The Complete Adversary Cycle: The Keep, the Tomb, the Touch, Reborn, Reprisal, Nightworld (Adversary Cycle/Repairman Jack)

by F. Paul Wilson

  What’s going on?

  “Rafe!”

  She hurried from room to room, the clack of her shoes on the hardwood floors echoing through the emptiness. Each was the same. All traces of Rafe’s presence had been stripped away.

  Except in the kitchen.

  Something sat on the counter. Lisl hurried over and found a test tube. She picked it up and sniffed its open end—a trace of the mild odor of ethanol. She knew this tube. The last time she had seen it she had just emptied its contents into Ev’s orange juice.

  Weak, numb, feeling lost and very much alone, Lisl turned in a slow circle and stared at the condo’s empty rooms.

  Gone. Rafe had packed up and vanished. No good-bye, no note of explanation. Just gone. Not even a snide, nasty note, telling her that she hadn’t lived up to his standards. She would have preferred that to nothing. She now knew what his standards were and she wanted no part of them.

  But the test tube transfixed her. To take everything else and leave only that was calculated cruelty. Brilliant cruelty. Hard evidence of what she had done, a reminder that she had made possible everything that had happened.

  She stared down at it, then closed her eyes.

  Ev’s face stared back at her from the inner surface of her lids.

  With a cry she gripped the cowry slung from her neck and pulled, breaking the gold chain. She flung the necklace across the room and fled Rafe’s apartment.

  She drove to Will’s place but it was just as she’d left it in the early hours of the morning—empty. At least his furniture was still here, but where was Will? It didn’t look as if he’d been back since her visit.

  An awful thought struck her: Was he in on this too?

  No, that was too crazy, too paranoid. Indeed, Rafe had something weird going on in his head, but Will wasn’t part of it, she was sure. But where was he?

  She gave up and headed for home. On the way, it began to rain.

  For an instant, as she entered her apartment, she had the feeling that Rafe might be there waiting for her. But no, it was empty.

  Empty … just like her, just like her whole life. She’d never felt so alone, so cut off. If only she had someone she could call, talk to. But she’d never had any really close friends here, and since becoming involved with Rafe, she’d grown away from the few she might have called. And her parents—oh, God, she couldn’t talk to them even about simple things, so how could she discuss this? Will was the only one, and he’d disappeared.

  She went into the bedroom and fell across the rumpled sheets. Sleep. That might do it. Just a few hours’ respite from the grief, the guilt, the loneliness. She’d be able to function then.

  But function at what? Go back to the Math department? After what she’d done? Slide up in the pecking order with no fuss because Ev was no longer in the way? How could she do that?

  Lisl sat up on the edge of her unmade bed and tried to visualize her future, but she saw nothing. It was as if she’d been struck blind. In a sudden panic she reached into her night table for the bottle of Restoril.

  Sleep. I’ve got to get some sleep.

  But no way was she going to get any with Ev staring back at her every time she closed her eyes.

  She took the bottle to the bathroom and swallowed two capsules—twice the normal dose, but she was sure she’d need it. She looked at herself in the mirror, at her hollow, haunted face, her guilty eyes.

  You worthless piece of shit!

  Amid a rush of fresh tears, she poured a dozen more capsules into her hand and washed them down, then a dozen or so more, and again, until the bottle was empty. It had been almost full—maybe ninety capsules. She dropped it into the sink and shuffled back to her bed to wait for sleep, and for peace, permanent peace. This would fix it. No more guilt, no more pain.

  She lay on her back and listened to the rain outside. She stared at the ceiling, forcing her eyes to fix on a crack above her, keeping them open to ward off visions of Ev’s last moment alive.

  Finally the growing lethargy tugged on her lids, closing them. As the silent, faceless darkness rose around her, engulfing her like warm water, she embraced it.

  Peace.

  She thought she heard a noise in the room. She tried to open her eyes but could barely part her lids. Someone was standing over her. It looked like Rafe. He seemed to be smiling, but she could not react. She was floating now, being pulled downstream …

  … downstream …

  2

  As soon as they landed, Bill ran out to the parking lot and drove his Impala back to the terminal where he picked up Carol, Renny, and Mr. Veilleur.

  “I want to check out Lisl’s place first,” he said.

  Light was fading when he reached Brookside Gardens. He left his three passengers in the car.

  “I’ll only be a minute.”

  He ran through the downpour to her front door and knocked. When he got no answer, he tried the latch. Unlocked. Bill stepped inside, calling her name. He didn’t want to frighten her, but he had this feeling …

  He found her sprawled across her bed. She looked dead. He leaped forward and pressed his hand to her throat. Still warm, and there was a pulse. But she was barely breathing. He shook her but couldn’t rouse her. He ran to the bathroom for some water to splash on her and found the empty pill bottle in the sink. The label read: “Restoril 30 mg.—one (1) at bedtime as needed for sleep.”

  “Oh, Lisl! Lisl!”

  His heart broke for her. She took things so hard. She probably hadn’t been able to find Ev and had come back here depressed. Probably thought her friend Will had deserted her too.

  If I’d stayed here …

  No time for this. He had to get help. Bill ran to the phone to call an ambulance. She’d hate being admitted to the hospital where her ex-husband was on staff, but he had no choice.

  No dial tone. He jiggled the plunger: dead.

  Cursing, Bill ran to the front door and signaled to the car for help. As Renny got out and ran through the rain, Bill returned to the bedroom. He skidded to a halt at the doorway. A man stood by the bed.

  Rafe.

  “You bastard!” Bill said, starting forward. “What have you done to her?”

  Rafe looked at him coldly. No pretense now, no attempt to hide the gleam of icy malevolence in those dark eyes.

  He really does hate me!

  “As I told you yesterday, Father Ryan—I’ve done nothing. Lisl has done everything herself. I’ve merely offered her” … he smiled … “options.”

  “I know all about your ‘options,’ and I’d like to introduce you to a few of mine, but right now I’ve got to get her to a hospital.”

  As Bill passed him on his way to the bed, Rafe pushed him back. He was so much smaller than Bill, his physique almost delicate, yet Bill grunted with pain as a crushing impact on his chest sent him staggering back against the wall. He sank to the floor, gasping for breath.

  “She’ll be all right,” Rafe said in a bored tone. “She didn’t take enough to kill herself.” He shook his head disgustedly. “Couldn’t even do that right.”

  Bill rose to his knees, ready to hurl himself at Rafe, when Renny burst in.

  “Hey, what’s going on? What happened to her? And who’s this guy?”

  “That’s Rafe Losmara—the one I told you about.”

  Renny’s eyebrows lifted. “Yeah? The guy who supposedly passed as the broad way back when?”

  Bill saw a questioning look pass across Rafe’s face. Veilleur’s warning echoed through his mind. He wanted to warn Renny about saying too much. But Renny had his hands on his hips and was walking around Rafe, studying him.

  “Yeah, I can see where he might have been able to pull it off,” Renny said, then looked at Bill. “This is the guy we’re supposed to be afraid of?”

  Bill glanced at Rafe to see his reaction—and watched in shock as the mustache above the arrogant smile began to thin, the individual hairs falling out and sprinkling the floor like tiny pine needles from a dying tr
ee. His features softened, became younger, smoother, rearranged themselves ever so slightly until, seconds later, Bill was looking once more into the face of Sara Lom. The face smiled and cooed in Sara’s voice.

  “You’re not really afraid of me, are you, Danny?”

  Bill could not move. It all slammed back—all the horror, all the grief, the self-doubt, the guilt. He was helpless before this creature.

  Then a voice spoke behind him. Carol’s voice.

  “Oh, Jimmy! That can’t be you!”

  Sara’s sweet face turned rotten, hideous with anger as it glared at Bill.

  “Her? You brought her here? How did you find out?”

  Bill’s mind was working again, racing. He had to get poor, overdosed Lisl to a hospital—now! But he had to be very careful here. He could feel the naked evil in the room like a cold sickness in his marrow, growing, strengthening, as if layers of insulation were peeling away, setting it free. With each passing minute, Mr. Veilleur’s story was becoming less and less improbable.

  “I figured it out,” Bill said quickly, spinning the lie as he sidled toward Lisl’s inert form. “The inexplicable things that happened to Danny and Lom—I knew something unholy was going on. Then I remembered all the Antichrist hysteria about Carol’s baby. You resemble Sara and … I put everything together.”

  “Don’t flatter yourself. You haven’t put a thing together. I’m not your pathetic Antichrist.”

  “I never thought you were,” Bill said as he reached the far side of the bed.

  Rafe made no move to block him. He no longer seemed interested in keeping him away from Lisl. Bill knelt beside her and gripped her arm.

  Cold! Good God, she was cold! He dug his fingers into her throat, probing for a pulse, but her arteries were still, her waxen tissues inert, doughy … lifeless.

  “Lisl?” He shook her. “Lisl!”

  Bill pressed his ear to her chest—silence. He pushed back an eyelid—a widely dilated, sightless pupil stared back at him.

  “Oh, good God, she’s dead!”

  No!

  He sagged over her, his forehead resting against her cold skin.

  Oh, please, no! Not again!

  He straightened and began pounding on the mattress in a wild rage, incoherent curses hissing between his clenched teeth. When he noticed that Lisl’s body had begun to pitch and roll with his pounding, he stopped and let his head slump onto the bed.

  He felt so leaden, so useless. His parents, then Danny, now Lisl—all because of him. When was it going to stop?

  He glared up at Rafe.

  “But you said she hadn’t taken enough to kill her! That she—”

  Looking down at him, Rafe still wore Sara’s face as he shook his head and smiled—an infuriating mixture of pity and derision.

  “Did you really expect the truth from me, Father Ryan?” he said in her voice. “Won’t you ever learn?”

  Bill launched himself from the floor, straight at Rafe, ready to kill. And Rafe/Sara bounced him back. He seemed to do little more than flick his wrist but Bill was sent sprawling again.

  “Jimmy!” Carol shouted.

  “Yeah, Jimmy,” said Renny, stepping up and standing nose to nose with Rafe, “or Sara or Rafe or Rasalom or whatever the fuck you call yourself, you’re under arrest—”

  Rafe’s face began to change again as he grabbed Renny by the throat and lifted him off the floor.

  “What did you call me?”

  Bill saw the shock and fear in Renny’s mottling face. He shook his head.

  “Only a handful of people know that name! Who told you?” The new face turned fearful as he looked around. “Not him! Tell me it’s not him!”

  Renny shook his head again.

  Bill heard Rasalom—he began thinking of Rafe as Rasalom then—make a noise like a growl, a sound somewhere along the echoing hall between fury and panic. He seemed to expand, grow larger, taller, older.

  “Tell me!” He took his free hand and rammed it through Renny’s ribs, sinking it to the wrist in his chest cavity. “Tell me who told you my name or I’ll tear your heart out and feed it to you!”

  Bill saw the agony in Renny’s face, saw the life fading from his terrified eyes. He had to know then that he was a dead man, but he offered no answer, made no plea for mercy.

  Instead, he spit in Rasalom’s face.

  Rasalom staggered back as if he’d been sprayed with acid instead of spittle, but an instant later he’d shaken it off. With a howl of insensate rage, he hurled Renny from him, sending his body spinning, spraying, dappling the walls and ceiling with crimson as he arced over Lisl in her deathbed and thumped to the floor on the far side.

  Carol was screaming as Bill regained his feet and ran to the detective’s side. Blood bubbled from the hole in his chest; his eyes were glazing. Bill pressed his hand over the wound to stop the flow of blood, knowing it was useless but trying anyway.

  Renny was slipping away right before his eyes. Bill could do nothing but give him something to take with him.

  “Renny!” he whispered. “That was the bravest thing I’ve ever seen. You hurt him. He can be hurt, and you hurt him!”

  A smile wavered on Renny’s blanched lips.

  “Fuck him,” he said, then he was gone.

  Another one—another good one gone.

  Bill straightened up and turned. Rasalom looked huge now, but Bill was too angry to be afraid.

  “You bastard!”

  As he started toward him, Rasalom grabbed Carol by the throat and held her in the same death grip.

  “Is he here?”

  Carol! Would he really kill Carol?

  “She’s your mother!”

  “My mother has been dead for millennia. This”—he lifted Carol clear of the floor as she struggled in his grasp—”was no more than an incubator.”

  “We know your name but who … what are you?”

  Rafe turned on him, his voice rising, his face changing again. And his eyes—the pupils widened into unsounded darkness, like windows into hell.

  “Who am I? Why, I’m you. Or parts of you. The best parts. I’m the touch of Richard Speck, Ed Gein, John Wayne Gacy, Ted Bundy, and Bin Laden in all of you. I am the thousand tiny angers and fleeting rages of your day—at the car that cuts you off on the freeway, at the kid who sneaks ahead of you in line at the movies, at the old fart with the full basket in the eight-items-only express check-out at the supermarket. I’m the locker room residue of the names, the scorn, the pain heaped on all the pizza-faced, flat-chested, pencil-dicked, lard-assed geeks, nerds, and dumbshit bastards who had to change clothes in front of their peers. I’m the nasty glee in the name-callers and the long-suffering pain, the self-loathing, the smoldering resentment, the suppressed rage, and the never-to-be-fulfilled promises of revenge in their targets. I’m the daily business betrayals and the corporate men’s room character assassinations. I’m the slow castrations and endless humiliations that comprise the institution called marriage. I’m the husband who beats his wife, the mother who scalds her child. I’m the playground beatings of your little boys, the back seat rapes of your daughters. I’m your rage toward a child molester and I’m the pederast’s lust for your child, for his own child. I’m the guards’ contempt for their prisoners and the prisoners’ hatred for their guards, I’m the shank, I’m the truncheon, I’m the shiv. I’m the bayonet in the throat of the political dissident, the meat hook on which he is hung, the cattle prod that caresses his genitals. You’ve kept me alive, you’ve made me strong. I am you.”

  “Not even close,” Bill said, approaching warily. He wondered if he could instill a little fear into Rasalom himself. “The one you’re looking for is up north, getting ready to crush you!”

  Bill crouched to leap as Rasalom poised his free hand over Carol’s chest. Suddenly Rasalom stiffened.

  “No! He’s here! He’s—!”

  He dropped Carol and brushed by Bill on his way into Lisl’s living room. Bill hurried after but stopped at the d
oorway. A few feet ahead of him, Rasalom had stopped too, half crouched in a wide-legged stance. In the center of the living room stood Mr. Veilleur, leaning on his cane.

  Their eyes locked.

  “Can this be you?” Rasalom said in a hushed voice. He began to circle Veilleur as a snake hunter might approach a cobra. “Can this really be you, Glaeken?”

  Veilleur said nothing. He stared straight ahead as Rasalom moved behind him. Finally, they stood face to face again. Rasalom’s smile was ugly.

  “This explains everything!” he said in a half-whisper. “Since my rebirth I’ve sensed that I’ve had this world to myself. I had no awareness of you. But I didn’t trust my perceptions. You’ve tricked me before, so I was wary. I stayed out of sight, avoided anything that might draw attention to me.” The smile faded. “All for nothing! Decades of soaking up strength for this final confrontation—wasted! Look at you! You’ve been aging since you thought you killed me at the Keep. Glaeken, the great warrior, the Defender of mankind, the wielder of Light against Darkness, of Reason against Chaos, is nothing now but a pathetic old man. This is wonderful!”

  As Rasalom edged closer to Veilleur, Bill felt a touch on his arm. Carol was beside him, watching her son in horror. Bill put an arm around her shoulders and pulled her close. He had a feeling something awful was about to happen in the next room. He didn’t want to see, but he could not look away.

  “The power’s left you, hasn’t it?” Rasalom’s face was only inches from Veilleur’s. “Which means you’re powerless to stop me. I’m completely unopposed here.”

  “There’s still the Lady.”

  “Not for long. She’ll be gone by morning.” Rasalom laughed and backed away, spreading his arms. “What an Armageddon this is! Only one army on the field. And it’s mine!”

  He stood silent for a moment. Bill watched him stare at Veilleur—or Glaeken, if that was the old man’s real name. The only sound was the gentle patter of rain outside. But a storm grew in Rasalom’s face as it darkened with rage. Suddenly he screamed and lunged at Glaeken, each hand a blur as it knifed toward the old man’s throat. Bill squeezed his eyes shut as Carol buried her face against his shoulder. But when no sound of impact came, he chanced a look.