Possessive_A Bad Boy Second Chance Motorcycle Club Romance

by Kathryn Thomas

  We both look through the pile of blankets, hats, coats, and pillows the person or people tossed on the ground. Silently, we clean and sort through the mess, but there’s no sign of the picture or any hint of what happened to it. No glass shards mean they didn’t break it and clean it up. The nail in the wall probably showed they took it off by hand and didn’t just grab it and go. Nothing was adding up here. All I had was that the person or people knew what they were doing when they entered. They had the tools to break-in, and they left the place with little traces of who they were.

  “Is anything else missing?” I ask as we finish clearing the living room.

  “Let me go check,” Delilah replies as she sprints off towards the other rooms. Her footsteps echo through the small apartment. With each room, she shouts out the damage – a broken lamp shattered by her bed, a torn apart desk made it impossible to go through her spare room, her papers had been gone through but nothing important missing, her locked safe was gone (but there wasn’t anything in there to begin with). Everything was trivial and minor. Even her jewelry, which didn’t seem like much of anything, was left in its place in a storage box in her bathroom.

  When she reappears, she’s changed out of her waitressing outfit. The hunter green sundress flows off of her, but it doesn’t fit with the rest of her look. It dawns on me for the first time that she’s not as put together as the last time I saw her. The smeared lines of makeup cloud her eyes and stain her face. Her lipstick is slightly smudged, and her cheeks are so pale that I barely notice her freckles. Even her hair could use a comb.

  “You wanna tell me what’s up?” I finally ask her.

  She looks taken aback, like the question has shocked her. It shouldn’t. She couldn’t think that I would believe her when she called me up out of the blue to do some phony investigation where the only thing missing of value is an old picture of her and her mom on vacation.

  “Why didn’t you call the cops?” I press her. “Why was I your first call?”

  She squirms slightly in the chair she has sat down in. Looking at her knotted up fingers, she replies, “I’m not sure, to be honest. I don’t trust the cops around here. I know they’re paid off by the Bad Devils. And I thought you might know who did this...”

  “You think I did?”

  “I – I don’t know. Really. I thought that maybe you were…”

  “Don’t. If you think I am such a fucking amateur that I would order some goons over here to haphazardly go through your shit, you really don’t think much of me.”

  “I don’t know you,” she shoots back.

  My voice rises. “Then why call?” I have no idea why this question is heating me under the collar so much.

  Her face goes whiter than a ghost as she exclaims, “Because I can trust you. Or, maybe I stupidly thought that. I don’t know. I just thought I could trust you.”

  “Trust me? Why the fuck would you trust a guy like me?” I stand to my feet and walk towards her slowly. With my hands raised outward, I show her what I’m about, lifting up my shirt. “You see me? I mean, you really see me? This scar on my chest here – that’s from someone cutting me with a shank. This gash right here – rope burn from a guy dragging me behind his bike when I was only eighteen. These pockmarks are cigarette burns from my daddy. And I deserved each and every one of these marks.”

  I put my clothing back into place and then lean down towards her. With hands placed on both arms of the chair, I mutter into her face, “I’m not a guy you run to when there’s trouble. I’m the guy you run away from.”

  The wheels seem to turn in her head. Her eyes close for a second as she huffs deeply, but she doesn’t break contact with me. She doesn’t turn away or try to push me to the side. She sits stoically in her chair with her legs crossed between mine.

  Finally, with a gritty voice, she replies, “I called you because you gave me your number and because this is your territory. I didn’t call you to be lectured on your past. If you’re not going to help me, you can get the hell out of my apartment.”

  I gotta hand it to the chick for the grit and bite. It’s not every day a girl stands up to me like this, especially when I’m at peak assholeness. It’s almost a turn on to see her become so stern and cold. She’s got a fire in there as deep as warm as the color of her hair, and I hate to admit that I wouldn’t mind warming myself by the flames.

  Just as I’m about to make my move, something white flashes out of the corner of my eye. Right above her TV, in nearly plain sight, a piece of paper hangs. My head turns directly towards it, and her glare follows me in curiosity.

  “What the hell is that?” She mumbles.

  “Not yours?”

  “No. Not mine. Do you think it’s from—”

  I reach over towards the wall and tug down the simple sheet of white notebook paper from its hiding spot. The penciled words are faint and clearly scribbled in a hurry:

  We’ll be back. Don’t call the cops or it will be sooner rather than later.

  “‘We’ll be back’ – what the hell does that mean, Race?” she asks, her hand wrapped around my arm as I lean on the arm of her chair. “Does that mean tonight? Tomorrow? I don’t understand why they are warning me—”

  “Who the hell did you mess with?” I ask, turning the paper over in my hand.

  “What do you mean? I don’t mess with anyone.”

  “I mean, who have you slept with outside of me? Any club or gang men that would be taking some shit out on you? Any angry exes out for a grudge? Did you do some shit to someone you’re not telling me about? Because the only reason why anyone would do this is if they wanted you to be ready for them.”

  “No! I mean, yes. I’ve slept with some club guys in the past – all Bad Devils. And I’ve had exes that weren’t club-affiliated, but they were short-lived. I mean, we parted ways, and it wasn’t a big deal. I just wasn’t attracted to them. There was the guy at the restaurant tonight…”

  “What happened tonight?” My interest spikes hearing her go through her past lovers.

  “Some pushy Hollywood executive. He came onto me, and I threw a glass of water on him to get him to back off. My boss sent me home early. I wasn’t supposed to be home until midnight or one.”

  “What time is it now?” I ask as I stand to my feet, nearly running straight into her.

  She looks at the phone in her hand and reads, “11:45. Why?”

  “Grab a bag of your things. We need to get the fuck out of here.” I run towards the door, this time taking my gun out with me.

  As soon as she sees my urgency, Delilah goes into panic mode. “Why? What do you think is going on?”

  “The morning you left my motel room, you remember that?” I can’t help but notice her instant blush as she nods with a deep swallow. “When you left, three men showed up outside. They were looking for you. The leader, this older man I didn’t recognize, said he was having you tracked. They know what time you get off work. They don’t want your shit or this apartment. They want you to be home so they can take you!”

  “What? No. That can’t be! Race, I’ve got no grudges. No one hates me. I take care of my mom, I go to work, I come home. I don’t underst—”

  “Grab a fucking bag of whatever the hell it is you need, and let’s go! If they’re coming, it’s gonna be soon.”

  “But go where?!” she shouts as she runs into her bedroom. “Where do you think you’re going to take me where they are not going to find me? I mean, if they are tracking me, then they know where my mom lives and where my friends are. They know where I work. They apparently even know where you sleep. Where the hell else am I supposed to go?”

  She quickly reemerges with a backpack in hand and a small plastic bag of papers and folders she stuffs in with the rest of her things. She’s changed into a black strappy dress and thrown on a pair of black leather boots and a matching jacket to complete the look.

  I reach out my hand to her as I step out the door of her apartment. “There’s only one place that’
s going to keep you safe at a time like this, Delilah.”

  The realization appears to hit her hard, and the fear that’s somewhat dwindled comes back with a total vengeance. “No. No, Race. I’m not going there. Anywhere but there. I don’t belong there, and they are not going to want me. Plus, I’ve got a life here – people who need me. What about my work? My mom!”

  “Delilah!” I shout as I pull her towards my chest. Grabbing her by her leather-clad arms, I shake her slightly, so she’s forced to look straight up at me. The glittering eyes nearly spill out with tears, but there’s something else there… something that I can’t pinpoint exactly.

  My voice rattles in my throat as I order her, “You need to come with me. No questions. No fighting. The only place I can take you where I know you will be protected is the Bad Devils’ headquarters. You understand me? I swear to you I am going to keep you safe as long as you listen to everything I tell you, and you don’t run your smartass mouth like you tend to do.”

  We both turn towards the parking lot as the sound of a motorcycle driving down the street brings us both back to reality.

  She takes hold of my arm, and replies with as much certainty as she can muster, “Let’s get the hell out of here.”

  Chapter Seven

  Delilah

  “Keep your goddamn mouth closed! I mean it. And don’t you dare start squawking – because that’s the quickest way there is to get yourself killed. You got me?”

  Race has now given me that warning at least three times in the hour-long trip to the Bad Devils’ headquarters. I’m sure it’s meant to freak me out or keep me in line or something, but honest to God, all it’s made me is more curious. I grew up with – or around – a lot of these guys. Even though my mama wanted to keep me away from club members, she couldn’t keep me away from the guys I went to school with, or their older brothers and dads. She couldn’t keep me away from friends who became club bitches and brides – especially Ariel, who is my key to the Bad Devils’ world.

  How different could they be in the safety of their headquarters versus them out in public at the Pipeline? But just as I convince myself that Race is wrong and that it couldn’t possibly be as bad as he describes, we pull into the chain link fence parking lot of their headquarters. I’ve gone past this building at least a hundred times in my life. I’ve seen the shattered glass windows and the haggard men and more than a few women coming in and out of the place. But that was in daylight – when I could assume that the place was some makeshift shelter.

  Seeing it at night is a totally new experience. The empty, tattered building has sprung to life. Rockabilly music blares from a set of crackling speakers. Lights flicker from headlights and through the windows. Women are dressed in club colors, if you could call it dressed, and parade by as the few men lingering outside attempt to keep their damn tongues in their mouths. Arms reach toward them eagerly, some getting an armful for their efforts.

  I let Race lead the way, sticking close behind him as we dart through the dark shadows not touched by the bright spotlight of the few working parking lot lights. The men who we pass smiled and leered. It is obvious what they think is happening between the two of us. But as I realize this, I remember something Ariel told me a long time ago – a story about a friend of a friend who was brought to the headquarters late at night just like me. She came in with a man and was passed around by at least ten. Who knows if it was against her will or not. Scanning the walkers in their skin-tight dresses and sky-high heels, I could see the girl from the story giving in fast to this kind of life.

  Race opens the doors, and I’m instantly hit by an explosion of sound, lights, and smells. I’m unprepared for it, really. What’s happening outside is only a tenth of the party inside. It’s almost like the entire club’s here tonight. The sparse warehouse’s ground floor is bouncing with men moving boxes of who-knows-what from an open garage door. Another smaller group huddles around a whiteboard near an open office. They openly argue about shifts and territory like hyenas over prey.

  The ones not working lounge around a circular bar at the center of the room. The few couches I can see are only visible through the legs and bodies of the men surrounding them. I get glimpses of girls draped over men’s laps. Their legs dangle over the side while the front half of them shoot up strips of white powder placed on a small table. When they’ve got their fill, their bodies shoot up straight on the man’s lap. One woman is pulled down, out of view as she laughs wildly. The sound of the music eventually covers the sound.

  “Race? What the fuck is going on here?” a deep male voice booms from across the room.

  I spin on my heels to the man standing behind me. Unlike most of these guys, I don’t recognize him. He’s bald with black tribal tattoos winding up and down his head and neck, around to his throat and chest. He stands nearly a foot over the rest of the room almost like some kind of thick, stalking giant. His low, vibrating voice makes heads turn straight on us. Suddenly, I’m quick to Race’s side.

  “Some shit’s gone down, Nico, and I think it’s club-related.” Race leans in towards the man as he adds in a quieter voice, “Look, man, can we talk in the office?”

  There’s no question that both of their eyes dart towards me, then back at the rest of the crowd. The whole room buzzes with something that I can’t suss out, but just then, it feels as if I’m on the menu.

  Nico seems to toss the idea around in his mind. His jaw juts from side to side before he glances at his subjects. Finally, he outstretches his long, meaty arms in a grand gesture as he announces, “You know my rule here, Race. We don’t keep secrets in this club. Not like the Bad Devils in Colorado. If something happened that needs our attention, everyone’s gonna hear about it that wants to hear about it.”

  A small circle begins to form around us, and I’m backed straight into Race’s side. Even the friendly faces I see, like Ariel’s boyfriend, Seb, look like menacing figures when they’re pushed together like this.

  Race doesn’t take too kindly to making my business public. His body tenses up so that his shoulders are nearly at his ears. He grits his teeth as he explains, “You were right about the clubs in this area being on alert. But they’re not watching us, Nico. They’re watching this girl, Delilah. I caught two of them staking her out one morning. They had eyes on her friend, Ariel Gordon, as well. Two tried to grab her, but I… I stopped them.”

  “You stopped them?” he asks Race, his eyebrow raised. I could practically feel the landmines Race would have to expertly step over.

  “Yeah. I caught one with a knife to the leg, and that guy caught his friend as he was going down. They didn’t see me though – at least I know they didn’t get a chance to recognize who I was. And when I heard them talking about their stakeout, they didn’t mention my name or my position.”

  “And you didn’t think I should know that you fucking took down a rider from another club? You didn’t think backup would have been protocol? And for what? Why the fuck would you risk yourself and our territory? For this ho-bag here?”

  Race seethes as Nico steps to him, placing a finger on his chest. There’s history between these two men – that much is obvious. But even as Race looks as if he’s about to lose his damn mind, he somehow keeps it together and, instead, takes every word of his admonishment. He takes a deep breath before, incredibly, agreeing with the Nico.

  “Yeah, I know, Pres,” he says, looking down humbly. “I got it. I should have fucking clued you in, but I didn’t have time. And when it was over, it was over. I figured it was a one-time thing, but it wasn’t.”

  Nico’s voice raises slightly, “Riders? You saw more riders after her?”

  “No. They broke into her house. Didn’t take anything though. It’s pretty clear they were after her or at least sending her a message. They left a note saying that they’d be back. Didn’t even give a fuck that she would know they were coming again. It has to be a pretty big player if they’re not worried about the cops being called in.”

 
; “Well, if they’re not after us, then what the hell does that have to do with the Bad Devils? Why the fuck did you bring this bitch here?” Nico glances over towards me, obviously scanning me for my goods. I’m used to a man’s cold gaze, but this feels like the worst kind of violation. If I could stitch myself into some oversized sweater, I would.

  “Because her home is in our territory, and there is a club that’s willing to break our fucking boundary agreement to get to her! If they think they can just walk in and take her without consulting with us or giving us something in return—”

  “I don’t give a fuck what they do if it’s not messing with our territory, Race. And unless I’m mistaken, she’s not our property. Unless she’s willing to put in some work…” I have an immediate urge to shout this son of a bitch down and tell him to fuck off or something similarly scathing, but Race’s quick glance to my side tells me that I know better than correct him.