Cold Hearted: Bad Boy Romance

by Amy Faye

  Seven

  Erin felt strangely numb. She hadn't realized that she could feel this way, but it was how she felt and it wasn't going to go away no matter what she did. So she might as well get used to the idea that she was going to be numb for a while. Shock might have been the right word.

  It wasn't her first time seeing a body. She saw them all the time, and most of the time they looked much worse than this. With her eyes taped shut, Becca looked as if she was sleeping lying there on that slab.

  Erin turned to ask the Captain what had happened, what the scene looked like, but he had left. A minute to grieve by herself. She leaned on her arms, her hands bearing the weight of a body that didn't know exactly how to hold itself up any more.

  "What were you doing in California?" Erin could feel the anger building inside her, the anger that would prop her up. It would be the thing that kept her moving in the days to come. Anger at herself. At her sister. But most of all, anger at the son of a bitch who had done this.

  Rebecca wasn't going to answer her, but Erin gave her time regardless. She had always been the good sister. The good daughter. It was no trouble for her to drop everything for Dad. If it would help, of course she would go. It was no trouble, after all.

  It didn't matter that she would have to give up her silicon valley internship, the one that she had been working for since practically the day they had come out to California.

  More upsetting, though, was seeing herself lying there on the slab. Identical twins. Which also, Erin thought with a sour sarcasm, meant that now her boss knew what her tits looked like. The thought hit a darkly humorous funny bone, but her frustration and anger deadened it. She took comfort in the fact that at least he was old enough to be her grandfather, so hopefully he hadn't thought too much about it.

  Erin wanted to kiss her sister goodnight, one last time. Press her lips against the forehead that so perfectly matched her own, and send her sister off with good wishes.

  But there was nowhere to send her sister off to. She was dead, she hadn't just gone to sleep for a while. Erin grit her teeth and walked out.

  "Erin, if you need more time—"

  "I was tearing my hair out, Captain. If you take me off the active roster, I don't know what I'd do."

  "Watch some daytime television, maybe," he suggested, but there was no heart in the joke.

  "Something like that, yeah."

  "I don't know that we exactly needed you to identify the body—she had her I.D. and, I mean…"

  "I know exactly what you mean. But legalities are legalities."

  "Do you have a way to contact your father? He'll want to know."

  She tried to keep herself from blurting out that there was no reason to assume that. He hadn't cared when Mom died, why would Becca be any different? That wasn't a conversation she wanted to have with her boss, though.

  "Who's on the case?"

  "Assanti's lead, but—"

  "Assanti? You've got to be kidding me. Vic, please, just—"

  The Captain's thick eyebrows tightened. "Russo, you know I cannot. I know how you're feeling, alright?"

  "He has a, what, seven in ten record?"

  "He's the next best behind yours, and you know that."

  "Compared to five in six. And the other one, he always comes in on something else sooner or later."

  "I know, Erin, but I just can't give you the case. I know you want it, and I know you'll show it every bit of your considerable talent. But I can't, not even if I wanted to. It's a conflict of interests, and everyone knows it. I'd be in the shit before you could say 'you're fired.' "

  Erin let out a breath. "Then I'll just look into it on my own."

  "Russo, you know I can't let you do that. I don't want to, but I will suspend you if I have to."

  "Then at least let me consult. Keep me in the loop."

  "You shouldn't even be in the office again until Monday morning."

  "Well, I've got nothing else to do. Get Assanti to print me off the files he's got now, I'll look over them, and on Monday I'll have something for him. You know I'm good for it, and you know the first week is the most important time to get leads going. Two heads are better than one, right? And Assanti can take lead. Just let me on the case."

  "Erin, are you sure that you're going to be able to work under him?" The Captain put extra emphasis on sure.

  "I'll do what I have to do to see my sister's killer put away, sir."

  He looked at her a long moment. "Do not make me regret this, Russo. I'll put in a call, we'll have files ready for you by noon. But you take your box, you go home, and if you want my advice, I suggest you get good and comfortable with daytime talk shows until Sunday night, and then bring your box of files back unopened on Monday."

  "Thank you, sir. You won't regret it."

  She practically skipped out of the room. She might be furious over Becca's death, and she knew some of that anger was pointed right back at her.

  But at least now she had someplace to spend it. She had something that she could do to keep herself sane, at least. That much was enough, for now.

  She slipped into the Jeep and pulled her phone out of her pocket. This was the part she wasn't looking forward to. She opened up her contacts list. It was down to just one, now, after she deleted Becca's number, but she couldn't make herself do it. Not right now.

  She pressed on 'Dad' and then clicked 'call.' The phone rang until she went to voicemail. She hung up without leaving a message and called again. He never answered the first time, because if it was important, he figured, they'd call back. Well, it was important.

  He picked up on the last ring, and from his voice he might not have realized that Becca was gone yet. After all, he still must have had Bud Lights in the fridge.

  "Who's this?"

  Erin forced herself to sound as pleasant as she could, which was only a simmering rage.

  "Dad? It's Erin."

  "Oh."

  Oh? Was that it? After seven years, all he had to say was 'oh.' Oh.

  "It's about Rebecca."

  "One second," he said into the phone. He sounded like he could almost stand up if he had to, from his voice over the phone. Some things never changed. She heard him shout into the phone. "REBECCA!"

  A moment later he put the phone back to his ear. "She's not here, Erin. I'll have her call you when she gets back. Thanks for calling. Now, if you don't mind, I was watching—"

  "Dad, you need to listen to me. Rebecca came to Los Angeles."

  "What? Why would she go to Los Angeles?"

  Maybe to see her sister, who was off getting fucked like some floozy, Erin thought to herself. She didn't say that.

  "Dad, stop it. Stop talking and listen."

  "Okay, gosh."

  "Dad, Becca is dead. She was stabbed—"

  "Well—what the hell? How am I supposed to—"

  Erin clicked the phone off before he had a chance to finish the thought. Classic Dad.

  How fucking typical. She took a deep breath and tried to keep herself calm. It wasn't that he didn't care. It was that he couldn't care. She reminded herself of that.

  Maybe there was a time that he was capable of it. However Mom had managed to get along with him all that time, there must have been something to him before he became… what he was. But now, he was like a child. Incapable of thinking of others.

  It didn't help her feel better as much as she had hoped.

  Eight

  The box was lighter than it looked, but it tired Erin out anyways. It shouldn't have, but that didn't change the fact that it did. Maybe the Captain was right. Maybe she should take the next few days and try to get her head straightened out. But she couldn't afford that kind of luxury, not when her sister, the only person in the world who had ever cared about her, was lying there on a slab in the coroner's office with a half-dozen stab wounds to the abdomen.

  She opened the box up. A handful of photographs, printed on large paper, and a file with the basic paperwork. Erin laid out the pho
tos on her coffee table.

  She'd already seen the body, so that part wasn't nearly as upsetting as it could have been. What she was looking for now was anything she could get from the scene. It would have been better to be there, to see it. But with how queasy the photos were making her, there was a real question how well she would have handled it. She forced herself to keep looking.

  Why was her sister even in a place like this? It didn't fit with her, and she didn't fit with an end-of-the-road alleyway in the bad part of town. There was blood all around, so clearly she'd bled to death in that spot. It wasn't a body dump, then.

  Could it have been a case of a mistake? She just went out there without knowing how rough the area was? Erin shook her head. No, no way. There were people who wouldn't pick up on the signs, and people who assumed they were just misinterpreting, but Becca had never been that kind. She knew what she was getting herself into when she stepped over there.

  It left the question, of course, why she was in L.A. at all. She'd been living with Dad in Minnesota for the last ten years, why would she suddenly need to come and make friends with dear sis. Unless she wasn't there to meet Erin at all.

  That made less sense, though, because so far as Erin knew, her sister was still working some dead-end job because Dad couldn't be left alone long enough to take trips across the country for something very serious.

  Every avenue of approach just led to more questions.

  Two questions bubbled to the top, though, as the most important ones. First, what had brought her here? Second, what brought her to an alley in the middle of a no-go zone?

  There were answers that Erin could think of, but none seemed to be a sure thing, not even necessarily very likely.

  She wrote the questions down on the top of her pad and dropped it on the couch beside her, and then pulled out the paperwork and started reading through it.

  The body was found at ten P.M. the night before Captain called her. Which means that essentially as soon as he got back to the office he had called Erin to tell her to expect something bad when she got back.

  Bad didn't begin to cover it, but then again he hadn't used that word exactly, either. Erin sucked in a breath and kept reading. The location was more-or-less where she thought it was. The difference a few blocks made could be surprising, but she had already narrowed it down to that area from the graffiti and the used condoms and dirty needles just lying around.

  They got into what had happened specifically. An anonymous tip called in from a cell phone belonging to a local, Marco Rodrigues. He was known to the station to be involved in the narcotics trade, but when they rode around to talk to him about it, the route was a dead end. Erin hadn't expected it to go that easily, but she was surprised to find that they'd moved so quickly on the first lead. Maybe they were working the case seriously after all.

  She moved down the page further.

  Robbery unlikely. She was found with a wallet containing seventy-three dollars in various denominations, a credit card, and a Minnesota-issued state I.D., no drivers' license. Which meant that someone else had taken her there, perhaps a taxi.

  Time of death was officially placed an hour before the call came in, around 9 P.M., and that was about where the official details stopped.

  They'd made calls to the taxi companies, seeing if any drivers remembered her face, but it took time for that kind of information to come back, and they probably hadn't gotten an answer yet. Beyond that, though, there wasn't much.

  Erin sucked in a breath and collapsed the mess of papers into a single pile, then put it back into the box, the folder on top. There was more to cover, but she needed a break. Part of her was beginning to see exactly why she shouldn't work on this case, but she ignored that part.

  She slid sideways into the seat of her computer chair and tapped in the keys to her password. The welcoming blue desktop screen smiled out at her. She'd thought it would somehow be helpful for it to say something motivational, so she had settled on a picture of a pretty blue bird flying and gave a pithy line about keeping on trying until you flew.

  She had about forty e-mails. Wasn't that supposed to go through her phone? She furrowed her eyebrows. No, she'd just changed her damn e-mail password. It had silently locked her phone out, without ever once actually prompting her to change it. She cursed under her breath and opened the inbox.

  A sale at a local sporting goods store had somehow made its way in, along with a dozen social media notifications. They were all deleted just the same way, with only enough attention to figure out what it was supposed to be before she deleted it. She didn't need any baseballs, and she sure as hell didn't need to tell some website if she knew a Craig Hutchinson. Where the hell did these sites even get ideals like that?

  One, though, caught her interest. Her breath hitched as she saw it. Becca had sent her an email. She didn't recognize the email, but then they'd never corresponded through it. But RebeccaRusso85 was definitely her, and when Erin clicked open the message, sure enough, the style fit perfectly.

  Either Becca had sent her this email, or someone was working very hard to make Erin think she had, and as crazy as things seemed with Becca's death, Erin wasn't ready to declare that it was a vast conspiracy to mess with her head and commit the perfect murder.

  Dad was fine, she started off with. He's been drinking less. That seemed to have gone out the window the minute that Becca left.

  She met a guy online, he seemed great. They'd been talking for the better part of a year. She hadn't wanted to bother Erin with it when her work was so busy. But now they were going to meet up, and they'd be right in her neck of the woods. Could she stop by and maybe get a cup of coffee? It would be so wonderful to catch up on old times. If she didn't hear back, she'd assume yes.

  Erin remembered the day that Becca had scheduled. She'd spent the whole day on her back in a 3rd-floor ski resort suite. She cursed out loud. What was she thinking? What was wrong with her?

  She should never have left. Now Becca was dead. No more chances to catch up. She moved over to the bed. Maybe daytime T.V. was the right choice. The name Becca gave for her internet boyfriend stood out in Erin's memory, though.

  Who in the hell was Craig?

  Nine

  Erin looked at her paper. How disappointing. Two questions. One of them had been answered, thankfully. She was in Los Angeles to meet some guy. Craig something. Possibly Hutchinson, since that was the only Craig on her public friends list. The first solid lead she'd managed to find.

  Then she looked up at her computer and clicked on his name. It brought open a page with a large picture and a whole lot of nothing else. Private. Only available to friends, it said. Did she want to make a friend request?

  She didn't. Instead, she just looked at the picture.

  He was tall, blonde, broad-shouldered. He looked good. Not too big, but you could tell he worked out. He was standing next to a motorcycle, but it wasn't a Harley or anything big like that. She guessed from her limited experience it was probably a 750cc something-or-other.

  He wasn't smiling in his profile image, but that seemed to be the fashion these days, with some crowds, and this seemed like the kind of guy who thought smiling would make him look like a wimp.

  "Jeez, Becca, what were you getting involved with this kind of guy for?"

  She was already painting a picture of Craig in her head before she ever spoke to him, but that was how everyone worked, wasn't it? He probably belonged to a so-called motorcycle club, probably had done a few recreational drugs once or twice at least. Possibly more, but she wasn't going to overdo her estimation at this early stage. He might own a gun, depending on whether or not he'd been hauled in for the prior drug usage. If they'd managed to catch him before, then he was a felon, and if he was a felon, he definitely owned one, only it wouldn't come up with a records search.

  On the other hand, if he wasn't, then the odds were only fifty-fifty. Most people in California weren't keen on guns, and politicians liked it that way. Erin could tak
e them or leave them, but since it was part of her uniform she ended up choosing to take them most of the time.

  Her phone rang again. The same number she hadn't recognized before. The Captain, then.

  "Russo."

  The Captain was using his hard-ass voice and it didn't fit with his words. "How's Judge Judy doing?"

  "I imagine she's great, Captain, why? Is Judge Judy a murder victim?"

  "Don't be an ass, Russo. There's been a mix-up. Come back to the station, I need to watch you shred those files."

  "What the hell, sir?"

  "Don't you give me that, I gave you that stuff and I can take it away just as easily. Now come in and you'll get the whole explanation, and until then you can pack up the files and get your ass here, and then you can go home and get your daily Judge Judy out of the way until you're off paid suspension, is that clear?"

  Erin could feel her face twisting into a gargoyle-esque mask of fury, but she forced herself to smooth it out.

  "Understood, sir. I'll be there in ten."

  "I'll have Assanti waiting for you outside to take custody of the files. Then come and see me."

  "Understood."

  She clicked the button to hang up and slipped her phone into her pocket. So much for that. She just had to hope there was a god damned good reason for this, because if not, heads were going to roll. She wasn't in any sort of way prepared to just accept that she couldn't do anything to help her sister. No chance in hell would she take that.

  The drive took nine minutes and she took another to cool down. She didn't get a chance to finish her meditation, though, when a knock came at her window. Assanti stood outside, tall and sporting a deep tan like a guy from Jersey Shore. He gave her an apologetic smile when she looked up at him.

  The idea of slamming the door open to hit him with it flashed through her mind. She waited for him to get out of the way before she opened the door. It was just too tempting.

  "Russo, I know you're not happy about this, and I just wanted you to know that I have the deepest respect for your work and if it were up to me, you'd be working right alongside my guys."