Barefoot Girls - Kindle

by Unknown

  Some of the women glanced over at her, their eyes climbing over her before quickly glancing away. The woman sitting directly across from Keeley looked at her more intensely. Keeley felt hot and uncomfortable under her scrutiny. Just as the woman’s stare started to be blatantly inappropriate, she turned away to look back at Brooke.

  Brooke went on talking about what the committee would need to be doing in the coming months, saying she would be sending out the timeline for the group as soon as they decided who would be on which sub-committee. “So, please think on it and let me know what sub-committee you’d like to be on before leaving today. If you’re not sure, I’d be happy to help you choose. So, let’s enjoy our lunch and after dessert and coffee, we’ll have a little brainstorming session on our title this year. We’ve got to think of something really snazzy. Put on your thinking caps, girls! Now, please, enjoy!”

  Keeley wanted to throw up. Thinking caps? How old did she think they were? Four?

  “So?” Rebecca said. “Where were you?” Her tone was gentler now, her skin milky and cool again.

  Keeley cleared her throat. “I was caught in traffic. Sorry about that.” Fifteen minutes late, that was all!

  Rebecca patted her arm. “It’s okay. It’s just that Brooke is very punctual. These meetings always start on time. It’s one of her pet peeves. The good news is they never run over either. Brooke is so good at organizing! I wish I was half as together as she is.”

  “Oh, I see,” Keeley wondered how she could get out of the whole thing. She’d get Ben to donate something to the auction, that’s what she’d do. Would that be enough?

  Rebecca smiled at her, her cheeks dimpling. “I’m so happy you’re here this year. It’ll be so much fun, and you’re so smart! You’ll make all the difference to this committee. We really need someone like you.”

  Keeley felt herself blush with pleasure. On the other hand, maybe she should do it. This group of ninnies could use some real creativity. If only she could get one of the Barefooters on the committee with her. But no, they’d never go for it. One look at this group, or at Keeley’s suit and string of staid pearls, and they’d bust out laughing. Even Zo, their upper-crust Barefooter, didn’t do this kind of thing.

  Their salads were cleared by an angry-looking Hispanic woman in a starched light blue uniform and replaced by plates of seared tuna medallions, their red rare centers jewel-like and glistening. Rebecca cleaned each plate until it looked as if it had been washed, somehow managing to talk all the while about the event last year. She reiterated again and again after each anecdote her conviction that Keeley would have even better ideas, even better ways of doing things.

  By the time the coffee and the chocolate pots de creme in their little ramekins were served, Keeley was convinced. She really needed to help this committee. And it would be a good diversion. Lately, her mind kept returning to her past, a place she had banished long ago. Memories kept popping up like bubbles: of her mother, her father, even memories of her late brother, Sean. The memories were eating her alive, her usual calm and confidence shredding more and more as they rose and burst open in her mind, each recollection crawling with pain.

  Yes, this committee was the answer. She would have something in the present to focus on. This September had been especially lonely with Ben working long hours and the Barefooters off doing their own thing after their month together on Captain’s. And, of course, the situation with Hannah.

  Finishing their coffee and dessert on schedule, Keeley having barely touched her dessert before it was whisked away, the women rose and went to the adjoining sitting room to discuss what to name the event. The room was painted a pale blue and was decorated in shades of blue and white with little splashes of pink; an altogether feminine room with its pretty paintings of gardens and delicate Meissen porcelain figurines on the mantelpiece.

  As soon as the women seated themselves on the many chairs and couches that had been placed in a circle, Brooke stood in front of them and said, “All right ladies! Are you up for a challenge? This year’s event title has to be really good and it has to be different. Let’s step away from the mundane and get creative!” She pointed to a flip chart set up on a stand next to her. “Just go ahead and shout out your ideas, I’ll write them down, and we’ll see what sticks.”

  One of the women said, “Spring Safari?”

  “Did it two years ago, Courtney, but good one!” Brooke said.

  Rebecca said, “How about Swing into Spring? We could have a swing band!”

  “Good!” Brooke said, “But breast cancer’s already got that one for this year. We should have met a couple of weeks ago and grabbed it before they did.”

  Keeley had an idea. She said, “How about Blossom Ball? Or Ball of Blossoms?”

  Brooke looked at her and tilted her head to the side. “You’re new to this, aren’t you? No, no, no, EFA uses that every year. Not an option.” She looked around. “Anyone? Something original?”

  Ouch. Keeley had let herself forget that Brooke didn’t seem to like her. The warm rain of flattery from Rebecca had been so wonderful and reassuring. And Brooke really didn’t like her. Her idea hadn’t even earned the “good” that Brooke had dubbed the other suggestions, which weren’t that original either.

  More suggestions were thrown out. Some were rejected with the “good one” verbal pat, some were written in blue marker on the pad. Keeley wondered if Brooke had purposefully matched her marker to her room’s décor. None of the written ideas were really original. Wasn’t that what they were looking for?

  She listened to two more bad ideas before she had a flash. White! Wasn’t white the color of hope? Wasn’t hope the whole reason they were here – a hope for a cure? She had to say something. The committee needed Keeley’s fresh ideas, no matter how Brooke felt about her.

  “What about a White Ball? Everything in white, white flowers, white tie?” Keeley said.

  Rebecca squealed, “Oh! I love it!”

  Brooke looked at Keeley and frowned a little. “Why white? What does that signify?”

  “Maybe we could call it the White Hope Ball? Or just use the word hope?” Keeley said.

  Brooke rolled her eyes and sighed. After a beat, several of the other women in the circle followed suit. What had she done wrong now?

  Brooke smiled and shook her head at Keeley. “Really. We can’t use White Hope. Don’t you understand the racial significance of that phrase? I’m sorry, but let’s forget about that one. Anyone else?”

  Really? She wasn’t going to get even one little “good” out of that one? Rebecca loved it and Keeley could swear that prior to Brooke’s eye-rolling demonstration, she had heard a murmur of approval among the women. Keeley hadn’t felt this full-throttle rejection from another woman in a long time. Her mother, of course, had not only rejected her, but – well, she didn’t want to think about that. But Brooke and her attitude reminded her so much of someone from her past, and it wasn’t her mother. Who was it?

  Stung into silence, Keeley sat quietly for the rest of the brainstorming session. Her idea had been a good one, she knew it. And it had been summarily rejected, not because it was a bad idea, but because Brooke had decided she hated Keeley. Was it because Keeley was late? Was that all it had taken?

  The group finally agreed on “Spring Forward”, which Keeley thought was meaningless and confusing with its implication of a relationship to Daylight Savings Time, but they were all very self-congratulatory and smug about it. The group rose and Brooke led them back down the same long hall that Keeley had entered through. Not rushing this time, Keeley had a chance to glance into the rooms they passed. In one, there was a portrait of two young women sitting together on a green couch, both in artful poses of ease. Keeley paused when she realized that one of the young women was Brooke when she was a teenager, looking very serious and plain. Lounging at her side was another young woman with blond hair.

  Rebecca stopped beside Keeley and followed her gaze. “Oh, that’s Brooke and her younger
sister, Anne. Anne looks just like their mother, even blond like her. Wait…, that’s interesting!”

  “What?” Keeley asked and looked at Rebecca who was still looking at the portrait, her eyes narrowed.

  “Doesn’t Anne look a lot like you? Really, it’s remarkable!”

  Keeley looked back at the portrait. There was a resemblance: the blond hair, the small pert nose and wide-set blue eyes. How different the sisters looked. How unpleasant for Brooke, having presumably received the significantly less attractive features of her father.

  Was that it? Had there been a terrible sibling rivalry between Brooke and her sister? Was that why Brooke had reacted to her the way she had? If so, Keeley might as well give up now. No matter how much the committee might need her, Brooke was the head of it and, therefore, unavoidable. Keeley would have to make excuses. She would outright lie if she had to. The last thing she needed right now was this mess.

  “Yes, very strange,” Keeley said and started walking again. Rebecca, lingering for a beat longer to stare at the portrait, had to jog a little to catch up with her.

  “Really!” Rebecca whispered as they approached where Brooke was standing by the open door, bidding farewell to her guests. “I can’t believe I didn’t notice it before!”

  “Shhh!” Keeley shushed her as quietly as she could. She didn’t want Brooke to overhear them.

  Brooke blew kisses one of the departing women and then turned her dark laser-like eyes on Keeley and then Rebecca. “Rebecca! So glad you brought Keeley into the fold! We need fresh blood.”

  She looked back at Keeley and smiled that awful smile again. Keeley cringed a little. Fresh blood, I’m sure you’d love that. I’ve got to get away from here.

  Keeley wasn’t sure if Brooke had seen her reaction, but all of the sudden, her arm was gripped painfully by the woman’s bony hand, and her toothy smile was closer now, too close.

  “Such ideas! Really glad you contributed to the discussion. So many of the girls are afraid of saying something silly. You know. Anyway, I’m really counting on you, Keeley! I’ve heard your husband knows everyone and I’m sure he can fill at least a few tables. Also, didn’t I hear that he’s helping Susan Blackburn with her work with City Harvest? Offered her some space at the Hotel Vieux for their annual ball next April, didn’t he? Imagine if Susan played at our event! Now that would sell out all of our tickets! I’m really hoping you can talk to Ben about it. Just see – who knows?” Brooke said, releasing her iron grip on Keeley’s arm and patting it.

  “Oh,” Keeley said, confused. How did Ben get drawn into this? He hated society stuff like charity balls. Susan was a friend, and the hotel, which he co-owned with partners, had simply been available. “Ah, I don’t know. I guess we’ll see! Thanks so much for having me.”

  Brooke continued patting her arm. “Of course you’ll be able to convince him to help. He’d do anything for you, wouldn’t he? ”

  Keeley decided not to answer this and just smiled.

  Rebecca spoke up. “Of course she’ll get Ben to help. Let me tell you, if Keeley told him she wanted the Empire State Building, he’d get it for her. He really would! Thanks a bunch, Brooke! Oh, and I’d really like to be on the entertainment subcommittee if I can.”

  Brooke turned her attention to Rebecca, stopping her arm-patting at last. Keeley’s upper arm throbbed from being crushed by the woman’s pincers and then patted into oblivion. She wondered if there would be bruising.

  Brooke said, “Oh, Rebecca! But we need you on the decorations committee! You’re always so good at that. No, we’re putting Keeley on the entertainment committee. What with her getting Susan Blackburn and all. Well, ladies, I’ll look forward to seeing you at the next planning meeting in two weeks, and you, Keeley, at our first meeting of the entertainment committee next Monday! We’ll meet here at 3, okay?” Brooke’s smile was almost genuine when she said the last.

  They said goodbye and then waited for the elevator in the vestibule. Once the elevator doors had closed, Rebecca started gushing. “Oh, my God! Brooke really likes you! Do you know how impossible it is to get on the entertainment committee? It’s usually just her and Tatiana Barrington! I’ve begged for years, but never. Always the decorations committee. Oh, I’m so jealous!”

  Keeley looked at Rebecca. She looked so hopeful and happy; how was she going to tell her?

  “I don’t know, Rebecca. I don’t think I can do this after all.”

  Rebecca startled. “What? No! You have to! Don’t you understand? You can’t turn down Brooke. You just can’t.”

  Keeley shook her head. “I’m sure she’ll get over it. And I just don’t have the time. I didn’t realize what a big deal this was!”

  Rebecca’s eyes grew very wide and her face grew paler than usual. “It is a big deal. I-“

  But the doors to elevator were opening and Rebecca’s mouth snapped shut. They walked together through the lobby and then outside. Rebecca paused on the sidewalk, looking away down the street towards Central Park, which was a blaze of color between the buildings with the leaves of the trees turning brilliant shades of red, orange and gold.

  “Rebecca?” Keeley said. She wanted to hurry through their goodbyes. There was a glass of wine with her name on it at home. Just the thing to soothe her. Her nerves were so jangly she could practically hear them.

  Rebecca spun on her heel to face Keeley. Her face was a bright hot red. “Do you know that you’re not just committing social suicide, you’re dragging me down with you? I did this for you as a favor! I knew how out of things you were, how you had no friends in New York. Every time Marty and I go to a party, there you are, standing by yourself or talking to one of the waiters. Unless you’re clinging to your husband, that is.”

  She panted a little before continuing. “I thought I’d help you! Brooke is the person to know. This charity is the charity! And now you’re just going to walk away? Do you even know what that will do to me? Brooke will never forgive me. I promised her you would be great for the committee. I told her about Ben’s connections. She’s even let you in the committee of committees! Oh, you better not-“

  Suddenly, her bluster faded and Rebecca’s face crumpled. She covered her face with cupped hands, turned and started walking quickly away toward the park.

  Keeley, after being rooted to the ground in shock, burst into motion and had to run to catch up. Her high heels teetered as she ran and she nearly fell. “Rebecca! Rebecca! Please! Please stop!”

  Rebecca stopped, still facing the park, her head hanging. Keeley caught up with her. “I’m sorry! I didn’t know! Of course I’ll do it! Of course! You have been a friend to me here. A good friend.” Suddenly, she wanted to cry too. It was true. Other than Ben and service personnel at the parties they attended, no one spoke to her except Rebecca. All efforts were rejected, even by the men, who were keenly watched by their wives.

  Rebecca pawed through her purse and pulled out a plastic packet of tissues and opened one to wipe at her dripping eyes. “I’m sorry for my outburst. I just…this committee, this event, is really important. I worked really hard to get in with this crowd. I don’t come from the kind of money these people do. It’s all Marty’s money. My dad was an insurance salesman. I grew up in Great Neck not Greenwich. I’ve been winging it here and somehow I managed to get in Brooke’s good graces. She can make or break you, you know. Ben could lose a lot of business if Brooke got mad.”

  “You’re kidding,” Keeley said. Her stomach clenched. Oh, God.

  Rebecca shook her head. “No, I’m not. Anyway, I have to go. Imagine if someone saw me crying on the street like this?”

  Keeley reached out to touch Rebecca’s shoulder. “You can count on me, Rebecca. Really.”

  Rebecca looked at her and smiled a little. “Thanks, Keeley. I knew I could count on you. You know, Susan Blackburn would be perfect. That song “Angel”? Always makes me cry. It would be perfect! You see how Brooke is great at this stuff?”

  Keeley nodded, afraid to say wh
at she really thought of Brooke. They had to part on friendly terms. Keeley realized in that moment how much she needed Rebecca’s warmth and sweetness in this harsh and lonely city and she would do what she had to in order to keep her new friend. The Barefooters, each living an hour or more from the city, might as well have been on another planet.

  At home, before going to the library’s wet bar for her desperately-needed glass of wine, Keeley found a plainly wrapped package sitting in the mail tray in the foyer. It was addressed to her but had no return address. It was postmarked Westport, CT. She knew too many people in Westport to pin it down to one person. She tore open the brown packaging paper. Inside was her daughter’s novel. Who had sent it? She felt around in the packaging for a note and then flipped the pages of the book, but found nothing. What did this mean?

  She still hadn’t read it. She knew how wrong it was, but couldn’t bring herself to open it. Ever since the review, she was afraid of it, afraid of what she’d discover in its pages.

  Going back to the packaging, she tore it apart, looking for the note that had to accompany it. There was nothing, only brown paper packaging and her name and address typed neatly on the label, the letters black and plain, pointing at her.

  Chapter 21

  It was early morning and Hannah sat in the icy kitchen listening to each message from Daniel with growing dread.

  “Hey sweetheart, it’s me. Are you still on the island? I thought I’d hear from you by now. What’s going on? Call me back when you get a chance.”

  “Hey, it’s me again. Thought I’d try back. Why is your phone turned off? Now I’m starting to worry. You’re all alone out there. Something could’ve happened. Please call me back when you get this.”

  “Hannah, it’s Daniel. I’ve been thinking. Are you avoiding me? You said everything was fine, but... listen, you freaked out the other night and now you haven’t called me in days, ever since you took off for that island. What’s going on? You need to tell me. Don’t just leave me in the dark like this. Please call me back. Okay?”