Being with Her

by Amanda Lynn

She grinds against my fingers. "You can go back to your sweet new little wife or this can be yours. Better yet I'm not possessive I'll share. You can fuck me any time your pretty heart desires." I pull my finger out and she sucks herself off it. "I love all kinds of sex. You can tie me up, spank me, or fuck my ass. This can be all yours, Professor." She stands back up.

  "Where's my clothes? You need to fucking leave." I get up and walk to the bathroom, turning on the shower and stepping in. It feels fucking awesome. I hear the curtain open and Brittany climbs in behind me. "Get the fuck out."

  "I need to shower too. I can clean you." She starts to lather her hands. She grabs my dick cleaning it as she strokes up and down. I moan as she lowers to her knees, sucking me into her mouth.

  "Fuck, Brittany, that's enough ... STOP." She grabs my balls, massaging them. Soon I'm pulsing my release into her mouth and she sucks it up like a champion. I shove her head away and climb out. I dress as soon as I dry off. I grab my wallet and keys and start walking down the half mile to the bar from last night for my bike.

  By the time I get back to the room, Brittany's gone so I lay down and contemplate what to do. I have to tell Paige. If she doesn't want me, my heart will be broken but she deserves to know I fucked around on her even if I was drugged. I close my eyes wondering why my life is so fucking messed up.

  Chapter 21

  Paige

  It's Saturday and Gavin has been gone since the letter arrived on Wednesday. We have only exchanged a couple texts in that time. He said he needed to think and cool off. He's checked on Addy a couple times. She has in fact asked, 'Where Gavin?'

  I don't know how to make it right. I broke down and told Sarah what happened. She was upset I didn't tell her sooner and she feels bad for me ’cause Gavin won't talk to me. She said 'he just needs time' trying to understand how upset he is.

  I get an text alert from Gavin.

  Gavin-11:55am- Can I come home?

  Me-11:57am - Of course. I love you.

  Gavin- 12:01pm- Be there shortly

  I pace around the room waiting for him to get here. The moment I hear the front door open, I run around the corner stopping in my tracks seeing that he looks horrible. "What happened to you?"

  He shoves his hands in his pockets. "I had a really bad night."

  "Okay ... care to elaborate?" I ask, waiting to hear what he's been up to.

  "I need to tell you something, come sit down." I follow him into the living room, sitting on the sofa.

  "Okay, talk." I rub my hands up and down my legs, nervous because he had me sit to tell me this.

  "Last night I went out with Steve, you remember one of the guys from the bar the night I saw you." I nod. "Well, we had a lot to drink and toward the end I started to feel funny so I went to the restroom. When I came out Steve was passed out at the table and I was about to be when this woman came up and helped me out. I'm so sorry, Paige, but she took me back to my hotel room and fucked me. I tried so hard to stop but my body was so weak from the alcohol and drugs. I'm so sorry. After I woke from being passed out she told me she drugged us both and since Steve passed out first she left with me. I'm sorry ... I'm sorry." I have tears coming down my cheeks and he does too as he kneels before me crying with his head in my lap. I don't want to touch him but I instinctively pacify him, running my fingers through his hair. We sit there crying for what seems like hours until Addy wakes up from her nap running in to see 'her Gavin'.

  I flip the TV onto some cartoons and have Addy sit in her new Elmo chair Gavin had gotten her for her birthday. Gavin lifts his head up and reaches up to wipe my tears as his continue falling. His eyes are bloodshot from crying and probably the drugs. "I love you, Paige. I'm so sorry I got pissed about the letter. Can you forgive me?"

  "Who was she? I need to know." He cringes and looks back down to my lap.

  "Brittany. She's from one of my classes. I swear I didn't want to touch her." He continues sobbing.

  "Get her out of your class, I don't care how. You either have her withdrawn for following and harassing you or tell them you can't teach that time and have another Economics teacher take it. You hear me? I don't want you seeing her again. Did you at least use protection?" I say as my tears have subsided and now I'm just angry.

  "I'll see what I can do on Monday. I promise. I love you so much, Paige. Yes, of course protection was used." He wraps his arms around my waist hugging me.

  I love him too much to let go. "This better not happen again." I begin to cry again.

  "It won't, I promise." He lifts me into his arms and carries me into our bedroom. He lays down behind me just holding me.

  He kisses my neck. "I can't right now, Gavin."

  "I know, I'm not trying, I just want to hold you for a few minutes." I can feel his tears soaking into the back of my tank top.

  **

  I feel like we're broken. Between what happened to me and what happened to Gavin, what else can be against us? We eventually get up and have some lunch. Gavin wants to do something all together so we gather Addy up and take her down to the park for a while. Gavin is so attentive to both Addy and myself. He runs around playing and chasing her while coming up to me to leave little kisses here and there. As I'm sitting there I notice a young girl on the other side trying to keep out of sight. I continue to watch how she watches Gavin playing with Addy. I casually get up and walk to her side of the park.

  I recognize her from the time I showed up in his class. "You’re Brittany, right?" I say, coming up behind her. She whips around stunned that I know her name.

  "Yeah, I know you?" She looks back toward where Gavin is waiting for Addy to slide down.

  "Yeah, that man you’re watching? He's my fiancé. He told what you did to his drink and what happened. I'm not happy; in fact, I'm pretty pissed. You touch him again and I'll be touching you and not in a way you'd like." I say.

  "Oh, yeah. Did he tell you how he touched me, too? He fucking liked it," she starts saying as Gavin sees us arguing, running over with Addy in his arms.

  "Get out of here, Brittany. You're just trying to cause problems. I already told her." He wraps his arm around me turning us to walk away.

  "I can be better for you. At least I don't come with baggage," she yells.

  I whip out of his arms running straight at the bitch. I push her down straddling her while I continue to punch her in the face. I'm screaming things I don't even understand while Gavin pulls me away from a now slightly bloodied Brittany. I shrug him off me and storm toward his truck. I'm already sitting in it when he and Addy get there. He buckles her in and climbs in. He starts the truck, pulling out and knowing not to say a word.

  I look over at him. "What? She's now following you?"

  He shrugs. "I don't know, I’m going to take care it. I don't want you fighting like that; remember you're pregnant. I don't want you to get hurt." He reaches over and grabs my hand. "I only love you. It was a mistake that happened and I will be forever sorry."

  I look at our fingers laced together and smile up at him. "I know. I'll be more careful. Are we going to be okay?"

  "Of course, we'll work through this and in April you'll marry me and in August our new one will be here and the four of us will be a family and no one can tear us apart." He leans over to kiss my forehead as we sit at the light.

  **

  That next week at school goes smoothly unless you count the continuous advances from Doug. I've learned to just let him do his innocent flirting. But on Wednesday in class he leans over and whispers, "I heard your professor man has some pussy now at his new school."

  I whip around, stunned he knows about her. "What are you talking about?"

  He laughs. "You don't know that Mr. Professor had a hotel room and took a friend of mine back last weekend and fucked her?"

  I can't breathe. I jump out of my chair scraping it across the floor, causing the class to look in my direction. I run from the room out into the afternoon sun. I feel arms encircle me from behind. I'm crying as Doug moves
my hair off my shoulder and lightly kisses up my neck to my ear. "Don't be upset, I'm here. I can take care of you." I haven't let Gavin touch me since he came back home and I just let myself sob in Doug's arms. He turns me around and grabs my face wiping my tears with each of his thumbs. "Don't cry." He presses his lips against mine, pushing his tongue into my mouth. I push back. "You can be with me now." He grabs a hold of my ass pushing his erection against me.

  I push him away again. "NO! Just everyone leave me alone." I run across the courtyard to my car in the lot. I get in and pull out, stopping down the street in the Starbuck parking lot, crying my eyes out.

  Chapter 22

  Gavin

  I hear Paige cry each night to sleep. I have so fucked up. First thing Monday morning I go to my department head and ask if there is anyone to take my last class on Monday, Wednesday and Friday. He said that he will look into it. I make it through Monday without seeing Brittany until she walks in sporting a darkened nose and eye for class. I chuckle to myself knowing that Paige did get a couple good hits in. She takes her seat in the front wearing her normal short-as-fuck skirts. In the middle of class as they are working on an assignment from the book, she clears her throat and when I look up she has her finger in between her slightly spread legs. She caresses herself staring right at me licking her lips. I look back at what I'm working on at my desk until I dismiss the class.

  As soon as the door reopens announcing her coming back in, I look up and stand, meeting her in the middle of the class. "Get the fuck out of my class," I say, pointing to the door.

  She grabs my dick and squeezes. I slap her hand away. "Come on, Professor, I can feel you want it. She doesn't have to know. I don't have any panties on so just flip my skirt and this pussy's all yours."

  "Fuck that, No ... get out. Leave me alone." I turn her toward the door.

  "If you don't fuck me when I want you to, I'll report your sexual behavior to your advisor." I whip her back around.

  "Are you threatening me now? I'll lose my job before I fuck you again. NOW GET OUT!" I shout.

  "You'll be sorry." She turns, running out of my class. I watch as she runs across the parking lot, not stopping when a truck is pulling out of the lot clipping her small body, sending her flying through the air.

  "FUCK." I quickly turn around, not believing I saw that. I walk back into my class and sit with my hands in my hair. I get up and grab my bag and leave out the side entrance that I sometimes use to avoid other people. I get to my bike and leave as calmly as possible.

  I wanted her out of our lives but not dead. Surely she's fine.

  **

  I get to work the following day and the police show up after my second class. Fuck. "Officers, can I help you?"

  "Yes, sir, is it Professor Wright?" He looks down at his small notepad.

  "Yes, sir, is there a problem? Is Paige okay?" I ask, trying not to think Brittany's dead.

  "What? This isn't about a Paige. We're here for a Brittany Sloane? She's a student in one of your classes, am I right?" he casually asks.

  "Yes, she is in my basic Economic 101. Is there a problem?" I fucking hate to lie but I can't tell them that I've fucked her.

  "She was hit yesterday running through the parking lot. Witnesses said they saw her fleeing from your class. Was there a problem yesterday?" He writes down on that fucking notepad glancing up at me waiting on my reply.

  "Yes, she was upset about a grade and was wanting extra credit. She has been very persistent wanting my help. Look I'm about to get married and she's been trying to cause problems, insisting on me helping her. Is she okay?"

  "Well, she has undergone two surgeries and at this time is in a medically induced coma. She has damage to her head from when she hit the ground and possible damage to her spine. Don't go off far in case we have more questions," he tells me as he heads back out after I thank him.

  **

  On Wednesday, I happen to pull in right behind Paige with Addy. She gets Addy out and when she turns to face me she has been crying. "What's wrong, baby?" I grab her face. "Is it the baby?"

  "No ... Doug knows Brittany because they’re friends and he knows you fucked her and …" I kiss her forehead before she can continue.

  "Let's take Addy in." I pull her along, holding her hand. I pick her up and sit her on the kitchen counter wetting a paper towel to wipe her upset face. "Let me worry about things. It's not good for you to keep getting upset." I kiss her lips. "Brittany had an accident Monday afternoon. I didn't tell you ’cause I didn't want you to worry about anything." I tuck her hair behind her ear, it's beginning to grow longer.

  "What happened?" Paige says, wrapping her arms around me.

  "I told her to leave us alone on Monday and she didn't take it well and took off running out into the parking lot and was hit by a truck. The police came asking questions. She is currently in an coma. She had head trauma and her spine was hurt." I tell Paige what the police explained.

  She looks up at me. "I never wanted her dead but is it bad that I'm glad she is out of your class now and hopefully our lives."

  "Exactly what I was thinking. We don't have to worry about her right now. It's just us now. Bobby hasn't been around in the last several weeks and just continue ignoring Doug," I say.

  "He kissed me after I got up and ran from the class. I didn't kiss him back, I pushed him away and left." She sobs.

  That fucker is not giving up. "I’ll take care of it, let me know if it happens again."

  We cook dinner together in a comfortable silence. I think knowing that Brittany is now out of the picture has relaxed us in some way.

  **

  I've missed Paige, we haven't been intimate since before I left pissed off after the letter from Bobby. She gets Addy down for the night in her room we've been decorating until all this shit blew up. I plan this weekend to finish her room for her.

  I just walked out of the shower with a towel around my waist. Paige is sitting on the bed in only her panties and a teeny tiny camisole. Her still flat stomach is peeking out the bottom. She crooks her finger motioning me to come to her. Of course I do. I drop my towel and she giggles. "I fucking miss you, baby." I climb up between her now spread legs. I kiss her chest right between her tits while I slip a finger into her wet sex. "I need to taste you so bad." She nods her consent and I instantly pull her panties down her legs. I stretch out pulling her legs over each of my shoulders as I feast on my baby's pussy. I lick and suck and nibble her pink bud. As soon as I insert a second finger she screams her release riding my tongue and fingers. I kiss my way up her body stopping to kiss her belly. She reaches down stroking my cock as I center it at her core. I suck one nipple then the other into my mouth as she pushes my cock closer to her sex. I slam into her and she wraps her legs around me as I thrust almost brutally into her body. She digs her fingers into my back while biting my lower neck. I almost think she has broken the skin with both her bite and nails. I continue to pound her as I begin to swell knowing I will soon be done. I rub her clit and bite her right nipple as she screams her second release. I groan as I follow, filling her up.

  I lay there kissing her everywhere from her lips to her neck over to her ear. "I love you so much, Paige. I'm sorry our life has been difficult but I promise it'll get better."

  "I love you, too. I know it has to only get better." She returns my kiss on her lips. Opening her mouth to me so our tongues tangle together. I push in to her still wet heat and slowly rock in and out making soft smooth love to my Paige.

  Chapter 23

  Paige

  Making love to Gavin after not having him in quite a while was like heaven. We lie there together drifting off to sleep. I swirl circles on his chest as I have my head in the crook of his arm. Within minutes I've falling into the first peaceful sleep I've had in the last week.

  My next doctor appointment is today at four so Gavin can go. I'm waiting at my car at school when Doug walks up. "Hey, Paige, what are you waiting on? Want to grab a coffee?"

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p; "I can't, Doug," I say, looking around for Gavin to hurry up.

  "Oh, that's right, ’cause the good ole teacher knocked you up. What about tea?" He reaches for my hand as I hear Gavin pull up in his loud-ass truck.

  Doug lets me go as Gavin jumps out, rushing around it and getting in Doug's face. "Don't fucking touch her." He grabs Doug by the shirt pushing him against my car.

  "Oh, like you didn't fucking touch Brit? Uh ... I guess you heard she's in the hospital. I know it has something to do with you. I don't know what yet but as soon as she comes out of coma, your ass is fucked," Doug spits at Gavin.

  Gavin reels back to hit him but I grab his arm screaming to stop ’cause Gavin can't be in trouble for assault. I need him too much for him to have charges against him and ruin his career.

  Gavin shoves Doug and grabs my hand, helping me into the truck. I can't hear what is said to Doug as he walks around to his side before sliding in. He pulls out of the lot spinning his wheels. I look over and he's panting he's so mad. I grab his hand to help calm him down. "Calm down, baby. Let's be happy that we are going to see your little baby peanut."

  He squeezes my hand. "You’re right. He just pisses me off."

  "I know," I whisper.

  **

  I'm lying on the sonogram table in a paper gown awaiting the doctor. Gavin looks a combination of nervous and excited. He squeezes my hand. "You okay?" I laugh at the look on his face.

  "What? I'm good." He smiles as Dr. Meyer walks in.

  "Hey, guys, ready to see your new bundle of joy?" Dr. Meyer, instead of lubing my tummy, grabs a wand.

  Gavin's eye grow huge as he watches the doctor slide a condom-looking thing down the wand while squirting some lube on the end. The doctor notices Gavin's discomfort. "Next time will be on her belly but at this time we have to go in vaginally." He chuckles. "It won't hurt her."