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The Complete Poems of A R Ammons, Volume 2

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by A. R. Ammons


  America

  Eat anything: but hardly any: calories are

  calories: olive oil, chocolate, nuts, raisins

  —but don’t be deceived about carbohydrates

  and fruits: eat enough and they will make you

  as slick as butter (or really excellent cheese,

  say, parmesan, how delightful): but you may

  eat as much of nothing as you please, believe

  me: iceberg lettuce, celery stalks, sugarless

  bran (watch carrots, they quickly turn to

  sugar): you cannot get away with anything:

  eat it and it is in you: so don’t eat it: &

  don’t think you can eat it and wear it off

  _________

  running or climbing: refuse the peanut butter

  and sunflower butter and you can sit on your

  butt all day and lose weight: down a few

  ounces of heavyweight ice cream and

  sweat your balls (if pertaining) off for hrs

  to no, I say, no avail: so, eat lots of

  nothing but little of anything: an occasional

  piece of chocolate-chocolate cake will be all

  right, why worry:

  (II, 693)

  The preposterousness of dieting when one is dying (or nearly so) suits Ammons’s gift for social satire. But by including himself with the rest of us, he writes a humane satire, not a scornful one.

  Ammons’s final aesthetic aim, as he says outright in Bosh and Flapdoodle, is to say the most with the fewest words: this sparse poetry, which he wryly named “prosetry,” can express the hellish as well as the comic. The rage and frustration that was so constitutive of Ammons’s earlier years never vanished; it was in fact the fire from which the poems erupted, poems that warmed readers while consuming the author:

  did I take my bristled nest of humiliations

  to heart: what kind of dunce keeps a fire

  going like this: what do people mean coming

  to hell to warm themselves: well, it is

  warm: . . .

  (II, 701)

  Yes, it is warm, but it has innumerable other qualities as well: sympathy, anger, love, irritability, patriotism, sadness, humor, risk—and most of all, original perceptions, rhythms, and cadences. Ammons’s poems, first to last, are a record of American life, speech, and imagination in the twentieth century, a master inventory of the vicissitudes of human life, worked by genius into memorable shapes. In one of the most touching poems in Bosh and Flapdoodle, the inescapable paradigm for Ammons’s own style of writing—a colloquial commentary on unceasing change—becomes the Ammonses’ address book. Everyone, it seems, lives life pell-mell, with addresses that change as friends move away or die:

  The people of my time are passing away: . . .

  it was once weddings that came so thick and

  fast, and then, first babies, such a hullabaloo:

  now, it’s this that and the other and somebody

  else gone or on the brink: . . .

  . . . our

  address books for so long a slow scramble now

  are palimpsests, scribbles and scratches: our

  index cards for Christmases, birthdays,

  Halloweens drop clean away into sympathies:

  (II, 694)

  Ammons’s style—one of wind and dynamics, of nature’s ebb and flow, as rapid and rapacious as time itself; a style of elemental views as it journeys over hills of drama and through valleys of lull; a style as stormy and as beatific as weather, expressed in constant humorous intimacy in everyday language—this inconclusive but powerful accreting of words in a singing current, shaped by a changing geometry of structure and producing torrents of unexpected words, is Ammons’s paradigm of the motion that is life. A voice of the rural South, modified by scientific modernity, observant and sardonic, he sounds like nobody else, his idiosyncrasy inimitable.

  1 An Image for Longing: Selected Letters and Journals of A. R. Ammons, 1951–1974, edited by Kevin McGuirk (Victoria, BC, Canada: ELS Editions, 2013). Henceforth parenthetically referred to as Image.

  2 From “The Paris Review Interview,” conducted by David Lehman, in Ammons, A. R., Set in Motion: Essays, Interviews, and Dialogues, edited by Zofia Burr (Ann Arbor: University of Michigan Press, 1996), 95.

  3 “On Garbage,” Set in Motion, 125.

  4 “On ‘The Damned,’” Set in Motion, 124.

  5 “Figuring,” in “This is Just a Place: An Issue Devoted to the Life and Work of A. R. Ammons,” Epoch 52.3 (2004), 535–44. Henceforth parenthetically identified as F. Roger Gilbert, in an email to me, says of it: “It was written in an undated notebook, actually a ‘travel sketch diary.’ . . . Based on the content alone, I would guess it was written in the late 60s or early 70s, perhaps around the time of ‘Essay on Poetics.’”

  6 “Making Change,” Set in Motion, 118.

  7 “On ‘Motion Which Disestablishes Organizes Everything,’” Set in Motion, 116.

  THE COMPLETE POEMS OF A. R. AMMONS

  VOLUME 2

  SIX-PIECE SUITE (1978)

  I

  led by words into a multiplicity of contact, word to thing,

  system to system, a reading out by one reading out about

  the same way with another, one loses any kind of deep

  reliance on one or the other, content to let words or things

  5come or go and to find a way within a way, whichever: if

  it snows tomorrow, one will do what one can still to get

  around, and if it turns to slush, slogging boots will be a

  measure worth taking: those concisions that run burning

  like gullies through landscapes fall out from something

  10already too concentrated sharp: and the wide floods that

  sit metal still and polish everything (brush) off the ground:

  when one is certain the word can reach, one seldom reaches

  II

  poetry though a big sport helps one bear what love

  bears: what love enjoys enjoying nearly uses up or

  15needs no word to help hold attention to it or siphon it off:

  but the abused child, three and a half years old, dug up to

  check evidence, is reburied in starved wood, the real ceremony

  over, mere officials, priest, police, perhaps the held

  father, standing by for the remarriage of astonished innocence

  20with the ground: what love bears in silence it needs a word

  for occasionally and the sense that if everything opens up

  wide enough even grief can be swallowed: the wind, especially

  as night closes in, is a good figure for this, it waves

  everything, pond, leaf, curtain to constitute a waving away

  III

  25so many things sound contradictory because they have to

  come round: such as, mind is completest where

  mindless: in the lower reaches mind is firm with concretion

  but without transmission, motion: but the higher one goes

  toward the higher reaches, the more mind lets go or, rather,

  30dissolves, flows definitions like fencerows or hedgerows

  melting as if snowed under, mind fully present only when

  the last shred of evidence, stricken, has found the concealment

  of joining: at this height, nothing separable, nothing changes:

  but from such severity, as if to tragic relief, one drops to jostle

  35back, the enmeshing hardening, to our place, leaves to rake,

  apples to sort, mind against change where change is all

  IV

  hope until there is no hope is hardly hope but being

  cheerful about chances yet to take, evidences to turn

  here and there with: it is hard to hope when there is

  40no hope: I knew an old woman who knew when that time

  had come and that’s what she told me, it’s hard to hope
/>   when there is no hope: she, naturally, died: hope springs

  eternal sounded to her like an intolerable foolishness, a

  gaiety unhonoring honor: I used to know a lot of

  45old people and they’ve all died, except for the two youngest

  aunts, now in their eighties: when snow gets in your

  hair, you just can’t wash summer back in: hope, as we use

  it, means till you’re better, better be cheerful than mopey

  V

  the years pile up substanceless, busted dreams, sharp deductions,

  50a large sense of a lost missing, clusters of turns taken

  from familiar to unfamiliar, the popping new present, never

  a return to the old known vanished, such a pile up of years

  underfoot, between oneself and the ground, one thinks if anyone dies

  it won’t be me, my real self, child brilliant in a

  55midst, too far lost behind to be buried or recovered: it is

  a nice thing, as if one may dream death and not die,

  only adding a certain increase in height of another event

  that left behind rooms, domes of perception, empty by recollection

  of reality, lost but kept: blanketed with this spent fluff,

  60reality becomes air-pliable, blows up and away, not death

  VI

  how snow can cling, interpenetrant with the needles, to

  those long-shoal spruce boughs: a forty mile wind, gusty,

  only worries the heavy woggles around: crows follow

  garbage routes, cluttering the air where dog, wind, or

  65snowplow has overturned and scattered: a weak high between

  storm watches clears the morning, though, and I say, I

  have to go upstairs and watch the sun shine on the jade

  plant, and I do, it is so beautiful and rare: earlier

  this morning, I went to the art museum but all there was

  70dead, so I went to the art school but everything hung up

  looked hanged, and I said, everything, the ridge so bright, is

  beautiful except man’s work, why is that, why is that, for whom

  A COAST OF TREES (1981)

  for Phyllis

  Coast of Trees

  The reality is, though susceptible

  to versions, without denomination:

  when the fences foregather

  the reality they shut in is cast out:

  5if the name nearest the name

  names least or names

  only a verge before the void takes naming in,

  how are we to find holiness,

  our engines of declaration put aside,

  10helplessness our first offer and sacrifice,

  except that having given up all mechanisms of

  approach, having accepted a shambles of

  non-enterprise, we know a unity

  approach divided, a composure past

  15sight: then, with nothing, we turn

  to the cleared particular, not more

  nor less than itself, and we realize

  that whatever it is it is in the Way and

  the Way in it, as in us, emptied full.

  1974 (1977)

  Swells

  The very longest swell in the ocean, I suspect,

  carries the deepest memory, the information of actions

  summarized (surface peaks and dibbles and local sharp

  slopes of windstorms) with a summary of the summaries

  5and under other summaries a deeper summary: well, maybe

  deeper, longer for length here is the same as deep

  _________

  time: so that the longest swell swells least; that

  is, its effects in immediate events are least perceptible,

  a pitch to white water rising say a millimeter more

  10because of an old invisible presence: and on the ocean

  floor an average so vast occurs it moves in a noticeability

  of a thousand years, every blip, though, of surface and

  intermediacy moderated into account: I like to go

  to old places where the effect dwells, summits or seas

  15so hard to summon into mind, even with the natural

  ones hard to climb or weigh: I go there in my mind

  (which is, after all, where these things negotiably are)

  and tune in to the wave nearly beyond rise or fall in its

  staying and hum the constant, universal assimilation: the

  20information, so packed, nearly silenced with majesty

  and communicating hardly any action: go there and

  rest from the ragged and rapid pulse, the immediate threat

  shot up in a disintegrating spray, the many thoughts and

  sights unmanageable, the deaths of so many, hungry or mad.

  (1975)

  Continuing

  Considering the show, some prize-winning

  leaves broad and firm, a good year,

  I checked the ground

  for the accumulation of

  5fifty seasons: last year was

  prominent to notice, whole leaves

  curled, some still with color:

  and, underneath, the year

  before, though paler, had structure,

  10partial, airier than linen:

  but under that,

  sand or rocksoil already mixed

  with the meal or grist:

  is this, I said to the mountain,

  15what becomes of things:

  well, the mountain said, one

  mourns the dead but who

  can mourn those the dead mourned;

  back a way

  20they sift in a tearless

  place: but, I said,

  it’s so quick, don’t you think,

  quick: most time, the mountain said, lies

  in the thinnest layer: who

  25could bear to hear of it:

  I scooped up the sand which flowed

  away, all but a cone in the palm:

  the mountain said, it

  will do for another year.

  1975 (1977)

  In Memoriam Mae Noblitt

  This is just a place:

  we go around, distanced,

  yearly in a star’s

  atmosphere, turning

  5daily into and out of

  direct light and

  slanting through the

  quadrant seasons: deep

  space begins at our

  10heels, nearly rousing

  us loose: we look up

  or out so high, sight’s

  _________

  silk almost draws us away:

  this is just a place:

  15currents worry themselves

  coiled and free in airs

  and oceans: water picks

  up mineral shadow and

  plasm into billions of

  20designs, frames: trees,

  grains, bacteria: but

  is love a reality we

  made here ourselves—

  and grief—did we design

  25that—or do these,

  like currents, whine

  in and out among us merely

  as we arrive and go:

  this is just a place:

  30the reality we agree with,

  that agrees with us,

  outbounding this, arrives

  to touch, joining with

  us from far away:

  35our home which defines

  us is elsewhere but not

  so far away we have

  forgotten it:

  this is just a place.

  1979 (1979)

  Weather-Bound

  A strong southwester

  brings up the south

  and our moths having been

  already under snow

  5and freezing air

  waken and search for

  prominences, pebbles, straw tips,

>   to flutter away from:

  but they want to go where

  10the wind is coming from:

  they lift off and the

  wind blusters them high:

  they flutter hard

  but glance away to the

  15right or left or

  fly backward forward:

  maybe they really want

  to go north

  but must do so into the wind

  20or tumble wind-fraught

  against tearing shrubs:

  overnight a shower barely wetting

  settles them out of the air again

  and seals their wings

  25to macadam and concrete:

  surface tension sets in

  like gangrene

  and their dust softens, mud:

  this takes fluttering

  30and destination out of them:

  they sit

  like aircraft, headed south,

  their minds as if not

  on the controls or removed.

  1976 (1979)

  Where

  Where are the shifts

  of the tide kept, so many:

  (where are they put away) and

  the wind’s changes:

  5when glaciers breaking

  down gaps

  crawl through, where

 

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