by Cilla Lee
“Babe did you like any of them”
“I like them all Colt it's not like I'm naming my new car this is our son this name will be with him forever”
“Unless he becomes a Devils Soldier”
“You want him to join the club”
“Babe I want him to be whatever the fuck he wants as long as he's happy” I smile
“I better be going I'm beat, this pregnancy is really taking it out of me” I go to stand but Colt stands up and pulls me up “Thank you, I never appreciated just how thin I was until now”
“Baby your beautiful”
“That's cruel Colt don't tease”
“Who the fucks teasing your gorgeous” he leans down and kisses me, I can't help it my traitorous body craving his touch. I grab his shirt and pull him to me and moan instantly getting wet (god I wanna slide down to my knees and taste him) I moan again but my brain kicks in and I step back
“We shouldn't have done that”
“Yes, we should have where trying remember” I nod and make my way to my car, Colt helps me squeeze in
“Baby you can hardly reach the pedals”
“I know it's my stupid stomach it keeps getting bigger”
“No more driving I'm picking you up in the morning in my truck”
“It's fine Colt I'll get Maggie to drive me”
“No, I'll be there at eight-thirty” he leans in but doesn’t go all the way, just far enough away that I have to lean forward and kiss him and I do
“Bye Colt”
“Eight-thirty baby” I pull out of the driveway and head home which is literally one minute away
*
“So how did it go” Maggie asks when I walk in
“It went really well”
“And?” she says and pats the seat next to her for me to sit
“Where seeing what happens”
“Is that what you want”
“God Maggie, I love him so much I'm scared, what if he does it again” I finally say my biggest fear out loud
“Oh, honey you didn't see him when you left and I wasn't very nice to him, he was drinking all the time Razor even had to ban him from the clubhouse it took his Granny's hard love and a bucket of water and a few slaps to snap him out of it, trust me honey there is no way in hell he'll do anything if it means losing you again”
“I really love him Mag's so much it hurts, but I keep seeing that bitch looking at me and.... I... just don't know”
“Oh, honey Star's not even at the clubhouse anymore”
“She's not”
“No, she left, didn't say a thing just packed her bags and left”
“She just left why?”
“Who cares she gone and that's all that counts” I think about Colt telling me that he didn't do anything and for some reason I'm thinking maybe he's telling the truth
“Oh, how did the guys feel about her going”
“They were pissed at first but they found other women”
“There's new whores at the club” she nods her head yes
“Honey it's just the way of the of club life and unfortunately whores will always be a part of it”
“I fucking hate them” I tell her
“I know the feeling”
“Is that Pixie bitch still there”
“Yeah she's still there”
“So, who are the new girls”
“There's four new ones, Sherry, Summer, Nancy and Tanya”
“What, are they like?”
“There whores, who cares what there like” we both laugh and I need to pee again
Chapter Seven
Colt
Waking up the next day I felt like I could breath, Niya was giving us a chance and there was no way in hell I was ganna fuck it up. Pullin into the driveway Razor was out at Maggie's truck
“Mornin’ boss what you doing”
“The fuckin' thing won't start again, I thought you boys fixed it, Maggie's got shit to do all day”
“Let me have a look go turn it over” Razor tries to start it and it tries to kick over but just won’t”
“Sounds like the starter motor or the fuel pump”
“Fuckin' things a piece of shit”
“Just get her a new car”
“Yeah, I think I might, something so she can put a baby seat in”
“A baby seat”
“Yeah the girls will probably wanna do girly shit at some stage with the rug rat so she'll need a car seat for the little man”
“Yeah, I suppose” Niya comes out the door and fuck she looks good, her hairs plaited and she has on a black skin-tight dress with the tattoo logo on her chest and black sandals, my fuckin' dick is instantly hard just lookin' at her
“Mornin' baby” I say running up the stairs to help her down
“Colt”
“Where trying right?”
“Yes, we are”
“Than just go with it baby please”
“Fine here take this” she hands me a big bag
“What the fuck is in this?” I look in it and it's filled with food
“My food”
“Baby there's a fuckin' grocery store in here”
“Colt I'm hungry all the time, this kid has me eating none stop”
“Yeah I can fuckin' vouch for that” Razor says coming up behind me
“Caught her in the fridge at three o'clock in the fuckin' morning eatin' the left-over pasta Maggie made for dinner
“I was hungry”
“Oh, and what about when I caught you again at five”
“I was still hungry” I start laughing and so does Razor
“Niya you eat more than a sumo wrestler”
“Don't judge me I'm eating for two” Razor shakes his head smilin' at her
“Come on baby” I grab her hand not wantin' her to fall but really it's just so I can touch her, I help her into my truck and buckle her belt for her”
“Colt I can do that”
“I know but I want to” I kiss her on the nose and climb back out
“So…how do you feel” I ask her as I drive her to work
“How do I feel” she says a little annoyed
“Colt I'm the size of a house, I eat every ten minutes, I pee every other minute, my boobs are sore, I'm horny as fuck, my feet are swollen and I'm tired and cranky 100% of the time, anything else you wanna know”
“Your horny” I ask looking at her
“I tell you all of that and the only thing you get out of it all is that I'm horny” (fuck yes) my dick perks up at the thought of her being horny her glistenin’ pussy has my mouth watering
“Fuck baby that's the most important one” I tell her
“Really that's the important one”
“Yeah that's the one I can help you with plus maybe a foot rub”
“Colt you’re a pig” I pull over to the side of the road and turn to look at her
“Baby I fuckin' miss you” I say leanin' closer to her
“Colt please” she says a bit breathy and I watch her tits move faster as she breathes harder, I bet any money if I felt her pussy she'd be wet
“Have dinner with me again”
“What?”
“Please baby I'll even give you a foot rub”
“A foot rub”
“Um hum” I nod my head smiling my dick hard as fuck
“Ok but not tonight, Maggie's and me are going to see about signing up for my lamas’ classes”
“What the fuck? why is she takin' you, I'm the dad?” (and my dicks gone soft)
“I know it's just she wants to help, I want to include her in this Colt”
“Baby I know you want her there but this and I point a finger back and forth between us, is us and our baby and I'm ganna be there when he's born”
“You wanna be there”
“Fuckin' oath I do, this is my son I wanna see him come into this world baby he's you and me” I reach around her neck and pull her to me and whisper “I love you ba
by” I kiss her on the lips softly at first she goes to push me away but I pull her harder to me and I slip my tongue in her mouth and she moans my dick getting' hard again
“Colt” she says pushing me away “I need to get to work” I groan wantin’ to take her home and lock her up but I kiss her
“Ok baby” I pull back out and head to the tattoo shop, I get out and open her door unbuckle her and help her down touchin’ her as much as I can
“I'll be by at five to get you baby” I pull her to me and kiss her again (fuck I love her lips)
“No, it's ok Lena's coming to get me, Tank's going to the clubhouse tonight so she's coming over for dinner.
“Oh, ok see you tomorrow mornin' than” (fuckin' Tank needs a punch)
“See you tomorrow Colt” I hand her, her bag and watch her walk into the shop, fuck I miss her already (pussy) my mind says but I don't give a fuck when it comes to her I'd do anythin'.
**
“Yo, Colt you coming to the clubhouse tonight” Tucker asks me
“What for?” Chance is having a couple of drinks for his Birthday
“Oh, fuck I forgot that was today”
“You coming”
“Yeah for a couple”
*
SHOT SHOT SHOT SHOT was yelled Stryker, Tank, Chance, Tiny and Gunner all shooting shots back trying to outdo each other
“Hay Colt” Summer the new club whore rubbed herself on my arm
“Hay Summer”
“You want some company tonight?”
“Nah darlin' don't do club whores any more” She pouts her lips and rubs her tits on my arm again
“Why not you don't have an Old Lady or a girlfriend”
“Who the fuck told you that?” I ask getting' pissed off
“Pixie! She said I should come over and keep you company”
“Fuckin' Pixie” I mumble, I look over and Pixie's sittin' on Nash's lap
“Nah darlin' I'm off the market, go see the birthday boy I'm sure he'd be more than happy to keep you company”
“Ok if you say so” I watch her walk way shakin' her hips tryin' to look sexy but it just makes me miss Niya more
“You leavin'” Stryker slurs slappin' me on the back
“Yeah man I'm fuckin' tired”
“Pussy!... come have some drinks” he says but I just shake my head
“Nah” I push him off of me “Just ganna go home and sleep, see ya tomorrow man” When I get to my bike I look up at the clubhouse it just doesn’t feel the same anymore, the place feels tainted and I hate that cause this place has so many good memories. But when I look at it now it only has bad ones, ridin' home I'm so tempted to go and see Niya every fuckin' fiber of my being is screaming for her but I don't want to push, but fuck I miss her
Chapter Eight
Niya
“Hay Lena how was your day” I ask her getting into the car
“Good I heard you and Colt have been talking” I look at her as she's driving
“Oh yeah who told you that”
“Honey the clubhouse grape vine has all the gossip” she says
“Clubhouse grapevine”
“Yep you tell one person something and within the hour everyone knows, soooo....... you and Colt huh!”
“Yeah where just seeing where it goes”
“Oh, honey” she says patting me on the leg “It's going back to you and Colt being together again that’s where it’s going”
“How do you know”
“Because your both in love with each other and that's a rare thing to find, the one you’re supposed to be with”
“The one”
“Yeah honey from the moment that boy meet you he was in love and you were with him”
“True Romeo and Juliet huh” I say
“Fuck no those dumbasses killed themselves you and Colt, you’re the epitome of love, one soul finding the other. Out of all the billions on this planet you've found your other half, just like when I found Tank”
“But he cheated on me, how can he love me like that”
“Honey he fucked up he was wasted and I'm not saying that excuses it but he fucking fell apart when you weren’t here, he doesn't even drink at the club much anymore, he loves you Niya just don't throw that away without really and I mean really thinking about your life without him”
“It’s a lot of work”
“Honey marriage is the hardest job apart from being a mother that you will ever have, and anybody who says that it shouldn't be hard is an idiot”
“What do you mean?”
“People change we grow where supposed to evolve as humans”
“But what if”
“Don't Niya, what ifs those two little words could stop you from living your life, just take a chance and see where it goes”
“Your right I do love Colt, can I take a rain check on tonight”
“Oh, all right do you want me to drop you off at home”
“No can you take me to Colt’s” she smiles at me
“Of course,” as we pull up to Colt’s I see him sitting on the porch swing
“Thanks Lena” she winks at me
“I want all the dets girl” she honks her horn and pulls back down the drive and Colt comes down the steps towards me my nipples harden at the sight of him
“Hay baby what's wrong?”
“Thought I'd take you up on the foot rub”
“You want a foot rub” I nod my head
“Come on” he holds out his hand and I place mine in his and it just feels right this is where I belong with Colt.
“Lay down and give me those feet baby” I lay on his huge black leather sofa and he sits at the other end and lifts one leg than the other taking off my sandals
“Oh god Colt that feels so good” he pushes a little harder in the arch of my feet and I moan (god that's amazing) “Yep just there oh god that feels so good” he rubs my toes individually, the balls of my feet on the arch around my ankles and up my calf back and forth over and over. The tension in my body slowly releases the baby moves and kicks me, reminding me not to get to comfortable cause now I need to pee again
“What's wrong?” Colt asks looking worried
“The babies moving” he looks at my belly
“Can I feel” I nod and he moves to sit closer to me and reaches to place a hand on my belly and stops
“It won't bite Colt”
“I know... it's.... you've said I couldn't”
I'd yelled at him last week when I had to go to the garage with Maggie about the truck and Tucker had giving me a big hug and he felt the baby move, amazed at how much the baby kicked even Stryker had a feel but when Colt went to touch me I backed away holding my hands over my son and told him no, I don't know why I did it I just panicked when he went to touch me, I grab his hand and place it over a spot I can feel the baby move and he looks up in shock
“Holy fuck baby he kicked my hand”
“Yeah well he kicks me all the time”
“Oh god it's amazing our son baby you and me” he leans over and places a kiss on my fat belly
“Colt”
“Yeah baby I'm hungry and really need to pee” he laughs at me and helps me up
“I'll make us something baby you go to the bathroom” Washing my hands in the gorgeous bathroom I sigh at the tub again, god I'd love to get in there and relax
“Why don't you try it out” Colt says looking at me through the door, I shake my head even though my body is screaming yes
“I shouldn't”
“Yes, you should” he walks in and turns the taps on and I slowly watch the tub fill, Colt puts in some lavender scented bath oil and it hit my senses relaxing me deep down “Get in baby” he kisses me on the neck and leaves me in the bathroom alone with the gorgeous tub, I strip down folding my clothes and placing them on the counter put my hair into a top bun and place one foot in the water its perfect I slowly lower myself into it breathing in the lavender scented water, all the muscles rel
ax when I'm fully amerced my head leaning on the edge and my body floating in the water