Peacock Emporium

by Jojo Moyes

  CONTENTS

  The Peacock Emporium

  Also by Jojo Moyes

  Copyright

  Dedication

  Acknowledgements

  Part One

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Part Two

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Part Three

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Chapter Twenty-Five

  Chapter Twenty-Six

  Chapter Twenty-Seven

  Chapter Twenty-Eight

  Chapter Twenty-Nine

  About the Author

  THE PEACOCK

  EMPORIUM

  Jojo Moyes

  www.hodder.co.uk

  Also by Jojo Moyes

  Sheltering Rain

  Foreign Fruit

  The Ship of Brides

  Copyright © 2004 by Jojo Moyes

  First published in Great Britain in 2004 by Hodder and Stoughton

  An Hachette Livre UK Company

  The right of Jojo Moyes to be identified as the Author of the Work has been asserted by her in accordance with the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988.

  All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted, in any form or by any means without the prior written permission of the publisher, nor be otherwise circulated in any form of binding or cover other than that in which it is published and without a similar condition being imposed on the subsequent purchaser.

  All characters in this publication are fictitious and any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.

  A CIP catalogue record for this title is available from the British Library

  Epub ISBN 978 1 848 94749 8

  Book ISBN 978 0 340 96037 0

  Hodder & Stoughton Ltd

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  To my mother and father, Lizzie Sanders and Jim Moyes.

  With love and thanks.

  Acknowledgements

  I would like to thank Sophie Green and Jacquie Bounsall who, while being nothing like my lead characters, did, together with Sophie’s shop ‘Blooming Mad Sophie Green’, provide me with the inspiration for The Peacock Emporium. And to all the customers whose individual stories, snippets of gossip, scandals and jokes helped shape this book. I am still amazed by what people will tell you if you stand behind a till long enough . . .

  A huge thanks to everyone at Hodder and Stoughton for their continuing support and enthusiasm, with special thanks to Carolyn Mays, Jamie Hodder-Williams, Emma Longhurst and Alex Bonham, as well as Hazel Orme.

  Thanks to Sheila Crowley and Jo Frank whose agenting skills book-ended this book, as well as Vicky Longley and Linda Shaughnessy at AP Watt. Thanks to Brian Sanders for his fishing wisdom, Cathy Runciman for her knowledge of Argentina. To Jill and John Armstrong, for space to work away from overflowing laundry baskets, and James and Di Potter for their agricultural knowledge and animal husbandry. Thanks also to Julia Carmichael and the staff of Harts in Saffron Walden for their support and to Hannah Collins for Ben, the best work avoidance ever.

  A belated thank you to Grant McKee and Jill Turton, who first got me into print: I’m sorry I sold your car.

  Apologies and thanks also to Saskia and Harry, who now understand that when Mummy talks to herself and occasionally forgets to make supper she is not displaying early signs of madness but actually paying the mortgage.

  And most of all to Charles, who puts up with me periodically falling in love with my male leads and now knows so much about the process of writing novels that he might as well publish his own. For everything else. XX

  PART ONE

  One

  Buenos Aires, 2001:

  The Day I Delivered My First Baby

  It was the third time in a week that the air-conditioning had gone down at the Hospital de Clinicas, and the heat was so heavy that the nurses had taken to holding battery-operated plastic fans over the intensive-care patients in an effort to keep them cool. Three hundred had come in a box, a present from a grateful stroke survivor in the import-export business, one of the few users of the state hospital who still felt dollar-rich enough to give things away.

  The blue plastic fans, however, had turned out to be almost as reliable as his promises of further drugs and medical equipment, and all over the hospital, as it dripped in the noisy heat of a Buenos Aires summer, you could hear the sudden ‘¡Hijo di puta!’ of the nurses – even the normally devout ones – as they had to beat them back into life.

  I didn’t notice the heat. I was trembling with my own cool fear, that of a newly qualified midwife who has just been told that they will be delivering their first baby. Beatriz, the senior midwife who had overseen my training, announced this with a deceptively casual air and a hard slap on my shoulders with her plump dark hand as she went off to see whether she could steal any food from the geriatric ward to feed one of her new mothers. ‘They’re in Two,’ she said, gesturing to the delivery room. ‘Multigravida, three children already, but this one doesn’t want to come out. Can’t say I blame it, can you?’ She laughed humourlessly, and shoved me towards the door. ‘I’ll be back in a few minutes.’ Then, as she saw me hovering by the door, hearing the muffled wails of pain inside, ‘Go on, Turco, there’s only one end it can come out, you know.’

  I walked into the delivery room with the sound of the other midwives’ laughter still in my ears.

  I had planned to introduce myself with some authority, to reassure myself of it as much as my patients, but the woman was kneeling on the floor pushing at her husband’s face with a white-knuckled hand, and mooing like a cow, so I thought a handshake inappropriate.

  ‘She needs some drugs, please, Doctor,’ said the father, as best he could through the palm against his chin. His voice, I realised, held the deference with which I addressed my hospital superiors.

  ‘Oh, sweet Jesus, why so long? Why so long?’ She was crying to herself, rocking backwards and forwards on her haunches. Her T-shirt was drenched with sweat, and her hair, scraped back into a ponytail, was wet enough to reveal pale lines of scalp.

  ‘Our last two came very quickly,’ he said, stroking her hair. ‘I don’t understand why this one won’t come.’

  I took the notes from the end of the bed. She had been in labour almost eighteen hours: a long time for a first baby, let alone a fourth. I fought the urge to shout for Beatriz. Instead I stared at the notes, attempting to look knowledgeable, and tried mentally to recite my way through medical checklists to the sound of the woman’s keening. Downstairs, in the street, someone was playing loud music in their car: the insistent synthesised beat of cumbia. I thought about closing the windows, but the idea of that dark little room becoming even hotter was unbearable. ‘Can you help me get her on the bed?’ I asked her husband, when I could stare at the notes no longer. He jumped up immediately, glad, I think, that someone was going to do something.

  When we had hoisted her up, I took her blood pressure and, as she grabbed at my hair, timed her contractions
and felt her stomach. Her skin was feverish and slippery. The baby’s head was fully engaged. I asked her husband about previous history, and found no clues. I looked at the door and wished for Beatriz. ‘Nothing to worry about,’ I said, wiping my face, and hoped that there wasn’t.

  It was then that I saw the other couple, standing almost motionless in the corner of the room by the window. They did not look like the normal visitors to a state hospital: they would have been more suited, in their brightly coloured, expensive clothes, to the Swiss hospital on the other side of the plaza. Her hair, which was expensively coloured, was pulled back into an elegant chignon, but her makeup had not survived the sweltering 40-degree heat, and had settled in lines and pools around her eyes, slid down her shining face. She held her husband’s arm and stared intently at the scene in front of them. ‘Does she need drugs?’ she said, turning to me. ‘Eric could get her drugs.’

  The mother? I thought absently. Somehow she looked too young. ‘We’re too far along for drugs,’ I said, trying to sound confident.

  They were all looking at me expectantly. There was no sign of Beatriz.

  ‘I’ll just give her a quick examination,’ I said. No one looked like they were going to stop me so I was left with no option but to do one.

  I placed her heels against her buttocks and let her knees drop. Then I waited until her next contraction and, as gently as I could, felt around the rim of the cervix. This could be painful in advanced labour, but she was so tired by then that she barely moaned. I stood there for a minute, trying to make sense of it. She was fully dilated, yet I couldn’t feel the baby’s head . . . I wondered, briefly, if this was yet another trick played on me by the midwives, like the doll they had asked me to keep warm in the incubator. Suddenly I felt a little leap of excitement. I gave them all a reassuring smile and moved to the instrument cupboard, hoping that what I was seeking had not yet been looted by another department. But there it was – like a small, steel crochet hook: my magic wand. I held it in my palm, feeling a kind of euphoria at what was about to happen – about what I was about to make happen.

  The air was rent by another wail from the woman on the bed. I was a little afraid to do this unsupervised, but I knew it was not fair to wait any longer. And now that the foetal heartbeat monitor no longer worked I had no way of knowing if the baby was in distress.

  ‘Keep her still, please,’ I said to the husband and, timing carefully between contractions, reached in with the hook and nicked a tiny hole in the extra set of waters that I’d realised were blocking the baby’s progress. Even above the woman’s moans, and the traffic outside, I heard the beautiful tiny popping sound as the soft membrane conceded to me, and suddenly there was a gush of fluid and the woman was sitting up and saying, with some surprise, and not a little urgency, ‘I need to push.’ At that point, Beatriz arrived. She noted the tool in my hand, the renewed determination on the woman’s face, and, supporting her with her husband, nodded that I should carry on.

  After that I don’t remember much clearly. I remember seeing the soft, shocking thatch of dark hair, then grabbing the woman’s hand and placing it there so that she could be encouraged by it too. I remember instructing her to push, and to pant, and that when the baby began to emerge I was shouting as loudly as I had when I went to football matches with my father, with relief and shock and joy. And I remember the sight of that beautiful girl as she slithered into my hands, the marbled blue of her skin turning a rapid pink, like a chameleon, before she let out a welcome lusty cry of outrage at her delayed entry into the world.

  And, to my shame, I remember that I had to turn my head because, as I clipped the cord and laid her on her mother’s chest, I realised that I had begun to cry, and I did not want Beatriz to give the other midwives something else to laugh about.

  She appeared at my shoulder, mopping at her brow, and gestured behind her. ‘When you’re done,’ she said quietly, ‘I’m going to nip upstairs and see if I can find Dr Cardenas. She has lost a lot of blood, and I don’t want her to move until he’s taken a look.’ I hardly heard her, and she knew it. She kicked my ankle. ‘Not bad, Ale,’ she said, grinning. It was the first time she had called me by my real name. ‘Next time you might even remember to weigh the baby.’

  I was about to respond in kind, elation giving me courage, for once, to speak up. But as we talked, I became aware that the atmosphere in the room had changed. Beatriz did, too, and halted in her tracks. Where normally there was the enraptured cooing of the new mother, the soft murmur of admiring relatives, there was only a quiet pleading: ‘Diego, no, no, Diego, please . . .’

  The smartly dressed couple had moved beside the bed. The blonde woman, I noticed, was trembling, a peculiar half-smile on her face, her hand reaching tentatively towards the baby.

  The mother was clutching the child to her chest, her eyes closed, murmuring to her husband, ‘Diego, no, no, I cannot do this.’

  Her husband was stroking her face. ‘Luisa, we agreed. You know we agreed. We cannot afford to feed our children, let alone another.’

  She would not open her eyes and her bony hands were wrapped round the overwashed hospital shawl. ‘Things will get better, Diego. You will get more work. Please, amor, please, no—’

  Diego’s face crumpled. He reached over and began, slowly, to prise his wife’s fingers off the baby, one by one. She was wailing now: ‘No. No, Diego, please.’

  The joy of the birth had evaporated, and I felt sick in the pit of my stomach as I realised what was happening. I made to intervene, but Beatriz, an unusually grim expression on her face, stayed me with a tiny shake of her head. ‘Third one this year,’ she muttered.

  Diego had managed to take the baby. He held her tight to him without looking at her, and then, his own eyes closed, held her away from him. The blonde woman had stepped forward. ‘We will love her so much,’ she said, her reedy upper-class accent trembling with her own tears. ‘We have waited so long . . .’

  The mother became wild now, tried to climb from the bed, and Beatriz leapt over and held her down. ‘She mustn’t move,’ she said, her voice sharpened by her own unwilling complicity. ‘It’s very important that you don’t let her move until the consultant is here.’

  Diego wrapped his arms round his wife. It was hard to tell whether he was comforting her or imprisoning her. ‘They will give her everything, Luisa, and the money will help us feed our children. You have to think of our children, of Paola, of Salvador . . . Think of how things have been—’

  ‘My baby,’ screamed the mother, unhearing, clawing at her husband’s face, impotent against Beatriz’s apologetic bulk. ‘You cannot take her.’ Her fingernails left a bloodied welt, but I don’t think he noticed. I stood by the sink as the couple backed towards the door, my ears filled with the raw sound of a pain I have never forgotten, unable any longer even to look at the child I had taken such joy in delivering.

  And to this day I cannot remember any beauty in the first baby I brought into this world. I remember only the cries of that mother, the expression of grief etched on to her face, a grief I knew, even with my lack of experience, that would never be relieved. And I remember that blonde woman, traumatised, yet determined as she crept away, like a thief, saying quietly: ‘She will be loved.’

  A hundred times she must have said it, although no one was listening.

  ‘She will be loved.’

  Two

  1963: Framlington Hall, Norfolk

  The train had made six unscheduled stops between Norwich and Framlington, and the infinite glacial blue of the sky was darkening, although it wasn’t even tea-time. Several times Vivi had watched the guards jump down with their shovels to scrape another snowdrift from the tracks, and felt her impatience at the delay offset by a perverse satisfaction.

  ‘I hope whoever’s picking us up has snow chains on,’ she said, her breath clouding the glass of the carriage window, so that she had to smear a viewing hole with her gloved finger. ‘I don’t fancy pushing a car through that.�
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  ‘You wouldn’t have to push,’ said Douglas, from behind his newspaper. ‘The men’ll push.’

  ‘It’d be terribly slippy.’

  ‘In boots like yours, yes.’

  Vivi looked down at her new Courrèges footwear, quietly pleased that he had noticed. Completely unsuitable for the weather, her mother had said, adding sadly to Vivi’s father that there was ‘absolutely no telling her’ at the moment. Vivi, usually compliant in all things, had been uncharacteristically determined in her refusal to wear Wellingtons. It was the first ball she had been to, unchaperoned, and she was not going to arrive looking like a twelve-year-old. It had not been their only battle: her hair, an elaborate confection of bubble curls swept up on her crown, left no room for a good woollen hat, and her mother was in an agony of indecision as to whether her hard work in setting it had been worth the risk of her only daughter venturing into the worst winter weather since records began with only a scarf tied round her head.

  ‘I’ll be fine,’ she lied. ‘Warm as toast.’ She offered up silent thanks that Douglas couldn’t tell she was wearing long Johns under her skirt.

  They had been on the train almost two hours now, an hour of that without heating: the guard had told them that the heater in their carriage had given up the ghost even before the cold spell. They had planned to travel up with Frederica Marshall’s mother in her car, but Frederica had come down with glandular fever (not for nothing, Vivi’s mother observed drily, was it called the ‘kissing disease’) and so, reluctantly, their parents had let them travel up alone on the train instead, with many dire warnings about the importance of Douglas ‘looking after’ her. Over the years, Douglas had been instructed many times to look after Vivi – but the prospect of Vivi alone at one of the social events of the year had apparently given this a weighty resonance.