Never Been Loved

by C.M. Kars

  I’ve got the most wicked view. Sera’s pussy right in the center, her arched back jutting her tits out, nipples hard and waiting for my mouth.

  Need. Pussy. Now.

  When I kiss her lightly on her inner thigh, she jumps.

  Slow, go slow.

  “You need to relax for me. And you might want to hold onto something.”

  At the first taste, I’m pretty sure my eyes roll back in my head. The way she moves, her back bowing off the bed? There’s nothing more incredible than watching my girl react to what I’m giving her.

  Need. Pussy. Now.

  I taste her slowly, watching her, learning her, teasing her because we’ve made each other wait so long. When her breaths get tighter, and she’s fisting my sheets like she’s going to tear them apart, I place kisses on her thighs, lick her skin, completely intoxicated by her taste.

  “Please, please, please. Hunter, please...”

  “Please what?”

  I watch her ride the air and get jealous.

  “Hunter...”

  “Yeah, baby?”

  She whimpers again, lifting her head to look down at me. And then orders, “Make me come.”

  I’m grinning, until I spread her wider. I taste everywhere and when I think she can take it, start to suck and use my tongue. She gives me her moans and whimpers and I get my fingers inside of her, stretching her so she can take me.

  Fuck, I love the noises she makes. They come faster now, sharper until she comes apart and comes hard, tensing up for a whole minute while her pussy milks my fingers that has stars floating behind my eyes.

  She keeps saying my name, over and over.

  I soothe her as she comes down, kissing her everywhere, tasting her everywhere. I crawl up and get on my bed, until I get my fully-clothed body next to hers and tuck her in next to me under the covers.

  That was incredible.

  Now my girl looks exhausted so I let her slip away into sleep. Better for her to rest up now. I’ve got plans for later.

  Chapter 31

  When I get out of the shower, Sera’s wearing one of my shirts.

  She’s in my bedroom, naked under that shirt, wearing it so her thighs are out and her nipples are poking through the cotton.

  I tried to cool down, but my dick’s having none of it.

  Need. Pussy. Now.

  She’s eating up my body with her eyes, and that’s all the encouragement I needed.

  “Hey,” I say, getting water out of my eyes.

  “Hello...”

  I don’t smile. She’s fucking adorable all nervous like this. Even after I had my mouth on her. Plus, she’s looking through me like she’s trying to remember a quote or something.

  “Sera, stay with me a sec, would you?”

  “What?”

  “You went somewhere in your head.”

  She tips her head to the side. “Perceptive much?”

  I smile wide, and move deeper into my room, knowing she’s following me. I let the towel drop. I turn and see her hands covering her face, fingers splayed open to take a peek, only to catch me watching her watching me.

  Ah, fuck, I need her under me right now. I need to tell her I love her a thousand times a day.

  She’s looking everywhere but at me, then peeks, and looks away again. I want to laugh but she’s getting herself worked up again. “Are you scared, baby?”

  Sera’s eyes stroke over me, until she’s staring at my cock and swallowing hard, nodding. Christ, like I needed the visual.

  “Why are you scared?”

  “What about me being a virgin escaped your notice?”

  “Do I look threatening to you?”

  She looks down at my cock and says, “Yes. You do.”

  “I’m going to try my best not to hurt you.” I mean it. I’ve never meant anything more in my life.

  She bites her lip. “Are you even sure we’re gonna fit?”

  “We’ll fit.”

  “I don’t know how you can say that without having scientific proof that we will.”

  I’m laughing. “Sera, we go as far as you want. In my bed, we do whatever you want to do. For however long you want to do it. I’m not going to force you into anything; I drove you away already and it was the shittiest three weeks of my life. They were even shittier than that first month being diabetic. So, yeah, do I want you? I can’t hide that, baby. But they invented cold showers for a reason, and we go as far as you want.”

  “I- I’m not sure what I want.”

  All right, back off, MacLaine. “Do you want me to put clothes on?” I point to the towel on the ground.

  She shakes her head.

  “Do you want to keep my shirt on?”

  She’s holding it like it’s a lifeline, and nods. “Can I touch you?” she asks.

  “Absolutely.”

  “And you’ll let me know if I do anything wrong?”

  “There’s no wrong, baby. Only good and better, yeah?”

  “Okay. Um... could we just lie down first?”

  I get to my side of the bed moving slowly so I don’t freak her out. What I really want is to lie down with her naked and pressed against me. I want the heat of her, everything close.

  Sera gets into bed with me. I want to roar like a fucking lion.

  “This okay?”

  “You’re being very nice about all this,” she tells me. “No one’s ever been this nice to me about me being a freak.”

  I show off my teeth. “Who should I rough up? That fucker Tommy, right? Please say yes.”

  She laughs and gets closer to me, but not enough.

  “The boys don’t know about my v-card status. I never told them.”

  “So who made you feel like a freak?”

  Need. Pussy. Now.

  Not yet. Relax.

  “I guess, I did. I mean, who gets to be my age and stays a virgin? I’m like a rare species on the verge of extinction.”

  “You’re being cute again. Baby, it doesn’t matter to me. I’m just glad you told me, and now I can prepare you better. I promise I’ll make this good for you.”

  “Wait a second, are you feeling okay? Is your sugar all right? I’m sorry. I just want to see if you feel good.” She got the pinch between her eyebrows again and I love that she’s worried about me.

  I kiss her palm.

  “I’m feeling more than good right now. I’ve got you in my bed. But I checked before, just in case. I’m good.”

  Her eyes are dark, and she says, “I want to touch you now.”

  “Sure, baby. Do whatever feels right.”

  “But what if you don’t like it?” She sits up, getting me naked from the hips up as the sheets are pushed down. I’m thinking she likes the view.

  I get her hand on my abs, moving her fingers down further until she’s got my cock in her palm like before. “I’m not sure why you’re so freaked out, baby. This,” I get her to pump once with my grip over hers, “I can’t fake. This means I want you. Badly.”

  She makes that sexy sound when I get her to pump me slow again, while guiding her. “Get it, baby? I want to be inside you. I want those little noises from before to be all I hear when I make you come.”

  “No one’s ever wanted me before. You’re kind of a lot to take in.”

  I grin like the pervert I am.

  “I didn’t mean it like that! Jerk. Here I am, trying to be all serious-”

  I stop her from moving on me, plant her hands on my abs, and sit up to kiss her, tongue in her mouth.

  I need to make her forget everything but what’s going on right now. I stroke my tongue over hers, move back to nip at her lips, hear her moan and get a little dirty with me. When I’m fucking her mouth with my tongue, she goes wild, biting me, licking me until, when I’m free to get air, it’s hard to breathe.

  “I get to touch. You said so.” She sits on her knees and looks at me. “The first day I saw you was in the elevator with her. And you guys were kissing, deep and desperate, and I knew if the el
evator didn’t hurry up, I was going to get a show.”

  She’s grazing my lips with her fingers. I lick to get a taste, bite the tips.

  “I thought you were the sexiest thing I’d ever seen, and you were kissing another girl. I wanted it to be me. I wished it were me you had in the corner of the elevator.”

  I growl when she straddles me and fits me against her through the sheets.

  “Baby, you’re driving me fucking insane.”

  “I’ve never had a man so desperate to get inside me like I saw how you were in the elevator.”

  “Fuck. I’ll show you how much I want you, Sera. I want you. Please baby, let me have you.”

  She starts grinding against me, getting excited if her gasps and sounds are anything to go by. I’m holding her hips hard enough to hurt. She’s not so shy anymore, my girl, but exploring me with her lips and tongue, even sucking on one of my pierced nipples that has me growling.

  “Mmmm,” she moans, moving lower, scraping her teeth along my muscles, and bone. Fuck, why did I ever start this? I’m not going to last.

  Need. Pussy. Now.

  “Sera. I need to be inside you.”

  I’m about to come out of my skin. I catch my fingers biting into her hips and stop that shit right away. Christ, I need to be inside her. I want her so fucking bad. So. Fucking. Bad.

  “Go slow, okay?”

  “I promise. I promise.” I coax her to get my shirt off, and fuck yes, we’re skin to skin all the fuck over.

  “Hunter mou...” she groans.

  I’m crazed. I nip her skin, lick everywhere, suck her nipples until she’s crying out. My fingers dip inside her, I let out a sound cats make. I push inside her, her heat, her slick, amazing pussy that’s about to take me.

  Slow, go slow.

  “Please, Hunter.”

  I’m too out of control, and Sera’s not helping.

  “I shouldn’t’ve let you touch me. Shit.”

  Fuck, she’s rubbing herself on me, and I have to take her or I’m going to fucking explode. I spread her thighs with my knees, watching her face to see if this is okay.

  I get the condom on with a hiss, watching her arch her back and stroke her own skin. Fuck, she’s dynamite.

  “Please, please, please...”

  “I’m gonna go slow.”

  Need. Pussy. Now.

  Sera bites her lip and waits for me to enter her. When I start stretching her, she hisses. I check the urge to move, and hold myself very still.

  Fuck, is she watching me sink into her? Yeah, my girl’s watching where we’re joined, and biting her lip. She’s got either hand on my ribs, and suddenly, I’m all in.

  “Are...” I pant, nearly lose my shit when her knees come up to my ribs. Fuck, I feel every movement in my dick, every little, tiny movement. “You...okay?” I groan, licking up the side of her neck.

  She squeezes me, so I bite down on her neck. Who’d’ve known that make her hotter?

  “I want more. Please, I need more.”

  I get my forearms on either side of her head, and pull out, nice and slow, watching her face react to every single sensation. Fuck, this is good.

  “Baby, you’re so fucking good...” I groan into her ear, hearing her whimper.

  Need to come.

  “Baby, please, you need to come for me.”

  My dick’s being squeezed at every angle, from every side. The heat’s incredible, the glide, even better. It’s Sera, all Sera.

  She lifts her hips higher, getting me deeper, harder.

  “Hunter, Hunter, Hunter,” she moans, until she locks down on me, and before she comes down I’m a goner too, coming so hard I black out for a few seconds. I get her mouth, kiss her hard and deep as I pump in three more times, letting her wring me out with aftershocks.

  I gentle my mouth on her, ’cause maybe I was too rough the first time. Maybe she needed me to be a whole lot sweeter.

  Shouldn’t have let her touch you, you dick.

  I take my time with her mouth, the way she feels, the way I’m inside her, finally, and it’s fucking awesome. We kiss slow, no rush this time, until she’s pulls me closer to her and gives me everything.

  I do my best to return the favour.

  The day Sera saved my ass was the day that changed my life. With my girl in my arms, with me inside her, I’m not just a diabetic. I’m her man, too.

  “Still think I’m amazing, baby? Even if ten years, twenty, thirty years down the road they could cut off my leg from not controlling my sugars and the nerves have died?”

  Sera’s on top of me, so it’s a bit easier to tell her about our future with me in the mix.

  “Well, we could get you a badass prosthetic leg, those cool aluminum ones and we can pretend you’re like Robocop or something. No, no, you’d be like the Terminator! And that’s fraking hot.”

  I laugh, hard. “How can you make me laugh when I don’t even feel like it?”

  “I’m awesome like that. They should even write a comic book about me, I’m so awesome.” She leans down and kisses my back. “I think it’s beautiful, but it hurts to look at. And I don’t care if they cut off your leg, or whatever. I… I love you, Hunter, not your body parts.”

  I can’t move. “Do you mean it?”

  You can rest now. Sera’s got your back, man. And you got hers. You won’t have to go it alone anymore.

  “Frak yeah, I mean it. I love you, Hunter MacLaine.” When she licks my ear and orders, “Now get up and give me what I want.” I move and do exactly what my girl wants me to do.

  The next morning, Sera still won’t walk around naked in my place, so I let her keep my shirt. I’m trying to decide which one’s sexier and having a hard time of it. I feed her and before we make our way to my mom’s so we can pick up my boy.

  “Baby, you have to stop looking at me like that.”

  “You gonna do something about it?” she challenges, making my dick throb even if I had her three times last night.

  “No. You’re probably sore. I don’t want to be a fucking Neanderthal.”

  She kisses my cheek. “I took some Tylenol. I’m good.”

  “No, you’re sore and that’s my fault. I couldn’t control myself and I behaved like a fucking fifteen-year-old kid. I’m sorry, baby.” I kiss her palm and watch her cheeks get red.

  “Uh… I asked for it. I mean, I guess you could’ve stopped if you wanted to, or gone and taken a shower or something...”

  “Sera, you have no idea about your appeal and that does things to me. The fact is, I should’ve known better. I’m the one who knows how this shit goes. When we come back, I’m going to make you sit in the tub for a hot soak. Like I could’ve stopped once I had you in my bed, naked for me, and I got the chance at watching you come. Especially with your hot little tongue licking me.”

  “Shut up, just shut up.” She covers my mouth with her hands.

  When she lets go, I say, “I get that you’re embarrassed. But there’s nothing here that you need to be afraid of, yeah? It’s just me.”

  “Yeah, it’s you. Hunter SexGod. Look, when you say things like that, I feel like I want a black hole to open up in your kitchen and allow myself to get sucked into it.

  I smile. “I’m not gonna stop saying I like watching you come, or the sounds you make. Everything you do is sexy to me. Everything.”

  “Even this face? This face is sexy?” I don’t know what she’s trying to do, but all she does is look crazy surprised.

  I lean in close, smiling even fucking wider. “I love you. That includes the funny faces. I love every part of you. Whatever you don’t think you like about yourself – I love them because it’s you. And you make my life better.”

  “Those are the sweetest words anyone has ever said to me. Ever. In my whole life. In this whole side of time and space. In the galaxy-”

  Fuck, I love this. I love all of it. I kiss her quiet. When I’ve gotten my fill, and we’re both breathing hard, I tell her to get ready so we can pick up t
he kid.

  She fidgets in her seat, leaning on the table. “I want you to be nicer to your son. Can you do that for me?”

  “I’m going to do my best.” I’m going to better than that.

  “That’s all anybody can ask for.”

  I motion her closer with a finger and kiss her sweet. “I love you, Sera Delos.”

  “Right back at ya. Now, we’re gonna pick up the little guy or what?”

  Thirty minutes later, we’re in front of my old house. I barely get the car in park when Sera’s bolted out the car, and Matty’s flying down the stairs to collide with her legs.

  “Sera! Sera, Sera! I missed you!” The kid hugs her hard. I don’t think he ever wants to let go. "Why did you go away? Did I do something wrong?”

  I’ve rounded the car and watch Sera crouch down to get Matty eye-to-eye.

  “Of course not! Did somebody tell you that?

  Your dad and I had a fight. It had nothing to do with you, little buddy. I still love you, and I always will.”

  I lean down so I’m in the huddle, too.

  “Matty-kid, how was your visit?”

  “Good, Daddy. Eddie says hi.”

  I look up the stone steps and see Eddie waving like he’s trying to down a plane.

  Aly walks through the door and comes down the stairs towards us. Fuck that. But Sera’s already growling, standing up and holding onto Matty. I follow her lead and walk up into the house.

  I watch Sera call out my mom, and ignore Aly since Sera looks like she’s going to take care all of this for me. Whoever said nerds were weak has never met my girl.

  When Mom actually says something along the lines of Sera being unwelcome in this damn house, and something about being a maid, or what the fuck ever, I try to get a word in until my girl effectively tells me to shut up.

  I shut up.

  Watching Sera go badass on me is fucking hot.

  “I’m going to pretend that you didn’t say that,” she says while I lean in and kiss her at the temple.

  “I’m only going to say this once, and you’re going to listen. Hunter and I, we’re together. Deal with it. You try and foist Red on him again, you and I will have more than words. You understand? You’ve made a giant mistake cutting Hunter out of your will. For what? Wanting a life of love for him and his kid? What is wrong with you? Can’t you see? You surround yourself with beautiful, expensive things but are you happy?