He froze, dropping my hand and slowly sitting it back down on the bed. We stared at each other for a few seconds. “What about the things we need to discuss?”
I grabbed the book and tossed it across the room. “What about them?” I pulled my shirt over my head and watched him do the same. It had only been a couple hours ago he had me naked. I wanted to be that way again.
We didn’t take our time.
I’d waited five years to feel his naked body against mine. Nothing was going to keep us from being together. Clothes flew around the room as they were ripped off of our bodies. Our kissing intensified the more naked we became. We rolled around the bed like we were wresting. His sculpted body felt smooth under the palms of my hands. His ass was a masterpiece to hold. It was both muscular and soft at the same time.
The more I touched, the less I needed to know. I was memorizing every inch of his body like it was a textbook.
He held my hair back with his hand and pulled me forward. I fell on the bed over top of him while never taking a break from his hot kisses. His tongue was like a drug. The more it teased me the more I craved. I couldn’t get enough of him touching me - watching me - seducing me.
Stosh let go of my hair and put both hands on my ass. With slow movements, he started guiding my ass to grind over top of him. We both made sounds as the friction kept us craving more.
To heighten the experience, I sat up, letting my natural breasts fall free for him to see. I ran my hands into my hair while rocking back and forth. He held my hips and slowed my pace. “I’ve waited a long time for this. I’m not about to go fast with you, Willow. I want this to last all night. I want you to think about being with me every time we’re apart. I want you to need me, like I’ve needed you.”
He didn’t know how much it was already true. In that moment, I became his puppet, and he was my master. He was in control and I refused to be afraid. I knew I was going to love it, because I already loved him.
When Stosh picked me up and carried me topside, I wasn’t sure what he was thinking, until he guided me back down on the blanket where we’d been sitting before. The night sky was the only light cast on the dark sea.
Stosh kneeled down in front of me, taking my hand and kissing his way up one of my arms. I watched his every move, making sure I held every single kiss in the most sacred part of my memory. This was real, and it was happening. I no longer had to lie in my bed and imagine being with him. I was experiencing it for myself.
With my arm propped on his shoulder, I ran my fingers through his wavy hair. He smiled and met my lips halfway between us. While still touching his mouth to suckle mine, I felt him inch away. “I never thought we’d be like this.”
“Me either.”
He kissed my neck, then down to my breasts, taking each one into his mouth. With every touch, I felt like my heart was mending. I forgot what had brought us together because it didn’t even matter. We were overwhelmed in each other, soaking up our emotions in our continued love making.
Every kiss, each embrace, was euphoric. He made his way down to my waist and continued on his journey until he reached my eagerly waiting pussy. I gasped when he kissed me there for the first time. His tongue became a tool, never running out of batteries. His rhythmic muscle set a pace as it put just enough pressure on my tiny bud. It didn’t take long for me to cry out into the dark of the night.
I grabbed at his hair, holding him against my sex. He continued licking me, even after I’d stopped trembling. I’d never had such a powerful orgasm. It made me feel lightheaded, and I wasn’t even standing. I began to shiver as he continued kissing me down there, taking me to heights I’d never been before.
When he realized what he’d done to me, his lips came up to drag over mine. I tasted myself on them and it turned me on, knowing where he’d been.
I cleaned off his chin with my tongue, savoring the taste of what he’d done to me. The butterflies were still there, reminding me this was different than anything I’d ever experienced with another man.
Shortly after my body relaxed, Stosh took his time, slipping gradually inside me. I would have returned the favor, but he was too involved to stop. I took deep breaths letting my walls adjust to his size. Our moans echoed off the still water. It felt amazing as our bodies became one.
We changed positions, with me sitting on his lap. I wrapped my arms around his neck and rocked my body around. Stosh seemed to enjoy the way I moved. He grabbed the cheeks of my ass and used his strength to steady a good pace.
My nipples hardened as they rubbed over his hard chest. I leaned into kiss his lips and tease him with my tongue.
There was nothing that could stop us, short of the boat sinking, and that wasn’t happening. We were completely alone and together as we should have always been. I finally understood why he’d wanted to bring me out into the middle of the open water. I appreciated the way he’d done it, even though I knew it was to prevent me from walking away forever. It didn’t matter what the next day would bring. I wasn’t going to be alone anymore. No matter what I had to do, I’d have a partner by my side.
We made love for hours, taking breaks only to regain our energy. We couldn’t get enough of each other, and I think we both knew as long as we were making love, we didn’t have to worry about my sister and her plans to sabotage our lives.
There would be consequences for what she’d done to us.
I was ready for them.
I think we both were.
Chapter 8
You were my idol. I wish you were dead.
I’m not sure exactly what time it was when I awoke, wrapped in a blanket, in Stosh’s arms on the floor of the boat. The wind was brisk and the once calm waters were a bit rough. I sat up and looked around before standing and going beneath to use the bathroom.
I hadn’t meant to stop in the bedroom, but I wanted to fetch our pillows. I made it halfway to the door when I tripped over the diary. My stomach dropped when I thought about the things my sister had said and done to me. I felt betrayed in the worst way.
This was someone I would have given my life for. I’d have given her an organ if she needed it. In fact, I would have done anything for her.
How could she hate me the way she did? How could she want to sabotage my life? Who does something like that? Who did she think she was, playing God as if she was allowed to?
I didn’t know her, and I certainly didn’t like her.
I picked up the little book and opened it to where I’d left off.
May 25th
Prom day baby! I am so excited. There is a killer party tonight. Stoshua won’t know what hit him when he wakes up tomorrow. Everything is going as planned. Soon, everyone will think the baby I’m carrying is his. It will not only destroy my sister, but it will kill my parents. This couldn’t have worked out better.
I put my hand over my mouth because her words were starting to nauseate me.
I couldn’t stop reading.
May 26th
Just got home from a night I won’t forget.
I could tell Stoshua hated himself when he woke up next to me. The poor guy didn’t even realize nothing happened between us. He believed every word out of my mouth. What a loser!
Soon, I can tell the family the child I’m carrying is his. I can’t wait to give them the horrible news. Being he’s such a stand-up guy, he’ll feel obligated to take care of me and his unborn child.
It will be the best day of my life.
June 7th
We graduated!
Yay me!
I won’t have to share the car anymore because my dad is planning on getting the princess a new one. She still thinks she wants to stay home. I can see it on her face when she looks at me. She hates that I had him and she didn’t. Little does she know, I didn’t even want him.
Her little pathetic pity party is about to begin. I can’t wait to watch her fall off her pedestal.
June 10th
I couldn’t wait any longer. They all know.
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Fake baby daddy told his parents. He wants to do the right thing by me.
I got my ticket out of here and I couldn’t be happier.
He’s going to take care of me and the baby, while we stay home and pretend to like him. He never has to know the baby isn’t his.
My sister is a mess. I heard her crying again. I think she may have thrown up. I stayed on the other side of the door smiling the whole time.
She’s finally in Hell, where she belongs.
June 12th
Willow is leaving town. She made the announcement to me in private, but I made sure to pass it along to Stoshua. He seemed equally upset. He’s even been drinking. I guess he’s trying to numb the pain of losing his chance with her. They’ll never be together now. That makes me so happy.
July 2nd
I got married today.
It wasn’t perfect or even what I’d imagined. My ass looks fat and I can’t stand Stosh’s cologne. He keeps telling me he’ll try to be a good husband. He apologizes for loving her. The irony in that is fantastic.
July 14th
Willow’s gone! She’s gone off to school and to start her new life. I pretended to be sad, but I was partying inside.
August 27th
Last night I had a miscarriage.
Stoshua stayed by my side.
He seemed broken up about it.
My parents came to the hospital, but the princess never showed. I thought she’d come, but she never did.
I feel alone. I’m stuck in a marriage with someone I loathe. He’s my only way out, though. I can’t go back to that house. I’ll never go back! I guess I need to pretend to love this guy and get knocked up again. The sooner the better.
I heard Stosh clearing his voice and looked up to see him leaning against the doorway. He was completely naked with a concerned look on his face. “I thought we agreed to not deal with this shit until tomorrow?”
I tossed the book to the side with shaky hands. “I couldn’t help it. I had to know.”
I thought about how he felt when he read how he’d never slept with her.
“How far did you get?” He sat down on the bed next to me.
“The miscarriage.”
He laughed and shook his head. “Yeah, the jokes on me! I can’t believe it. I feel like a fucking fool, Will. I knew I wouldn’t have slept with her.”
I grabbed his hand and traced the palm with my fingertips. “She needs to pay for this.”
“Don’t stoop to her level. You’re not that person.”
“I, at least, need to tell my parents. They should know what she’s capable of. If she has this much animosity towards me, I can’t imagine what she’s planning on doing to them. They don’t deserve it either.”
He played with my hand before looking right at me. “Let me ask you something. She writes about things she overheard your parents saying. Is there a chance maybe they treated you differently?”
I shrugged. “I guess she could have perceived it that way. I mean, I always got praise for my hard work, but it was only so I would continue to do well. I think they did it to make her try harder. They’d never pick favorites like she’s saying. It’s ridiculous.”
I didn’t know the person who had written in that diary. She wasn’t the sister I’d loved since birth.
“We need to head back home today.”
I nodded. “Okay. I know you have to get back to work.”
He smiled and leaned over to kiss me slowly on the lips. “I don’t want to go anywhere, but the longer this goes on, the worse it’s going to get. She’s up to something. She wouldn’t have gone to extremes to get you here if she weren’t. We need to be prepared, Willow.”
“For what? What can she possibly do to us?” I didn’t understand. I understood they had to get a divorce, but what wasn’t he telling me?
“I’ve been married to your sister for four years. At first it was just an arrangement, but at some point, before I knew what she’d done, we tried to build a relationship. We… we did what married people do.” He looked disappointed in himself.
“Stosh, I know. I don’t hate you for that. You did what you thought was the right thing.” Just the thought of him being intimate with her made me cringe. It wasn’t anything new. I’d thought they were together after prom. For some reason this was a little easier to take. “It doesn’t change the way I feel about you. I’ve been with other people, too. If we’re going to be together, we need to live for the future and leave the past behind us.”
He stood up and started walking around the room, scratching his head. “I want to be with you. I just don’t see it being easy. Have you even considered what our parents are going to say? Ivy will make them all hate us. Are you willing to give up your parents to be with me?”
I opened my mouth to answer, but my cell phone started to ring.
We both looked at each other. “It’s her. What do I say?”
“She doesn’t know I have the diary. You have to make her think everything is fine. Tell her you’re miserable.”
I let it ring four times before I picked up.
Hello?
Will, it’s me. How are things going?
I guess they’re fine. He sat me down last night and talked about us not being on the same page. I guess you were right when you said things weren’t good.
Well, what did you say? Did you tell him you still want to be together?
Of course. He drank a few beers and passed out. I guess he didn’t want to talk about it anymore.
Stosh was in the corner winking at me. I could hardly contain myself from laughing.
Change of plans, sis. I need you to do whatever it takes to get him back in good graces with me. I don’t care how far you have to go. Do you get what I’m saying?
You want me to sleep with your husband? What if he doesn’t want to sleep with me?
I had to cover the phone so she couldn’t hear me breaking. Stosh got down on his knees and started kissing my inner thighs.
Jesus! When do you guys get back?
Today.
I have hot outfits in my dresser. Seduce him tonight. I can’t lose him, do you understand?
Yeah, I get it. I just don’t think I can go through with something like that. I can’t just sleep with someone for the hell of it.
Please! She started to cry. I wouldn’t ask if I wasn’t desperate. I am hoping to be back in two days.
Just hurry up. I should have never agreed to this.
I will be back as soon as I can.
I tossed the phone on the bed after she’d hung up. “She thinks we haven’t been together, but she wants me to try to sleep with you.”
He kissed my neck. “You don’t have to try. I’d give you anything.”
“Aren’t you curious to know where the hell she’s at? What kind of wife wants someone else to sleep with their husband? She claims to know how we felt about each other, but she’s purposely pushing us together. Do you think she’s had a change of heart? Maybe she’s trying to make it up to us?”
He stopped kissing me and placed the palm of his hand on my cheek. “I doubt it. You need to read the rest of the diary. You need to know everything, even if parts of it hurt you even more. I don’t want secrets between us.”
“What are you talking about? Why would I be mad at you?”
He picked up the diary and kissed me on the top of the head. “Just remember, I’ve only ever truly loved you. The words mean nothing without the actions.”
He left me sitting there, wondering what was happening. I was more afraid to open the book than ever before.
Feb 11th
Things have finally calmed down. My friends have gone off to college and I’m stuck in marriage hell. I can tell he’s as miserable as me. He puts on a fake smile and pretends to be happy, but I know a liar when I see one.
I can’t go back to my parents, so I need to do whatever it takes to make him happy. It’s time I started trying to be a real wife.
Feb 14th
I gave Stosh the best night of his life. He’s sleeping like a baby next to me. I know he liked it because he went down on me for a good half hour. He couldn’t get enough of my sweet pussy. At least he’s good at something. I wish my stupid sister didn’t delete her Facebook page. I’d love to rub that shit right in her face.
She says she met someone and they’re serious. Who knows with her? I guess I don’t care anymore anyway. I stole the guy. He’s eating out of the palm of my hand. As long as he’s willing to do what he did last night. I think this arrangement can work out.
March 26th
Stosh took me out to my favorite restaurant. For the past month, we’ve been a real couple. I think he’s really falling for me and maybe I’m falling for him too. I can see why Will loved him. He’s kind and generous and well endowed. Good thing he’s all mine.
April 7th
We talked about getting pregnant again. I think I’m ready. We’ve been so happy and I know we can make a beautiful family. I’d never pick favorites with my own children. Stosh will be a great father. I’m totally in love with him.
She didn’t write anything until that following June.
June 13th
We took the test this morning. He held me in his arms until both lines filled that little stick. It’s too soon to tell the family, but I’ve never been happier. Maybe all I needed was to feel loved. I know I was wrong for the way I stole him away, but I don’t regret it. He’s everything to me.
I was vomiting in my mouth reading about her devotion to Stosh, so I ignored the next few months.
Sept 1st
We spent the night in the hospital. The doctor said there was nothing he could do. Our baby is gone and my chances of having another child are slim to none. He suggested we look into other options for conceiving. Maybe this is what I get for being an awful person. Maybe I don’t deserve to be a mother.
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