God had kept private for them as
could find it. I’d been thinking about it for years, and suddenly I saw a chance of gettin’ to it and findin’ peace for evermore. Not dying — I wasn’t thinking of dying — but living happily ever after, as the story books say. That was my aim, fool that I was!”

  His voice rose to a shout.

  “I was mad! It was the temptation of the Devil and not a promise of God. The Sick Heart is not the Land-of-Beulah but the Byroad-to-Hell, same as in Bunyan. It don’t rise like a proper river out of little springs — it comes full-born out of the rock and slinks back into it like a ghost. I tell you the place is no’ canny. You’d say it had the best grazing in all America, and yet there’s nothing can live here. There’s a curse on this valley when I thought there was a blessing. So there’s just the one thing to do if we’re to save our souls, and that’s to get out of it though we break our necks in the job.”

  The man’s voice had become shrill with passion, and even in the shadow Leithen could see the fire in his eyes.

  “You’re maybe thinking different,” he went on. “You think you’re dying and that this is a nice quiet place to die in. But you’ll be damned for it. There’s a chance of salvation for you if you pass out up on the cold tops, but there’s none if your end comes in this cursed hole.”

  Leithen turned wearily on his side to face the speaker.

  “You’d better count me out. I’m finished. I’d only be a burden to you. A couple of days here should see me through, and then you can do what you like.”

  “By God I won’t! I can’t leave you — I’d never hold up my head again if I did. And I can’t stay here with Hell waitin’ to grab me. Me and the Hare will help you along, for our kit will be light. Besides, you could show us the road out. The Hare says you know how to get along on steep snow.

  “Have you any rope?” Leithen asked.

  Lew’s wild face sobered. “It’s about all I have. I’ve got two hundred feet of light rope. Brought it along with the notion it might come in handy and I can make some more out of caribou skin.”

  Leithen had asked the question involuntarily, for the thing did not interest him. The deep fatigue which commonly ended his day had dropped on him like a mountain of lead. Death was very near, and where could he meet it better than in this gentle place, remote alike from the turmoil of Nature and of man?

  But after his meagre supper, as he watched Lew and the Indian repack their kit, the power of thought returned to him. This was the last lap in the race; was he to fail in it? Why had he come here when at home he might have had a cushioned death-bed among friends? Was it not to die standing, to go out in his boots? And that meant that he must have a purpose to fill his mind, and let that purpose exclude foolish meditations on death. Well, he had half-finished his job — he had found Galliard; but before he could get Galliard back to his old world he must bring to him the strange man who had obsessed his mind and who, having been mad, was now sane. Therefore he must get Lew out of the Sick Heart valley. He did not believe that Lew could find his way out alone. The long spout of snow was ice in parts, and Lew knew nothing of step-cutting. Leithen remembered the terror of the Hare in the descent. Mountaineering to men like Lew was a desperate venture. Could he guide them up the spout? It would have been child’s play in the old days, but now! . . . He bent his knees and elbows. Great God! his limbs were as flaccid as indiarubber. What kind of a figure would he cut on an ice slope?

  And yet what was the alternative? To lie here dying by inches — by feet and yards, perhaps, but still slowly — with Lew in a panic and restrained from leaving him only by the iron camaraderie of the North. His own utter weakness made him crave for immobility, but something at the back of his mind cried out against it. Why had he left England if he was to cower in a ditch and not stride on to the end? That had always been his philosophy. He remembered that long ago in his youth he had written bad verses on the subject, demanding that he meet death “with the wind in his teeth and the rain in his face.” It was no false stoicism, but the creed of a lifetime.

  By and by he fell asleep, and — a rare thing for one whose slumbers seemed drugged — woke in the small hours. Lew could be heard snoring, but he must have been recently awake, for he had stoked both fires. A queer impulse seized Leithen to get up. With some difficulty he crawled out of his sleeping-bag and stumbled to his feet, wrapping a blanket round him. . . .

  It was a marvellous night, cold, but not bitterly cold, and the flames of the outer fire were crimson against a sky of burnished gold. Moonshine filled the valley and brimmed over the edge of the cliffs. Those cliffs caught no reflection of light, but were more dark and jagged than by day; except that on the eastern side, where lay the snowdrifts, there was a wave of misty saffron.

  Moonlight is a soothing thing, softening the raw corners of the world, but suddenly to Leithen this moonlight seemed monstrous and unearthly. The valley was a great golden mausoleum with ebony walls, a mausoleum, not a kindly grave for a common mortal. Kings might die here and lie here, but not Edward Leithen. There was a tremor in his steady nerves, a fluttering in his sober brain. He knew now what Lew meant. . . . With difficulty he got back into his sleeping-bag and covered his head so that he could not see the moon. He must get out of this damned place though he used the last pennyweight of his strength.

  20

  Lew and the Indian had Leithen between them, steadying himself with a hand on each of their huge back-packs. The Hare’s rope had gone to the cording of the dunnage, and Lew’s was in a coil on Leithen’s shoulder. The journey to the snow shoot was made in many short stages, across a frozen pool of the river, and then in the snow-sprinkled herbage below the eastern crags. The weather was changing, for a yellow film was creeping from the north over the sky.

  “There’ll be big snow on the tops,” said Lew, “and maybe a god-awful wind.”

  It was midday before they reached the foot of the couloir. The lower slopes, down which Leithen and the Hare had rolled, were set at a gentle angle, and the firm snow made easy going; it was up in the narrows of the cleft that it changed to a ribbon of ice. The problem before him stirred some forgotten chord in Leithen’s mind, and he found himself ready to take command. First he sent Lew and the Hare with the kit up to the edge of the ice, and bade them anchor the packs there to poles driven into the last soft snow. That done he made the two men virtually carry him up the easy slopes. He had a meagre remnant of bodily strength, and he would need it all for the task before him.

  In an hour’s time the three were at the foot of the sunless narrows where the snow was hard ice. There he gave Lew his orders.

  “I will cut steps, deep ones with plenty of standing room. Keep looking before you, and not down. I’ll rope, so that if I fall you can hold me. If I get to the top I’ll try to make the rope fast, and the Hare must follow in the steps. He will haul up the kit after him; then he will drop the rope for you, and you must tie it on. If you slip he will be able to hold you.”

  Leithen chose the Hare to go second, for the Indian seemed less likely than Lew to suffer from vertigo. He had come up the lower slopes impassively while Lew had had the face of one in torment.

  Lew’s hatchet was a poor substitute for an ice axe. Leithen’s old technique of step-cutting had to be abandoned, and the notches he hacked would have disgusted a Swiss guide. He had to make them deep and sloping inward for the sake of Lew’s big moccasined feet. Also he had often to cut hand-holds for himself so that he could rest plastered flat against the ice when his knees shook and his wrists ached and his head swam with weariness.

  It was a mortal slow business, and one long agony. Presently he was past the throat of the gully and in snow again, soft snow with a hard crust, but easier to work than the ice of the narrows. Here the wind, which Lew had foretold, swirled down from the summit, and he almost fell. The last stage was a black nightmare. Soon it would be all over, he told himself — soon, soon, there would be the blessed sleep of death.

  He reached the top with a dozen feet of rope to spare, an
d straightway tumbled into deep snow. There he might have perished, drifting into a sleep from which there would be no awakening, had not tugs on the rope from Lew beneath forced him back into consciousness. With infinite labour he untied the rope from his middle. With frail, fumbling, chilled hands he made the end fast to a jack-pine which grew conveniently near the brink. He gave the rope the three jerks which was the agreed signal that he was at the summit and anchored. Then a red mist of giddiness overtook him, and he dropped limply into the snow at the tree roots.

  21

  When Leithen came to his senses he found it hard to link the present with the past. His last strong sensation had been that of extreme cold; now it was as warm as if he were in bed at home, and he found that his outer garments had been removed and that he was wearing only underclothes and a jersey. It was night, and he was looking up at a sky of dark velvet, hung with stars like great coloured lamps. By and by, as his eyes took in the foreground, he found that he was in a kind of pit scooped in deep snow with a high rampart of snow around it. The floor was spread with spruce boughs, but a space had been left in the middle for a fire, which had for its fuel the butt-ends of two trees which met in the middle and slipped down as they smouldered.

  He did not stay long awake, but in those minutes he was aware of something new in his condition. The fit of utter apathy had passed. He was conscious of the strangeness of this cache in the snow, this mid-winter refuge in a world inimical to man. The bitter diamond air, like some harsh acid, had stung him back to a kind of life — at any rate to a feeble response to life.

  Next day he started out in a state of abject decrepitude. Lew put snow-shoes on him, but he found that he had lost the trick of them, and kept on tangling up his feet and stumbling. The snow lay deep, and under the stricture of the frost was as dry and powdery as sand, so that his feet sank into it. Lew went first to break the trail, but all his efforts did not make a firm track, so that the stages had to be short, and by the midday meal Leithen was at the end of his tether. The glow of a fire and some ptarmigan broth slightly revived him, but his fatigue was such that Lew made camp an hour before nightfall.

 

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