Love's Deceit

by Flynn Eire

  "I can't," I cried. "I'm sorry, but I just can't do this."

  "But you love me," Alexander replied, looking confused and hurt. "And I love you."

  "I know, but I'm just not ready for this yet. And especially not in his hallway!"

  I saw it click in his head which hallway we were standing in and his whole attitude change. "I understand, Dimika. Please just hear me when I say that I love you, because I do, with my whole heart."

  "Okay," I replied as I untangled my body from his. "I need to go."

  "We're still on for tonight, right?"

  "Yeah, tonight is fine. I'll see you at my room sometime after dinner."

  "Looking forward to it, Dimitri," Alexander said, smiling. "And just sleep, I know."

  I was only able to give him half a smile as I nodded and turned to head to my office.

  * * * * Sitting in my office the next day I thought back to the night before. It was the second night in a row Alexander and I shared a bed. Nothing much past first base happened, but it was comfortable and it felt right for us to sleep in the same bed. The thought made me smile that goofy smile you get in the beginning of a relationship when everything is going well.

  "Hey, Dimitri, we have a problem," Yuri said as he walked through the door. "Alexander was working with Lance and ended up in the clinic with wounds from a sword."

  "What?" I yelled and in one motion was up and over the desk. Pushing past Yuri, I flew through the gym and outside.

  No, this wasn't happening! We just got somewhere and now this was happening. What scared me the most was that I couldn't feel him. We were mates! Shouldn't that entail me to some privileges, like knowing if he was alive?

  I don't think I ever ran as fast as I did that day to the clinic. It wasn't until I hit the clinic's doors that I realized I had tears streaming down my face. God, I loved him so fucking much, I couldn’t lose him. I wouldn't survive it. I should have told him I loved him, not just admitted it after he heard me talking with Rune.

  Skidding to a halt, I heard Alexander's voice inside one of the rooms in the clinic.

  "I said I'm fine," Alexander grumbled, pushing one of the clinic attendants away from him. "It's just a few scratches."

  He looked at me as I stepped into the room. The expression on his face let me know exactly what I looked like right then.

  "Come here, Dimika," he said gently as he held his arms open to me. I took the last few steps quickly and carefully let him hold me. "I'm fine, I swear. Lance just stepped out of line with the swords."

  "That little bastard, I'm going to gut him like a fish," I growled as my hands roamed his body. I needed to see and feel for myself that he was okay. "You really are okay then?"

  "I'm fine and Lance has a hearing with the council for his little revenge attempt," Alexander chuckled. "I sent Yuri to tell you, I figured you should know, you being in charge of training and all."

  "God, when he told me you were hurt," I started to say, choking up. I sat on the edge of his bed and looked at the other people in the room. With one of his looks at the doctor the man hurried everyone out of the room. I turned back to Alexander, "I was so scared I'd never get the chance to tell you that I love you."

  "You told me last night," Alexander replied taking my face in his hands. "I love you too, Dimika."

  "No, I admitted it last night after you heard me talking with Rune. That's different than just telling you," I said, the tears starting again. "I love you, Alexander. I've never loved anyone else, and I never want anyone else. I want you as my mate in every way possible. I'm yours, just don't ever leave me or scare me like that again."

  "I won't, baby, I swear."

  "I'm sorry I've been such a pain," I stated leaning more into his embrace.

  "Why are you sorry, baby? I put us here, you have nothing to be sorry for."

  "Is this the only wound?" I asked gently touching the small gash on his shoulder that was already mostly healed.

  "Yes, it was one swipe of the sword and the kid was lucky even to get that," Alexander explained. Then he grabbed me roughly and pulled my mouth down to his. The kiss was desperate, filled with everything unsaid, not to mention every emotion flowing through the both of us.

  Without breaking the kiss, I ripped the medical gown off of him. I stopped kissing him then to take in the glorious, naked body before me. "No one else will ever see you like this, or touch you, or I will snap off your balls and feed them to you."

  "No one, Dimika. I want only you," he whispered before kissing me again. "And I want something from you that I've never asked anyone before."

  "What is it?" I asked as I stood and pulled off my shorts. "You're alive and mine, you could ask me for my dick and I'd give it to you right now."

  "Actually I was going to ask for you to put it in my ass."

  "Huh?" I said, looking up completely confused. I'm sure I looked a sight, standing there with my shorts around my ankles, about to pull my shirt off my head.

  "I've never let anyone take my ass before," Alexander explained as he moved off the bed. "I want you to be my first and only. I want to feel that huge cock in my ass and then your bite as you make me yours for eternity."

  "Really?" I squeaked out looking down into the eyes of the man I loved. "Are you sure?"

  "More sure than I've ever been in my entire life," he replied as he grabbed my hardening cock and started stroking it. I moaned and claimed his lips. Then in one swift motion, I spun him around and bent him over the bed. I knelt down behind him and spread the cheeks of his ass. Leaning forward I used my tongue to rim his tight hole."

  "Oh fuck, Dimika," Alexander screamed, his body squirming under the assault of my tongue. I grabbed some lotion from the nightstand by the hospital bed. As I kept licking and eating his ass I squirted some of it on my fingers. Just to keep Alexander guessing, I slid my middle finger in his ass as I pulled out my tongue.

  I moved to stand behind him while I wiggled my finger in his ass, stretching him out so that he was ready for my cock. "This ass is mine. Do I make myself perfectly clear, Alexander?"

  "Yes, Dimika, I am yours. Always yours, forever," he cried out as I slipped another finger in him. "Oh god, I never knew it could be like this. It's too much."

  "Just ride it, Alex," I cooed in his ear as I scissored my fingers. "I've got you, baby. I won't let you fall."

  "I love you, Dimika," he moaned as I pushed in a third finger. "Fuck me, my Dimika. I want that beautiful cock in my ass."

  "Ask and you shall receive," I snickered as I pulled my fingers free and squirted some lotion on my dick. I groaned as Alexander reached back and pulled the cheeks of his ass apart for me. I didn't waste any time moving in behind him. Guiding my cock into his hole, he moaned in pleasure as I pushed past the first ring. I bit my lip as I paused to allow him to adjust to my size.

  "Why did you stop?" he asked as he looked over his shoulder, confusion all over his face.

  "I'm just pausing so I don't hurt you," I answered as I kissed up his back.

  "It doesn't hurt, it feels fantastic. You won't hurt me, Dimika. Take me, make me your mate."

  "I so love you," I groaned as I took him at his word and pushed all the way in. We both moaned as I bottomed out in his ass. I reached up and grabbed his shoulders for leverage and started a hard and fast pace.

  "So... fucking... good... love... your... cock... in... my... ass," Alexander grunted out in between my thrusts. His words and the sounds from him spurred me on. It never felt like this with Rune. It was like our souls were aligning. Everything in me sang for me to lean over and bite him.

  "Are you sure this is what you want?" I leaned over his back and whispered in his ear, fucking him hard all the while.

  "Yes, claim me."

  He screamed as I licked the side of his neck. I struck as I felt the muscles in his ass start to spasm. He roared so loudly the windows shook and the muscles in his ass clamped down on my cock. I knew he climaxed just as his blood hit my tongue. Tasting my mate for the
first time pushed me right over the edge with him.

  I can't even explain the wonderful taste of my mate's live essence in my mouth. It was like the best aged wine with chocolate covered strawberries all wrapped in one. Combine that with the sensations of my cock being wrapped in Alexander's ass. His muscles milked every last drop of cum out of me.

  "Promise you will never leave me or fuck with my head again," I whispered as I collapsed on top of him.

  "Never again, Dimika," he answered panting. "My love will always be honest from now on. Never again will my love be full of deceit."

  I knew at that moment he was telling me the truth. I had finally found my happily ever after and it just so happened to be in the arms of my legendary, Russian warrior.

  THE END Author Bio Joyee Flynn grew up in Chicago living in the same house all her life until she went left for college. Though she has a great life, she loves to get lost in fantasy that only books could bring. Her wide interest in reading is reflected in her writings. Currently Joyee lives with her dog, Marius, named after a vampire from Ann Rice’s Interview with the Vampire series. She dreams of one day living out in Montana, enough land to have a few horses, and find a couple of cowboys of her own.

  A lover of men, Joyee’s all about them in any form in her books. Vampire, werewolf, military, doesn’t matter at all as long as they are hot, hard, and sex fiends!