Suburban Cyborg

by Gloria Martin

  “God, I’m sorry Melissa,” she drowned in sympathy, putting down her latte. “What are you going to do?”

  “Honestly, I don’t know. I don’t know if I still want him back or not as my fiancé after finding this out because hey, he may cheat on me with a man again!” I dryly laughed, covering the hurt emotions that were building up in my chest.

  Veronica held my hand in support across the table, rubbing circles on top of my hand. “All I can tell you is that time can only tell. If you guys are meant to be, it’ll happen. If not,” she paused with her lips pressed together, shrugging. “You’ll have to move on.”

  She was absolutely right. I couldn’t stress myself any longer about making things right. If we were meant to be lifetime lovers, fate would make it happen. I loved him, but… how could I spend the rest of my life with a bisexual man? Constantly worrying if he’ll cheat on me again is not on my bucket list. How could I ever look at him the same way again?

  *****

  “Come over, I want to show you my new place.”

  Some time had passed since Nathan’s big confession, and my feelings of anger, nausea and humiliation had subsided. Nathan had invited me over to meet this other man at his new mansion. Curiosity got the better of me.

  I got out of my car, staring up at the tall, modern mansion in awe. His new house seemed ten times bigger than his previous one.

  “Mr. Glass is waiting for you in his master suite,” the doorman told me as he opened one of the front double doors for me to enter. I thanked him, walking inside the colossal mansion. I went up the long staircase and had to look for the master suite, which took me a total of twenty minutes.

  “Nathan?” I called out as I stepped into the suite, looking around his luxurious room. That’s when I spotted him looking out his huge window before turning at the sound of my voice.

  “Melissa! Thank you for coming,” he nervously said, making his way over to me as he popped the collars of his blazer.

  “No problem...” I trailed off, not seeing a third person in the room. I turned to him with a dumbfounded expression.

  Nathan sheepishly rubbed his hand behind his neck as if he was embarrassed. He couldn’t even look at me directly in the eye. Before he could even open his mouth to speak, my eyes widened in astonishment when a familiar blonde guy walked out from another door in the room with a smile but then dropped once he spotted me.

  “Melissa?”

  “Erick?” I scoffed, looking between him and Nathan.

  “You two know each other?” Nathan’ said.

  I sighed in frustration, pushing my hair back. I couldn’t believe this. “Yeah, we know each other! Erick used to be my best friend, many years back then,” I said through clenched teeth, shooting daggers at him with my eyes.

  “Why is she here?” Erick turned to Nathan for an answer, crossing his arms on his chest. I rolled my eyes as I noticed the huge blue and silver Rolex watch on his wrist.

  “Melissa, Erick.” Nathan guided us to take a seat on his majestic couch, making me sit between him and Erick. We stared each other down with the same cold expression, but also with the same confused feeling. Nathan turned to me, “Erick’s the one I fell in love with.”

  Shatter! There goes my fucking heart again. I gasped, exchanging incredulous looks between the two billionaires. The love of my life cheated on me with my ex-best friend? Are you seriously kidding me?! I mean, I already knew Erick was bisexual but him out of all people?!

  “Erick,” Nathan began with a sigh, slightly leaning forward to look at him as he pointed at me. “Melissa’s my ex-fiancée.”

  Erick’s defined jaw tightened, disapproval evident in his eyes as he looked at me. A sarcastic chuckle came out of my throat, rubbing my temples since I had a feeling a headache was going to form soon. Nathan remained silent the whole time, staring at the floor as we both took in the news.

  “Wow,” I said. I shook my head, finally getting the courage to look into Nathan’s eyes again. So much regret was evident in them, but it didn’t matter anymore. I still loved him but this...this is just ludicrous. “You don’t fail to surprise me, you know that?”

  “I’ve been disappointing you lately, haven’t I?” Nathan asked.

  I nodded my head, being honest with him. He sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose before his expression changed to a disappointed one himself. It was weird how his mood transitioned from shameful to disappointed in one second but what he told me next let me know why.

  “I know you slept with Jason.”

  I had to suppress a shocking gasp but from how surprised my faced look, he must already know how taken aback I was. “He told you?”

  Nathan nodded his head, his lips clamped together. “It’s okay, I’m not mad. At least you didn’t do it while we were together.” He threw in a sarcastic chuckle. “But, it was really unexpected from a girl like you.”

  I bit my inner cheek, feeling judged by Nathan even though he basically claimed that he didn’t care, as long as we weren’t together. It still felt weird hearing it come out of his mouth though. I shook my head. “Let’s not talk about it, please. I regret it so much.”

  He laughed half-heartedly, staring at me adorably from under his long eyelashes. “I mean, I don’t blame him for wanting to sleep with you. You are beyond sexy,” he suddenly flattered, his hand slowly tracing up my exposed thigh. My breath hitched in my throat and I could feel goosebumps forming on my arms as his hand slowly approached my bikini line. Wrong day to wear a skirt.

  “Nathan...” I breathed. “W-what are you doing?”

  He gazed into my eyes with such lust, possibly with more lust than the night at my house. His lips were slighted parted, as if he was ready to devour me. I gasped once the mere tips of his fingers slipped over my panties, feeling my wet stain. Then, he leaned over and began to slowly kiss on my neck. I wanted him to get off me, I wanted him to stop because Erick was right next to us but instead, I pulled him closer by his hair and tilted my neck even more to give him more access.

  Suddenly, I felt another pair of lips on my other ear and that’s when a gracious moan escaped my lips. That’s when it occurred to me that we were on the edge of having a threesome. A threesome! Last time I had a threesome was back in my freshmen year of college, I’d never thought I would do this as a thirty-year old woman. But, twice the pleasure made an overload on my inside. I couldn’t resist. I wanted more.

  I grabbed Nathan by his face, roughly kissing him as Erick moved my hair out of the way to kiss on the nape of my neck. A shiver crawled down my spine and I moaned into Nathan’s mouth, biting and tugging on his bottom lip. Next thing you know, my shirt came off, and in a couple of seconds their lips had fastened themselves to my chest to gently kiss and suck on my nipples.

  “Oh god,” I moaned breathlessly, leaning my head against the couch as I relaxed. Both of my nipples were being caressed at the same time and it was double the pleasure for me, plus Erick’s fingering. He went deep inside of my vagina, making me gasp by the overwhelming feeling.

  “Fuck, Erick! Keep going, don’t stop!” I screamed, releasing my broken moans with uneven breathing. “Yes, yes!”

  I felt like I was overdosed with pleasure, like I was on a cloud. Yes, I felt super vulnerable but all I could think of right now was wanting them.

  And that’s exactly what I did.

  *****

  For a short period of time, having threesomes with Erick and Nathan became a guilty habit. It lasted about a week and a half to be exact. We would meet up at one of their houses, have an innocent dinner then have a threesome on the kitchen counter or the bedroom. One time, I climaxed twice in one round and it was the best feeling in the world. The hilarious part about it was that it was more of a “no strings” thing when it came to me and Nathan. But Nathan, on the other hand, has been catching his feelings back. Strongly. And I didn’t like it.

  “You’re leaving?” Nathan shifted up from his bed, sitting on his butt. Erick went downstairs to t
he kitchen to grab some champagne but I didn’t want to stay. I actually wanted to go home and have a girls’ night with Veronica. I needed a break from all of this madness.

  I turned to the disappointed-sounding man, slipping into my white blouse and blue jeans. “Why would I stay? Spend some time with Erick, I’m going to go home and relax now,” I said more harshly than I intended.

  Nathan quickly shuffled out of the bed, grabbing onto my wrists with pleading eyes. “Come on, I liked spending time with you. At least have a glass of champagne first.”

  “I don’t want to,” I said. I pulled away from his grip, his expression feigning hurt. “Don’t you think we spent enough time together lately?”

  He blinked, puzzled. “I thought this was what you wanted. To spend time with me and work things out.”

  I laughed dryly, running my fingers through my hair in attempt to tidy up. I grabbed my purse from the bed seat, hanging it on my shoulder. “Not anymore, Nathan. After everything, I kind of don’t want anything to do with you. Not in a romantic way, at least.”

  “Melissa...” Sadness clouded in his green eyes, making them appear darker. “You can’t give me a second chance?”

  I hesitated, getting lost in his eyes that always seemed to bring me in. Did I really not want to be with him anymore? Was I so disappointed by what’s been occurring to him lately that it turned me off and scared me away? I didn’t think I could deal with being with a bisexual man, let alone one that cheated on me with a man. Also, cheating on me with my ex-best friend, even though he didn’t know.

  I shook my head at him, receiving the saddest expression from him. “I’m sorry Nathan...I don’t want us to work. I officially give up on us,” I breathed, not believing that I was saying this. I backed away from him to head towards the door, keeping my gaze fixed on him. “I’m getting over you... and I’m perfectly okay with things being that way.”

  “Wait!” he yelled out, throwing out his hand for me to stop, but I kept going. Shooting him one last smile, I turned around and walked out of his room, ignoring the cries of my name behind me. It was time to let him go, it was for the best. If I didn’t let him go, I was sure I would just end up getting hurt again in the long run and that was a risk I wasn’t willing to take again.

  As I was going down the long staircase with my wedges, Erick was coming up with a tray of glasses with champagne and fruits. He shot me a questioning look, following me with his eyes once I passed him. “Hey, what’s wrong? You look devastated.”

  I snapped my head to him, realizing that I must have been in deep thought. He actually looked concerned as he stood there, shirtless with his amazing buff body. We hadn’t spoken in more than ten years and yet, he could still tell whenever something was wrong.

  “Nothing’s wrong,” I lied smoothly before proceeding to go down the stairs.

  “You can’t lie to me, Melissa,” he simply said from behind me, making me stop on my tracks. “Just because we haven’t spoken in years doesn’t mean I forgot how to read you.”

  I turned around to look at him with a sigh. “This is going to be weird to say this to you but, I love Nathan. But I just can’t be with him anymore, and I don’t want to.”

  He remained silent for a couple of moments, looking down at the tray before looking up at me again with his brown eyes. A strand of his blonde hair fell over his left eye as he did this. “And why was that so weird for you to say to me?”

  My throat went dry since I was about to bring up the past. My thumbs started fiddling with each other but I stopped myself before he can catch on. “Because we used to be in love. I always thought you were the love of my life.”

  His jaw tightened and his eyes grew cold and distant as he dozed off. Then, he picked at the pineapple on the tray and puts it in his mouth. “Well, you thought wrong. We got into a huge fight then you—”

  I lifted up a palm at him, the memory too painful to reminiscence. “Stop. Don’t even talk about it, it’s old news. That was back when we were teenagers in high school.”

  He shrugged. “‘My point exactly. So like I was trying to say, you don’t have to feel weird talking about love to me. You don’t have to feel weird because of the past or because we had awesome threesomes,” he lightly joked, a small smile tugging on his lips.

  I laughed, a jittery feeling building in my stomach at the fact that we were kind of getting along again. He watched me intensely as he smiled, a weird tension forming between us. I cleared my throat, “So, I’m going to head home now. I wish you and Nathan the best of luck.”

  “What?” He asked, looking up the flight of stairs before turning to me again. “Y-you think me and Nathan are serious?”

  “Well, aren’t you? He’s in love with you, isn’t he?” I asked.

  He raised his eyebrows. “He says he is but deep down, he will never get over you. I know it.” He smiled sincerely. I nibbled on my lip anxiously, coming to conclusion that I was the one breaking Nathan’s heart now. But what could I do? What goes around comes around. I was not going to run back to him out of pity or anything like that.

  “Take care of Nathan for me, okay?” I told him, ignoring his confession. “I’ll see you around.”

  I waved and before he could say anything else, I galloped down the stairs and left the mansion without one last look. At first, I thought it would affect me stronger but I haven’t thought deeper about the situation since I got home. Yeah, it sucks to let go of someone you love but sometimes, you have to do it to set yourself free.

  In a matter of a month, everything was out of my mind. Nathan and I only shared small talk and it felt great not having any rush of emotions when we did talked. Erick had been trying to reach me but I couldn’t exactly talk to him. I felt like he was trying to relight up some old candles and I definitely was not looking forward to letting history repeat itself. I actually met a new guy at a restaurant, Kevin. He’s sweet, funny and honest, everything that I look for in a guy, and we connected so deeply. We have been hanging out a lot, and Veronica approves of him, too.

  THE END

  Bonus Story 23/40

  Fallen Loki

  Fallen to Midgard. A piteous existence. To top it off he had been stripped of all powers and left in a female form. The now-woman looked at his new female form. At least he… or should he say, she was pretty. Yes, she was a comely maid. Ginger hair fell in gentle curls down her back. Her skin was pale with a sprinkling of freckles across her cheeks and nose. She was clad in a simple, olive green dress. She turned around, trying to get a good look at her curves. She hardly noticed another woman was nearby, staring, trembling in shock at her sudden appearance.

  “You... you fell from the sky,” the other woman said. “What... what are you?”

  “I am Loki of Asgard,” she said. “Midgardian woman... Why do you present yourself in your undergarments? Have you no shame? And your hair has been cut short. What have you done to deserve this punishment?”

  “Wait... Loki?” she looked stunned and confused. “And what do you mean undergarments? I like my hair short!”

  The woman had dark brown hair cut short at just above her shoulders. She wore a loose white t-shirt and faded jeans that hugged her hips tightly. She scowled at the alien woman, hands on her hips. Loki looked very puzzled. He had not expected a Midgardian woman, said to be weak and subservient to their men, to be so very confident.

  “Perhaps I did not make myself clear,” Loki said with a slight smirk. “I am LOKI of Asgard! I am a god and will be treated as such! Now clothe yourself, mortal woman, and take me somewhere where I might obtain sustenance.”

  “Ok, if you are Loki of Asgard, when’s the last time you fell to earth? No one talks like that, and I am clothed, modestly I might add,” the dark-haired woman said. Loki looked slightly bemused.

  “What is your name Midgardian?” Loki asked.

  “Alexis,” she replied. “Alexis Johnson.”

  “Johnson?” Loki appeared more confused than ever. “Are you woman or m
an?”

  Alexis did not have much to show in the chest, but she seemed too scrawny to be a man, which left Loki very puzzled indeed.

  “I am a woman, and listen here Miss ‘Loki of Asgard,’ all you have done since falling out of the sky like a meteorite is insult me and I’m not going to accept that. I was going to make sure you were alright, take you to the hospital and what not, but you can just sit here in your self-made little ditch and insult the next person who comes this way, which since you’re in the middle of nowhere, could come by in the next hour to the next several days!”

  Alexis was left with her chest heaving after the outburst, a finger pointing at the red-head and gentle blue eyes turning fierce as they glared. Loki looked at the finger pointing at her for a moment then smiled.

  “Oh, I think I like you very much, Alexis, daughter of John,” she said. “Come, let us leave this dismal place. You shall take me somewhere where I might cleanse myself and then buy suitable garments.”

  Loki brought her arms around Alexis and kissed her forehead. It was a common greeting on Asgard, but took Alexis by surprise.

  “Where are the horses?” Loki asked.

  “I don’t ride horses, but I do have a Mustang. It’s a convertible,” Alexis said awkwardly. “Uh... do you have anything? Like spacey luggage or whatever? And I mean, I’ll give you a ride to town and to the hospital, but don’t go turning me into some kind of servant, Miss High and Mighty.”

  Loki laughed again.

  “See, this is why I like you, daughter of John,” she said. “So spirited. If I had my powers I surely would have used them against you by now for my benefit. You are very lucky I was stripped of them before I was cast down here, or you might find yourself turned into a ferret. I’m quite the sorcerer you see. My magical power is the stuff of legend!”

  “Uh huh,” Alexis led Loki to the car. “And yet, without me you’d be stuck here in a hole. Listen, this uppity attitude is going to get old really fast.”