Christmas at Home

by Carolyn Brown

“For a kiss. My lips are warmed up and yours look hot.”

  She wrapped her arms around his neck, pressed up close to him, and kissed him right there in the brightly lit kitchen. She nipped at his lower lip and slid her tongue into his mouth. When she could feel the effects pressing against her belly she stepped back.

  “Now explain, please,” she said.

  “When we have our first big argument and I’m relegated to the doghouse I intend to make sure it’s cozy and big enough for me,” he teased without taking his hands from her waist.

  She took a step forward and leaned in for a second kiss. “You are a very smart man, Creed Riley.”

  The kiss sent shock waves down to their toes and warmed the very floor where they stood.

  “Does that mean you’d put me in the doghouse if you got mad?”

  She looked up into his sexy green eyes and said, “And nail the door shut.”

  He led her to the sofa and pulled her down onto his lap. “Maybe we’d better talk about what could bring on such a thing.”

  Her cell phone rang before she could list all the things that would put him in the doghouse. She picked it up from the end table and answered it without leaving his lap.

  “Sure. Can you stay for dinner?”

  Creed shook his head.

  “Tortilla soup. Hey, for Aunt Bill’s Candy, I’ll gladly go Internet shopping with you, kiddo.”

  “April?” he asked when she laid the phone back down.

  “Yes, it was. She’s coming over right after lunch and bringing some of Hilda’s famous Aunt Bill’s Candy. We are going Internet shopping for dresses for the Christmas party.”

  “You’re not wearing my red and black flannel shirt to the party? I’m hurt and so is it. It thought it was your favorite item of clothing.”

  She kissed him on the cheek. “I save that for things more important than parties.”

  She didn’t tell him that she’d hated to put it in the pile with his other dirty shirts because washing it would erase the smell of his shaving lotion. Or that she’d slept in it again the night before.

  Chapter 13

  The enormous grandfather rock formation hid the small family cemetery. The only way to get to it was by four-wheeler, by foot, or that afternoon, by tractor. It was surrounded by a picket fence that could not protect it from the snowstorm and shaded by the big rock so the sun couldn’t melt away any of the drifts.

  Sage found the top of the gate and shoved, but she couldn’t budge it with the drift against the backside.

  “Shovel time,” Creed said behind her. “Which way does it open?”

  “Outward,” she answered.

  It didn’t take long for him to throw the snow to one side, break the ice on the hinge, and open it for her. But it did little good when there was still a drift on the other side.

  “I’ll get the second one. The graves are all the way to the backside of the cemetery, and it’ll go faster if we work together,” she said.

  He didn’t even look up and kept slinging snow to one side and then to the other. By the time they had shoveled it away they were both leaning on their shovels and trying to catch their breath.

  “Tell me again why we’re doing this today?” Creed asked.

  “Blame it on the weatherman,” she panted.

  The rock protected them somewhat from the bitter wind but it couldn’t make it warmer. Shoveling dirt or snow was hard work and used a lot of energy as well as plain old elbow grease. Under the coveralls she was warm as toast, but her nose was numb, and even with two pair of socks, her toes were beginning to feel the chill.

  Creed went back to work. “Why is it his fault?”

  “Because he won’t tell us that the temperature is going to rise and melt this off by Monday. I think his wife is going through menopause and has hot flashes all night. He can’t sleep because she’s constantly kicking the covers off or else putting more on, so he is grumpy and takes it out on the whole world. That makes it his fault. And we have to get the snow cleared away so we can put flowers on the graves when we come back from the shopping trip the first of the week.”

  Creed chuckled. “You’ve got an imagination, darlin’. Maybe you should write books rather than paint pictures.”

  She dug the square-nosed shovel into the snow and tossed it to her left. “No thank you. I’ll stick to my pictures.”

  “Do you see another picture out here this morning?” he asked.

  Tombstones of various sizes created different heights and widths of miniature mountains all around her. No one would be interested in buying a picture of a snow-covered cemetery, not even with mistletoe clinging to the tops of the scrub oak trees surrounding it.

  “Well?” he asked.

  She shook her head. “Not a thing.”

  They stuck their shovels into the snow and started walking through the shallow places and the idea started to nag at her. She’d never painted the big rock from the backside. The front of it had given her many paintings, all with life in them. Her grandfather when he was still living, an Indian surveying the land, eagles, and even a howling coyote. Should she paint the other side from the land of those who’d already gone on?

  “Whoa!” she said.

  He stopped. “See something?”

  “No, this is it.” She brushed the top of his tombstone clean. “This is Grandpa’s grave. The valley there is where…well…” she stammered. “Next to the valley is my father’s and then my mother’s.”

  She tried to keep the tears at bay but the dam broke. Thinking about a tombstone sitting there someday with Grand’s full name, date of birth, and death engraved on it was more than she could handle that morning. The tears were scalding hot as they ran down her cold cheeks. She wished that she would have worn her face mask to soak them up and so that Creed wouldn’t see her crying like a baby.

  He pulled her to him, letting her cry on his shoulders. Layers of clothing plus heavy coveralls didn’t keep her from hearing his steady heartbeat. Creed was a good man. He’d do well with the Rockin’ C. And even if he wasn’t a Presley, someday he would claim a spot in the family cemetery.

  The idea of a stone with his name on it brought on more tears. Sobs racked her shoulders and he hugged her even tighter against his body.

  “It’s all right, Sage. It’ll be a long, long time before Miz Ada is in this place. She’s still got too much spit and vinegar in her for God to want her just yet,” he said.

  He’s got that right. Listen to him, Sage. And remember, there will be a Presley on the ranch as long as you don’t leave it. It’s not like I’m forsaking the whole heritage. That’s why I sold it to him so cheap. He’s responsible to keep it running, but it’s your responsibility to make sure there’s Presley blood on the Rockin’ C.

  Grand’s voice was as clear as if she was sitting on Grandpa’s tombstone right beside her, but Sage didn’t open her eyes and look because she knew she would be disappointed.

  A soft cloth wiped the tears away from her cheeks. His handkerchief was cold but his touch was light. His fingertips grazing her frozen cheeks weren’t blistering hot like usual but comforting.

  “Thank you,” she whispered.

  “You are very welcome, darlin’. Let’s go to the house. You are shivering and it won’t take any time at all to take care of the rest of the job when we bring the flowers out here,” he said.

  Sage didn’t disagree. She wanted to be surrounded by the warmth of a glowing fire, the Christmas tree, and her dogs and cats. She wanted to laugh with Creed and make more cookies. She didn’t want to think about the future or the past.

  Going back to the tractor, she looked up at the big rock and saw her next picture as clear as if it were already completed. She’d never painted the formation using only the wide, furrowed base, but that’s where her next picture started. Not at the top but at the bottom with a
tiny little cedar tree that would barely reach her waist and a gray dove sitting in its branches.

  But where is the mistletoe?

  She looked up and a scrub oak had sprouted above the cedar, its branches bending out like naked arms over the cedar tree, and sure enough, there was a single bit of mistletoe nestled in the fork of the branches.

  Creed’s arm was thrown around her shoulders and he stopped so quickly that she felt a small jerk. “Would you look at that? I swear the stuff is everywhere.”

  Her eyes followed his pointing finger and there it was, blown no doubt by the hard wind and stuck in the gate. One little twig of mistletoe. The scene branded itself into her brain, warming her from the inside out. It was symbolic of leaving the past behind and looking forward to the future.

  “Hold up. I’ve got to take a picture to send to my folks. They can’t fathom this much snow. Reckon I should tell them that gate is six feet tall?” he asked.

  Her smile was weak. “It’s bad enough. Don’t exaggerate.”

  The tractor cab wasn’t cozy, but it was a lot warmer than the temperature outside. Her face tingled as the nerve endings thawed, but it still felt stiff where the tears had dried. She couldn’t remember the last time she’d cried like that. Certainly not when either of her previous relationships had ended, and not when she’d gotten Grand’s phone call saying that she’d sold the ranch.

  Those times she’d been angry, not sad.

  “Look, the wind has blown most of the snow off the pond and it’s frozen. Want to go ice skating?”

  He stopped the tractor. “I don’t have skates. Do you?”

  “No, but a pair of old socks pulled over your boots makes a pretty good substitute. Let’s go have some dinner and then come back this afternoon. I was in junior high the last time the cold lasted long enough to freeze up the pond.”

  * * *

  Creed would have moved heaven and earth to make her happy right then. Her tears had practically brought him to his knees. He’d felt a loss when his grandmother died and again when they lost his grandfather. But he’d still had six brothers, sisters-in-law, his mother and father, and a whole support team to comfort him. When her Grand went, April would be there and the neighbors. But they weren’t real kinfolks.

  “Only if you promise not to laugh at me. I’m not real graceful on the dance floor.”

  “What’s that got to do with ice skating?”

  “Honey, a dance floor is not as slippery as a greased pig. If I can’t master the dance floor, it’ll be tough to master an icy pond.”

  Her laughter was music to his ears.

  He went on, “If you could shake a little cornmeal or saw dust on the pond, it might help me stay upright. Or maybe I could rig up a pillow to my ass.”

  Her eyes twinkled. “That visual is beyond funny. We could just get Grandpa’s old sled out of the hayloft and play with it. It’s wide enough for both of us. We could drag it up the hill.”

  “What hill?”

  “The roads are still icy so they aren’t open yet,” she said.

  “Are you serious?”

  “It’s that or skating.”

  He weighed the options.

  “Neither. Let’s make popcorn and hot chocolate and watch an old Western movie on television. We can cuddle up together under a nice warm quilt on the sofa and Noel and Angel can check on us if we fall asleep.”

  “Right now that sounds like a wonderful plan. You ever seen McLintock! with John Wayne?”

  “Only about twenty times. It’s one of my favorites.”

  “It always reminds me of Lawton and Eva. We’ve got it on DVD so we could watch it this afternoon.”

  “Sounds a lot better than bustin’ my butt on the pond or breaking my neck with your grandpa’s sled. Why does it remind you of Lawton and Eva?”

  “Well, Lawton is kind of like a young John Wayne. He doesn’t look like him. Lawton is a whole lot more handsome. But he’s got that bigger than life force about him. And Eva, well, she’s this fiery redhead with a flaming hot temper to go with her hair. They’re clashing all the time over April.”

  “Think they’ll ever get back together?”

  “Oh, no! She’s settled into her real estate business and he’s a cowboy. And she hates the canyon. I mean she really hates it. It would never work, but still the movie kind of reminds me of them.”

  Creed would watch a musical chick flick that afternoon if it would take Sage’s mind off the cemetery and the empty space between the mound of snow where her grandfather was buried and the next one over where her dad’s remains had been put to rest. And Creed did not like musicals or chick flicks.

  For their noon meal they had grilled cheese sandwiches and hot tomato soup that she’d spiced up with some garlic powder and a dash of Worcestershire sauce. Afterwards she arranged a dozen cookies on a platter and set them in the middle of the table.

  “Toes about thawed out?” he asked.

  “They’re tingling,” she answered.

  “Won’t be long then. Let’s take a cup of hot chocolate to the living room and watch Lawton and Eva.”

  “Wait until you meet them both. I swear this could be their story, only theirs doesn’t have a happy ever after ending.”

  “You believe in happy ever after?”

  “Only in books and movies.”

  She pulled the quilt from the back of the sofa over them. He put an arm around her and pushed a strand of electrified hair out of her face. She pushed a button on the remote and the music at the start of the movie began. Until that moment, Creed had never realized that the movie was a chick flick before chick flicks were even popular. The first song talked about birds and bees, flowers and trees, until they were up to their knees in love.

  The first scene showed a hat on the weather vane and two cowboys arguing about whether it was the sixth or seventh time that week that the boss had arrived home snockered and thrown his hat up there.

  Women could drive a cowboy to drinking for sure, but Creed wasn’t sure in his drunkest state that he could have landed his hat on the weather vane on the top of his folks’ house.

  The second scene was the sound of cattle bawling as John Wayne’s character rode his horse into the middle of the herd. Cowboys rode horses and drove bawling cows down a mountainside. The terrain in the movie reminded him of the canyon. The mountains weren’t as steep, but the Palo Duro had ridges and backbones just like the scene in the movie.

  Her hand snuck inside his flannel shirt and rested on his chest. He covered it with his and kissed the top of her head. She raised her head and their lips met in a clash.

  “This is not slowing down a wagon, Sage. It’s letting it go full blast down the sides of the canyon walls.”

  * * *

  “I want you,” she said simply. Visiting the cemetery that day reminded her that the past was gone. The future was just a dot on the horizon. Today was all she had and she wanted Creed.

  His arms tightened around her. Today, she reminded herself again, was all she had and she wanted Creed to make love to her. She wanted to feel the excitement of sex. She wanted to see if the afterglow she’d read about could be a reality with the right man. She wanted to make memories that would keep her warm when he was gone. And she didn’t want to think about him not being there.

  His arm moved from her shoulders to her butt, cupping it gently.

  “Lie beside me,” she said.

  He stretched out beside her on a sofa that was barely big enough for them.

  She smiled and straddled him, kicking the cover off to one side and lying on top of him. There was noise in the background from the movie going, but it was a blur when she deftly removed her shirt and bra and unbuttoned his shirt.

  “I love the way your chest feels on my boobs,” she said.

  “Do you have any idea what you do to me?”
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  “You do the same thing to me,” she told him. “Every nerve in my whole body is tingling.”

  “Well, my body is hot as hell. It wants you too, Sage.”

  “Then let’s give it what it wants.” She undid his belt buckle and unzipped his jeans. “Time to come out of the clothes. We’ll cover up with the quilt.”

  “I don’t need any covers. I’m really hot,” he said.

  She pointed across the room. “Yes you are, darlin’, but we can’t have sex in front of the children.”

  “Then we’ll cover up with the quilt,” he said.

  They quickly undressed and she gave a hop and wrapped her legs around him. He caught her with one hand firmly on her naked butt and the other around her waist.

  He backed up and sat down and she wiggled until he had slid inside her. Then she tasted his lips. She didn’t kiss him with a passionate force but tasted gently, feeling the heat rising and meeting throbbing desire as she began a steady rhythm.

  The quilt was around them. She wasn’t sure when he’d wrapped them into a cocoon, but only their heads were visible. They’d gone from kissing to truly exciting sex during the first ten minutes of the movie. She wondered if the credits would roll before they finished.

  He flipped her over on the sofa and took control of the rhythm, speeding up until she thought she’d fly right off the top of the mountain, and making love to her with his fingertips and his tongue. And then he would slow down and gently kiss her eyelids, her ears, and the tip of her nose.

  “Tell me what you want, Sage,” he said hoarsely.

  “I want you to never stop. You are doing everything I want right now,” she said.

  He grinned and she reached up to touch the corner of his mouth.

  “You have a sexy mouth, Creed. But your eyes are your… oh my God, don’t stop doing that with your fingers.”

  His fingertips teased the soft skin below her ear. “Like this?”

  “Dear God.”

  “Don’t tell Him. Tell me.”

  “Yes, yes,” she said.

  His mouth covered hers in a blistering hot kiss. “And this.”