The Laws of Love

by Belle Winters

  My eyebrows raised in defiance. “You were what? Telling me the truth? YOU REJECTED ME!” I don’t know where all this anger was suddenly coming from, but apparently concealing my emotions was a very temporary thing. It was all pouring out of me like someone dosed me with a truth serum. “I liked you… god. I wanted to…” I looked down unable to look into eyes any longer. “I wanted it to be you. I even regretted telling you because of the way you looked at me afterwards. Your rejection stung, then to add insult to injury your first thought it that I lied and I slept with him of all people. Why would you think that?” I asked.

  He sighed. “Cassie, I was just jealous. I had all types of things running through my mind. Then I was frustrated that I was so bothered by it.”

  “Why?” I asked genuinely interested.

  “Because…”

  “Why?” I asked again.

  He shook his head and didn’t answer me still. I was growing frustrated with all of the questions and insecurities floating around in my head and I couldn’t take this game with him any longer. “Drayden… TELL. ME. WHY!” I demanded.

  His chest rose and fell and when his eyes met mine I was lost. They were swirling with lust and something else and I couldn’t breathe. His grip on my arms tightened and he moved so close his nose was almost touching mine. He let out a low growl before he said slowly, “I told you why Cassie. I told you I fucking wanted you. That I was going to fucking have you. You want me?” he asked.

  There was a large lump in my throat and I didn’t know if I wanted to run or tear his clothes off. His eyes were darker than I’ve ever seen them and he looked like a hungry and angry lion and I was a deer caught in the headlights. “Do you want me Cassie?” he asked again searching my eyes. I still couldn’t answer and stepped closer to me until his entire body was touching mine and he was at his full height. He bent down and I felt his breath tickle my ear and a shudder ran through my entire body. “If you don’t answer, I’ll take it. Tell me you want me.”

  I did the only thing I could do in that moment. “Take me.” I said in a barely there whisper. The growl he made earlier had nothing on this one. He sounded like a crazed beast and he slammed me back into the wall. His hand came up to grip my hair and his lips smashed down on mine. I couldn’t help but moan into his mouth and he took that as an invite to explore my mouth with his tongue. The kiss was passionate, demanding, angry, hard, and overly erotic. I felt it in ever part of my body, especially in my center. I felt myself clench and I was dripping wet in seconds. My arms were around his neck, when they got there I have no idea. I began climbing up his body and he put his free hand around my back to cup my ass and drag me up the wall so I could wrap my legs around his strong body.

  The clenching became too much for me to bare and I couldn’t help but rub myself against his straining erection to get some relief. He moaned into my mouth at the contact and pinned my back flat against the wall. He ripped his mouth away from mine and I whimpered at the loss and he bit down on my neck. My hips bucked against him and he began to rub himself into my crotch with enough force to have me panting. My orgasm hit me fast and hard there was no way for me to prepare. My head flew back banging against the wall but the pain didn’t register. My toes curled and my entire body quivered against him and he didn’t stop his movements as he rode out my orgasm.

  He placed kisses all over my face until he got to my lips. This kiss was slow and sensual and I was immediately turned back on. His movements were slow and steady following the rhythm of his kiss. He began to back up and I wrapped myself tighter around him not ready for him to go or for this to end. He let out a light chuckle.

  “Don’t worry, I’m not done with you yet.”

  He kept me firmly in his grip and carried me like I weighed nothing up the stairs and into his bedroom. He deposited me on the bed and stood over me watching me. He peeled off my shirt and bra and took his time examining all of my newly exposed skin. “I love your breasts…” he murmured before climbing on top of me and grabbed one of my breast and licked my erect nipples. My hands traveled the length of his arms enjoying the hardness and strength that they packed.

  He didn’t spend much time on my chest and I’m happy. I was too worked up and I wanted to feel all of him. I had no idea that this is what it felt like but I’d be damned if I ever wanted it to stop. I wanted it all. He undid my skirt and slid it down my legs slowly. I wanted to protest but I didn’t because I was also curious about what he was going to give me. Something just told me he knew what he was doing and I wanted the real experience.

  He dropped back on top of me and kissed me. His hands were everywhere at the same time and it was pure bliss. I heard tearing and the next thing I knew he was flinging whatever scraps that were left of my underwear behind his head and his hand instantly found my center. “Oh shit baby, your pussy is so wet… is it this wet for me?” he asked breathlessly. I nodded unable to form words.

  “Let me hear you say it, then I’m going to eat that beautiful pussy until you can’t stand it anymore and its gushing with those sweet juices before I give you my cock.”

  Hearing him talking to me like that should be insulting but it was such a fucking turn on. My body was shaking with want and anticipation, I wanted it all so fucking bad.

  “Tell me Cassie, let me know how bad you want it.”

  “I want it Drayden.” I said in a breathless whimper.

  Without any further prompting he lowered himself until his face with between my legs. I could feel his breath against me but he hasn’t put his mouth on me. When I looked down his eyes were on my face and as soon as our eyes met he stuck his tongue out and swiped my clit with it with one hard lick.

  “AHHHHHHH…” all I could do was moan and whimper as he did exactly as he promised. When I felt my approaching orgasm my body began to buck and he pushed my legs down firmly against the bed to hold me in place as he continued to eat me like he’s never been fed. He began to plunge his tongue into me and began circling my nub with his finger – I exploded on the spot.

  I was heaving to catch my breath and come down to reality when I heard a zipper. I sat up on my elbows so I could watch him remove his shirt, then his pants. He watched me looking over my body from head to toe and gripped himself. I was practically salivating and I wanted to see him again. I remembered that day in the bathroom and how badly I wanted to touch him. I’ve touched him before but I was semi-conscious and I couldn’t see it. I sat up and crawled on the bed until I was kneeling in front of him. his eyelids drooped and he watched me to see what I would do. I didn’t know what I was going to do but I just had to see him.

  My hands went forward unsteadily, my nerves wreaking havoc on my coordination. I slowly pulled down on the waistband of his boxers until his long thick cock popped out. I instantly took him in my hand and gripped him. His hips bucked forward urging me on and I gave him a stroke, then another. He moaned and a spirt of precum leaked out. I looked up at him for permission but he didn’t reject nor encourage me. He was letting me choose. I leaned forward and swiped my tongue against the tip of him tasting the salty precum and let my tongue probe at his slit. His moan of pleasure was all the encouragement I needed and I took the entire head into my mouth. His hand came down and raveled into my hair encouraging me to continue and take more of him. at first my movements were uneven and unsure and he used his hand on my head to help me get a rhythm and what he liked. He hissed when he hit the back of my throat and I hummed in contentment that I could please him.

  “fuck” he said and gripped me so I could release him. I did as he wanted and laid back down on the bed. I didn’t know why he stopped me. He must’ve sensed my question because he shook his head while climbing onto the bed over me. “That was fucking good baby, but I want to be inside you. You had kept that up we would’ve been done before we started.”

  I felt my blush and I gave him a shy smile. He put his knees between mine pushing my legs apart. He settled himself on top of me and brushed my hair gently awa
y from my face. “I’m going to try to be as easy on you as possible ok? I don’t want to hurt you.”

  I nodded my ascent suddenly nervous. I forgot about the pain part of this whole equation and his reminder – while appreciated – was a little bit of a buzz kill. “Babe, do you trust me?” he asked softly.

  I nodded. “Yes.” I whispered.

  He gave me a firm nod and then the head of his dick was pressed against me. My body instinctively tensed and he leaned down and pressed a kiss to my lips. Instead of entering me like I had anticipated he began to rub himself against me making my body overly hot and wanting all over again. It didn’t take long before I was a mess… I was writhing underneath him and I wrapped my legs around him and tried applying pressure by putting my hands on his ass and pushing him towards me. Anything to get him to help ease the want he was creating in my body. He put the head slowly into me and it was a really tight fit. I just knew that thing couldn’t possibly fit into anybody.

  He rocked slowly pushing in bit by bit. It was a bit uncomfortable and it felt foreign but the need for pleasure overpowered everything else. He was sweating and he had barely done anything. I realized that he was probably eager to get this started but was holding back on my behalf. I ran a hand through his hair and across his cheek and chin.

  “Ayde?” I asked.

  He stopped his movements and looked at me, brows furrowing in concern. “Yea?” I could hear the strain in his voice that proved my earlier thoughts correct.

  “please?” I begged.

  His eyes searched mine to see if I meant in and his lips crushed mine roughly. He rocked again once before plunging himself all the way in to the hilt. I felt him pelvis against mine and the cry that I released when he breached my virgin walls was a cry of pain and pleasure. I felt tears swell behind my closed lids but I was ok.

  “I’m sorry Cassie, I’m so sorry. I tried not to hurt you… do you want me to stop?” Drayden asked out of breath.

  I shook my head. My body was beginning to adjust and the pain was starting to fade. I shifted my body and his cock rubbed against something that sent a bolt of pleasure straight through me and I moaned. “Please don’t, please keep going.” I sounded desperate to my own ears.

  He moaned and began a steady movement. I felt the small building sensation again but he was being too gentle. “More Ayde, please don’t hold back. It feels sooo good.” I pleaded.

  It was like I unleashed a beast. He grabbed my leg and pull it up to open me wider and his thrusts got faster, harder, deeper. I was sure I was speaking in tongues; I was in such sensory overload my thoughts were jumbled. The only thing I knew for sure was pleasure. He was pounding into me so hard that the bed was banging a mad rhythm against the wall.

  “Fuck Cass, you feel so damn good. I can stay in you like this forever.” He rasped.

  My body began to shake from his words, my orgasm there waiting but not quite ready. He switched his position and his thrusts felt so deep I swore he was reaching the furthest point within me that was possible. “Baby, I’m going to need you to come.”

  I groaned. “I want… I want…” god what did I want again?

  His hand found my clit and he began a punishing rhythm. Holy Shit! there were so many feelings happening all at once I couldn’t focus on just one. It was just all too much but not enough. My orgasm was closer but still…

  “Come on Cass, fuck … I’m going to come baby. Come with me sweetheart.” His hand that had found its way into my hair gripped me to the point of pain. I yelped and he bit down on that spot between my neck and shoulder and I exploded just as I felt his seed spurt within me in time to his uneven jerks.

  He remained inside of me as we caught our breath and I didn’t want him to pull away. He looked down at me and planted soft kisses on my cheeks and lips. I ran my hands through his hair and bought his mouth down to mine to deepen the kiss. I felt his cock stir inside of me as it began to harden and his hips found a slow rhythm. He took me again this time with slow, deep strokes.

  We came together and when we were done he rolled off of me pulling me onto my chest. I placed a kiss to his bare abs and sighed. “That was good…” I said feeling suddenly shy about everything that had happened.

  He chuckled and his breath fanned my face. “That wasn’t just good baby, that was incredible.”

  I bit my lip in thought. I wanted more of this, but I also wanted more him. The man who staked a claim on me in front of my friends. The one who fought against all of refusals. The one who played with me in the snow and held me at night.

  “I can hear the wheels turning in your head, what is it?”

  I rolled my eyes. “Nothing.”

  He shook his head. “You’re a horrible liar, and you always have something to say. Don’t get a filter now.”

  I smiled despite myself knowing he couldn’t see it. “Whatever. I said its nothing.”

  “Would it help if I called you Harley Quinn? Would that help you out?” he asked.

  I smacked his chest. “And what would that make you? Batman?”

  His chest rumbled from his silent laughter. He ran his fingers gently through my hair and urged my head up to face him. “You’re biting you lip sweetheart, tell me what’s wrong?” his brows were furrowed in concern.

  “I was just thinking… what does this mean for us? Where do we go from here?”

  He shrugged. “I haven’t thought that far ahead. My mind was pretty… preoccupied.”

  I felt my body tense. So I was going to be another notch on his belt then. I started to get up and he gripped my arm pulling me back down onto his chest. “Relax Cassie. I didn’t mean anything by that. all I’m saying is I haven’t figured it out, but I know whatever this is… I want more.”

  I frowned not fully sure how to take that. “More sex?” I asked. Although I’ve felt that’s all he wanted from me, now I knew that’s not all I wanted to be to him.

  “Yes, that… and other things. All of it. Since we’ve gone to Texas I feel things that I can’t quite explain and besides the sex I like just holding you, sparring with you, and being around you.”

  I gasped in shock. “No way. Not Mr. I don’t do relationships… you actually want more than sex?” I asked truly surprised.

  “You can keep the sarcasm. I’m just being honest with you, and I didn’t say this was a relationship… I just don’t know what it is.” He said and I could hear the confusion in his voice.

  I didn’t respond because honestly I wasn’t so sure either. We seem to have been fighting against whatever attraction we have for each other, but I couldn’t quite put a name or title on it either. I let the exhaustion take over and fell into a peaceful sleep.

  Drayden

  I woke up to Cassie sleeping laying against my chest. I gently ran my fingers through her hair and checked the time. We’d been asleep for an hour and I sighed. We needed to get our asses up and get to work on this case. I stretched and she stirred. I watched her face as her eyes slowly blinked open and she gave me a small smile.

  “As nice as this is, we need to get some damn work done. I don’t pay you to sleep on your ass all day woman Richards.” I said swatting her on the ass earning me a yelp.

  “You’re soo going to pay for that Marks.” She hissed hopping out of the bed.

  I looked over at her and my eyes drank in all of her soft skin and curves. She was truly beautiful and I don’t think any man could ever tire of looking at her. She stretched and winced.

  “Are you ok?” I asked.

  She shook her head and smiled. “You know; you’ve asked me that about a million times in the last couple of hours.”

  I rolled my eyes. “Can you ever give me a straight answer?” I asked.

  “I’m ok, just sore is all but I guess that’s normal.” She looked around I’m assuming for her clothes and I threw one of my t-shirts at her. It hit her on the head and fell down on the bed. She flipped me off before picking it up to put it on. She gasped and her cheeks instantly heated.


  “Yes…?” I asked.

  She looked up at me with horror and embarrassment all over her face. “I am so sorry!” she screeched putting her hands on her hot cheeks.

  I frowned. “for what?”

  “I uh… umm…” she trailed off looking around the room like she was searching for an escape. I waited patiently because she looked ready to flee. “Fine. You know when you uh… lose your virginity they say that you umm…. Bleed?” I didn’t believe it was possible but her cheeks turned even brighter red.

  I nodded encouraging her to continue, but I’ve figured it out already. I may have been disgusted had it been anyone else. Hell, I’ve never wanted to sleep with a virgin before because of all the things it entailed, but with here none of that mattered. “It kind of happened, and got on your bed. I promise I’ll clean it. If you show me where your washer is, I’ll – “

  I’d had enough of her mortification and decided to put her out of her misery. “Don’t worry about it. It’s not like it’s your fault its natural. Why don’t you go freshen up and I’ll take care of it?”

  “But…” she began and couldn’t quite finish her thought.

  I couldn’t help but chuckle and walked until I was standing directly in front of her and blocking her view of the bed. “It’s ok. I’m not mad or anything and I don’t mind. It’s only bed sheets Cassie, not the end of the world.”

  She sighed in defeat and offered me a small thanks before going to the bathroom and closing the door softly behind her. I stripped the bed and I saw the spot that had her acting like a child who peed the bed at a slumber party around all their friends. It wasn’t even that much, and to my surprise there wasn’t even a hint of disgust in me. Growing up, I would feel queasy at the mention of a period or even seeing a pad or tampon in one of the bathrooms when my sister neglected to put it away.

  I threw on a t-shirt and sweat pants and loaded the sheets into the washer. Once I had that running I made my way back down to the living room and booted up the computer. Cassie emerged a few minutes later in my t-shirt and it appeared nothing else. My body instantly reacted and I instantly wanted to jump her. I had to tell myself that we needed to work, which didn’t help. Then I reminded myself she was sore and I was able to repress my urges.