Yours for the Night

by Jasmine Haynes

  Her heels clicked on the tile floor. “Don’t go,” she said to Dominique. Then Carla ran a hand along his arm to capture his hand. “You’re a sweet man”—he’d never been called sweet before—“but I think your mind is elsewhere.” Her purse already on her shoulder, she pulled out her keys.

  “I’m sorry it showed.” He wasn’t normally an asshole.

  “It didn’t. It’s just—” She stopped, shrugged eloquently, then wrinkled her nose. “A woman knows.”

  Then he’d been a double asshole.

  She kissed his cheek, smiled at Dominique as she passed, and headed out to her car at the far end of the circular drive.

  “I didn’t see her car. I wouldn’t have—”

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  “Does a woman know?” he interrupted her.

  She tipped her head, her silky red hair brushing the shoulder of her elegant midnight blue evening gown. “Know what?”

  “When a man is interested.”

  “I . . .” She stopped. “Yes.”

  “Come here.”

  Her bare leg peeked through the slit in the dress as she returned to the porch and stood in front of him.

  “So what do you know about me?” he asked.

  “You’re interested,” she whispered, her green eyes soft.

  “Hell yes, I am. Isabel wouldn’t give me your number. I wanted to reach through the phone and strangle it out of her.”

  “It was a shitty way to leave things.”

  He’d gone over what he could have done differently, but he’d found no satisfactory answers. “What did I do to make you afraid I’d hurt you?”

  Moisture flickered in her eyes, then she blinked and it was gone. “You did everything right, Gabriel. I haven’t been myself for months. The divorce, Edward’s new wife, the new baby—” Her pain rippled through her eyes. “I’d like the chance to show you I’m not the greedy, power-hungry bitch I’ve been acting like.”

  He laughed, the first genuine laugh in two months. “You are not a powerhungry bitch. Single-minded, yes, but not a bitch.” He touched her cheek with his fingertips, her skin soft, smooth, her scent sweet and fruity, like the grapefruit bath salts she’d used in Palm Springs. “I saw you with your husband that first night, and I knew you’d been hurt. I didn’t expect anything to be easy.”

  He drew a thumb lightly across her lower lip. “But I didn’t expect you to disappear in the middle of the night without giving me the chance to convince you I was worth the risk.”

  She blinked again, the slightest tremble at her mouth. “Will you give me that chance now? Can we start over?”

  “First date, no sex?” He shook his head, a wry smile finding its way to his lips.

  “I’m pretty damn sure I can’t go that far back. But I also can’t give you the money you want.” He stroked her cheek, then dropped his hand. “Money diminishes what we could have together.”

  “I don’t want you to pay. I don’t want any appreciative gifts.” She raised her 191

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  chin almost defiantly and met his gaze. “I had specific reasons for becoming a courtesan, and they were primarily because of my husband. But you showed me that money doesn’t buy happiness.” Then she smiled and everything about her changed. She was suddenly the woman he’d taken shopping, the lady who’d teased him mercilessly on the plane. “How’s that for a perfect cliché?”

  He took her hand, pulled her in. “I’ve missed you. I would have paid Isabel anything she wanted to tell me where you lived, but she couldn’t be bought.”

  “I’ve been an idiot.” She came into his arms, leaned her body against his, and tipped her head back. “But I’ve officially taken my head out of my . . .” She trailed off, smiled. “And I called Isabel tonight to tell her I’m leaving Courtesans.”

  “You don’t have to do that for me.” But he couldn’t help the reflexive tightening of his arms across her back. The thought of having her all to himself simmered through his blood.

  “But if I’m not doing that, you’re going to have to work extra hard to satisfy me.”

  “In any way you want.”

  She arched a brow and gave him a naughty half smile. “Anything?”

  “Anything. You’re worth it.”

  Both brows went up this time, and he knew he was in trouble. “Remember what Trevor did for me?” she asked, that wicked half smile turning his heart over.

  “I remember.”

  “Well . . .”

  “No.”

  “But you said anything.” She pouted. His cock surged.

  “Let’s think of something else.”

  “Like what? Remember, you have to top renting a mountain restaurant and making love to me in front of the staff.”

  Making love instead of fucking. He liked her word use. Skimming a hand down the front of her dress, he delved lightly between her legs. “Mile-high club.”

  She squirmed against him, her musky feminine scent of arousal rising. “Sex on a plane?”

  “Yeah.” Anywhere, as long as he got to taste her.

  “We already did that,” she huffed, then curled her foot around his calf.

  “I didn’t come, so it wasn’t sex.”

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  She snorted, then gave in. “All right. Think of something else anyway. Something really exciting and naughty.”

  His hand at the base of her spine, he hitched her closer. “How about a threesome?”

  “Only if it’s a man. Everything should be about me.” The playfulness in her gaze gave way to something different, tenderness. Then she went up on her toes to wrap her arms about his neck, hugging him tight, her face buried against his throat. “I’m the one who should be paying you for how you make me feel.”

  He breathed in her sweet, citrus scent, letting it fill him to the brim. “I’m very expensive.”

  “And worth every penny,” she whispered.

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  “I FEEL LIKE I’VE BEEN EATING TOO MUCH VANILLA ICE CREAM.” Noelle St. James toyed with the rim of her double nonfat caramel latte. The barista art in the foam, a maple leaf, was starting to disintegrate. She hated to destroy it completely by drinking. “I need something exotic.” She tipped her head, her long hair falling across her shoulder. “Like Pistachio Crème. Or Blue Moon. I don’t know”—she rolled her eyes—“something new.”

  “How about a bukkake?” Isabel sipped her tea. According to her philosophy, tea should be served in bone china cups and made only with boiling water. She’d found a San Francisco café willing to cater to her needs.

  “What’s a bukkake?” With her maple leaf finally melting away, Noelle tested the delicious brew. Yum.

  It was ten in the morning, and despite the cool of an early March day, the sidewalk tables were packed, hot air blowing from vents beneath the striped awning. The street teemed with passers by. Isabel lowered her voice so she couldn’t be heard by the college students to the right or the two middle-aged businessmen to the left. “You get five or six hot guys to stand over you while you’re naked. They jack off and come on you.”

  Noelle almost spit out her latte. “I can’t believe you just suggested that.”

  Noelle was joking, of course. Over the years, she’d come to consider Isabel a friend. They could say anything to each other. Which was one of the reasons Noelle had asked for this little face-to-face. She’d need Isabel’s help in redirecting her energies.

  Isabel made a face. An elegant blonde, she still had the slack-jawed “duh”

  look down pat. “You’re a courtesan. What’s wrong with something outrageous?

  You said you wanted exotic.”

  Noelle had become a courtesan about two months after her last divorce, when a male friend suggested she’d make a perfect companion. A client of Courtesans, he’d made the introductions. In the ensuing two years
, Noelle had done a lot of things, some she’d loved, some she’d decided once was enough. But this was a new one. “There’s no personal connection if you’ve just got them masturbating on you.”

  “Think about this. It’s five men hot for your naked body.”

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  “True.” Noelle knew she was still attractive even at forty. With long silky black hair, dark almond-shaped eyes, a slender build, and standing five-nine in her bare feet, she’d been called striking. Part of the courtesan thrill was being desired by men. She needed validation as much as the next girl. Isabel fluttered her lashes and set her elbows on the table to lean close enough for Noelle’s ears only. “And five times the guys is five times the tip.”

  Noelle had to laugh at that. Isabel was always about the bottom line. That’s why she was the brains behind Courtesans. “You’re right about that. But it’s more than the money. I need . . . something.” Noelle just couldn’t define, even for herself, what that was. “Something new, something else. I feel like . . .”

  “I know. It’s too much vanilla ice cream when you’re craving pistachio.”

  “It’s not boredom,” Noelle tried to explain. “It’s excitement.” She frowned, then immediately caught herself. She preferred relaxation over Botox to banish the wrinkles from her forehead. “That’s not the right word either.” Closing her eyes, she visualized what she was searching for. “It’s that giddiness when you’re with someone new and hot and delicious. How you look forward to seeing him with a fervor that takes you over, makes you breathless even when you just think about him.” She craved it. She knew she was desired, she had great orgasms, but the kick was missing. The thrill of getting paid for sex was no longer enough.

  “Noelle.” Her eyes popped open at Isabel’s sharp tone. “You’re a courtesan.”

  She set her teacup down with a clink of china. “It’s not good to get your emotions involved.”

  “Our emotions are always involved. But I’m talking about the illusion, Isabel. I know it’s not real. I like to think myself into it. I like to pretend. I just haven’t been with anyone I want to pretend with.”

  “It’s dangerous to want these things. You think you can handle it, but you’ll only get hurt in the end.”

  Noelle understood just how dangerous giving in to her needs could be. She’d been married three times. She knew how badly it could end. But she was an infatuation junkie. She loved living dangerously. She thrived on those first few weeks of a new relationship. She freely admitted it was her greatest flaw. So she’d decided after the last divorce that marriage wasn’t for her. As a courtesan, she wouldn’t hurt anyone, not ever again.

  “Why don’t we just go a little kinkier than your usual fare?” Isabel suggested. 196

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  “That should give you excitement.”

  “Kinky’s great, but I want something personal, intimate.” Where meeting a man’s eyes carried her away with that giddy, trembling sensation.

  “I’ve been searching out just the right match for a new client I’ve got.”

  “What are his details?” Noelle squirmed in her seat.

  “He’s a wicked one, I’ll say that much for him.”

  If Isabel thought he was naughty, he liked way more than your normal level of kink. Noelle didn’t hold it against him. “What’s he look like?”

  “Hot.”

  Noelle snorted softly. “That says a lot.” Sometimes what Isabel thought was hot didn’t match Noelle’s idea.

  “He’s a Viking. Six-four, two hundred pounds, blond, and blue-eyed.”

  She loved a man who wouldn’t be intimidated by the five-inch heels on her gladiator boots. “What’s his name, Thor?”

  Isabel laughed. “Dax Deacon. Forty-five. I know you don’t mind the older guys.”

  Older men were hot. Two of her husbands had been ten years older than she was. Her first, her high school sweetheart, was a year younger. They were married right out of college, but it lasted only a year. There was something to be said for the yearning of a long-distance relationship, especially when you were lusty twenty-year-olds.

  “So what are his kinky desires?” Noelle was intrigued. She liked his stats. She wanted his fantasies.

  Isabel glanced to the right. Their college groupies had stopped talking and conspicuously concentrated on their mochas. Eavesdroppers. Turning slightly to put her back to them, she lowered her voice. “He likes to watch. He’ll want you to do things for him with other people.”

  Noelle shivered. She was the ultimate exhibitionist. She loved to be watched, to be told what to do. It made her performance spectacular. She didn’t fool herself into thinking she was a good person. She wasn’t. She’d hurt people in her past, badly. She lived with the guilt and strove never to cause that kind of pain again. She kept the vow by doing what she excelled at, giving men their wildest fantasy, their greatest desire. “More than one person?”

  “He did mention threesomes and foursomes. Perhaps a party.”

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  a mass of bodies. With two or three partners, though, especially with a man watching, that could definitely work. “He doesn’t want to participate?”

  “Sometimes, but he’ll choose his timing for jumping in. He’s more the organizational type, getting off on setting up scenarios designed to drive a woman insane.”

  Noelle fought the urge to bite her lip in her excitement. Beneath her warm sweater, her nipples pebbled. A man directing her pleasure, planning, watching, perhaps joining in, but still making everything about her. She’d fantasized about having a husband give her to another man for one night. None of them ever had. She’d never had the courage to ask. But with each of them, she’d imagined him sitting in the corner, observing everything, then taking her hard and fast after the door closed behind their visitor. Oh, the thought of him getting so excited as he watched her that he had to have her the moment they were alone.

  Her panties were warm and wet with her fantasies. She raised one eyebrow and smiled. “I could get into that.”

  “He might be perfect for you, darling,” Isabel murmured like a wicked devil on Noelle’s shoulder. “If everything clicks, he wants to make it an ongoing relationship. That might give you the connection you’re looking for.”

  She did have repeat clients, but they lacked the indefinable something. Lacing her fingers and leaning her forearms on the table, she bent closer.

  “Maybe he could be the answer.”

  “It’s worth a shot.”

  “I’m excited just thinking about it.”

  Isabel winked. “That’s half the battle, isn’t it? Thinking ourselves into arousal before we even meet him.”

  “Except”—Noelle laughed—“when you build it up in your mind then find he’s a total dud.” She’d been known to do that, too. Her smile sultry, Isabel settled back and crossed her legs. “I assure you, he’s no dud in the looks department.”

  “Then it’s a date.”

  Anticipation could often be way more than half the battle, plus a great big bite of the fun. But you also risked a bigger bite of disappointment. That had been her problem over the past six months. The anticipation had been the best part.

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  If Dax Deacon lived up to Isabel’s description, though? Well then, he might be Pistachio Crème and Blue Moon on a sugar cone with sprinkles on top.

  WITH HER USUAL APLOMB AND ATTENTION TO DETAIL, ISABEL arranged everything for the following Friday evening. She catered to Noelle’s need for surprise and excitement. The Lincoln Town Car arrived at her San Francisco flat at seven. She lived near the marina, and the driver took her across town to Market. Noelle loved the city—the lights, the sounds, the rush, always busy, always moving. It made her feel alive.

  At the downtown high-rise hotel, the driver—midthirties, sharply dressed in his pressed black s
uit, white shirt, and black tie—held the car door for her, offering his hand as she climbed out. His eyes dropped to her thigh revealed by the long slit of her elegant calf-length dress. Emerald green. She favored vibrant colors. She liked the slight flare of his nostrils, the compliment in his brief glance down her leg. The night air would have cooled her if it weren’t for the heat of his gaze. She liked big Latino men. All right, she liked all men, for the most part, if they dressed well. The one thing she couldn’t abide was sloppiness. Noelle smiled her gratitude and palmed him a tip. His hand was hot, big, a tight grip that lasted a moment longer than necessary. Then he handed her a card. “Please call fifteen minutes before you’re ready for me.”

  She had such a dirty mind, imagining a double entendre in his businesslike words. “I will.”

  He handed her off to the doorman, who directed her to the express elevator for the restaurant on the top floor of the hotel. She stepped inside and expected to see walls. Instead, the elevators were all glass, looking out over the lobby. Alone in the car, she hung close to the windows. As she was whisked skyward, the lobby, with its fountain and fern garden in the center, fell away, growing smaller until the people were like ants.

  She remembered times in her life when she’d felt like the ant, scurrying everywhere, worrying. Those feelings had ended with Isabel and Courtesans. Until recently, when a strange longing for something indefinable had struck her once more. A damn good thing she’d sworn off marriage or she’d be in danger of hurting someone all over again.

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  into the restaurant, which was famous for its three-hundred-sixty-degree view of San Francisco and the Bay as it circled atop the hotel. Noelle always felt a moment of disorientation as she passed from the entryway to the rotating floor.