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Magic in the Shadows

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by Devon Monk


  Zayvion finished a canapé and took a sip of his wine. “I am not working for Violet. Not anymore. But if I were body guarding, you’d be at the top of my list.”

  I opened my mouth.

  “You,” he said before I could get any words out, “are rich. So at least you’d pay me well. Besides that, your father made enemies in both his public and private lives, and you seem to have inherited his knack for that, though you’ve mostly made your enemies through Hounding. So I certainly wouldn’t be bored. What?” he said to my glare. “Didn’t think I’d be honest? You carry more magic in your body than half of Portland’s cisterns combined, and you are the leader of a pack of Hounds, half of whom don’t like you, and all of whom are unpredictable addicts.”

  “Whom?”

  “I went to school. You Hounded for Detective Stotts, who has logged more Hound deaths than any other law enforcer on record, and I know you’d do it again in a hot minute. Plus, for some reason, your father refused to bring you into the Authority back when you were young—”

  “Watch it,” I growled.

  He grinned. “—younger, to train you in the less standard and more useful ways of magic that you, of all people, should know. On top of all that, you tend to stroll into the middle of situations that can kill you, and you have no formal self-defense training.”

  “Is that all you got?”

  He put both elbows on the table and rested his mouth against his fingers, covering his smile. “Well, I’ve only known you a few months.”

  “Might just stay that way.”

  He watched me a moment while I sipped my water. “I don’t think so.”

  I gave him a noncommittal nod. “Never know. You left out a few things, though.”

  “Oh?”

  “For one, I can read you like yesterday’s want ad.”

  “Is that so?”

  “Absolutely.”

  He leaned back. “Well, then. Get on with it.”

  “Reading you?” I rested one elbow on the table and folded my fingers under my chin. What did I really know about Zayvion Jones? Not a hell of a lot. He had the advantage of a complete memory, and time spent following me around for my father.

  But I had instincts. Good instincts.

  “You aren’t as patient and calm as you look. As a matter of fact, you have a short temper, which is why you put on the Zen Maseter bit all the time.”

  He raised one eyebrow but didn’t say anything.

  “You have a lot more money than you’d like people to know, but you don’t spend it because you don’t have a life outside your work. You don’t have any friends, and you never speak to your family anymore. You are a total loner, Mr. Jones.”

  He gave me a blank look and took a sip of his wine.

  “You can pour on the charm and get any woman in a room to go home with you, but it’s always a one-night stand, which suits you just fine. And even though you like to pretend you’re deeply moral and just, you’d willingly break the law, lie, and cheat if it’s for something you believe in.”

  “Is that it?” he asked.

  “Almost. Your favorite color is blue.”

  “Green,” he said, looking straight into my pale green eyes.

  Oh. Nice.

  “Okay,” I said. “Green. Am I right?”

  “You’re not all wrong.” He took another bite of his appetizer. “Not a big fan of one-night stands, though.”

  Just what I needed—a rundown of his love life. “Really. So you’ve had multiple long-term relationships?”

  “Want to see the scars?”

  “Depends on where they are.”

  He flashed me a smile. “On my . . . heart, of course.”

  “Of course,” I said.

  The waiter interrupted our conversation, and we got busy ordering. We both chose the onion soup au gratin for our appetizer. Zayvion ordered lamb medallions with garlic for his main course, and I ordered the duck with apples and porto sauce.

  “So tell me about Maeve Flynn,” I said once the waiter had left.

  “What do you want to know?”

  “Anything. It would be nice to have a clue about what I’m getting into.”

  “She’s a good teacher. A master in her chosen magic—blood magic. She will teach you how to access and control magic in the ancient ways. The hidden ways. She won’t be easy on you. Maybe much harder now . . .” He shook his head and gazed out the window again. Nothing out there but darkness and stars fallen to earth.

  “Harder now?” I prompted.

  “She lost her husband a few years ago. It . . . changed her.”

  Oh. I took a drink of my water. “How did he die?”

  “The death certificate says heart failure.” He looked away from the window. Waited. Waited for me to ask.

  “Okay. Now tell me how he really died.”

  “Your father killed him.”

  “Shit.” I sat back and tucked my hair behind my ear. “Terrific. My teacher hates me.”

  “I don’t know that she hates you. Maeve has always been fair-minded. Kind, in her way. She’s not . . . or at least she hasn’t been . . . the kind of person to punish someone for their blood relations. There’s a chance she’ll very much enjoy teaching you the things your father didn’t want you to know.”

  “And there’s a chance she’ll want me to fail spectacularly.”

  “Maybe. Will that stop you?”

  “No. I want to learn. Holding all this magic isn’t easy, you know? Plus, I can be pretty stubborn when I put my mind to it.”

  “Really? I did not know that.”

  “Ha-ha. You can stop trying to look so surprised.”

  The waiter swooped down upon our table and placed the soup in front of us, then refilled our wine before disappearing back into the swirl of color and light beyond our booth.

  “Stubborn might help,” Zayvion conceded.

  “At least I have one family trait going for me.” Speaking of family, I might need to talk to Zayvion about my dad.

  Did I know how to do romantic dinner conversation or what? How did one casually bring up possession?

  I thought about it while I ate the soup. Zayvion was right about the food. It was spectacular.

  “Um, I had a weird thing happen today,” I said.

  Okay, that was dumb. The day had been filled with weird things, starting with attending my father’s second funeral.

  “Yes?” Zay asked.

  “I thought I heard my father call my name. Twice.” Zayvion wiped his mouth with his napkin. “When? Where?”

  “In my bathroom—well, in my head. After you left this afternoon.”

  He frowned. “What did he say?”

  “My name. Told me to find the disks. Find his killer. Aren’t you even a little freaked out by this?”

  He took a drink and shrugged one shoulder. “I’m not thrilled by the idea, if that’s what you’re asking.”

  And I guess if he could deal with that thing that jumped us on the street with relative calm, a dead magic user in my head probably didn’t seem like all that big a deal.

  “He is dead, isn’t he?” I asked.

  “Very.”

  “Do you think he could be dead and in my head? When Maeve came to see me, right after I got out of the hospital, she was worried about that.” I took another drink of wine. My glass was almost empty. How had that happened? I was starting to feel it despite the heavy soup. It was probably time to slow down with the wine.

  “Possession—full possession after death—is not well documented.” Zayvion refilled my glass. “Your father had enough mental strength after he was dead to step into you in spirit form and wield magic through you.” He lifted his glass in a subtle toast.

  “That threw some rocks at the theory that no one can possess the living after death. But then, your father’s spirit was being . . . supported . . . by Frank Gordon and dark magic. What he did was uncharted territory. Forbidden.”

  “Which he? Dad or Frank?”

 
; “Both. It’s a problem.”

  “A problem,” I repeated.“So that list? The one I just made about you? I’d like to add master of the understatement.”

  The waiter appeared, whisked away our bowls, and replaced them with the main course. It smelled delicious, and we both took some time to eat.

  “It is possible you have his memories in your mind,” Zayvion said.

  “Is it possible he’s actually alive?” I asked again.

  “I don’t . . . We don’t know,” he finally said. “Sometimes I think anything is possible with you. Maeve is going to do a more thorough search when you see her.”

  “Wait. You’ve talked to Maeve about me?”

  “Maeve was my teacher for a short time. We see each other fairly often. She’ll know what to do.”

  “Are you sure you can’t just look for me?” It came out smaller than I expected. No matter how little I knew Zayvion, I knew Maeve even less. I could let her be my teacher, but I was not ready to let her mess with my brain.

  Zayvion reached across the table and caught the fingers of my hand. “If I could, I would. We are Complements, Allie. More than that, we are Soul Complements. Lightning and steel. We can . . . manipulate magic together, as if we were one person. That’s . . . amazing. But there are things we should never do, lines we should not cross. Using magic together is one thing. Powerful. Stepping into each other’s minds . . . even with the best intentions, the clearest need . . . that never ends well.”

  “I suppose that’s documented somewhere?”

  “Soul Complements are rare.”

  “That’s not an answer.”

  He took a moment to study me. I was not as drunk as he might think I was.

  He sighed. “This isn’t what I wanted to talk about tonight either. I don’t suppose you’d like to discuss the weather?”

  “Foggy,” I noted. “Tell me the truth. I can take it; I’ve had plenty of wine to soften the blow.”

  He smiled, but it didn’t make it to his eyes. “The truth? The few Soul Complements that are documented read like a tragedy. It has never ended well. For any of them.”

  “Hold on, let me get this straight. Soul Complements are just two people who can cast magic together without blowing themselves up, right?”

  “No, you’re thinking of Complements—two magic users who handle magic so similarly, they can, on occasion, cast magic together. There are also Contrasts—magic users who handle magic in opposite ways, and can, on occasion, cancel or enhance certain affects of each other’s spells.”

  “So Soul Complements are?”

  “Two people who can cast magic as if they are one person. Two people whose minds and souls fit each other perfectly. Two people who could become so close they feel each other’s emotions, hear each other’s thoughts, feel each other’s pain. Two people who can take magic to levels otherwise unattainable.”

  I know that should sound wonderful, being so close to someone you could share their thoughts. But I was nothing if not the queen of trust issues. Letting someone know everything I was feeling and thinking sounded like my own little corner room in hell.

  I finished off my wine. “So tell me the downside.”

  “Those Soul Complements who have become too close stop being who and what they are. Lost in the shared magic, shared emotions, shared thoughts, they lose control of their magic, or use it in ways . . . in horrible ways. And if they are not broken apart, then, insanity results.”

  I took a minute to absorb all that. “You and I are Soul Complements?”

  He nodded.

  “We’re going to drive each other insane?”

  “Probably.”

  “I’m serious.”

  “All right. We won’t go insane if we just use magic together, and we won’t go insane if we are with each other in all other intimate ways.”

  “Sex?” I asked.

  He grinned. “I wasn’t talking about water-skiing. There are boundaries—how close we can be with each other mentally, soul to soul. Boundaries that must be obeyed so that we can be together, closer than anyone else on Earth, but not so close that we lose ourselves.”

  “So, the shared thoughts and feelings are out?”

  “It’s better that way.”

  Well, I for one wasn’t seeing a downside.

  “I could look in your mind to see if your father’s memories are still there,” he said. “I have the training. Should I? Once in your mind, once that close to you, I may not be able to step away.”

  I blushed. No, I don’t know why. Okay, yes, I did. Zayvion was looking at me like I was something beautiful he wanted and could not have.

  “I could make you leave my mind,” I said uncertainly.

  “I don’t think so.” He let go of my hand and pushed his plate to one side so he could rest his arm in front of him. “You aren’t the only stubborn person at the table.”

  I smiled. “Speaking of which, about that other thing.”

  “Which other thing?”

  “All those long-term scar-filled relationships you were talking about.”

  “You aren’t the first woman I’ve dated.”

  Yeah, well, I knew that. “Go on.”

  He leaned both arms on the table. The table was small, intimate. We were close enough that if I stretched just a little more, I could touch him, kiss him. His gaze held me exactly where I was. “You just might be the last I’ll survive.”

  The blush rushed up my neck and washed hot across my face. Slow, I told myself. We said we’d go slow.

  To hell with slow. I leaned forward, my wineglass still in one hand. Zayvion had both hands free, and drew his fingers down the side of my face, fingertips stroking the length of my bare neck. He bent toward me, his fingers slipping up to cup the edge of my jaw, as if he wanted to make sure I wouldn’t disappear, as if he wanted to draw my mouth to his. I opened my lips and inhaled.

  My heart beat harder. I wanted to taste the wine on his lips, wanted to savor the pine scent of him against the tip of my tongue.

  But instead of pulling me closer, instead of kissing me, his fingertips clenched gently beneath my ear. He ran his tongue across his bottom lip and then slowly, mechanically leaned back, away, shoulders squared against the back of his chair, fingertips splayed wide against the tablecloth, brown eyes filled with fire that had nothing to do with magic.

  He didn’t say anything. He didn’t have to. But I did.

  “This isn’t going to be easy,” I said.

  He held very still, watching me. “The best things never are.”

  Our waiter of impeccable timing returned, cleared away our plates, and brought burgundy and cheeses.

  I nibbled on the cheese, but mostly drank the burgundy and thought about Zayvion’s lips. Well, thought about his lips, and tried to pull up even the smallest memory of his naked body. No luck.

  For his part, Zayvion finished his food, gave me a few smiles, and moved on to lighter subjects. The weather again—still foggy. The view—still sparkly. The time—late. As a matter of fact, it was past midnight, and the warm glow from all the wine was making me yawn.

  “How about we skip dessert?” he asked after I’d hidden yet another yawn behind my hand.

  I nodded. “I’m sorry. It’s been long. The day, not the dinner. I think I’m a lot more tired than I thought I thought.” Wait, what had I just said?

  Zayvion grinned. “We’ll save dessert for next time.”

  “Next time?”

  “You didn’t think this was the only date I was going to take you on, did you?”

  “Uh . . . no?”

  The waiter appeared like magic, took Zayvion’s credit card, and returned just as quickly.

  “So,” Zayvion said as we both stood and pulled on our coats. “That list of things you said about me earlier?”

  “Yes?”

  “You forgot determined.”

  He helped me with the sleeve I wasn’t having any luck getting into on my own. Damn. Too much wine. Especial
ly now that I was standing, my head was a little muzzy. “And old-fashioned,” I said, as he offered me his arm.

  “Old-fashioned?” He actually looked offended. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” He placed his hand over mine on his arm and stepped closer to me. “May I have the honor of escorting you home, Ms. Beckstrom?”

  I giggled. Seriously. Giggled. Bad sign. “Maybe that wine was more than I thought I drank.” Smooth, Beckstrom.

  “Just try to relax when we walk out into the main flow of the restaurant.”

  I was going to ask him what he meant by that, but then we took two steps away from the table and I got my answer. Like a hammer. A great big answer hammer over the head.

  Magic pressed in around me, pushed up through my feet, sunk needle-deep into my skin. The spell that veiled our table had done more than offer us privacy from other diners. It had kept the thick crosscurrents of the restaurant’s long-standing and short-term spells from being so overwhelming. But now, out here, I was most certainly whelmed.

  Magic sparked within me, a fire rushing up my bones, urging me to release it, to cast, to use.

  I gritted my teeth and exhaled through my nose, resisting the urge to use magic. Not easy after a couple glasses of wine.

  “Zayvion?” I said. He must have caught the urgency in my voice.

  He didn’t talk, didn’t ask me if I was okay. He set a quick but not rushed pace and guided me out between the tables that roiled with clouds of magic, thick ribbons of it in jewel tones, so strong I could see it shifting like currents of rainbow oil through the air, even without drawing Sight.

  Magic prickled beneath my skin, grew hot, hotter, until my entire body was one big sunburn.

  I tried to concentrate. Sang a mantra to clear my head. Miss Mary Mack, Mack, Mack, all dressed in black, black, black . . .

  Magic swelled, pressed, begged to be used. And my mental hold on it slipped. Oh, hells.

  Mint washed over me, cool, sweet, soothing all the places where magic burned in me. Zayvion, my lightning rod, Grounding me.

  The restaurant was behind me now, glowing with so much magic, I could feel the heat of it like a bonfire at my back. We were in the parking lot, in the cold air, the wet air. I took a deep breath, let it out.

 

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