Acquiesce

by CORY CYR

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  It was close to dinnertime when I chose to go back. I stopped by the kitchen and asked one of the chefs to make up two dinner plates, which I would retrieve later. Walking past the library, I went in and strolled to the desk to find a pen and some paper. I quickly wrote Nic a note asking her to meet me for dinner in my room at six. I pushed the note under her door as I passed it on the way to my room.

  After a leisurely shower, I changed into fresh clothes. I then made sure the room and the bed were made up to my liking, then went down to the kitchen to get our dinner. As I strolled in, I saw Lorraina leaning up against the far wall. I pretended not to see her.

  “Cass. Planning an intimate dinner?” Lorraina asked sarcastically.

  I did my best to ignore her, but there was a part of me that was tired of basking in the shadows. “Yes, Lorraina, I'm having dinner with a friend,” I replied coldly. “And before you ask or assume, yes, it’s Nic. Happy?”

  Lorraina returned my stare with a smug smile. “So you and the widow… Are you fucking her? Does she bow to your whim of anal only? I thought after the events of the other night, she would have bolted from the sight of you.”

  I was furious and drained from keeping my relations with Nic a secret and realizing Lorraina appeared to know more than she should of what had happened in that room. “Enough, Lorraina. I’m not going into my private affairs with you. Our relationship doesn’t entitle you to the details concerning my personal life.”

  “And what do you think Nicola would do if she knew who you really are and why exactly you came here, Caspian? And yes, amour, I am quite aware of what went on the other evening. Justin and I had a very revealing conversation regarding the incident and your curious behavior.”

  I became so annoyed I was almost speechless. How dare she and Justin discuss anything concerning Nic or myself? I was suddenly very suspicious of Lorraina. “Fuck you, Lorraina. Don't even attempt to blackmail me. One phone call and all of this”—I spread out my hands—“Acquiesce and your lucrative, very secret income will be gone. Your fucking disclosure means nothing to me. I have relationships with lawyers that would eat you for breakfast. So fuck you and your idle threats,” I spit out as I placed the covered plates on a food cart.

  I looked over the selection of wines in the pantry and grabbed a bottle of superb California Cabernet. I reached above and took a couple of wine glasses along with utensils and napkins and placed them on the food cart.

  “Have a good night, Lorraina,” I said, tossing her a hard glare.

  I could hear her huff as I rolled away the cart. She might be trouble. I had no idea how deep her envy ran and if she would attempt to sabotage the rest of my time here with Nic. I should just come clean with Nic and tell her who I was and why I came here. Of course, then I'd have to explain why I lied about who I was, what I did, where I actually lived, and that Lorraina and I used to be lovers. When I went down the list of my lies, I knew Nic might never forgive me.

  Nic was tapping on my door as I rolled the cart down the hall. She’d worn a long, white flowing dress with what looked to be tiny cherries. I smiled to myself, knowing tonight I would be taking hers. She’d braided her hair as usual, and I sighed knowing how much I would love to unravel it and have all that long blond hair flow across my body. I felt my dick stir and was grateful for the cart to hide my impending erection. She looked fresh and beautiful, almost virginal. The virginal part would only last for next few hours. After that, I would be taking her in the ass as often as she would allow me. I internally groaned as I felt my cock push against my zipper.

  “I got us food. I thought we could have dinner on the balcony,” I said as I unlocked my door and let her pass before me.

  “Sounds good. I see you brought wine?” she asked as I watched her go to the sliding glass door and walk out to the balcony.

  I followed her outside with the cart and removed the covered plates, placing them on the small patio table. I handed her the utensils and the napkins as I poured the wine into the glasses. The food looked superb, prime rib with red baby potatoes and spinach with some kind of garlic sauce.

  I held out a chair for her to sit and then sat beside her. I studied her face while she looked out at the ocean as she took a sip of her wine.

  “Penny for your thoughts?” I asked, taking a bite of the food.

  She placed her glass on the table and wiped her mouth with the napkin. “Just thinking that we don't have many days left, and I feel like so much time has been wasted. I wish I had another few weeks to really know you.”

  I felt a tremor go through my body as she spoke, and for a moment, another emotion I had never felt but recognized shuddered through my body—regret. I’d spent so much time attempting to emotionally distance myself from her that my actions had catapulted us together.

  “I think you'd need more than a few weeks. I'm a very complex man, you know,” I said, chuckling.

  Her eyes smiled back at me. “Yes, that is true. You are a notable. I can honestly say knowing you has not only been challenging, but interesting.”

  “I hope that's a good compliment.”

  “I meant it as one, Cass. I'm positive I won't forget you. You've made quite an impression,” she said, lowering her voice to almost a whisper. “And we haven't even had sex yet.”

  I reached over and laced my fingers through hers. I’d never been one for PDA or trivial touching, but I enjoyed it with her. “I wanted to ask you again about using condoms.”

  Her face deepened with a sudden blush, causing me to laugh quietly knowing she was sitting here with a jeweled butt plug inserted.

  “I believe what you told me. You're a very intelligent man. I doubt you'd risk my health or yours just to have sex. I do have to ask you, though, if you've always worn one, why break your own rule and risk it just to be with me?”

  Good question. I reached for my wine glass and took another drink, hoping it would allow me enough time to come up with a sensible answer. “I suppose because it's your first time and I want it to be as close to perfection as possible, and I've never been with a woman who's been abstinent for as many years as you.” I want to feel everything when I'm inside you, every throb, every pulse, and every quiver. I want to experience it all.

  We continued eating, although I truly had no appetite and my mind continually wandered elsewhere. All I could think of was removing that plug and replacing it with my cock. It was too hard, literally, to concentrate on anything else.

  As the sun began to set, I loaded the cart with our finished dishes and refilled our wine glasses. I grasped her hand in mine as I guided her back into my room. From my dresser, I produced a few candles, quickly lighting them. I wanted Nic to be relaxed, to feel safe. I didn't want her to remember what had happened with Justin.

  Her back was to me as I came up behind her and placed my hands on her shoulders. I massaged her neck with the tips of my fingers until her head tipped backward.

  “That feels wonderful,” she murmured.

  I had no doubt she could feel how hard I was when she ground her body back into my cock, causing me to release a groan. I licked the shell of her ear as I began pulling down the straps of her dress. Her skin was unbelievably soft and tasted like cocoa butter and wine. I sighed deeply as I peeled down the top part of her dress. She had on a white lacy bra with a tiny bow that separated her breasts; the color against her tanned skin almost brought me to my knees.

  “You are so incredibly beautiful,” I said as my hands traveled to the back of the bra to unhook it. I reached around her as I cupped each breast, testing their weight in my hands. They seemed to swell beneath my touch and her nipples became erect as my hand brushed across them. I spun her around so I could look at her fully without obstruction. Her breasts were flushed pink even with a tan, and my mouth watered to suckle on her nipples.

  I licked around the areola and then nipped softly on her nipple, causing her to cry out in a moan. As I continued, I pushed her dress down until it reached h
er waist. I stopped long enough to trace my hand over her belly, letting my fingers drift below her belly button.

  “I want to kiss you so badly,” she whispered.

  I stopped, briefly weighing my options. It had been a few years since a woman I fucked had kissed me by surprise, ending our liaison early due to her not following my rules.

  “I'd rather you didn't, Nic. Let me kiss you everywhere. Let me kiss you here,” I said as I kissed both her breasts. “And here.” I bent down my head and caressed her stomach with my mouth. “And definitely here,” I cooed as I went to my knees, pulling her dress with me as I kneeled. Her white lace and satin panties almost did me in as I pressed my lips to the material and nuzzled her with my mouth.

  “Cass, there's too much pressure from behind when you do that. It feels uncomfortable. I want to feel you inside me now.”

  I had hoped sexual stimulation would make it easier when I took her, but judging from what she said, that wasn't the case. I had many things planned for her tonight, and I wanted the time to explore her body and have her investigate mine. Once my cock was embedded in her, I already knew the pleasure would be short lived. Our continuous banter as well as the oral sex had served its purpose as foreplay, but now I was too ravenous to hold back. In theory, I wanted to take her like an animal and fuck her raw and unbridled, but as a man, I wanted to awaken her senses and make her body come alive with me inside her.

  “Go to the bed and get on your hands and knees,” I said as I pulled my shirt over my head.

  I watched as Nic moved over to the bed and shyly positioned herself. Her long braid fell almost to the crease of her white satin panties, and I had to swallow a groan to keep myself in check. I was glad she was facing away from me as I unzipped my pants carefully. My dick was so swollen with need I was wary I would snap it off just removing my briefs. The head was leaking with precious fluids that should be for lubricating her. I shuddered with relief as I viewed my cock jutting upward to my belly button, knowing very soon I would be deeply submerged in Nic.

  I walked over to the bed and rubbed both hands across her raised globes. I used the tips of my fingers to pull her panties down to her ankles and then push them off, letting them fall to the floor.

  “Fuck, damn,” I croaked out in a barely audible sound. I’d never seen anything as lascivious as Nic's ass elevated toward me with a jeweled plug inside her. The sight almost stopped me from breathing, and it actually took a moment to get myself back on track. Fuck, I wanted inside that—I wanted her.

  I got on the bed and positioned myself behind her as I still caressed her ass with both hands. I needed her relaxed.

  “Baby, I'm going to remove the plug now. Try to relax. Don't fight me.”

  She didn't say anything, but I saw her head nod in response. I moved behind her and grasped the widest part of the plug, and with a slight twist, it came out. I felt her body go slack and then relax.

  “Is it okay? Did I hurt you?”

  “No, it's fine. It feels a lot better now that it's out,” she whispered as her head hung low.

  I popped two of my fingers into my mouth and drenched them in saliva. I used those fingers to circle her anus, slipping in just the tips every now and then. I could hear her breathing change as her head began to rise. I pushed my fingers in farther, trying to scissor them in small movements.

  “Oh my God,” Nic said, her voice raspy with need.

  “You need to tell me if what I'm doing is causing you discomfort. Don't let me hurt you.” I grunted as I closed my eyes and let my head roll backward. It was painfully obvious that my cock was more than happy to come right now rather than wait. I had to calm down. I wanted the first time I released tonight to be deep in her ass.

  “I'm fine, Cass. Just go on. Don't stop.”

  “Give me a safe word, Nic,” I murmured into her ear as my body bent over her.

  I felt her body stiffen. It hadn't made a difference to Justin. But it mattered to me, and if for some reason she uttered it, I would stop—it would probably kill me or possibly maim me, but I would stop… for her.

  “IQ,” she said in a breathy voice.

  I laughed to myself, wondering if that was the word she used the other night.

  “I've changed my mind. Lie down on your right side with your ass toward me,” I whispered in her ear.

  She dropped down from all fours and lay on her side. I couldn't see her face, and I was curious what she was thinking. I wanted to blanket her body with mine. I wanted to be able to touch her breasts and fondle her clit. I wanted to meld into her as I fucked her. Thoughts were rapid-firing my brain at every turn. I had to keep my focus or I could injure her. When did my fucking someone become so fucking complicated?

  I reached over her hipbone and dragged my finger across her pussy. She was slick with wetness. A wicked smile crossed my face because I was suddenly aware my little one liked this.

  “So the thought of my cock impaling you from behind makes you wet?” I rasped as I continued rubbing the outside of her sex.

  “Yes,” she murmured. “That and restraining you.”

  I chuckled as I dipped fingers into her arousal-soaked pussy. I found the hard nub and began to tease it between my two fingers. She squirmed with pleasure as she leaned back into me. There was no doubt she felt how steely and ready I was. Her breathing became ragged gasps as she continued to push back onto me.

  “Fuck me now, Cass, please.”

  Her words sent me over the edge as I grabbed the bottle of lube. I coated my swollen length, then applied some to her anus.

  “I'm going to allow you to control this, Nic. When you're ready, ease back slowly. I'll guide my cock into you as you push back. Try not to tense up, baby, or it'll cause major pain. We need to get past those initial muscles. Then we'll be home free.”

  I heard a small moan from her as she began to press onto my cock. When the wet warmth of her ass brushed the tip of my dick, I had to clench my teeth from letting out a howl. Jesus, this felt different from any other time I'd had sex. I assumed it was because I’d gone without a condom but also because this was the first time I'd been with a virgin. My sexual partners had always been skilled. There had been no training or preparation involved.

  Nic pushed back farther. Now my entire crown was past that tight ring. I let out a growl.

  “Did I hurt you?” she asked.

  I grinned as my eyes rolled back into my head. If this was pain, I wanted to die in agony. I nuzzled her neck, licking her skin as I held her in place. It took all the patience I had not drive into her, but that could cause us equal injury because I was so hard.

  “No, baby, keep going. You feel fucking amazing.” I moaned into her neck. Our bodies were becoming slick with sweat, and I could taste it with each lick of her skin. Our bodies meshed; we fit perfectly together, like a puzzle.

  “I don't want to wait any longer. It's too slow. I can't take it, Cass, please,” she pleaded.

  Every part of my anatomy swelled as I leaned into her as she continued to push back. I took my fingers from her slick channel and used them to guide my length into her puckered entrance. I was now halfway in her ass as she tried to accommodate herself to the invasion. I felt her body go taut as she started to fight the pressure.

  “Relax, baby. In another minute I'll be able to push all the way in. Just breathe through it,” I said softly into her ear. I had pushed myself up on one arm to get better leverage.

  I felt her struggle and try to pull away. “It burns.” She let out a small sob.

  My heart squeezed at that moment. Another emotion I wasn't familiar with crossed my mind: guilt. It wasn't enough to stop me. I was too far gone. I wanted be inside her. I added more lube to my hand as well as what I could see of my cock and prepared for one more thrust, which would allow me to be balls up in her ass.

  “Hold on, baby, we're almost there.” I pressed my lips together tightly as I pushed in as far as I could go. She was so tight it was like a vise on my cock. Once I beg
an to evenly stroke inside her, it became easier. Not wearing a condom, I began feeling everything; the sensation of it was almost too much, and I felt as though trying to hold back my orgasm was futile. Nic's breathing had become heavier as she followed my lead and began mimicking my thrusts. I held on to her hips as I continued to sink deeper into her.

  “I'm not going to last—I apologize. I'll make it up to you.” I groaned as I felt my balls slap against her as my rhythm picked up to a faster pace.

  “It feels good, so good,” I heard Nic say in a faint voice, along with small grunts.

  I could feel my balls tighten and my cock begin to swell and that familiar pulsating as I began to grind my body into hers. A guttural cry left my lips as I erupted, spilling my seed into her while feeling something new because I was flesh to flesh with someone. I never wanted to separate from this body. I had fucked countless women and been right where I was now, but I’d never felt this current that was flowing through my body. I attempted to push in deeper and get closer, not understanding everything that was happening to me.

  My dick began to soften, and for a moment, I sighed in frustration because I wanted to fuck her repeatedly. I was being selfish and I knew it. Nic was most likely stretched to capacity and in an uncomfortable state right now. I had so many other things planned for her and me, the first being a shower. It would truly be the first time we would see each other in our entirety.

  As I pulled out of her, I felt her shudder. “Come on, let's take a shower,” I murmured as I prodded her to move with me. When she turned toward me, I could see her face flushed pink and a mist of sweat across her forehead and above her lip. She tried to sit up, but her body appeared to go slack as she leaned into me. I smiled because she seemed oblivious to her nudity and had no concerns to cover up. She had no reason to hide; every curve and plane was breathtaking. She had the form of an athlete, but the body was one hundred percent feminine.