The Complete Poems of A R Ammons, Volume 2

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by A. R. Ammons

away away

  Whitelash of Air Rapids

  This bright morning, the

  leaves hardly dipping,

  it’s okay to be out

  under trees, the elms

  5and sugar maples deadwood

  cleared by yesterday’s sucking

  thundergusts when the leaves

  turned on, lifting,

  the high branches and maple

  10and elm logs

  floated plunging in

  the lofts on sleeves and roils of air.

  1982 (1985)

  Late November

  The white sun

  like a moth

  on a string

  circles the southpole.

  Leaning Up

  The storm that downed

  the living pine

  left the dead hickory

  standing:

  5barkless, stub-knobbed,

  den-hole riddled,

  the hickory

  will

  be around while

  10the heavy, heaving living

  carry on carrying

  nearly too much to bear alive.

  1975

  Twangs & Little Twists

  The snow polished

  hard after

  day-melt,

  the squirrel’s

  5scratchy paws on

  strict

  ice sound like

  my shoes’

  scritchy squish.

  Night Post

  The philodendron’s ear-leaf

  by the

  _________

  window

  listens for the moon.

  1975 (1986)

  Late Look

  The last one

  died and she

  shook with relief,

  her house free

  5from the threat of

  sick old people

  only to see in

  the mirror an

  old woman arriving.

  Grove’s Way

  The campus oakgrove is

  something (specially now

  with the elms gone)

  the branchlofts subsuming vast

  5congregations,

  the trunks centuries through—

  but a guy wire’s been run

  to hold in one

  tree on the edge being

  10leaned out of the grove.

  1977

  Nearing Equinox

  The boundaries, fought clear, are abandoned,

  now, and the robins fly in bunches over

  common ground: drift, return in near reversals,

  but, on the whole, feed south—yew berries

  5reddening, the honeysuckle berries dried up,

  crickets, fall fat, singing all night.

  Circling Splinters

  Summer’s coming’s summer’s going:

  only leaving brings returning:

  things rise, stand, drown:

  winter shows summer’s sticks

  5and no summer comes

  again when summer comes.

  Squall Ball

  Squalls rounder

  than the sky exclude

  the sun

  till brightness

  5like a loose thread

  showing on the

  west ridge unravels

  hedgerows

  and fields into light.

  Teleology

  Some things

  are so

  big that

  it’s hard

  5to tell

  you’re going

  round going

  round them.

  Negligence These Days

  Somebody left a ladder

  flat

  on the university

  grounds

  5so the mower

  couldn’t

  get over it and

  grass

  and weeds filled

  10its

  intervals with spindly

  ascendancy.

  1985

  Theory Center

  Poetry if

  not the

  criticism of

  life is

  5the life

  of criticism

  Around Here

  Our trees seem leaflesser

  than anybody’s in January:

  ice scum-wrinkles ponds

  in arctic flashes:

  5our clouds bollix sunny

  forty-six ways:

  our falls, dumb

  columns at

  fifteen below, purport

  10perpetual motion.

  Salute

  May happiness

  pursue you,

  catch you

  often, and,

  _________

  5should it

  lose you,

  be waiting

  ahead, making

  a clearing

  10for you.

  Grisly Grit

  It’s so cold

  the snow doesn’t

  need clouds to

  snow from: it

  5fines right out

  of the air,

  humidity’s immediate sift,

  and, nearly weightless,

  settles as if against

  10its will all over.

  Close Relations

  Islands dry out enlarging

  on the

  brook’s slate bottom

  while the sky-shallows

  5of lessening

  pools

  _________

  shimmy

  to

  the feathery trickle.

  Spring Clearing

  I pull dead shafts

  out of the spirea clump but

  some branched rootknots,

  split off,

  5hook stuck:

  I let them go another year:

  decay will loosen them.

  1981 (1986)

  Resurrections

  In spring

  a bluster

  busting up

  against a

  5wall will

  lift last

  year’s leaves

  higher than

  trees did.

  Course Work

  Ideas go

  through most

  heads without

  picking up

  _________

  5any substance

  or leaving

  any trace

  c. 1976 (1986)

  Quit That

  I don’t

  want to

  be taken

  seriously except

  5that I

  want my

  wish not

  to be

  taken seriously

  10to be

  taken seriously

  Swoggled

  I’d rather

  be

  suckled by

  an

  5outworn pagan

  than

  get my

  horn

  wreathed in

  10an

  old triton.

  1986

  Likely Story

  I’d up

  up up

  if there

  were any

  5up to

  up up.

  Market Adviser

  If you’re

  not in

  it for

  the ups

  5and downs

  you might

  as well

  get out

  of it

  10she said

  1984

  Stills

  I have nowhere

  to go and

  nowhere to go

  _________

  when I get

  5back from there

  Bulletin

  I mentioned trimming

  the bushes and

  the squirrels cleared

  their nuts out of there

  The Upshot

  It’s hard

  to live

  living it
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br />   up down.

  Milepost

  I’ve been married

  forty years and

  in all that

  time I haven’t

  5been unfaithful once:

  lately, I haven’t

  even been faithful.

  1979 (1986)

  Coming Right Up

  One can’t

  have it

  _________

  both ways

  and both

  5ways is

  the only

  way I

  want it.

  Their Sex Life

  One failure on

  Top of another

  (1986)

  Kingpin

  One fellow turns all

  ladies into ladies

  of waiting till

  he would be served

  5but when he would

  be served he is (alas)

  oft kept awaiting.

  Kith

  The de

  on one

  end of

  decide doesn’t

  5look like

  the de

  _________

  on the

  other end

  Layabout

  The early

  bird catches

  the worm

  but I’d

  5just as

  soon be

  late and

  catch hell.

  1985

  Resolve

  We must work

  in the spirit

  of unity and

  cooperation; I’ll supply

  5the unity and

  you supply the

  cooperation.

  1988 (1989)

  Cold Rheum

  You can’t

  tell what’s

  snot from

  what’s not

  (1986)

  Reorganization

  High wind yesterday

  snapped the top

  off the big

  pine by the

  5golf course, leaving

  a single bough,

  once lowest, highest.

  1979

  Preexistence

  Guided by

  none the

  snowflakes draw

  crowfeet white

  5in the

  spruce boughs.

  Permanence

  Eyes shined

  for life

  by a

  bright loss.

  (1986)

  Orchard

  Art’s the

  fruit of

  _________

  the trees

  of pain

  5that grow

  in the

  fields of

  unspent life.

  Lost and Found

  Apostasy is such, if you doubt on,

  You return by the road you set out on.

  1962

  Capture

  After the long snow,

  the sun strikes a winded-free

  side of the car:

  the air twenty, metal, though,

  5takes up heat and

  melt trickling down

  freezes like mangrove

  roots,

  grounding the car still.

  1974

  GARBAGE (1993)

  to the bacteria, tumblebugs, scavengers, wordsmiths—the transfigurers, restorers

  1

  Creepy little creepers are insinuatingly

  curling up my spine (bringing the message)

  saying, Boy!, are you writing that great poem

  the world’s waiting for: don’t you know you

  5have an unaccomplished mission unaccomplished;

  someone somewhere may be at this very moment

  dying for the lack of what W. C. Williams says

  you could (or somebody could) be giving: yeah?

  so, these little messengers say, what do you

  10mean teaching school (teaching poetry and

  poetry writing and wasting your time painting

  sober little organic, meaningful pictures)

  when values thought lost (but only scrambled into

  disengagement) lie around demolished

  15and centerless because you (that’s me, boy)

  haven’t elaborated everything in everybody’s

  face, yet: on the other hand (I say to myself,

  receiving the messengers and cutting them down)

  who has done anything or am I likely to do

  20anything the world won’t twirl without: and

  since SS’s enough money (I hope) to live

  from now on on in elegance and simplicity—

  _________

  or, maybe, just simplicity—why shouldn’t I

  at my age (63) concentrate on chucking the

  25advancements and rehearsing the sweetnesses of

  leisure, nonchalance, and small-time byways: couple

  months ago, for example, I went all the way

  from soy flakes (already roasted and pressed

  and in need of an hour’s simmering boil

  30to be cooked) all the way to soybeans, the

  pure golden pearls themselves, 65¢ lb. dry: they

  have to be soaked overnight in water and they

  have to be boiled slowly for six hours—but

  they’re welfare cheap, are a complete protein,

  35more protein by weight than meat, more

  calcium than milk, more lecithin than eggs,

  and somewhere in there the oil that smoothes

  stools, a great virtue: I need time and verve

  to find out, now, about medicare/medicaid,

  40national osteoporosis week, gadabout tours,

  hearing loss, homesharing programs, and choosing

  good nutrition! for starters! why should I

  be trying to write my flattest poem, now, for

  whom, not for myself, for others?, posh, as I

  45have never said: Social Security can provide

  the beans, soys enough: my house, paid for for

  twenty years, is paid for: my young’un

  is raised: nothing one can pay cash for seems

  _________

  very valuable: that reaches a high enough

  50benchmark for me—high enough that I wouldn’t

  know what to do with anything beyond that, no

  place to house it, park it, dock it, let it drift

  down to: elegance and simplicity: I wonder

  if we need those celestial guidance systems

  55striking mountaintops or if we need fuzzy

  philosophy’s abstruse failed reasonings: isn’t

  it simple and elegant enough to believe in

  qualities, simplicity and elegance, pitch in a

  little courage and generosity, a touch of

  60commitment, enough asceticism to prevent

  fattening: moderation: elegant and simple

  moderation: trees defined themselves (into

  various definitions) through a dynamics of

  struggle (hey, is the palaver rapping, yet?)

  65and so it is as if there were a genetic

  recognition that a young tree would get up and

  through only through taken space (parental

  space not yielding at all, either) and, further:

  so, trunks, accommodated to rising, to reaching

  70the high light and deep water, were slender

  and fast moving, and this was okay because

  one good thing about dense competition is that

  if one succeeds with it one is buttressed by

  crowding competitors; that is, there was little

  _________

  75room for branches, and just a tuft of green

  possibility at the forest’s roof: but, now,

  I mean, take my yard maple—put out in the free

  and open—has overgrown, its trunk

  split down from a high fork: wind has
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  80twisted off the biggest, bottom branch: there

  was, in fact, hardly any crowding and competition,

 

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