Books By Diana Palmer

by Palmer, Diana

  "I see," Harper said, nodding, but his thoughts were on the film he was going to make, and he was already setting up scenes in his mind for a storyboard. He was considering logistics. "We'll need someone to cater food while we're working," he murmured. "We'll need to set up meetings with city officials as well, because some of the location work will be done in Jacobs-ville."

  "Some of it?" Christabel asked, curious.

  Harper smiled at her. "We're shooting some of the movie in Hollywood," he explained. "But we'd rather locate a ranch set­ting on a working ranch. The town is part of the atmosphere."

  "What's the movie going to be about?" Christabel wanted to know. "Can you tell me?"

  He grinned at her interest. He had two daughters about her age. "It's a romantic comedy about a model who comes out West to shoot a commercial on a real ranch and falls in love with a rancher. He hates models," he added helpfully.

  She chuckled. "I'll buy a ticket."

  "I hope several million other people will, too." He turned back to Judd. "I'll need weather information—it's going to cost us a fortune if we start shooting at the wrong time and have to hole up for three or four weeks while the weather clears."

  Judd nodded. "I think I can find what you need."

  "And we'll want to rent rooms at the best hotel you have, for the duration."

  "No problem there, either," Judd said dryly. "It isn't exactly a tourist trap."

  Harper was fanning himself with a sheaf of papers and sweat­ing. "Not in this heat," he agreed.

  "Heat?" Christabel asked innocently. "You think it's warm here? My goodness!"

  "Cut it out," Judd muttered darkly, because the director was beginning to turn pale.

  She wrinkled her nose at him. "I was only kidding. Law en­forcement types have no sense of humor, Mr. Harper," she told him. "Their faces are painted on and they can't smile..."

  "One," Judd said through his teeth.

  "See?" she asked pertly.

  "Two...!"

  She threw up her hands and walked into the house.

  Christabel was just taking an apple pie out of the oven when she heard doors slam and an engine rev up. Judd walked into the kitchen past Maude, who grinned at him as she went toward the back of the house to put the clothes in the dryer.

  "I made you an apple pie," Christabel told Judd, waving it under his nose. "Penance."

  He sighed as he poured himself a cup of black coffee, pulled out a chair and sat down at the small kitchen table. "When are you going to grow up, tomboy?" he asked.

  She looked down at her dusty boots and stained jeans. She could imagine that her braided hair was standing out in wisps around her flushed face, and she knew without looking down that her short-sleeved yellow cotton blouse was wrinkled beyond repair. In contrast, Judd's jeans were well-fitting and clean. His boots were so polished they reflected the tablecloth. His white shirt with the silver sergeant's Texas Ranger star on the pocket was creaseless, his dark blue patterned tie in perfect order. His leather gunbelt creaked when he crossed his long, powerful legs, and the .45 Colt ACP pistol shifted ominously in its holster.

  She recalled that his great-grandfather had been a gun-fighter—not to mention a Texas Ranger—before he went to Harvard and became a famous trial lawyer in San Antonio. Judd held the record for the fastest quick-draw in northern Texas, as his friend and fellow Ranger Marc Brannon of Jacobsville held it for southern Texas in the Single Action Shooting Society. They often practiced at the local gun club as guests of their mu­tual friend Ted Regan. A membership at the club was hundreds of dollars that law enforcement people couldn't usually afford. But former mercenary Eb Scott had his antiterrorism training school in Jacobsville, and he had one of the finest gun ranges around. He made it available at no cost to any law enforcement people who wanted to use it. Between Ted and Eb, they got lots of practice.

  "Do you still do that quick-draw?" she asked Judd as she sliced the pie.

  "Yes, and don't mention it to Harper," he added flatly.

  She glanced at him over her shoulder. "Don't you want to be in pictures?" she drawled.

  "About as much as you do, cupcake," he mused, absently ap­preciating the fit of those tight jeans and the curve of her breasts in the blouse.

  She shrugged. "That would be funny. Me, in pictures." She studied the pie, her hands stilled. "Maybe I could star in a hor­ror movie if they put me in a bathing suit and filmed me from behind."

  There was a shocked silence behind her.

  She put a slice of pie on a saucer and added a fork, sliding it in front of Judd.

  He caught her hand and pulled her down onto his lap. "Lis­ten to me," he said in that deep, tender tone he used when little things were hurt, "everybody's got scars. Maybe they don't show, but they're there. A man who loves you won't care about a few little white lines."

  She cocked her head, trying not to let him see how it affected her to be so close to him. She liked the spicy aftershave he wore, the clean smell of his clothes, the faint whiff of leather that came up from the gunbelt.

  "How do you know they're white?" she asked.

  He gave her a worldly look and loosened the tie at his collar, unbuttoning the top buttons of the shirt to disclose a darkly tanned chest with a pelt of curling black hair. She'd seen him without his shirt, but it always unsettled her.

  He pulled the shirt and the spotless white undershirt under it to one side and indicated a puckered place in his shoulder, from which white lines radiated. "Twenty-two caliber handgun," he said, drawing her hand to it. "Feel."

  Her hand was icy cold. It trembled on that warm, muscular flesh. "It's raised," she said, her voice sounding breathless.

  "Unsightly?" he persisted.

  She smiled. "Not really."

  "I don't imagine any of yours are that bad," he added. "But­ton me up."

  It was intimate, exciting, to do that simple little chore. She smiled stupidly. "This is new."

  "What is?"

  "You never let me sit in your lap before," she reminded him.

  He was looking at her with an odd expression. "I don't let any­body sit in my lap."

  She pursed her lips as she got to his collarbone. "Afraid I might try to undress you?"

  His chest rippled, but when she looked up, his face was im­passive. His eyes were glittery with suppressed humor.

  "That wouldn't do you much good," he commented.

  "Why not?"

  One black eyebrow arched. "You wouldn't know what to do with me when you got my clothes off."

  There was a clatter of falling potatoes on the floor.

  Judd and Christabel stared toward the door where Maude was standing with both hands on the edges of her apron and pota­toes still spilling out around her feet.

  "What the hell is your problem?" Judd asked darkly.

  Maude's eyes were like saucers.

  "Oh, I get it," Christabel said, grinning. She had one hand on Judd's shoulder and the other on his tie. "She thinks I'm un­dressing you. It's okay, Maude," she added, holding up her ring finger. "We're married."

  Judd gave her a royal glare and gently dumped her out of his lap and onto the floor. She grinned at him from the linoleum. He leaned back in the chair and finished adjusting his shirt. "I was showing her one of my scars," he told Maude.

  Maude had picked up the potatoes and she was trying very hard not to say anything stupid. But that innocent remark pro­duced a swell of helpless laughter.

  "Now don't do that," Christabel groaned, getting up. "Maude, it was very innocent, and he really was showing me his scar."

  Maude nodded enthusiastically and went back to her potatoes. She cast a quick, amused look at Judd, who had a forkful of apple pie suspended in midair and was glaring at her.

  "Sure he was," Maude agreed.

  Judd's eyes narrowed. "I'm armed," he pointed out.

  Maude put down her knife and potato and spread out her arms. "Me, too," she said, wiggling her eyebrows.

  Judd glowered
at her, and at Christabel, who was grinning from ear to ear. "Now I know where she gets it from," he told Maude.

  "He's just jealous because he can't make jokes," Christabel said wickedly.

  Judd gave her a measuring glance and went back to his pie.

  CHAPTER TWO

  That night, after Judd had gone back to his apartment in Vic­toria where he was stationed, Christabel lay awake for hours worrying about Tippy Moore and Judd's odd reaction to the news that she was going to be in the movie. He seemed fasci­nated by the woman, just from her photographs, and it was ob­vious enough to be painful. He might hold Christabel on his lap and reassure her about her scars, but it was impersonal. He'd never even touched her in an inappropriate way, despite her ef­forts.

  Her mind went back to that Saturday long ago when her life had changed so drastically. She could smell the scents of blood and leather, feel the whip on her back...

  Through waves of pain, she heard a deep, gravelly voice curs­ing steadily. It was the only sound audible, although five other cowboys were standing around her with grim faces and stiff pos­ture where she lay. The corral was dusty, because it hadn't rained, and there were traces of hay in her disheveled blond hair. She was lying on her stomach and her blouse was in ribbons. Blood seeped from the deep cuts in her back. There had been hard thuds and groans from somewhere nearby, followed by sounds of a door slamming. A minute later, she felt someone kneel beside her.

  "Christabel, can you hear me?" Judd's voice asked harshly at her ear,

  Her dark eyes opened, just a slit. It was hard to focus, but she remembered that Judd Dunn was the only person who ever called her by her full name. Everybody else called her "Crissy."

  "Yes?" Was that her voice? It sounded weak and strained. The sun was so bright that she couldn't get her eyes open.

  "I'm going to have to pick you up, honey, and it's going to hurt," he said curtly. "Grit your teeth."

  She swallowed hard. Her back felt raw. Her blouse was stick­ing to the lacerated skin and she could feel the hot, wet blood cooling as it soaked the fabric. It had a funny smell, like metal.

  Judd's strong arms slid under her legs and around her rib cage as carefully as he could. He swung her up, trying to avoid gripping the torn flesh. Her small breasts were pressed hard against the warm muscle of his chest and she sobbed, trying to stifle the sound as pain lanced through her viciously.

  "What about...Daddy?" she choked.

  His black eyes flashed so violently in that lean, tanned face that two of the cowboys climbed the corral fence to avoid him. "He's in the tack room," he said shortly. "He'll stay there until the sheriff's deputies get here."

  "No," she cried. "Judd, no! You can't have him...arrested! Mama's sick and she can't run the ranch. I can't, either...!"

  "He's already under arrest," he bit off. "I'm a Texas Ranger," he reminded her. "But I had your foreman radio the sheriff's of­fice from my car. They're already on the way."

  "Who'll run our part of the ranch?" she repeated, still mostly in shock from what had happened so unexpectedly. Her father had a history of violent behavior when he drank. In fact, Ellie, her mother, was now an invalid because Tom Gaines had knocked her off a ladder in a drunken rage and broken her pelvis.

  Emergency surgery hadn't completely healed it, and she had weak lungs to boot.

  "I'll run the ranch, your part and my own," he said shortly, and kept walking. "Be still, honey."

  Tears ran down her pale cheeks. Her eyes closed and she shivered. He looked down at her with his lips in a thin line. Her long blond hair had come loose from its ponytail and it was mat­ted with her own drying blood. He cursed under his breath, only stopping when the ambulance came careening up in the drive­way.

  Maude, the heavyset, buxom housekeeper, was wringing her hands on the porch. She ran forward, her hair disheveled. "My poor baby," she sobbed. "Judd, is she going to be all right?"

  "She will be. I can't say the same for Tom. If she won't press charges, by God, I will!"

  A small thin woman with gray-streaked fair hair came hob­bling onto the front porch in a tattered old chenille robe, tears running down her cheeks as she saw her daughter.

  "She'll be all right. Go back to bed, Ellie," Judd called, and for her his voice was gentle. "I'll take care of her."

  "Where's Tom?" she asked shakily.

  His voice changed. "Locked up in the tack room."

  Her eyes closed and she leaned against the post. "Thank God...!"

  "Maude, get her the hell back to bed before she passes out on the floor!" Judd yelled and kept walking straight toward the EMTs who were just getting out of the ambulance. Behind them, a sheriff's patrol car arrived with lights flashing and a deputy got out of it to approach Judd.

  "What happened?" Deputy Sheriff Hayes Carson asked, his eyes on Christabel's back.

  "Tom happened," he replied tersely, waiting for the EMTs to get the gurney ready for Christabel. "He was beating her filly with a quirt. She tried to pull him off."

  Hayes winced. He'd been a deputy for five years and he'd seen plenty of battery cases. But this... Christabel was barely sixteen, thin and fragile, and most people around Jacobsville, Texas, loved her. She was forever baking cakes for bazaars and taking flowers to elderly shut-ins, and helping to deliver warm meals to invalids after school. She had a heart as big as Texas and to think of Tom Games's big arm bringing a quirt down on her back with all his might was enough to make even a veteran law en­forcement officer nauseous.

  "Where is he?" Hayes asked coldly.

  Judd pointed in the direction of the tack room, his eyes never leaving Christabel's tear-drenched face. The tears were all the more poignant for the lack of even a sob. "Key's by the door." He met Hayes's eyes. "You keep that son of a bitch locked up, no matter what it takes. I swear before God, if you let him loose, I'll kill him!" he said in a tone that sent chills down even Hayes's back.

  "I'll see that bail's set as high as possible," he assured the other man grimly. "I'll go get him. Is he drunk?"

  "He was," Judd said shortly. "Now he's crying. He's sorry, of course. He's always sorry...!"

  He eased Christabel down onto the gurney. "I'm going with her," he told the EMT's.

  They weren't inclined to argue. Judd Dunn was intimidating enough when he wasn't in a temper.

  He glanced back at Hayes. "How about calling the Ranger of­fice in San Antonio and tell them I'll probably be late in the morning, and to get someone to fill in for me."

  "Will do," Hayes said. "I hope she'll be all right."

  "She will," he said somberly. He climbed into the ambulance and sat down across from Christabel, catching her soft little hand tightly in his own. "Can you give her something for pain?" he asked as the tears continued to pour from her eyes.

  "I'll ask for orders." The EMT got the hospital on the radio and explained the patient's condition. He was questioned briefly by Dr. Jebediah Coltrain, the physician on call.

  "Give me that," Judd said shortly, holding out his hand for the mike. The EMT didn't argue with him. "Copper?" he asked abruptly. "Judd Dunn. Christabel's back looks like raw meat. She's in agony. Have them give her something. I'll take full re­sponsibility for her."

  "When haven't you?" Copper murmured dryly. "Give me back to Dan."

  "Sure." He handed the mike to the EMT, who listened, nod­ded, and proceeded to fill a hypodermic from a small vial.

  Judd pulled off his hat and wiped off the thick sweat from his straight black hair that was dripping onto his broad forehead. He tossed the hat aside and stared at Christabel with glittery eyes.

  "Judd," she whispered hoarsely as the needle went in. "Look after Mama."

  "Of course," he returned. His fingers tightened around hers. His face was like stone, but the deep-set black eyes in it were still blazing with fury.

  She searched his eyes. "I'll have scars."

  "They won't matter," he said through his teeth.

  Her eyes closed wearily. It would be all righ
t. Judd would take care of everything...

  And he had. Five years later, he was still taking care of every­thing. Christabel had never felt guilty about that before, but suddenly she did. He had the responsibility for everything here, including herself. Her father had died of a heart attack soon after his arrest. Christabel's mother had died the year Christabel grad­uated from high school, leaving just Maude in the house with her. Judd came to stay during the Thanksgiving and Christmas holidays, and the three of them had good times together. But Judd had never wanted a physical relationship with his young wife, and went to extreme lengths to make sure they didn't have one.

  This year he'd transferred to the Victoria Texas Ranger post, when an elderly ranger working it had retired. It hadn't been long after his friend, fellow Texas Ranger Marc Brannon and Josette Langley had married, and Cash Grier had come down here from San Antonio to become Jacobsville's assistant police chief. Marc had worked out of the Victoria office, too, briefly, but he'd left the Rangers to become a full-time rancher when Josette had be­come pregnant. Judd visited them and their son Christopher often.

  So he'd let her sit in his lap tonight. But it hadn't meant any­thing, and it never would. His pulse hadn't even raced, she re­called miserably. But when the director had mentioned Tippy Moore, he'd smiled, and there had been a purely masculine look in his eyes.

  She knew Judd was no virgin, even if she was. He had a worldly air about him, and women seemed to sense it, as her friend Debbie had at school. Later she'd remarked that he was probably great in bed and had broken women's hearts every­where.

  Christabel had brooded after that, because she recalled some odd remarks from her mother long ago about Judd and the com­pany he kept in San Antonio. Apparently he was no stranger to permissive women, but he never brought any of them to the ranch. Her mother had smiled knowingly about that. He wouldn't want to parade any of his lovers in front of Christabel, she'd remarked. Not when they were secretly married.

  It had devastated her to think that Judd didn't honor his wed­ding vows, even if it was a paper marriage. Realistically, he couldn't have gone without a woman for several years, she knew that. But she hated picturing him in bed with some gorgeous companion. She'd cried for two days, hiding her tears in the hen­house while she gathered eggs, or while riding fence line with the boys.